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Jiang Wang's hand holding the phone hangs weakly beside him, leaning against the closed door of the hospital office, his head raised, his brows tightly furrowed, his expression a little painful.

Why, after so many years, when she heard her voice again, she still felt familiar and nostalgic...

Didn't you want to forget it a long time ago?

Didn't you obviously forget it long ago?

Obviously not, have you hated more than you loved?

For the first time, Jiang Wang discovered that he didn't know himself as well as he imagined...

The nurse passing by during the ward rounds saw Jiang Wang's rarely seen loss of composure and pain, stopped, and asked her with some strange concern: "Doctor Jiang, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Jiang Wang opened his eyes, his eyes were confused for a moment, then he returned to his normal expression, shook his head lightly, and said, "It's nothing."

At this moment, she finally remembered that the last words she had heard clearly from Xu Baihan was "Huaixi had an accident in Juzhou", her heart tightened, she raised her phone again, hesitated for a moment, and dialed Jiang Huaixi's number again.This time, the phone was picked up quickly, and the person on the other end of the phone still rang, Jiang Wang's warm voice that should be unfamiliar but surprisingly familiar: "Hello, I'm Xu Baihan..."

Jiang Wang bit his lip, took a deep breath, and opened his mouth to ask with difficulty: "Hello, I am Jiang Huaixi's personal doctor Jiang Wang, what happened to Huaixi in Juzhou?"

Xu Baihan was sitting alone in a wheelchair on the aisle at the door of the emergency room, the hand holding the phone suddenly trembled slightly, his heartbeat seemed to miss a beat, and he was in a trance for a moment.This voice... so familiar.Yunbo has always had chronic rhinitis, and when she speaks, she always has a nasal voice unconsciously. Over the years, she has often dreamed at midnight and heard this voice shouting "I love you, I hate you" countless times in her dreams. Then, tears wet the pillow towel.The doctor's voice, like Jiang Wang's, had a special nasal sound that she was very familiar with.However, she couldn't help but smile wryly.It's like Yunbo, but it's not Yunbo after all.Yunbo's voice was clean and clear, but this voice, like a cello, was pleasant but deep.She stabilized her mind, calmly replied and explained the facts: "Jiang Huaixi cut his wrists to save Zizheng, and he is currently being rescued at Bokang Hospital..."

When Lu Zizheng woke up in the ward, looking at the dazzling white ceiling and smelling the pungent smell of disinfectant, he was at a loss for a moment.And the next moment, as if some button was pressed on her, she jumped up from the hospital bed in an instant, and ran out as soon as her legs stretched out, but she was caught by the drip tube in her hand. Will be torn out by her strength.

Lu Zizheng frowned and looked back, without hesitation, he raised his hand and tore off the needle that was in the way, blood dripped out in an instant, and fell on the ground drop by drop...

Jiang Huaixi has been rescued and sent to the intensive care unit, and Jiang's mother and Jiang Huaichuan have also rushed over from Linzhou.After Xu Baihan and Jiang's mother explained what she knew about the ins and outs of Jiang Huaixi's admission to the hospital, they hurried to Lu Zizheng's ward again because they were worried about Lu Zizheng.As soon as she entered the ward, all she saw was that Lu Zizheng stepped on the ground with disheveled hair and bare feet and tore off the drip needle.

Xu Baihan was startled, and exclaimed, "Zizheng, what are you doing?"

Seeing Xu Baihan, Lu Zizheng rushed up quickly, pressed Xu Baihan's shoulders tightly with both hands, his eyes were bloodshot, and his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear him, but he still tried his best to amplify his voice and asked eagerly: "Huaixi What? Where is Huaixi? How is Huaixi?!" Her hands tightly grasped Xu Baihan's shoulders, causing Xu Baihan some pain.

Xu Baihan looked at her red eyes, white and chapped lips, only felt distressed, raised his hand and gently patted Lu Zizheng's hand on his shoulder, and comforted him in a gentle voice: "Zizheng, don't be afraid, don't worry, pregnant Xi was rescued, she's fine, she'll be fine in a few days. It's cold on the ground, can you put on your shoes first?"

Hearing the words, Lu Zizheng instantly let go of all the pressure on Xu Baihan's shoulders, and just smiled with the corners of his mouth foolishly bent, his chapped lips were stained with scarlet blood due to the stretching movement.However, in the blink of an eye, Xu Baihan saw big drops of tears falling from her face... "Huaixi is fine, she is fine, that's good, that's good..."

