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Sitting in the car that Xu Baihan arranged for her to drive to Linzhou, Jiang Wang lowered his head and looked at the small box on his lap, his eyes were heavy and his expression was condensed.After a long time, she finally reached out and clasped the box, and slowly opened it...

Inside the box was a stack of letters neatly placed.Jiang Wang stretched out his hand and flipped it lightly, and he could see that the paper of the envelope, from bottom to top, from old to new, was obviously accumulated bit by bit over the years.

Jiang Wang frowned slightly, bit his lips, and pulled out a letter from the bottom. He gently stroked the envelope with his index finger and thumb, hesitated for a while, opened the hardened, rattling envelope, and pulled out the letter inside. letter.

The letter paper was actually folded into the shape of a delicate heart. The paper was also fancy like Jiang Wang had never seen before. It had a blue background with patterns and lace.This is obviously very different from the simple and ordinary homework papers that Jiang Wang has always received from Xu Baihan.Jiang Wang narrowed his eyes slightly, scanning every word in the letter, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter...

This should be Xu Baihan's reply to her after she wrote the first letter to Xu Baihan.

In this letter, Xu Baihan's words are enthusiastic and lively, not only expressing her surprise and joy at Jiang Wanghui's initiative to send her a letter, but also expressing her surprise and inexplicable love for Jiang Wang's indifferent first impression , talked to her a lot about herself, and finally expressed that if it was convenient for Jiang Wang, she hoped that she could be invited to play at home during the holidays.At the end of the letter, under the signature, there are cute little portraits of Jiang Wang and Xu Baihan.

Jiang Wang held the three thick letters tightly, for a moment, he felt happy and annoyed, wanted to cry, and laughed at the same time.She never knew that Xu Baihan was such a warm and talkative person, let alone that Xu Baihan was so happy when he received the first letter he sent her.She always thought that Xu Baihan's feelings towards her at that time were indifferent and indifferent.

You know, at that time, the reply letter that Xu Baihan actually sent to Jiang Wang was only a thin piece of paper and three short lines: "Hello, Yunbo, I am very glad to receive your letter." Jiang Wang At that time, the envelope had been emptied for a long time, and I wondered if Xu Baihan had slipped a piece of letter paper in.Such a cold reaction was obviously not expected by Jiang Wang, so that when Jiang Wang wrote the second letter to Xu Baihan, he hesitated for a long time.

Jiang Wang really didn't know, when Xu Baihan received her letter, he was overjoyed and couldn't wait to write a reply.After spending the whole night without even doing my homework, I went to bed contentedly after writing three large sheets of reply letters.But on the second day after waking up overnight, Xu Baihan woke up early in the morning, sat on the bed thinking about it, and began to worry whether he was too enthusiastic and whether he would scare Yunbo.So she revised and revised, wanted to say a lot, but didn't dare to say a lot, and in the end, there were only three simple sentences left.After sending it, Xu Baihan regretted it, especially for a long time, she didn't receive Jiang Wang's second letter, and she spent almost every day in frustration.Just when Xu Baihan couldn't bear to take the initiative to write a letter to Jiang Wang, Jiang Wang sent a second letter.

Jiang Wang pulled out a few more letters from the bottom, opened them carefully and read them line by line, his nose began to feel a little sour unconsciously...

After she and Xu Bohan began to have some ambiguity, she wrote to Xu Bohan, the first line was always indispensable, "Bohan, I miss you", but Xu Bohan never responded to this in his reply.At that time, Xu Baihan's replies to her letters were always indifferent, with restraint and restraint in his emotions.Every letter is like a difficult reading comprehension, which can make Jiang Wang ponder for a long time, thinking about what this sentence means, thinking about whether that sentence has any special meaning, carefully pondering Looking for Xu Baihan's special feelings for her.

But in these unsent letters, Xu Baihan's language is so easy to understand, and his feelings are so restrained but not lacking in sweetness.From the inside, Jiang Wang could see the passionate love between 16-year-old Xu Baihan and himself, Xu Baihan's passionate love and nostalgia for her.Rather than her own unilateral pursuit and unrequited love that once discouraged her.

Jiang Wang gradually leaned weakly on the car seat, slowly closed the box, frowned, and closed his painful and confused eyes.

Xu Baihan, if you say that you love me, then how should you explain your rational sobriety and restraint; but if you say that you don't love me, then how do you start with your indulgence and perdition step by step? .

Xu Baihan, did you actually love me more than you imagined?

But, now all of this, all the secrets and memories contained in this box, what is the point other than making myself more painful?

