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In the elevator, Xu Baihan hunched his back and covered his face with his hands. Finally, he cried so hard that he was out of breath...

Why, why, why are you so cruel, Yunbo, Yunbo...

On that journey, Xu Baihan didn't call a car.Alone, in the brightly lit but unfamiliar street, pushing the wheelchair, going back all the way, crying all the way...

From Jiang Wang's house to Xu's house, it took Xu Baihan four hours to push the [-]-kilometer journey to get there. The skin on the palm of her hand was torn and bleeding, but she didn't care at all...

After eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Xu Baihan finally returned to Xu's house.

At home, the lights were also brightly lit. Xu Botao was standing at the door of the house waiting for her. When he saw her from a distance, he rushed up, grabbed the wheelchair, and asked her anxiously: "Sister, where have you been? I don't answer your phone calls. What's wrong with you, what happened?"

Xu Baihan quietly covered his skinned hands, lowered his head, so that Xu Botao could not see her red eyes clearly, and softly comforted him: "I'm fine, just want to be quiet. Botao , I'm a little tired, take me back to my room to rest, and you also go to bed earlier."

Xu Botao held the wheelchair tightly with his hands, bit his lips tightly, and looked down at the thin woman in front of him who looked down and was obviously tired. He wanted to say a thousand words in his heart, but in the end, he just stretched out his hand and hugged her gently. Touching her, Wen Sheng agreed: "Okay, I'll take you back."

Jiang Wang had called him and asked him to pick up Xu Baihan, but he couldn't find Xu Baihan.He knew that everything that happened to his poor sister tonight made him feel distressed, but he was powerless...

Everything will pass.Sister, after tonight, let's start a new life, shall we?Xu Botao pushed Xu Baihan back, looked down at Xu Baihan, and prayed to her silently in his heart.

That night, Xu Baihan sat by the window, looked up at the dark night sky, the moon set little by little, and the sky slowly brightened...

The night wind was getting colder and colder, and she was getting colder and colder. It was so cold that she was asked to hug him, and for no reason, she felt wronged and desperate, crying uncontrollably.At that moment, she felt helpless, and grabbed the clothes around her heart with one hand, feeling a sudden pain in her heart, like a blunt knife stabbing her hard.She grabbed her phone in a panic and slid through the lists in the address book. She really wanted to tell someone, she was so sad, she was in pain, and she really wanted someone to tell her, don't be afraid, just persevere, everything will be fine...

With tears in her eyes, she slid her hand over her father's number, mother, Baitao, Zizheng, Huaixi... But in the end, she put down her phone and left herself alone in the darkness and silence.

It's late at night, everyone is asleep, don't let them worry.

Besides, everything will never get better again.Xu Baihan, stop deceiving yourself...

Little by little, the moon disappears, and the sun rises little by little. Everything, under the shroud of morning light, is like that, full of vitality and hope, but in Xu Baihan's heart, there is more and more despair and silence...

After breakfast the next day, Xu Baihan suddenly said to Xu Baitao with a faint smile: "Botao, all the entanglements between me and Yunbo are over. From now on, you don't have to blame yourself anymore. In the entanglement between us, you There is nothing wrong." She took Xu Baitao's hand, looked at this big boy who grew up together and was always a child in her eyes, and sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry, I have made you suffer with me for so many years. I'm sorry, you didn't do anything wrong, I just said it to you now, I have made you blame yourself for so many years, I have wronged you."

Xu Botao looked at Xu Bohan, his eyes turned red and his throat twitched. After a long time, he cried like a child, squatted down, hugged Xu Baihan's legs, cried and shook his head, "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not wronged, sister, you must be good in the future, let this page, turn over, our family is all good..."

Xu Baihan just touched his head tenderly and lovingly, and didn't answer him...

In the afternoon, after lunch, Xu Baihan insisted on returning to Juzhou.

