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Xu Botao bent his waist and covered his lower body, cast his gaze at Jiang Wang with difficulty, and saw Jiang Wang walking towards the sea step by step.The sea water gradually submerged her knees, she stretched out her arms and hugged the floating wheelchair, her whole body seemed to lose all the strength in her body, hugging the wheelchair, she collapsed, the sea water submerged her body in an instant, really A desperate posture...

Xu Botao gritted his teeth and straightened up. His eyes were red and he ran towards Jiang Wang. He sank deep into the sea sand with one foot and then grabbed Jiang Wang's arm with all his strength. Regardless of Jiang Wang's struggle, he just did that. Facing the sea water, he dragged Jiang Wang to the beach with difficulty, gritted his teeth and scolded angrily: "What are you pretending to be showing now? You know you love her now? What did you do?"

Jiang Wang choked on the sea water, glared at Xu Baitao angrily, coughed so hard that he couldn't speak.

Xu Botao clenched his fists tightly, his body was sore and tired, seeing Jiang Wang's dying look, he couldn't get angry, he stretched out his hand and slapped Jiang Wang's arm hard, and asked her viciously: " Madman, Yunbo, you are a fucking madman. Why, you would rather die with her than live a good life with her. Only when my sister shows her will through death can you believe that she really loves you You?!"

Jiang Wang finally got out of breath from coughing, put her hands on the ground, and sat up with difficulty. With a hoarse voice, she yelled at Xu Botao: "What do you know, you don't know anything!"

Her cheek was cut at some point, and there was blood slowly oozing out, while tears were sliding down from the corners of her eyes, dripping together with the blood, like, her heart... …

Xu Botao didn't know anything, didn't know her struggle, her sadness, her reluctance, her despair, her grievance...he didn't know anything...

Xu Baihan is an idiot, and she doesn't know anything... How can she be so stupid, Xu Baihan, you fool...

She just hoped that Xu Baihan could live well and better from now on.What Xu Baihan said to her, from now on, life without her involvement, I hope she can be happy, so why not, it's not what she wanted to say to Xu Baihan.

She admitted that she once doubted Xu Baihan, suspected that Xu Baihan didn't love her as much as she imagined; to give up.

However, for many years after being rescued, she has been hating Xu Baihan, just like she loves Xu Baihan, dreaming back at midnight, waking up laughing and crying, and thinking about her all the time.No matter what form it is, whether it's love or hate, Xu Baihan has always supported the meaning of her life.How could she be willing to force Xu Baihan to death?

However, she knew Xu Baihan too well, and she knew herself too well.Xu Baihan is gentle, kind, soft-hearted, and would rather wrong himself than treat others badly; while himself, selfish, indifferent, domineering, dark, would rather let the world blame me than the world blame me.She clearly understands Xu Baihan's difficulties, but she still can't understand them. She is afraid that one day, she will still lose to Xu Baihan's difficulties, but she understands but cannot forgive, which is just adding to the torture.

She is a paranoid lunatic, she once thought that Xu Baihan could be her perfect salvation, and she was so demanding on Xu Baihan.However, the dream will eventually wake up.After the reunion, she saw Xu Baihan's tears, Xu Baihan's physical and mental exhaustion, and Xu Baihan's torture. She finally realized that this was not fair to Xu Baihan.

She is confident that she is the person who loves Xu Baihan the most, but she is not the most suitable person for Xu Baihan.Xu Baihan promised her a sweet dream, but what she returned to Xu Baihan was a nightmare that took 12 years to wake up.So, she thought, let her bring Xu Baihan's nightmare to an end. At dawn, after waking up from the dream, everything is forgotten. Both she and Xu Baihan can start a new life in the new reality.

But, Xu Baihan, how can you be so stupid?

Jiang Wang stood up unsteadily, staggered towards the sea again, she said, "You don't know anything, you don't know... I don't know either, your sister is a fool, this fool..."

