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When Lu Zizheng's uncle learned that Lu Zizheng and Lu's mother had returned to Juzhou, he warmly invited them to have a reunion dinner at home on New Year's Eve.

Lu's mother declined with a smile, and agreed to have a meal together when she came to pay New Year's greetings on the first day of the new year.

During the New Year's Eve dinner on the evening of the New Year's Eve, Lu's mother placed the bowls and chopsticks on the dining table where Lu's father used to be, and said to Lu Zizheng with a smile: "I don't know if your father will be angry. I haven't been with you for so long. He eats a meal..."

Lu Zizheng helped her bring out the dishes, and replied with a light smile: "Father will definitely not be angry with you, he spoils you so much..."

Lu's mother nodded in agreement, then shook her head and said, "Your father should be angry with you. He didn't bring anyone back to show him this year. He probably has to wait..."

Lu Zizheng sat down, scooped up a bowl of soup for Lu's mother, and quickly changed the subject: "Mom, I'm hungry, eat quickly."

Mother Lu sighed helplessly, and reminded Lu Zizheng, "Huaixi just called me to say New Year's greetings."

Lu Zizheng paused for a moment when he picked up vegetables, and responded sullenly: "En."

Seeing her unhurried and limp look, Mother Lu decided to poke her: "Zhengzheng, Huaixi's patience will eventually run out. Sometimes, you should also learn to take the initiative and be soft."

Lu Zizheng held the bowl with one hand, rubbed his index finger along the mouth of the bowl for a while, and then whispered: "Mom, give me some more time..."

Lu's mother was slightly startled, time, I don't know, can I wait for it.But she still looked at Lu Zizheng dotingly, squinted her eyes and smiled: "Well, Mom won't force you, as long as you know it yourself. Come, let's eat."

After dinner, Lu Zizheng accompanied Lu's mother into the kitchen, Lu's mother washed the dishes, and she helped with the water.Lu's mother said with emotion: "One year older, if my mother is not around in the future, I should also know how to take good care of myself, so that my mother can rest assured, you know?"

After Lu Zizheng finished the water, he didn't bother to dry his hands, so he put his arms around his mother, rubbed against her neck, and said coquettishly, "I will take good care of myself, but mother, you must always be by my side."

Lu's mother patted her head helplessly, told her to move her head away, took a dry towel to help her wipe her hands, and said with a smile: "It always looks like a child who can't grow up."

After tidying up the kitchen, they went back to the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala together.However, just after halfway through the Spring Festival Gala, Mother Lu said that she was a little tired and had to go back to her room to rest first, and then get up to set off firecrackers after twelve o'clock.

Lu Zizheng was also a little tired from cleaning and buying new year's goods two days ago, and his mind was not on the Spring Festival Gala, so he turned off the TV and went back to his room to rest.

She leaned on the bed, listening to the sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside the window, staring at her phone in a daze.

She opened the SMS page, clicked on Jiang Huaixi's name, scrolled all the way to the top, and then scrolled down one by one.

For so many years, she and Jiang Huaixi have sent tens of thousands of text messages. I don't know when, she began to be reluctant to delete the text messages sent by Jiang Huaixi.Later, every time the storage space was full, she would take out the notebook and copy one by one, and then delete them after reading them one by one.

She flipped through the text messages, recalling those conversations and scenes, her heart began to settle down slowly.

The hour hand slowly pointed to twelve o'clock, and she heard her mother go out of the room to set off firecrackers. As soon as the twelve o'clock bell rang, there were layers of deafening firecrackers all around, and then, one after another The sound of fireworks.

Lu Zizheng finally clicked on the dialog box and sent a text message to Jiang Huaixi: "Happy New Year."

But in an instant, Jiang Huaixi returned to her.It's just that there are only four simple words without emotions: "Happy New Year."

Lu Zizheng frowned and looked at these four words for a long time, and pressed the dialog box to delete, delete, and delete for a long time, and finally, he backed out, but still didn't say anything.

She first sent Xu Baihan a New Year message, and asked her when she would be at home, and then created a new message, and sent text messages to some colleagues and acquaintances, and finally received Xu Baihan's reply, Lu Zizheng turned off her phone and went to take a shower sleep.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lu Zizheng had breakfast, and followed Mother Lu to his uncle's house to pay New Year's greetings.

Lu Zizheng's father's family has been passed down for several generations, and there are no relatives who walk around. On Lu's mother's side, only the uncle's family is left to visit.

When my uncle and aunt saw Mother Lu, their eyes turned red with joy, and they sat down to reminisce about the old days. Lu Zizheng sat with them in the living room for a while, and then was dragged away by his cousin.