In the few days after returning to Juzhou, she suddenly went uncharacteristically, put down all her work and hobbies, and accompanied her mother to the beauty parlor and health club, which made her very happy.In the evening, Xu’s father didn’t come home from a dinner party, and Xu’s mother couldn’t sleep alone. Xu Baihan took a copy of A Dream of Red Mansions spontaneously and sat by Xu’s bedside, saying that he wanted to tell her a bedtime story to lull her to sleep. Mother Xu smiled from ear to ear.The Dream of the Red Mansions had only been read twice, when Xu's mother fell asleep and slept peacefully amidst her daughter's soft voice...

Xu Baihan looked at his mother for a long time after his mother fell asleep, and his eyes were red.She lowered her head and kissed her mother's forehead gently, just like the good night kiss her mother gave her to sleep many years ago.She said silently in her heart: "Mom, I'm sorry, I love you. My daughter is not filial. From now on, please take good care of yourself."

In the living room, she ironed the shirt and polished the leather shoes for her father for the first time with her own hands. When her father came back, she gave him a glass of honey water to rescue him, rubbed his temples, and persuaded her father in a gentle voice: "Dad, In the future, we still need to drink less alcohol. Your health is the most important thing. If you have time, come back early and spend more time with your mother. Without you by my side, she can't fall asleep..."

Xu's father smiled lovingly, touched Xu Baihan's head with a broad palm, and gently agreed to his daughter: "Okay, Dad listens to you."

That night, after seeing his father dragging his tired figure away from the living room to the bedroom, Xu Baihan sat in the living room for a long time staring at the family portrait hanging on the wall, and finally, slowly returned to the room and went to the bedroom. that darkroom.

She took out her mobile phone, and solemnly pressed Jiang Wang's phone number that she knew so well by heart. Listening to the rhythmic beeping sound from the other end of the phone, there was a feeling of dust in her heart. Settled stability.

The phone was finally connected, and Jiang Wang's deep and pleasant voice came: "Hello..."

Xu Baihan relaxed his body, leaned on the wheelchair, looked up at Jiang Wang's smile on the wall of the room: "Yunbo, it's me."

At the other end, Jiang Wang just responded lightly: "En."

Xu Baihan's voice was indifferent, as if he had some doubts: "You said, we want to settle the debt, right? Yunbo, I owe you, I used my two legs and waited for 12 years, so it's repaid, right?"

Jiang Wang was silent for a moment, and responded to her: "Yes, Xu Baihan, you don't owe me anything."

Xu Baihan suddenly let out a low laugh, and Jiang Wang, who was laughing, felt inexplicably uneasy.Sure enough, after Xu Baihan smiled lowly on that side, he calmly but aggressively said: "But, Jiang Wang, you still owe me a night. Do you want to settle the debt? Well, you pay me back! From now on, we will really, No more debts, I will never pester you again, I will do what I say."

Jiang Wang silently held the phone, and after a long time, hung up the phone, Xu Baihan only heard the cold busy tone from the phone.She closed her eyes and leaned against the back of the wheelchair, her face full of exhaustion.

She knew that Jiang Wang would compromise in the end.

In the middle of the night, she received a text message from Jiang Wang, which was as short as "good".It was obviously the result she wanted, the expected answer, but Xu Baihan didn't laugh at all.

Jiang Wang's colleagues were shocked again. Dr. Jiang asked for leave for the second time this month.During the lunch break, the nurses couldn't help but gossip about whether Jiang Wang's good news is about to come, and their imaginations were running wild...

The person involved, Jiang Wang, has already boarded the Xu family's car at this time, and together with Xu Baihan, went to the resort where they had a happy past.

Along the way, both Jiang Wang and Xu Baihan remained silent, Xu Baihan tilted his head and looked at the scenery outside the window with a peaceful posture, while Jiang Wang was wearing earplugs, listening to the song, with his eyes slightly closed, with an indifferent and kind expression on his face. alienated.

