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33.

In the end, the stalemate ended with Jiang Yinqi's victory.Jiang Yinqi stayed in this city, by Zhou Feng's side.Jiang Yinqi said "humly" that it was love that won, not her Jiang Yinqi won.

It's not that Jiang Yinqi has never thought about practical problems.It's just that she optimistically believes that the reality is not as terrible as people imagine.She even thinks that many of the menacing images that once frightened us are just terrible shadows cast by boulders at the wrong angle and light.

However, the cruelty of reality is not the shadows of people's illusions and fantasies, but real monsters, at least the shadows cast by real monsters, and it may even be a melting pot that is more difficult to deal with than monsters.Our love has little chance of winning in front of the melting pot.

Jiang Yinqi joined a well-known real estate company, just because he works in the most magnificent and dazzling building in the most prosperous area, it is enough to make Jiang Yinqi feel high-spirited for a while.

Superficial glitz can only temporarily satisfy people's vanity.No matter how Jiang Yinqi uses chicken blood and chicken soup to motivate himself, practical problems will always be blocked in front of him like a mountain.

We always put love first in our hearts, but it is always work that affects our mood the most.

With Jiang Yinqi's industrious thinking character, she not only quickly got out of vanity, but also quickly discovered the problems in her work.She doesn't simply describe the various departments in the company as having different divisions of labor, as people have told her.

This is not a difference in division of labor, but a difference in nature.So Jiang Yinqi re-divided the types of work in their company according to their different natures.

The first is to create profits for the company, production and sales.This is the person most valued by the company, who can obtain more resources and more personal benefits in the company.

The focus of the second type of work is to benefit personal development. It may not necessarily help the company make a lot of money directly, but it can hone and improve one's internal strength.

The third type is working purely to maintain the company's operations.The essential quality of this type of work is that it is trivial, neither measurable nor describeable.Busy from morning to night, but meaningless.While everyone is pretending that these jobs are meaningful, they really are.

Unfortunately, what Jiang Yinqi does is the third type of work.This is not because Jiang Yinqi doesn't work hard, nor is it because she is stupid, but because her education is not good enough.This is precisely the reason why Zhou Feng has always opposed Jiang Yinqi's immediate work.The bigger the company, the more seniority has to be considered, and the weaker Jiang Yinqi will be. Then her efforts may be in vain, and she will be farther and farther away from her ideal.

Zhou Feng's prediction was correct, but every time he thought about it, Jiang Yin was very troubled.The reason is simple, if Zhou Feng can predict it, then it means that this is an insurmountable difficulty.

Jiang Yinqi began to become frustrated, faintly angry.She couldn't say that she regretted Zhou Feng's stay, but she was helpless with the status quo and confused about the future.And this sense of professional powerlessness eventually turned into dissatisfaction with this love.

Jiang Yinqi began to clearly feel the existence of the family behind Zhou Feng, not because Zhou Feng's performance changed, but Jiang Yinqi's state changed.

Jiang Yinqi's work is not only trivial and boring, but also he can't control his time, working overtime and traveling on business, he can't help himself.This means that the time for a tryst with Zhou Feng is full of variables.

On the contrary, the time of Zhou Feng's tryst is very fixed and rigid, and cannot be changed.

Such conflicts occurred again and again.Whenever Jiang Yinqi had to change the schedule, Zhou Feng could only remain silent, expressing embarrassment and rejection with silence.

Every time there was a conflict, the shadow of the family behind Zhou Feng became clearer, until Jiang Yinqi could no longer lie to herself that she only loved Zhou Feng, and she could ignore Zhou Feng's family.

When all kinds of anger and frustration came at the same time, Jiang Yinqi became unable to express. She didn't know what to resent, nor how to solve the difficulties.The way of coping turned into a kind of numbness and self-loathing, as well as impatience with Zhou Feng.