Xu Botao stretched out his hand to grab Jiang Wang, and pushed hard. Jiang Wang didn't have the strength to hold on, and he fell back on the beach when he was caught off guard: "Yes, we don't know, we don't know anything, anyway, the whole world is You are the most fucking wronged..."

In the distance, suddenly there was a loud sound of "哐啷啷哗啦啦...", Xu Botao stood up abruptly, and looked towards the road on the beach...

Faintly, Jiang Wang seems to have heard Xu Baihan calling her: "Yunbo... Yunbo...", and the sea breeze.She closed her eyes, thinking it was a hallucination. In her heart, she softly comforted Xu Baihan: "Baihan, I'm sorry, I'm so tired, wait a minute, I'll go to accompany you..."

However, the sound seemed to be getting faster and louder each time...

Jiang Wang couldn't help but opened his eyes tiredly, and saw Xu Baitao running quickly towards the road, and yelled in horror, "Sister, what are you doing, go back..."

Jiang Wang was in a daze, and it took him half a beat before he suddenly realized what Xu Baitao was saying.She struggled to sit up and looked in the direction Xu Baitao was running to. The face that haunted her suddenly appeared in her pupils——Xu Baihan was sitting in a car , clutching the car window, leaned out most of his body, trying to get out of the car.

Seeing Jiang Wang finally sat up again, Xu Baihan stopped struggling, cried and laughed, and called Jiang Wang with all his strength: "Yunbo, don't go, Yunbo..."

For a moment, Jiang Wang burst into tears, staring at Xu Baihan's face, clenching his teeth tightly, and once again stood up unsteadily, staring at Xu Baihan for a moment, step by step, towards Xu Baihan walked...

This is not a dream, this is not a dream, right, Bai Han...

Jiang Wang finally laughed out loud, and then cried heart-piercingly. Her legs were in excruciating pain, but she walked faster and faster, and in the end, she even started trotting...

Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan, I regret it, wait for me, wait for me...

Seeing that she and Xu Baihan were getting closer and closer, they were about to run out of the beach and onto the road... Xu Baitao was ahead of Jiang Wang, quickly unlocked the door, and opened the car door. He grabbed Xu Baihan with one hand, pulled her closer into the car, started the car with a bang, and drove away, leaving only Jiang Wang's long exhaust fumes and broken glass all over the place...

Jiang Wang paused, looked at the car leaving in the dust, and stood there for a long time until the car disappeared bit by bit from her sight, completely gone...

She grinned, cried and laughed, and fell backwards on the beach, never having the strength to get up again.

She looked up and looked at the cloudless blue sky with hazy eyes. For the first time, she found that when the sky was clear, the sky was so pure and beautiful.She narrowed her eyes slightly, and murmured in a low voice: "That's great, that's great..."

In the car, Xu Bohan struggled unceasingly with the arm that Xu Botao had grasped, crying, while turning his head back and forth, begging Xu Botao bitterly: "Botao, go back quickly, okay? She is hurt in Yunbo, Bo Tao, hurry back..."

Xu Botao frowned tightly, looking at the sister in front of him who he had finally lost and regained, feeling distressed and annoyed at the same time.After he read the suicide note, when he arrived at the beach, Xu Baihan had already started to march towards the sea. If, if he was a few minutes late in the morning, he would, he would, he would never see her again.For a Yunbo, she is really, so cruel-hearted!

Xu Baitao hated iron for being weak and roared: "Sister, in this life, do you really have to rely on her? What's so good about her, is it really worth it for her?!"

Xu Baihan smiled bitterly, and said back to him: "Bo Tao, without her, my world will never turn again. Tell me, do I have to have her..."

"Bo Tao, turn around, please..."

Xu Botao grasped the hand of the steering wheel, and gradually grasped it...

The car drove back to the beach again, and slowly stopped at the edge of the beach where Jiang Wang lay down.As soon as the car stopped, Xu Baihan couldn't wait for Xu Botao to get out of the car and hug her, so she couldn't wait to open the car door, rushed out desperately, and fell directly on the beach, groaning in pain.

