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Mother Lu finally got out of the emergency room without any danger, but this time, the doctor couldn't move his head. When Lu Zizheng grabbed his hand and eagerly asked about his condition, he only sighed heavily. How should I tell her the cruel truth in the most euphemistic way, so I had no choice but to say, "We did our best..."

Lu Zizheng tightly held his white sleeve hand, drooping powerlessly, his face ashen ashes...

When Mother Lu woke up in the middle of the night, Lu Zizheng was sitting beside her bed, with big red and swollen eyes, looking at her without blinking.

Seeing that Lu's mother was awake, Lu Zizheng quickly poured a glass of water and handed it to Lu's mother, helping her to half sit up and drink it.

Mother Lu took a sip of water, and her hoarse and sore throat felt better. Her voice was hoarse and weak, and she forced a smile to tease Lu Zizheng, "I've been watching what my mother is doing. You can see it on my face. A flower?"

Lu Zizheng blinked, and replied with a wry smile, "I'm afraid that if I close my eyes and open them again, you will disappear..."

Mother Lu's smile gradually froze on her lips, and after a long time, she sighed in a low voice: "Silly boy..."

Lu Zizheng suddenly got down on the ground and fell on Lu's mother, crying weakly and desperately like a child, her shoulders kept shaking, and she begged choked up: "Mom, please, don't Go, don't leave me, okay..."

Mother Lu also shed tears, raised her weak hand, and gently patted Lu Zizheng's shoulder, comforting her silently. This time, she dared not promise Lu Zizheng "don't be afraid, there is mother here" .

Lu Zizheng's crying gradually stopped, and Lu's mother was still patting her on the back. After a long silence, she discussed with Lu Zizheng: "Zhengzheng, can you leave the hospital tomorrow? Mom wants to go back to Juzhou. I miss my father, my uncle and the others."

Lu Zizheng raised his heavy head and looked at Mother Lu with tears in his eyes, shaking his head like a wave.She knew what it meant to leave the hospital.

Mother Lu's eyes were full of earnestness, and she begged Lu Zizheng: "Zhengzheng is good, let mother go home, okay..."

Lu Zizheng covered his face with his hands, sobbed for a long time, and finally squeezed out the words "Mom, okay, let's go home."

Mother Lu stretched out her hand and help Lu Zizheng wipe away the overflowing tears feebly, she murmured softly: "Good boy, mother's good boy..."

The next morning, at Lu Zizheng's request, Jiang Huaixi helped Mother Lu go through the procedures for discharge from the hospital, and then, regardless of Lu Zizheng's polite refusal, drove to pick up Mother Lu from the hospital, followed Lu Zizheng and Mother Lu, and sent them off together. Back to Juzhou.

Lu Zizheng's uncle's family also rushed to Lu Zizheng's house after hearing the news. Uncle Lu Zizheng, a big man, burst into tears when he saw Lu's mother lying on the bed and unable to get up.

Mother Lu asked Lu Zizheng to help her up, then forced a smile and joked: "Brother, a man doesn't flick his tears easily, you must be blinded by the wind, right?"

Uncle Lu Zizheng wiped away his tears, his eyes were red, and he sat beside Mother Lu's bed without saying a word, his face flushed from holding back his tears.

Mother Lu turned her head, took Jiang Huaixi's hand who was standing at the side, and introduced to Uncle Lu Zizheng: "Brother, this is my daughter, her name is Jiang Huaixi, she is a very good child."

Uncle Lu Zizheng glanced at Jiang Huaixi suspiciously, followed Mother Lu's gaze, and saw Lu Zizheng, who followed Mother Lu and locked on Jiang Huaixi, and understood it instantly.He cleared his throat, and said in a low but firm voice to Mother Lu, "Don't worry, I will take good care of them."

Mother Lu nodded and smiled with relief.

On the third day after returning to Juzhou, the sky was overcast from the morning, and it began to drizzle in the afternoon.Lu's mother looked at the drizzle outside the window. In a trance, she seemed to see Lu Zizheng's father walking towards him. His smile was as bright as the first time she saw him. Holding a black umbrella, she said with a smile: "Ah Yu , I’m here to pick you up, I’m sorry to keep you waiting for so long…”

She turned her head and looked at Lu Zizheng and Jiang Huaixi who were next to each other beside the bed. A smile gradually crept onto her face, she stretched out her hand, and grabbed the big hands that Lu Zizheng's father handed over...