Just like the night of a tryst, they haven't seen each other for several weeks, because Jiang Yinqi has been working overtime and traveling on business.

Finally met for dinner.Zhou Feng carefully prepared several Jiang Yinqi's favorite dishes.But what Jiang Yinqi showed at the dinner table was completely distracted.

Jiang Yinqi was playing with his mobile phone. At that time, it was not a smart phone, only a feature phone, but it was enough for Jiang Yinqi to chat.She was texting with a co-worker with a sympathetic condition who she was able to get along with.Not knowing what to say, Jiang Yinqi grinned.

Zhou Feng caught this smile, "What are you laughing at?" There was a little anxiety and dissatisfaction in his tone.But generally speaking, Zhou Feng has covered it up very well.

"I didn't laugh!" Jiang Yinqi denied loudly impatiently.Of course, Jiang Yinqi put down the phone after denying it.

Zhou Feng was quite patient and did not expose Jiang Yinqi's open eyes and nonsense.

The two of them continued to eat in silence, and after coming over for a while, Zhou Feng gathered his strength to talk to Jiang Yinqi again, and she asked about Jiang Yinqi's work status with concern.

This time Jiang Yinqi suddenly lost his temper, "What difficulties can I encounter in my work? Serving tea and typing, as long as I can do it personally, what difficulties can I encounter?"

Zhou Feng stared at Jiang Yinqi for a long time, and finally suppressed her anger. She wanted to continue the conversation, "I'm asking about the report you've been revising, has it finally passed?"

This is also a daily state of Jiang Yinqi's work.For a report, every leader has his or her own ideas. As Jiang Yinqi, who has no decision-making power, he can only revise it today and change it tomorrow, and it can't pass the approval of all the leaders.She was about to be driven insane.It's okay if Zhou Feng didn't mention it, but Jiang Yinqi immediately regarded Zhou Feng's concern as a kind of ridicule, or at least an offense of not opening the pot and lifting the pot.

"Are you bothered? Why are you staring at me and asking these things? Is a bad report worth talking for a long time during our tryst? We only have a few nights together in total? Last week, last week, you don't know anyway. I won't accommodate my time." Jiang Yinqi began to speak without restraint.Although every time she said a word, she reminded herself to shut up quickly, but she still couldn't help complaining blah blah blah.

Zhou Feng was still trying to calm things down, "Xiao Qi, this is the time we agreed on, and I can't change it. Don't make trouble for no reason."

"Am I unreasonable? Am I unreasonable? What's wrong with what I said. In fact, you are like a prisoner. There is always a warden standing behind you. You can't be unaware. You just pretend to be free. I've had enough." It's gone!" Jiang Yinqi finished speaking, got up and pushed the chair behind him, walked into the bedroom, and slammed the door hard.Zhou Feng, who was left pale, sat at the table in a daze.

They are no longer dating in Zhou Feng's dormitory, but in Jiang Yinqi's rented house.Probably this is the only benefit that the real estate company gave Jiang Yinqi, a house with a good price/performance ratio.

Jiang Yinqi was lying on the bed with mixed emotions. At one moment she hoped that Zhou Feng would take the initiative to reconcile with herself, but at another moment she felt that this was wishful thinking, Zhou Feng's character could not please her.After a while, she felt that she should go out and apologize by herself, but she felt wronged. She wanted to put pressure on Zhou Feng, so she couldn't apologize.Then, if he was worried that Zhou Feng would leave in a fit of anger, his heart must be broken.

As a result, Jiang Yinqi lay on the bed in despair, doing nothing but letting tears flow.

In fact, that night, Zhou Feng did not leave in a fit of anger, nor did he quarrel with Jiang Yinqi, but took the initiative to reconcile with Jiang Yinqi before going to bed.

Jiang Yinqi readily accepted Zhou Feng's reconciliation.

Jiang Yinqi also regards these repeated reconciliations as the power of love.

What's really sad, however, is not the spat, but the reconciliation.