After driving for more than three hours, perhaps it was too quiet and boring, or too exhausted, Xu Baihan finally couldn't bear it, closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

Jiang Wang inadvertently turned her head to one side, and caught a glimpse of Xu Baihan's peaceful sleeping face, and with that one glance, she couldn't bear to move her eyes away in a daze.

Xu Baihan was really, just as beautiful as the one that made her heart flutter many years ago, but she was also really, really haggard.

Jiang Wang's fists were gradually clenched, hesitating for a long time, but still couldn't help the urge to care about her, he took off the thin shirt over the short sleeves, and gently draped it on Xu Baihan's body.

But Xu Baihan opened his eyes the moment her hands fell.The moment the four eyes met, Jiang Wang had no time to withdraw his concerned eyes and hand movements, but Xu Baihan was watching her, and gradually, a faint smile appeared in his eyes, and in a flash, there was pain and loss in an instant.Xu Baihan didn't say anything, in the end, he just hugged the shirt that Jiang Wang put on her tightly, closed his eyes again, his brows slightly gathered into an intractable bitterness.

Before sunset, they finally arrived at the holiday home at the resort where they used to live.Jiang Wang got out of the car, looked at the old villa in front of him, and the lush bushes. For a moment, he was a little dazed, as if he saw two young girls, their fingers intertwined, talking and laughing here and there. out……

Xu Baihan was beside her, and said softly: "Isn't there a little change here?" She smiled lightly, and said with a wry smile: "Unfortunately, we have all changed." After speaking, she pushed herself forward , turned around and said to Jiang Wang: "Come in. Actually, something has changed inside."

Jiang Wang's steps couldn't help but become heavier.

Sure enough, the furnishings in the room have changed a lot, obviously, they have been redecorated.In terms of layout, the living room has become smaller, separated by a kitchen, and there is an extra wine cabinet next to it.The overall color tone is the warm yellow that Jiang Wang likes, elegant and warm.The corridor from the first floor to the second floor was covered with photos. Jiang Wang just glanced over and saw that the photos were full of her and Xu Baihan.

It seems that it has become more like a long-term home than a temporary hotel.

Xu Baihan smiled lightly and said to Jiang Wang: "Do you like it? You said before that you will buy a big house in the future, which will have a kitchen, a wine cabinet, and decorate it in a warm yellow color, so that you can get home as soon as you come home." I feel warm, and if you can marry a beautiful and virtuous wife, Jinwu Zangjiao, you will have no regrets in this life. I asked my father for this house for my birthday that year, and gave it to me as my coming-of-age gift, and then I worked Now, let’s make it look like I imagined, you might like it. Yunbo, did your imagined home look like this?”

Xu Baihan missed a word and didn't say it. That year, after Jiang Wang finished saying, "If you can marry a beautiful and virtuous wife, you will have no regrets in this life." Yun Bo hugged her and whispered in her ear. He asked her softly: "Bai Han, do I have the luck to marry you home?"

Recalling the scene back then, Jiang Wang froze for a moment, she looked at Xu Baihan fixedly, and Xu Baihan also looked directly back at her quietly.After a long time, Jiang Wangzhan smiled slightly, and responded, "I like it very much."

Xu Baihan also smiled, with genuine joy in the corners of his brows and eyes: "That's great..."

The dinner was prepared by Xu Baihan himself. Jiang Wang saw that she was inconvenient and wanted to help, but Xu Baihan stubbornly refused and said righteously: "You have to give me a chance to prove that if someone marries me in the future Go home and follow me, you won't be starved to death by me."

Standing aside, Jiang Wang looked at Xu Baihan who was moving skillfully. For no reason, he felt his nose sore, and tears were about to fall.

Back then, she had laughed at Xu Baihan's inability to work and his five fingers not touching the spring water, and said that if she married her and went home, she wondered if she would starve to death.Xu Baihan just smiled back at her at that time: "If you are so scared, don't marry me."

A joke, she thought Xu Baihan would never take it to heart.But she never thought that she would remember it seriously for so many years.