Just when Xu Baihan wanted to persuade her to go to bed and rest first, Lu Zizheng lowered his head again, looked at her with red eyes and asked, "Where is Huaixi now?"

Xu Baihan knew that he couldn't persuade her, so he bent down to help Lu Zizheng pick up the shoes and said, "Huaixi just came out of the emergency room and is now in the intensive care unit. one."

As soon as the words fell, Lu Zizheng ran out of the ward barefoot before he could say thank you. Xu Baihan stared blankly at the shoes in his hand, and couldn't help but smile wryly.

Lu Zizheng couldn't even wait for the elevator to come up, so she ran up the stairs in three steps at a time. In the quiet hospital, the sound of her pattering footsteps was particularly clear and melodious.

Mama Jiang and Jiang Huaichuan, who were sitting in the aisle outside the intensive care unit, heard anxious and unusual pattering footsteps in the distance.They followed the sound and saw a woman with disheveled hair, pale face, disheveled clothes, and bare feet running towards this side in a hurry.

Jiang Huaichuan opened his eyes wide, and when he gradually saw the face of the person coming, he suddenly stood up, stood in the middle, and stretched out a hand to stop Lu Zizheng without hesitation.

Lu Zizheng couldn't stop, and slammed into Jiang Huaichuan's body fiercely. Her eagerness to see Jiang Huaixi made her feel very angry at the fact that someone blocked her. She raised her head angrily, wanting to get angry , but the moment he saw Jiang Huaichuan's face, all his anger and momentum disappeared, he lowered his head dejectedly, and called out in a hoarse voice: "Huaichuan..."

Looking at the haggard woman in front of him, Jiang Huaichuan was out of anger.He had begged her long ago, even if he didn't like his sister, he begged her not to hurt her.But she, besides hurting his sister again and again, what else has she done.Isn't what his sister did for her all these years not enough?Does it have to take a life to be considered true love?Jiang Huaichuan felt, no, he can't let Lu Zizheng get close to Jiang Huaixi anymore.

His eyes were full of hostility, and he opened his mouth to reprimand Lu Zizheng.But Jiang's mother also stood up, walked quickly behind Jiang Huaichuan, tugged at Jiang Huaichuan, and ordered: "Huaichuan, you go outside the hospital and buy something to eat." Speaking of this, she looked down at Lu With her bare feet, Zizheng added, "By the way, help Zizheng bring a pair of cotton mop up."

Jiang Huaichuan unhappily turned his head to the side and yelled at Jiang's mother, "Mom, what else do you care about her..."

Jiang's mother gave Jiang Huaichuan a sharp look in her eyes, and she changed from her usual gentleness and sternness, and said: "If you are told to go, go!"

Jiang Huaichuan had no choice but to look at Lu Zizheng again, and left reluctantly.

Lu Zizheng lost the shield in front of him, and rushed to the intensive care unit immediately. Through the glass window, he looked at Jiang Huaixi's pale but peaceful sleeping face on the hospital bed with nostalgia, and stretched out his hand involuntarily to scratch gently on the glass. She murmured, "Huaixi, Huaixi, idiot, big idiot..." Tears flowed down her cheeks...

Jiang's mother stood behind her, her voice could not hide the exhaustion: "The doctor said that Huaixi is fine, but she has lost a lot of blood and is a little weak. You don't have to worry too much."

Lu Zizheng turned his head and looked at Mama Jiang, who was tired and not as bright as before, and couldn't help feeling ashamed.She raised her hand, slapped herself hard, bowed her body, lowered her head, and apologized in a hoarse voice: "Auntie, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

After finishing speaking, Lu Zizheng raised his hand and slapped him again.

Mother Jiang was one step faster than her, pulled Lu Zizheng's hand that was about to fall, sighed deeply, and said, "You are not wrong, Auntie did not blame you."

Lu Zizheng looked at Mother Jiang in panic and lost his response for a moment.She thought that Jiang's mother should be like Huai Chuan, hating her to the bone, wishing that she would disappear in front of her eyes immediately.

Jiang's mother explained lightly: "I know that everything Huaixi has done for you is her willingness. I can't blame you, because Huaixi will not be happy. Zizheng, you can't accept it with us. Wronged, because Huaixi will be reluctant. She loves you with her life, but how can I hurt her?"

Lu Zizheng's raised hand fell feebly, but in the end, his body softened, and he knelt down in front of Mother Jiang with a plop, and kept apologizing: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Mother Jiang squatted down, pulled Lu Zizheng up, took her to sit on a chair beside her, and sighed, "Zizheng, you must not know how much she likes you, Huaixi."