The moment Lu's mother left, Lu Zizheng cried so hard that she hugged Lu's mother tightly, unwilling to leave, until finally, her mood fluctuated too much, her strength was exhausted, and she passed out.After waking up again, Lu Zizheng suddenly stopped crying and fussing abnormally, and followed his uncle and Jiang Huaixi to bustle about in an orderly manner to arrange mother Lu's funeral.

Only Jiang Huaixi lived in Lu Zizheng's house, knowing that under her calm appearance, her heart was already riddled with holes at that moment.During the day, Lu Zizheng was like a puppet with strings, expressionless, but at night, Jiang Huaixi could hear faint cries from Lu Zizheng's bedroom every night.

On the second day after sending Mama Lu away, Lu Zizheng sat alone in the empty living room, looking at the photos of Mama Lu and Papa Lu hanging on the wall, in a daze.

After Jiang Huaixi cooked, he came out of the kitchen, took an apple in his hand, sat down beside Lu Zizheng, and peeled it bit by bit.

Lu Zizheng turned her face to look at Jiang Huaixi, after these two or three weeks, Jiang Huaixi also lost a lot of weight, her heart was bitter and distressed.She shook her head and sent the guest off in a soft voice: "Huaixi, I'm fine, you can go back to Linzhou, thank you for your help and care during this period, and thank you well after I finish handling the matter."

Jiang Huaixi paused, shook his head, and said in a deep voice, "I won't go."

Lu Zizheng asked her lightly: "Are you going to stay with me here?"

Jiang Huaixi silently did not answer her.

However, Lu Zizheng gave a wry smile and asked her: "Huaixi, how long can you stay with me? Is it one day, two days, one week, two weeks?" to the hope.

Jiang Huaixi stared at Lu Zizheng, saw the bright anticipation in Lu Zizheng's eyes, opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, but in the end, he just handed the peeled apple to Lu Zizheng, and remained silent.

She saw Lu Zizheng's expectant eyes, which gradually dimmed, and heard her muttering to herself: "That's right, no one can really be with someone forever..."

She reached out to take Jiang Huaixi's apple, took a bite, and kept her eyes locked on the photo of Lu's father and mother on the wall. Thoughtful, she suddenly said, "Huaixi, I'm a little hungry..."

Jiang Huaixi was overjoyed for a moment. These days, Lu Zizheng only drank a little rice soup for every meal. She didn't know how Lu Zizheng survived.Jiang Huaixi immediately stood up and said, "I cooked your favorite preserved egg porridge in the kitchen. I'll go and see if it's ready."

Lu Zizheng shook his head, and said in a low voice, "I want to taste like my mother..."

Jiang Huaixi paused, and his nose felt a little sore.

Lu Zizheng looked up at her, his eyes sparkling: "There is an authentic preserved egg porridge on Chenghuang Street. I have eaten the preserved egg porridge there once. It tastes like my mother's. Can you buy me a bowl?"

Jiang Huaixi couldn't bear to hesitate for a moment, he didn't even have time to put on his coat, so he turned around and went out immediately, and said as he walked, "Okay, wait, I'll be right back."

Lu Zizheng's eyes had been tightly locked on the back of Jiang Huaixi who left in a hurry, with infinite nostalgia and sadness.

Huaixi, I'm sorry, I love you.

She was afraid of being a helpless orphan in this world. She missed her father's generous shoulders and her mother's warm embrace.

In this world, her only concern and nostalgia is Jiang Huaixi.But one day, Huaixi will leave too.

Isn't it that only extinction can be eternal?If time stops at this moment, will Jiang Huaixi never show her the back of her departure, and will always treat her tenderly at that moment?

Lu Zizheng thought seriously, probably so.

A smile gradually appeared on the corner of her lips...

Chenghuang Street is more than a dozen streets away from Lu Zizheng's house, Jiang Huaixi drove out.After going out, she felt a little uneasy in her heart. This feeling has been tormenting her.She kept thinking about the look of Lu Zizheng watching her go out just now, replaying it again and again, the uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense, and she became more and more flustered.

