The benefactor is always forcing me to study

Cen Zhi raised his eyes.

Those always clear eyes were covered with a layer of mist, like the mist of the mountain stream in the morning.

Xia Xin said, "You will go, right?"

The young boy didn't speak, but his hands on his lap unconsciously tightened. Xia Xin was about to say something more, when Cen Zhi suddenly asked, "Why did Brother Heng commit suicide?"

Xia Xin was startled.

Cen Zhi stared at Xia Xin closely: "You are his doctor, you should know, Brother Heng why..." He choked up a bit, "Obviously he asked me to find him, why..."

Xia Xin looked at the young boy, and sighed indistinctly: "Ke Heng is suffering from depression, his death has nothing to do with you."

"Impossible! Brother Heng doesn't look like depression at all!"

Cen Zhi yelled excitedly, Xia Xin looked at him silently, after a while, the young boy who was very emotional calmed down, and after he calmed down, Xia Xin said: "Little Cen, you have to know that not everyone can do it." The outside and the inside are the same, everyone has their own secrets, just like you, you also have secrets that you don’t want to tell others.”

Cen Zhi froze, looking at Xia Xin in disbelief.

Xia Xin turned a blind eye and continued: "The same is true for Ke Heng. He has to cover up his real situation because of his work. He wants to be the Ke Heng that everyone talks about, the Ke Heng who always shines like the sun. He has suppressed it for too long."

Cen Zhi lowered his eyes, looking lonely: "Why did he suffer from depression?"

Xia Xin: "I'm sorry, this is a secret, I can't say it."

Xia Xin patted the young boy on the shoulder: "Go see him one last time."

Xiao Hai was in charge of Ke Heng's funeral. All the people who came were people Ke Heng knew in the entertainment industry. In the silent cemetery, people dressed in black stood silently in front of the grave. The priest read the eulogy in a low voice. Qiang stood at the front, and Cen Zhi kept looking at the small urn in the coffin. After the priest's eulogy ended, a handful of new soil was sprinkled on the urn.

Everyone mourned and left one by one, and only Cen Zhi, Wen Qiang, Xiao Hai and Liang Gu, the director of "Heaven Has No Lighthouse", remained behind.

Cen Zhi put a handful of white roses in front of the tombstone. The young boy looked at Ke Heng's black and white photo. In the photo, Ke Heng smiled brightly. Cen Zhi stretched out his hand and rubbed the cold tombstone.

After Liang Gu bowed three times, he looked at the tombstone with fascination. Liang Gu was only in his 40s, and he was strict and strict in the crew on weekdays. He was able to delay more than a year in order to polish a drama, but he was much depressed after Ke Heng committed suicide.

Liang Gu said: "When I auditioned for "Heaven Has No Lighthouse", I immediately fell in love with Ke Heng."

Cen Zhi was taken aback, and looked back at Liang Gu.

Liang Gu seemed to be recalling, and said to himself: "He seems to have stepped out of my script, so suitable, I decided on him on the spot, and then I asked him if he had done his homework in advance, and he I didn't deny it, so I followed the trend, and I found out later that there is no need for him to act, because he is what he is."

It is the depressed patient in the play who is desperate, stuck in the mud and forced to smile.

"During the suicide scene, he was injured. We declared that it was a problem with the props team, but he actually did it himself."

Cen Zhi's eyes widened suddenly. At that time, he went to the hospital to visit. No matter when he went, Ke Heng was always resting. He didn't think too much. Now that Liang Gu mentioned it, Ke Heng must have been in a very bad state at that time.

"That episode stimulated Ke Heng, so I stopped filming and let Ke Heng treat for a period of time. At that time, Ke Heng was in a very bad condition. I planned that if Ke Heng couldn't shoot, I would not make this drama, but It took about a month, and Ke Heng came back, looking radiant, and it seemed that nothing happened, after I checked again and again, I continued to shoot."

However, the deeper the plot of "Heaven Without a Lighthouse", the more desperate it becomes. It's like pushing a person who drowned himself into the water bit by bit. Liang Gu worried that Ke Heng couldn't stand it, so he slowed down the progress. Even only shoot one scene a day.

Liang Gu took a deep breath, the air was humid and steamy: "Ke Heng's death is half of my responsibility."

Cen Zhi didn't speak, at that moment, he and Liang Gu felt the same way.

Not far behind the two, Wen Qiang asked Xiao Hai: "What do you plan to do in the future? If you still want to be in the entertainment industry, I can help arrange it."

Xiao Hai shook his head: "Forget it." Xiao Hai looked at Cen Zhi's thin back: "I plan to go back to my hometown and open a shop or something. The entertainment industry is really not suitable for me."

Wen Qiang: "Alright, you can still come to me if you have any difficulties."

Xiao Hai smiled: "In Ke Heng's will, he divided his estate into three parts, one part was given to me, the other part was left to Xiao Cen, and the other part was donated to the Rainbow Foundation. I will have no worries about eating and drinking for the rest of my life." .” Xiao Hai paused, and smiled wryly, “He has already planned it.”

Ke Heng had written that suicide note a long time ago and handed it over to the lawyer, and it will only take effect after his death.

Wen Qiang hesitated for a moment: "May I ask, where is Ke Heng's family? They didn't show up at the funeral."

Xiao Hai was silent for a while, but before he could answer, the light rain fell, and the four finally said goodbye to Ke Heng, and then drove away.

Wen Qiang sent Cen Zhi back to the apartment and then sent Liang Gu and Xiao Hai back. Xiao Hai has been staying at Ke Heng's house recently. When he was downstairs, Xiao Hai called Wen Qiang to stop him: "Mr. Wen, there is something I want to give you."

So Wen Qiang followed Xiao Hai into Ke Heng's house. The house was almost empty, and Ke Heng's belongings were sealed. Xiao Hai planned to take them back and keep them as a thought.

Xiao Hai took out a diary with a password lock from the study room, and handed it to Wen Qiang: "I only saw this diary when I was packing up. I tried the password, and it was 1207. Ke Heng wrote a lot in it. Things, including why he has depression, and his family situation."

Wen Qiang held the heavy diary, knowing that this diary should not be in his own hands, he is just a middleman: "I will hand it over to Cen Zhi."

"Don't!" Xiao Hai hurriedly said, Wen Qiang didn't know why, so he saw this simple and honest man scratching his head: "First, don't give it to Xiao Cen, wait, give it to him after he finishes his college entrance examination, this is what Ke Heng meant. "

Wen Qiang: "...OK."

Xiao Hai: "You can watch it too. If you think it's inappropriate, don't let Xiao Cen know."

Xiao Hai's upside-down attitude successfully aroused Wen Qiang's interest in the diary. After Cen Zhi fell asleep at night, Wen Qiang thought about it, and finally used 1207 to unlock the combination lock and opened up a person's life.

Wen Qiang thought that such a thick diary should have been written a long time ago, but he did not expect that the date on the first page was December 12th.

April 2022, 12.

It was the day when Ke Heng and Cen Zhi partnered to endorse Phoenix.

Wen Qiang frowned.