Jiang Wang hugged the box tightly, and asked himself seriously: "If there is, if you can do it again, Yunbo, would you still choose to fall in love with Xu Baihan?"

After Xu Bohan returned to Linzhou, Xu Botao would call Xu Baihan every day and chat with her for a few words, firstly to distract Xu Baihan's attention, and secondly to try to figure out Xu Baihan's emotions.

But today, when he called Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan's phone responded that it was turned off.Xu Botao's heart skipped a beat, and he became inexplicably flustered for a while.

He hurriedly called Mama Xu and asked Mama Xu where Xu Bohan was going. After hearing Mama Xu tell him that Xu Bohan had gone to the resort to relax, Xu Botao's hand was shaking so much that he could hardly hold the phone.

Xu's mother felt that something was wrong with Xu Botao, and asked Xu Botao "what's the matter" strangely, but only heard Xu Botao couldn't help but yelled at her: "How could you let her go alone!", and then only the busy tone remained.

Xu Botao hung up the phone, grabbed the car keys, and ran to the parking lot.His heartbeat was unbelievably fast, and he kept begging in his heart while running: "Sister, please, please, don't scare me..."

The three-hour drive from Linzhou to the resort was cut into a little over two hours by Xu Botao.However, no matter how eager, unwilling, or afraid he was, what he was worried about finally became a reality.

The door of the villa in the resort was tightly closed. He tremblingly inserted the key to unlock it, pushed the door open, and called Xu Baihan eagerly: "Sister, sister, are you there..." In response to him, But there was only the dead silence that made him panic...

He quickly ran to Xu Baihan's bedroom, but there was no one, and he opened the bathroom, still no one.He ran out of the room and searched room by room on the second and third floors. The rooms were all empty, and there was no sign of Xu Baihan... He immediately turned around and ran downstairs.When he was about to rush out to the door, out of the corner of his eyes, he saw a piece of snow-white paper quietly pressed on the glass table in the living room. For a moment, he staggered and didn't dare to go forward...

He finally picked up the piece of paper, his eyes widened, and he whimpered in pain...

It was Xu Baihan's suicide note.

She said: "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I'm self-willed, I can't repay what I owe you, I can only pay it back in the next life. Bo Tao, take good care of your parents.

Bo Tao, if you want me to leave with peace of mind, don't bother Jiang Wang, never tell her.Please.I owe her too much, so let me pay her back a clean second half of her life in the end.

These years, I have been very tired, but she still can't come back, and we can't go back.Forgive me, I don't have the courage to go on alone.Let everything start and end, I'm going to find Yun Bai.I am gone, I am very at ease and satisfied, so don't worry about me.Sorry, thank you.

Xu Baihan's last pen"

The car had been driving for more than an hour, and in the middle of the trip, Jiang Wang suddenly realized that because he left in a hurry, he had left his wallet in Xu Baihan's villa, and all his ID cards were inside.

Even though he was extremely annoyed and unwilling, Jiang Wang had no choice but to take his mobile phone, dial Xu Baihan's mobile phone, and ask her to send it to her.

However, Xu Baihan's cell phone was turned off.

Jiang Wang was slightly taken aback, feeling uneasy for no reason.

She comforted herself that the battery might be out, so she should contact her when she returns to Linzhou.

Leaning on the car seat and closing her eyes, Xu Bohan's bright smile and that "goodbye" to her just now appeared in front of her eyes. At that time, there seemed to be something in Xu Baihan's eyes...

His heart suddenly seemed to be pulled by something, and Jiang Wang opened his eyes in an instant.

She still couldn't let go, and told the driver: "Please turn around and go back, I have left something behind."

On the way back, Jiang Wang became more and more uneasy, clenched his fists, and finally couldn't help begging the driver: "Can I trouble you to drive faster?"

An hour later, she returned to that familiar place.From a distance, she could see that the door of the villa was wide open, and inside, it was empty. Looking in from a distance, it was dark and gloomy, and the premonition of foreboding was getting stronger and stronger.

Jiang Wang felt a little weak all of a sudden...

She almost sprinted at a speed of [-] meters, opened the car door and rushed into the villa, and without caring about anything else, she called out to Xu Baihan: "Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan..."

However, Xu Baihan never responded to her tenderly again: "Yunbo, I'm here, what's the matter..."

She stood at the door, looked around, trying to find traces of Xu Baihan's existence, and at a glance, she saw the white paper that had fallen on the ground not far away, and she could vaguely see the words "Xu Baihan's last pen"...