When dinner officially started, it was completely dark.In the dining room, there were only a few dimly warm candle lights on the dining table, and the atmosphere was quiet and ambiguous.

The long table was filled with delicious dishes, each one of which was Jiang Wang's favorite.

Jiang Wang never knew that Xu Baihan had also put so much effort into remembering her preferences, but Xu Baihan had also put so much effort into getting to know her.

In the dim light, Jiang Wang saw Xu Baihan raised his glass to her with a slight smile, and she said, "Yunbo, thank you for this glass, I have allowed me to wait for you." After speaking, she raised her glass and drank it down.

Then, she raised her glass to her for the second time: "Yunbo, this glass, I apologize to you for everything I have failed." After that, she drank it down again.

For the third cup, Xu Baihan said: "Yunbo, this cup, I wish you a happy birthday." She raised her head and drank the wine in the cup, took out a small exquisitely packaged box, pushed it to Jiang Wang, and said, "Birthday Happy, Yunbo. Here are the unsent first versions of my replies to you, and the letters I have written to you over the years. I gave them to you as birthday presents, as, of all Get over it. Yunbo, from now on, please be happy in your life without me messing around."

Jiang Wang clasped the box tightly with both hands, staring deeply at Xu Baihan, whose voice was a little choked up but always smiling, finally raised his hand, poured wine for himself, raised his hand, drank it all, and returned Xu Baihan said: "Please do the same, you must be happy."

Xu Baihan just looked at her with a sad smile, didn't nod or shake his head, just stared at her quietly and gently.

This meal was unexpectedly long and warm.Xu Baihan no longer talked about their past, but instead asked about Jiang Wang's university life and hospital work with great interest, and also told Jiang Wang about his own university interesting stories. Ask a few questions.Good wine and good food, beautiful scenery on a good day, can be regarded as the best time for the guests and the host.

After dinner, Jiang Wang took the initiative to stand up, packed the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash.Her figure was drawn long by the light, Xu Baihan stepped on her shadow, sat silently at the door and looked at her, his eyes were as deep as water.

Jiang Wang stood upright, his movements were not rushed or slow, and he was as serious as he was performing an operation, and he didn't turn around when he was distracted.

After a long time, Xu Baihan softly told Jiang Wangdao: "I'm going to take a shower in the bedroom first. When you're done, just take a shower in the bathroom of the guest room. I'll put away the change of clothes for you."

The movements of Jiang Wang's hands paused slightly, and he answered her lightly: "Okay, I'll trouble you."

Xu Baihan smiled lightly, turned around and left.

Jiang Wang took a shower from the bathroom, dried his hair a little, then turned off the light, and was ready to go out.

She held the doorknob of the bathroom with an obscure expression. She stood quietly by the door for a long time. After taking a deep breath, she turned the doorknob and went out with heavy steps.

It was dark all around, only the room at the corner cast a long light and shadow from the half-closed door.

Jiang Wang approached the room step by step, his heartbeat started to speed up steadily.She understands what it means to open this door.

In the room, only a small light beside the bed was turned on. Xu Baihan was wearing a thin nightgown, sitting on the bed, reading a book peacefully.Seeing Jiang Wang standing by the door with half wet hair, a gentle smile appeared on Xu Baihan's lips, and lightly scolded with a gentle smile: "You are still so lazy, you always go to bed without drying your hair, and become a doctor yourself Don’t you know that it’s easy to get a headache in the future?”

Jiang Wang was stunned for a moment, looking at Xu Baihan on the bed, as if she had returned to the night when she accidentally broke into Xu Baihan's bedroom many years ago and saw that she had just come out of the bath wearing only a thin skirt, her heartbeat was inexplicable.

Seeing that she didn't respond, Xu Baihan said with a smile, "Go to the bathroom and bring in the hair dryer, and I'll dry it for you."

