The benefactor is always forcing me to study

In early summer, news of Ke Heng's suicide caused a sensation on the Internet.

The official coffin concluded that Ke Heng committed suicide, and the details were not disclosed, which gave netizens a lot of room to play. Ke Heng's fans were stunned. Our brother has always been cheerful, generous and positive, how could he commit suicide!And so conspiracy theories arose.

And Cen Zhi, who was photographed by Yuji appearing at the entrance of the hotel, was immediately pushed to the forefront.

Ke Heng fans don't think that Cen Zhi has anything to do with Ke Heng's suicide. Both fans know that their idols have a good relationship, and there are many CP fans among them. Everyone just wants to know why Ke Heng committed suicide from Cen Zhi. .

At this time, Cen Zhi had just come out of the police station.

Along with him was Wen Qiang, the crew of "Heaven Has No Lighthouse", Xiao Hai and Xia Xin.

The evening breeze was cool, and everyone looked sad and melancholy. The police were sure that Ke Heng committed suicide. The autopsy report said that Ke Heng cut his wrist directly, and the angle and force were just right. I have long had the will to die.

In addition, there are many scars left by Ke Heng on his body, the location is relatively hidden, and he can't see it at all.

And this afternoon, "Heaven Has No Lighthouse" finished work, and the finale banquet was scheduled to be held at the hotel where he was staying. At that time, Ke Heng went back to the hotel first, and Xiao Hai was with him, but when he got to the room, Ke Heng said that he had left his mobile phone on the set, so please Xiao Hai to get it, Xiao Hai then went.

With just such a back and forth effort, the person is gone.

Xiaohai was not less stimulated than Cen Zhi, but after realizing the fact of Ke Heng's death, this honest and honest assistant sighed, and said to the police who came to inquire: "I knew there would be such a day... I've always feared that day would come."

Xiao Hai said: "Ke Heng suffers from depression, very serious depression."

A few years ago, when Xiao Hai first became Ke Heng's assistant, he didn't know about Ke Heng's situation. They helped Ke Heng everywhere, and the two matched well.

The first time I noticed something was wrong was when a TV series by Ke Heng was released. Ke Heng played a supporting role in it, which was not outstanding, but not long after it was released on the Internet, one day Xiaohai went to Ke Heng’s house to look for him, and found blood on the ground when he entered the door , Xiao Hai was frightened out of his wits, thinking that Ke Heng had been robbed, and then found Ke Heng in the bathroom treating his wound.

Xiao Hai wanted to call the police at that time, but was stopped by Ke Heng. At that time, Xiao Hai was also a stunned young man, and directly forced Ke Heng to tell the truth. After learning that Ke Heng had injured himself, Xiao Hai was at a loss. comfort him.

Also from then on, Xiao Hai tried his best to stay with Ke Heng as much as possible, even when he was filming on the set, he had to live together.

He wanted Ke Heng to feel companionship, and also wanted to let Ke Heng restrain his gloomy thoughts in this way. Xiaohai also helped Ke Heng find a doctor, and he also studied depression himself, so as to take better care of Ke Heng.

It's a pity that he has put in so much effort, and the rewards he got are a drop in the bucket.

Until that autumn and winter, Ke Heng saw the still immature Cen Zhi in the quiet campus under the golden sun.

Cen Zhi didn't know what his appearance meant to Ke Heng. They couldn't believe that Ke Heng had depression. For a moment, Cen Zhi even felt that Xiao Hai was lying to him.

Xiao Hai: "I don't know why he has depression, his doctor should know."

So the police summoned Xia Xin, a psychiatrist in the forget-me-not consulting room.

Cen Zhi and Wen Qiang were stunned for a moment when they saw Xia Xin. Xia Xin nodded to them as a greeting, and then made a statement with the police, which was considered to have completed the cause and effect.

In the end, the police investigated carefully and found that the facts were almost the same as what everyone said, so they settled the case as suicide.

Cen Zhi couldn't accept such an ending at all, and almost wanted to make a fuss at the police station, but was dragged out by Wen Qiang. The night wind gently brushed his cheeks, and the young boy suddenly looked at Wen Qiang pitifully, with water in his clear eyes Guang, choked up and said, "He said he would wait for me."

Wen Qiang's heart suffocated, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

Cen Zhi's fingertips turned white while he was holding his mobile phone. He and Ke Heng didn't have many chat messages. They only exchanged a few simple sentences, and finally stopped at Ke Heng's sentence "I'll wait for you [Bixin]", From this sentence, it can't be seen that Ke Heng has the idea of ​​committing suicide. Cen Zhi never thought that this would be the last sentence between them.

The young boy's chest rose and fell, and he couldn't get up or down in his chest with a puff of breath.

Why not wait for him.

Why are you unwilling to wait for this little bit of time.

If he could have been earlier, or asked for leave that day...

Wen Qiang put his arms around Cen Zhi's thin shoulders, feeling the other party's suppressed grief, the man was silent for a moment, and said softly, "...you still have me."

When he went back that night, Cen Zhi fell ill.

In March and April, when the seasons changed frequently, less than half of Cen Zhi's class was caught, but Cen Zhi was alive and well, and now he was sick like a mountain, and that night Cen Zhi had a fever and was sent to the hospital.

Wen Qiang accompanied him on intravenous drip all night, and the next day his fever finally subsided, but Cen Zhi was still depressed. The doctor said that he was too tired a while ago, and it should be because he was too busy studying. Only then did the gas explode.

Wen Qiang was worried about him, and postponed all work arrangements to watch over him. Wen Hui and Wen's mother also came to visit Cen Zhi quietly, and Wen's mother took a long look outside the door. The young boy was haggard on the hospital bed. The high-spiritedness before made Wen Mu's heart ache.

Cen Zhi knew that he couldn't go on like this, and he wanted to cheer up, but he seemed to be locked in a corner and lost contact with his body and the outside world. He watched Wen Qiang accompany him day and night, and wanted to tell him It's okay, but he can't say it out. He also knows that friends like Jin Qiong and Li Wang have been here, but he doesn't dare to disturb him.

And recently, Cen Zhi always dreams of Ke Heng. Ke Heng, who was running towards him on Chongyu's runway, was supposed to run into him, but instead ran in the opposite direction, or in a cafe, laughing at Yan Yan While talking, they suddenly distanced themselves.

Soon, Cen Zhi was discharged from the hospital, and Wen Qiang brought him back to the apartment.

The school asked for a leave of absence. This time Nie Ping did not sneer anymore. Many people were worried whether this incident would affect Cen Zhi's college entrance examination, or whether Cen Zhi would take the college entrance examination. Asked Wen Qiang, Wen Qiang also only said "see Cen Zhi's decision".

In early May, an unexpected visitor came to the apartment.

Wen Qiang went to work that day, and Aunt Pu was baking a small cake for Cen Zhi in the kitchen. The sweet smell filled the apartment, and Cen Zhi was sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze.

The doorbell rang for a while before Cen Zhi recovered his senses and went to open the door. There was a woman standing outside the door, elegant and intellectual, it was Xia Xin.

Cen Zhi was a little surprised, and after asking Xia Xin to go in, Xia Xin said directly, "Little Cen, tomorrow is Ke Heng's funeral."