Xu Botao exclaimed, hurriedly opened the car door, got out of the car and ran towards Xu Baihan.

Regardless of the pain, Xu Baihan straightened himself up immediately, supported his body with his hands, dragged his legs in the sand, moved to Jiang Wang's side, and gently hugged Jiang Wang's head. , leaning on his legs, softly calling Jiang Wang's name softly: "Yunbo... Yunbo..."

Jiang Wang felt warm liquid dripping drop by drop on his face, and on his lips, there was a salty and astringent taste.

She was already so exhausted that she almost lost consciousness, but she still struggled to open her eyes, and what caught her eyes was Xu Baihan's beautiful face with pear blossoms and tears.She stared at Xu Baihan without blinking, and raised her hand with difficulty to touch Xu Baihan's face. Xu Baihan sensed her self, and hurriedly held Jiang Wang's hand, sticking it to her face.

Jiang Wang lightly touched Xu Baihan's cheek, looked deeply at Xu Baihan, and called softly: "Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan..."

Xu Baihan responded gently: "Yun Bai, I'm here, I'm here...

Jiang Wang squinted tiredly, staring at Xu Baihan.Weak but serious, "Xu Baihan, I admit defeat. I gave you a chance to be free and let you leave me, but you didn't cherish it. If you choose me, then, in your life, don't ever want to let go me."

Xu Baihan shook his head with tears in his eyes and said, "No, I won't. In this life, I will never let you go."

Jiang Wangwang smiled weakly, and asked: "Then if what happened in the past happened again, would you change your choice?"

Xu Baihan froze, speechless and at a loss for a moment.Xu Baitao at the side couldn't stand it anymore, and berated Jiang Wang in a low voice: "Yun Bai, you are enough!"

Jiang Wang seemed to understand it, smiled weakly, and said: "Bohan, you don't know how to do it, do you?" This was a positive tone, Jiang Wang didn't expect Xu Baihan to be able to refute by comparison, she continued: "I've always known that you won't. If it happens again, you will still choose that way. The you I fell in love with at the beginning is actually such a person. I have blamed you and hated myself even more over the years. I Hate myself, knowing that you are such a person, can not give me the same love, but still love you; also hate that I love you, but can't understand you. Because of your tenderness and kindness, I fell in love with you, and finally, but I hate you because of your gentleness and kindness. Xu Baihan, actually, I know that you are not wrong, but I still blame you. Probably, I am really not the most suitable person for you. "

Xu Baihan grabbed Jiang Wang's hand, shook his head desperately, and cried, "But, Yun Bai, you are the person I love the most. I admit that I will not change my choice, but it's not because I don't love you the most. It's just because Bai Tao is closer to me, I can't just leave him alone. Yun Bo, there is no one in this world who I can work hard and bravely to keep going, but I can't live without you."

This is the first time Xu Baihan has said so frankly that she loves her the most.Jiang Wang was a little dazed for a moment, his tired and dull eyes were slightly brightened.

Xu Baihan said: "Yun Bai, I'm sorry, I was so timid back then. In these years, I regret that I didn't tell you frankly that I love you, love you the most, and love you forever. I'm sorry , let you wait so long alone, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you..."

Jiang Wang's eyes gradually softened, and the lips gradually curved in relief. She said, "Xu Baihan, don't say sorry, use the rest of your life to prove it." Her voice became weaker and softer: "In this life, don't think about leaving me. If one day, you regret it, I will kill you. Let's die together."

Xu Baihan smiled through his tears, lowered his head and kissed Jiang Wang's forehead, and promised her, "Okay." She said, "Yun Bai, thank you for still loving me."

However, Jiang Wangwang closed his eyes heavily, and did not respond to Xu Baihan again, and remained motionless.Xu Baihan yelled in horror: "Yun Bai, Yun Bai... Bai Tao, go to the hospital, go to the hospital!"