Looking at Xu Baihan's smiling face, Jiang Wang finally spread his lips and smiled, and did as he was told.

Jiang Wang sat on the edge of the bed, with his back to Xu Baihan. Xu Baihan sat up straight, held the hair dryer in one hand, and gently loosened Jiang Wang's long hair with the other, blowing it gently for her.

Thinking about the humming of the hair dryer, the sound was inexplicably loud.Jiang Wangwang still felt the sound of Xu Baihan's heartbeat that was about to jump out of his chest when Xu Baihan's fingers lightly passed through her hair and touched her scalp lightly.

She felt it, the hair dryer gradually slipped down, Xu Baihan's fingers began to slowly become restless, starting from her hair, touching and sliding downward bit by bit, sliding across her neck, her back, her Her waist made her tremble all over, restless and throbbing...

Jiang Wang tried his best to restrain himself, but finally couldn't help it, turned around, stretched out his hand and pressed Xu Baihan heavily on the headboard of the bed, sat up on his knees, pushed Xu Baihan down, and kissed him domineeringly Xu Baihan...

Finally, the hair dryer slipped from Xu Baihan's hands completely and fell to the ground, and the plug came out of the socket, making a loud noise...

Xu Baihan looked at Jiang Wang's magnified nostalgic face in front of him, slightly bent his eyebrows, indulged her fierce and domineering kiss, put his arms around Jiang Wang's neck, let her gnaw and bite, pry open his lips and teeth, and conquer the city ...

Jiang Wang didn't dare to think about it. Over the years, she had dreamed of longing for Xu Baihan's lips many times in her midnight dreams. Now, she finally had to admit that she was longing for Xu Baihan, so longing that she was going crazy...

She bit Xu Baihan's lips recklessly as if going crazy, rampaging through her teeth, absorbing all the sweetness of Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan was forced to raise her head, her face was flushed, and she hummed softly, tenderly Soothing Xu Baihan's restlessness, intertwined with her lips and teeth...

Jiang Wang clasped Xu Baihan's head with one hand, and pressed down with the other hand, gently rubbing the softness of Xu Baihan's chest, and Xu Baihan instantly softened into Jiang Wang's arms sensitively...

The clothes gradually scattered all over the floor, Jiang Wang kissed Xu Baihan's shoulder, biting and sucking Xu Baihan's collarbone and softness, interlocking Xu Baihan's fingers with one hand, pressing on the head of the bed, and reaching the bottom of the valley with the other hand...

Xu Baihan clasped Jiang Wang's back tightly with both hands, tensed his body, raised his head slightly, and couldn't restrain himself from murmuring, shouting in both lingering and painful ways: "Yun Bai...Yun Bai..."

As the speed in her hands increased, Jiang Wang felt Xu Baihan's body tense and shivered more and more. She raised her head, moved her body upwards, kissed Xu Baihan tenderly, and sped up the movements of her hands. Xu Baihan's cock melted into In the mingling of their tongues...

When he was about to reach the summit, Xu Baihan hugged Jiang Wang's back tightly, and Jiang Wang heard her trembling, begging her tremblingly intermittently: "Yun Bai, say you love me, tell me you love me again, okay... ..."

Jiang Wangwang just kissed her silently, and continued to send her to the peak...

Xu Baihan's eyes were obviously so blurred and distracted, but he stubbornly turned his head to avoid Jiang Wang's kiss, grabbed Jiang Wang's hand that was charging inside her body, and forcibly pulled himself out of the pleasure of being about to die

Jiang Wang saw that Xu Baihan was biting her lip, her eyes were misty and painful, and she seemed to be about to shed tears. She finally felt sorry for her, chased and kissed Xu Baihan's lips again, and drove straight into her body, all in one go... …When Xu Baihan was trembling like a leaf falling in the wind, Jiang Wang whispered in her ear and admitted: "Xu Baihan, I love you, I love you..."

She saw that Xu Baihan was confused and scattered, but because of these words, there was a trace of clarity in his eyes, tears overflowed and slipped down the corners of his eyes...