Jiang Wang's breath was stagnant, his legs were trembling, and he moved to the front of the paper bit by bit, bent down slowly, picked up the paper, and read it at a glance...

In the next moment, Jiang Wang threw away the paper and cried "Ah..." like crazy, rushed into Xu Baihan's bedroom, rushed into Xu Baihan's bathroom, rushed to the second and third floors, and searched one by one. Past: "Bo Han, Xu Bai Han, come out, come out for me..."

However, the only response to her was her own hoarse crying echo...

Jiang Wang returned to his body and rushed downstairs again, taking two steps in three steps. When there were still a dozen or so steps left on the first floor, because his steps were too fast and he was unsteady, Jiang Wang dropped his head and rolled forward. down...

When she landed, Jiang Wang lay face down on the ground, motionless, but within three seconds, she stood up with support.

The moment he got up, blood oozed from his hair and slid down his cheeks bit by bit... However, Jiang Wang stood up quickly as if he didn't notice it, and strode forward. Step forward and run out the door.She opened the door of the car that was parked, and shouted to the driver in a crying voice, "Go to the beach on the other side of Huaihai Road!"

The driver turned his head, startled by the blood dripping down Jiang Wang's cheek, and froze in shock.

Jiang Wang didn't have the patience to be amazed by him. He was so annoyed that he didn't care about anything, so he yelled at him loudly: "I said go to the beach on the other side of Huaihai Road, can't you hear me? Hurry up!"

The driver was stunned by her yelling, and hurriedly turned around while starting the car, and responded to her repeatedly: "Yes, yes, I will drive now..."

The distance to Huaihai Road was not far, the driver drove the car very fast in fright, but only 5 minutes, Jiang Wangwang felt that it was as long as 50 years.It is long enough for her to recall everything from her acquaintance with Xu Baihan to the present, enough for her to describe Xu Baihan's every frown and smile in her mind, over and over again, until her eyes are red and tears are streaming down...

Arriving at the beach on Huaihai Road, the driver's car had just stopped, and Jiang Wang couldn't wait to open the car door and ran down to the beach.

She saw that on the sea not far away, waves were washing over a silver-white wheelchair one after another. They were slowly rolling the wheelchair towards the center of the sea. There was no one on the wheelchair...

In an instant, Jiang Wang's running legs softened, and he knelt down...

The moment she was about to get up, Jiang Wang realized that her right leg was in excruciating pain.She gritted her teeth, stood up, and continued to run towards the beach...

But from nowhere, a figure suddenly appeared, rushed towards him quickly, head-on, and punched Jiang Wang in the face, causing Jiang Wang to lose his balance and fell backwards.

Blood gushed out of Jiang Wang's nose in an instant, and amidst the buzzing of her head, she vaguely heard Xu Botao's angry voice in tears: "Are you happy after killing her? Are you happy? Are you happy?" The bastard..."

Her collar was tightly grabbed, and she was lifted up. Her eyes were blurred, she saw Xu Botao's red eyes staring at her fiercely, and the next moment, she raised her hand and punched her in the stomach. Jiang Wang, who was beaten, knelt down on the ground in pain.

Jiang Wang pressed his hands into the sand to support himself from falling down.There was blood and sweat on her face, she looked up at Xu Baitao, and suddenly laughed out loud, softly, foolishly, with a ferocious face...

She stood up unsteadily, and while Xu Botao was in a daze, she rushed forward and punched Xu Botao in the face, which made Xu Botao unable to defend herself, and tilted her body.

Jiang Wang turned around and staggered towards the beach step by step, his voice was already so hoarse that he couldn't hear it: "Go away...Xu Botao, don't get involved in my world with Bai Han again!"

As if stimulated, Xu Botao came back to his senses, rushed forward and grabbed Jiang Wang's thin body, his eyes were red like crazy, he grabbed her and wanted to take her into the sea, shouting: "Let's die together. Liberated, the three of us are dead, you will be happy, right, this is the result you want? The whole world can only look at you, and my sister can only love you alone, isn’t it? !"

Jiang Wangji struggled with all his strength, and stabbed Xu Baitao's stomach and chest with his elbows. Finally, he turned around and kicked Xu Baitao in pain. Xu Baitao let go of the pain and squatted down. Get down.

"Bai Han definitely hopes that you will live a good life. She owes me only one person in her life."

Jiang Wang stared at the ups and downs of the wheelchair, his figure was trembling, his footsteps were firm and firm, and on his face, amidst the red blood, there was a coquettish and gentle smile.

"Baihan, don't be afraid, I'm here to accompany you. Be good, wait for me..."