The relationship between her and her cousin was not particularly close when she was a child, but because her uncle took good care of her and her mother, the two families had frequent exchanges, so they were considered familiar.I haven't seen her for many years, but now my cousin looks like she is very close and has been in contact with her a lot.

The cousin kindly asked about Lu Zizheng's life and work in Linzhou, gossiped for a long time, and then asked hesitantly: "Cousin, have you... seen Lian Xuan again?"

Lu Zizheng was slightly taken aback, knowing what his cousin was thinking, he smiled lightly, and then replied: "It doesn't matter whether you see her again or not, those things are over, so don't take it to heart."

The cousin bit her lip, looked at Lu Zizheng, and sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for this sentence, I owe you many years."

That year, my uncle was laid off and my aunt was a housewife. The family suddenly had no source of income.My uncle's original work unit was a subsidiary company of the Lian family.At that time, Lu Zizheng and Lian Xuan were friends, and the whole school knew about it, and her cousin was in the same school as her, so naturally they also heard about it.Seeing the gloomy situation at home, she was desperate and came to beg Lu Zizheng.She said: "Sister, our family has treated you and my aunt well in recent years, so please help us, you and Lian Xuan are so good, for you, you just need to open your mouth. For Lian Xuan, it's a big deal to keep someone alone."

At that time, Lu Zizheng never dared to ask Lian Xuan anything, for fear that Lian Xuan would be in trouble, and even more afraid that Lian Xuan would look down on him, so naturally he shook his head and refused.

The cousin was also in a hurry, and began to speak indiscriminately, scolding her for having no conscience, saying that it was useless for her and her mother to be treated well by the family on weekdays, and she was unwilling to help even if she said a word about the matter now. , how can she be relied on, uncle raised a white-eyed wolf for nothing.

She couldn't stand her cousin begging and scolding like this, and finally, after several hesitation, she nodded and agreed.That was the first time she asked Lian Xuan for help, and of course, it was also the last time.

Lu Zizheng sighed, smiled faintly, and replied to his cousin: "You are right, it was me who was wrong. Really, forget about it."

At that time, she was really wrong. She mistakenly believed in the warmth of Lian Xuan when she smiled at her. Xuan's feelings for her.

The first time Zhou Fangfan kissed her on the lips, he abandoned her on the cusp of the storm; the second time, Lian Xuan kissed her on the lips, and abandoned her in the storm.

Zhou Fangfan only left her with a mouthful of saliva and a cry of abnormality, while what Lian Xuan gave her was contemptuous eyes and the infamy of the wrong person.

Lu Zizheng didn't understand, if kissing wasn't a proof of love, then why would she yearn for the warmth of her red lips so much when she fell in love with someone?But if kissing is the proof of love, why can you choose to hurt when you turn around and give you a fatal blow?

On the third day of junior high school, Lu Zizheng followed Xu Baihan's invitation and went to Xu's house to attend the appointment.

Like high school, Xu Baihan sent a driver to pick her up.When they arrived at Xu's house, the driver told Lu Zizheng according to Xu Baihan's instructions: "Miss asked you to go directly to the bedroom to find her, in the room on the left on the first floor."

During the years that Lu Zizheng and Xu Baihan have known each other, they have been to Xu's house many times, but this is the first time they have entered Xu Baihan's bedroom.

The door was half closed, Lu Zizheng knocked on the door lightly twice, and then heard Xu Baihan's warm and quiet voice answer her: "Is it Zizheng? Come in."

Lu Zizheng opened the door and entered, and saw Xu Baihan sitting in a wheelchair in front of the desk, with a thick blanket covering his knees, looking at her with a smile on his head.

Lu Zizheng closed the door, turned around, Xu Baihan patted the chair next to her, motioning her to sit down.

Lu Zizheng noticed that the computer was turned on, and after a piece of light music played slowly through the speakers, a clear and cool female voice came out: "Dear listeners and friends, good evening everyone, I am your dj Jianghuai... ..."

Lu Zizheng was slightly taken aback, and looked at Xu Baihan suspiciously, Xu Baihan smiled and asked her: "Do you still remember?"

Lu Zizheng frowned, smiled and replied, "Of course I remember."

If she remembers correctly, this program should be the first time she has collaborated with Jiang Huaixi. She wrote the manuscript and Jiang Huaixi broadcast the audio.

After returning to school on New Year's Day in her freshman year, Xu Baihan told her that the campus radio station had begun to recruit new students.Xu Baihan studied Chinese at university, and was the deputy director of the radio station at that time.Xu Baihan has been encouraging her to take part, she was moved by what she said, and because of Xu Baihan's presence, she signed up.Unexpectedly, I really passed all the way, passed three interviews and written tests, and was admitted.