She hurriedly turned around and went back, and quickly dialed Xu Baihan's number while driving.When Xu Baihan came to attend Lu's mother's funeral, he left her a phone number and asked her to call her if she needed anything.As soon as the call was connected, Jiang Huaixi said, "Sister Xu, can you ask your father's hospital to send an ambulance to Zizheng's house right away, I'm worried that she's going to do something stupid, and she's on her way back now."

Xu Baihan was startled, and agreed without saying a word.

It happened to be okay when I went, but when I went back, the road ahead was damned stuck in traffic.Jiang Huaixi didn't have time to think about it, got out of the car and slammed the door, took a step and ran to Lu Zizheng's house.

In his life, Jiang Huaixi only ran twice, the first time was because Lu Zizheng fainted in physical education class, and the second time was now.She felt her heart thumping as if it was about to jump out of her chest, but she didn't dare to stop for a moment.

Jiang Huaixi almost kicked open the door of Lu Zizheng's house, and before closing the door, she rushed into the living room. At that moment, panic and panic that she had never experienced before filled her heart.

She saw that Lu Zizheng was tremblingly standing up from the balcony pier...

Jiang Huaixi almost screamed out Lu Zizheng's name: "Zizheng, come down..."

Hearing the sound, Lu Zizheng turned his head and smiled faintly at her, his bloodless lips opened and closed silently...

Jiang Huaixi vaguely discerned that it was "I love you, I'm sorry"...

She was in a panic, but she didn't dare to rush over rashly. Out of the corner of her eye, she suddenly caught sight of the fruit knife that had just peeled an apple in the living room.Without thinking, she grabbed it and pressed it against her left wrist, and said to Lu Zizheng in a cold voice, "Zizheng, if you really insist on leaving, then I will accompany you."

She saw the smile on Lu Zizheng's face falter for a while, and then, she still wanted to turn around.At that moment, without any hesitation, Jiang Huaixi cut the vein of his wrist with his right hand, and the blood immediately sprayed out in front of Lu Zizheng's eyes...

Lu Zizheng's breathing seemed to stop for a moment, and in the next moment, she jumped down from the balcony like crazy, and rushed to Jiang Huaixi's side, panicking. Press the bleeding hole on Jiang Huaixi's wrist.But the blood continued to flow down the fingers she pressed forcefully.Lu Zizheng cried and asked Jiang Huaixi in a panic: "What to do, Huaixi, what to do, are you crazy, how can you be so stupid..."

Jiang Huaixi weakly raised his blood-stained hand, stroked Lu Zizheng's cheek softly, and coaxed her softly: "Zizheng, don't do stupid things..."

She said, "Zizheng, I've been crazy for a long time..." From the first time she saw Lu Zizheng on stage, from the moment she fell in love with Lu Zizheng, she knew that she was crazy...

When Xu Baihan brought the ambulance to Lu Zizheng's house, the scene in front of her was shocking, which made her go limp for a moment.

Jiang Huaixi fell into a pool of blood, lifeless, while Lu Zizheng was holding Jiang Huaixi's arm tightly bound with cloth strips, his body and face were covered in bright red blood.Seeing the doctors in white coats entering, Lu Zizheng knelt on the ground as if he had lost his soul, he just pulled their coats and kept begging them: "Please, please save her, please save her..." muttered While talking, Lu Zizheng also fell down...

Because Jiang Wang was worried about Jiang Huaixi's health, he was entrusted by Jiang's mother. He called Jiang Huaixi just after work, and wanted to ask her if she had recovered from her cold and when she would be back.

But the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered it. Just when she was about to hang up and dial again, the phone was picked up suddenly.

A gentle and pleasant girl came from the other end of the phone, she said a little flustered and apologetic: "Hi, I'm Xu Baihan, Huaixi had an accident in Juzhou, and she's in the hospital for emergency treatment now, are you her family..."

Later, Jiang Wang didn't hear what Xu Baihan said... She held the phone and leaned against the wall. After a while, she hung up the phone.

Xu Baihan...

She thought, she really forgot...

It turns out that the self-deceiving dream will eventually wake up one day...