"During Huaixi's sophomore year's birthday, her father's good friend's son just came back from England, so our two families got together for dinner. That boy liked Huaixi since he was a child, and he has been waiting for Huaixi for many years. When I was in college, I was urged to go abroad by my parents, but just after I got my Ph.D., I came back to Huaixi eagerly. My father and I like that child very much, so the two families have intentional or unintentional love at the dinner table. Joking with them, trying to match them up. The atmosphere at the dinner table was originally happy, but Huaixi broke out when we were joking again shortly afterwards, stood up abruptly, and said that she was going to announce something, and she There is someone he likes, and she is the only one in this life. The atmosphere at the dinner table was a little stiff, and his father and friend Yuanchang said, which family's boy is so lucky, bring it to his uncle to see, but she said Surprisingly, it was not a boy, but the person I liked was a girl, which made everyone unable to step down. It is conceivable that the meal broke up badly. Huaixi’s grandma suffered from high blood pressure because of this. Huaixi's father couldn't help but slapped her angrily. We were reluctant to beat her and scold her since we were young. This was the first time her father hit her. Looking at her father calmly, neither sad nor happy, he said solemnly, Dad, I only want her in this life, and I will never change my ambition. Her father suddenly became impatient and yelled at her to get out of the house, don't insult her. That night, she really took nothing with her and left the house. The next day, she returned all her keys, car keys, house keys, and left without leaving the house. She was really with her. Her father shouted, and her father was so angry that her father couldn't sleep for several days and nights. Huai Chuan was worried about her, fearing that she would suffer outside, so he sent her his own penis, but she sent it back intact. She really never went home again, never asked for a penny from her family, and was busy working part-time all day long with the meager money to get by. She had a meal every day. In the end, there was still One day, his father received a call from the counselor saying that she had been absent from school for several days, and he was worried that Huai Chuan would go to find her, only to find that she had fallen ill in the dormitory, unconscious with a fever. The doctor said that she would be sent to the hospital later, and she was about to leave. It's a big deal, her father immediately shed tears when he saw him lying on the bed skinny and skinny. But when she woke up in the hospital and saw her father for the first time, she pulled out the needle without saying a word and climbed out of the bed. Walking outside, her father was really angry and distressed. He had never been subdued to anyone in his life, but he lost to his precious daughter alone. He growled and asked her to go back. He could choose whoever he liked in the future, and he didn't care. Later, our family finally agreed to her shocking feelings for you."

Lu Zizheng's eyes widened when he heard this, he couldn't believe it...

Jiang's mother paused, and continued: "We thought you and Huaixi were already together, which made her so affectionate. But later, we found out that she has never been with you. Huaichuan Feeling sorry for her, calling her stupid, desperate and suffering for a relationship that I don't know if it can start. Guess what she said?"

Mother Jiang smiled wryly and continued: "Huaixi said that whether she can be with you is the result of her love for you, but she won't tell everyone, it's her attitude of loving you. She can't let her love hide in the sun, Living in the darkness, she wants to give you a love that is open and aboveboard, without any cover-up."

Jiang's mother said: "Zizheng, Huaixi is not a gentle person, but she has done everything gentle for you."

At the entrance of the downstairs corridor, Jiang Wang stopped and looked at the thin figure of a woman sitting in a wheelchair in front of the window at the end of the corridor, losing all focus.

Didn't she dream of being a ballet dancer since childhood?Didn't she say she was going on a world tour?Shouldn't she be dancing brightly on the stage now?

Jiang Wang's fists unconsciously clenched the corner of his clothes.

How could this be?How could she become like this?Curled up in a wheelchair so dejectedly, trapped in such a square world.

How could Xu Baihan be so miserable, she was so miserable that she could hardly hate her anymore.No, in her imagination, Xu Baihan who abandoned her should not be like this!

When Jiang Huaichuan came back from the hospital, he passed by and saw Jiang Wang in a daze. He couldn't help but shouted in confusion, "Jiang Wang, why are you here? Have you completed the formalities?"

"Well, it's all right, it's done, I just happened to go up with you." After finishing speaking, he turned and left.

Xu Baihan's heart skipped a beat when he heard the "Jiang Wang", and he immediately turned around, wanting to take a look at the owner who sounded like Yun Bai's voice.But the wheelchair was heavy after all, and when she turned around, she only saw the tall and slender figure of a woman leaving.

She couldn't help being a little disappointed, but also a little funny, and laughed at herself in the bottom of her heart: "What are you still expecting?"