Jiang Wang gently kissed her tears away. Even at the peak, she did not take away her hand from Xu Baihan's body. As the aftertaste gradually eased, she started to move quickly again. Xu Baihan, who was still sensitive, Finally, he couldn't stand crying and begged Jiang Wang in a hoarse voice: "Yun Bai, no more, no more..."

But Jiang Wangwang would not let her go, she sat on Xu Baihan's waist, kissed Xu Baihan's white soft chest, continued to sweep Xu Baihan's body with one hand, and grabbed Xu Baihan's hand with the other, pressing against her under the body.

She said: "Baihan, I owe you the night, I will pay you back."

Xu Baihan's whole body was already sore and weak due to the stimulation under his body, and he groaned intermittently: "No, ah, don't..." Struggling to withdraw his hand from Jiang Wang's grasp, but there was nothing he could do. He sank down, felt his fingers, plunged into the warm and moist softness, felt that Jiang Wang's fingers in his body paused slightly, and let out a dull hum...

Xu Baihan was at a loss and wanted to withdraw his hand. He obviously couldn't take care of himself, but he still asked Jiang Wang nervously in a hoarse voice: "Yun Bai, does it hurt, Yun Bai, can you take it out..."

Jiang Wangke laughed, and tears rolled down her cheeks: "That's great, Xu Baihan, from now on, we really will never owe each other again."

For a moment, Xu Baihan felt as if someone had beaten him with a stick.Yun Bai, do you want to get rid of me just like that?

Jiang Wangge didn't pause any longer, his legs clamped Xu Baihan's hand tightly, feeling the fullness of Xu Baihan's body, he quickened his fingers in Xu Baihan's body, and despite Xu Baihan's resistance, sent Xu Baihan to the top again... …

While throbbing, Xu Baihan cried and bit Jiang Wang's shoulder, and said hoarsely: "Yun Bai, I...I hate you..."

Jiang Wangwang just remained silent, and when she slowed down, a new wave of shock began...

In the end, Xu Baihan couldn't bear it anymore, and lost consciousness in waves of pleasure...

When Jiang Wang woke up, it was already [-] noon.She turned her head to the side, and there was already nothing around her.

When she got up, she realized that a change of clothes had already been placed on the bed for her.

When Jiang Wang finished washing and dressing, and left the bedroom, he saw Xu Baihan sitting at the door of the dining room waiting for her. When she saw her come out, he just smiled and said in a hoarse voice, "Come in and eat."

Jiang Wang saw that Xu Baihan's lips were red and swollen, and the mess on his fair neck was obviously a masterpiece of his own intemperance, so he couldn't help feeling a little annoyed for a moment.

Just after eating, Jiang Wang hesitated for a long time, wanting to apologize to Xu Baihan for being rude last night, but Xu Baihan spoke before her: "Yun Bai, I ordered the driver to wait outside the door, you go, go back .In the future, if you want to move forward in your own life, don’t look back.”

She said, "Yun Bai, you must be happy."

Jiang Wang stared at Xu Baihan for a long time, but in the end, he couldn't say anything.Isn't that what you want?so be it.

With her still sore body, she walked out step by step heavily, and was about to walk out of Xu Baihan's world.

She suddenly heard Xu Baihan calling her to stop her, and when she turned her head, she saw Xu Baihan smiling like a flower, just like the first time she saw her, warm and gorgeous like the sun.

Her voice was still so gentle, she said: "Yun Bai, goodbye."

Jiang Wang's pupils contracted, and she knew that in this life, she would never forget this smile.

In Xu Baihan's mailbox, a regular email sent to Lu Zizheng lay quietly: "Zizheng, the end of the story, I still haven't waited for her. But, I had a sweet dream, she said, she still loves me .

She's gone, and I'm going to find her.Let the story end where it began.Don't be sad for me, I am very happy to go.

Please, be happy too. "