On the first Monday after the recruiting was completed, the radio station held a plenary meeting. Lu Zizheng followed Xu Baihan and listened to the director's impassioned speech. Jiang Huaixi's lingering face.

Jiang Huaixi clasped his hands on the table, sat upright, looked at the stage intently with his eyes, and listened intently, as if he didn't notice her at all.

Lu Zizheng screamed in his heart, he was extremely annoyed, and felt that the road to the enemy was really narrow.

Unexpectedly, at the end of the meeting, the ministers of various departments came to the stage to arrange for the freshmen to be grouped, and she was in a group with Jiang Huaixi by coincidence.The moment Lu Zizheng heard it clearly, he reflexively turned his head to look at Jiang Huaixi. It happened that Jiang Huaixi also looked over. Their eyes met in the air, and Lu Zizheng clearly saw the smug look in Jiang Huaixi's eyes.

As soon as the meeting was over, Lu Zizheng couldn't help but protested to Xu Baihan, expressing the hope that they could be regrouped.

Xu Baihan looked at Jiang Huaixi, who was sitting not far away and hadn't left yet, a little confused: "The director and Jiang Huaixi seem to know each other. It is said that this grouping was requested by Jiang Huaixi..."

Lu Zizheng bit his lip and said unhappily: "If it really doesn't work, then I will quit."

Xu Baihan was shocked and said: "My good sister, what kind of hatred do you have with her? It's so incompatible. Don't be impulsive, then I'll go over and talk to her."

Lu Zizheng watched Xu Baihan push the wheelchair to Jiang Huaixi, the two said something, Jiang Huaixi frowned and glanced at her, and after a while, Jiang Huaixi walked towards her .

She stood still in front of Lu Zizheng, looked down at Lu Zizheng who was sitting there, frowned, her pretty face was full of displeasure: "You really don't want to see me?"

Lu Zizheng lowered his head and didn't look at her, and said coldly, "I'm glad you still have some self-knowledge, Miss Jiang."

Jiang Huaixi didn't like her attitude of lowering her head and avoiding her, so she reached out and forcefully lifted Lu Zizheng's chin, letting her look at him. "Why don't you look at me?"

What Lu Zizheng hates the most is her frivolous and domineering posture. She couldn't help being very annoyed by it, and suddenly raised her hand to slap Jiang Huaixi's hand on her chin, stood up abruptly, and reprimanded in a low voice: "What are you doing?" What a hands-on thing. What do you like? What are you looking at?!"

Jiang Huaixi was caught off guard by the yelling, and there was a moment of panic on her face, but she quickly covered it up.She stared at Lu Zizheng coldly for a long time, finally smiled coldly, and said: "Very good. If you don't want to be with me, I won't force you. However, one day, I will let you ask the director yourself , work with me." After finishing speaking, she picked up the coat on the table, put it on the elbow, and walked out of the classroom with long legs.

Lu Zizheng was a little overwhelmed by her powerful aura, and stared at her walking outside with fascination.

Caught off guard, Jiang Huaixi suddenly turned his head around again, raised his eyebrows, looked straight into Lu Zizheng's eyes, and retorted, "What are you looking at? Don't you mean I'm not good-looking?"

Lu Zizheng was choked by her, and couldn't refute for a while, so he could only watch Jiang Huaixi turn back and walk away gracefully.Beside him, Xu Baihan, who had been quietly watching the two of them, finally couldn't help laughing: "Why don't you two be so funny..."

Not long after that, Lu Zizheng experienced for the first time that Jiang Huaixi's words were one and the same.

Now what Xu Baihan is showing again is the first episode of the program she collaborated with Jiang Huaixi after begging the director to transfer.

Lu Zizheng asked Xu Baihan: "Why do you suddenly think of listening to this?"

Xu Baihan turned his gaze to a red invitation card on the desk, and said, "Huang Ze is getting married."

Lu Zizheng stood up, picked up the invitation card on the desk, opened it, and asked in a low voice, "Where is Qi Yu? How is she?"

Xu Baihan smiled wryly, and said, "She went to America, married a divorced American man, and got a green card."

Lu Zizheng was silent for a moment, feeling a little melancholy just like Xu Baihan.

Huang Ze and Qi Yu were a year older than Lu Zizheng, they were childhood sweethearts, they were classmates from elementary school to high school, and they had always had a crush on each other.In college, they happened to be admitted to the same school again. In their freshman year, the two of them finally broke through the window and got together. They were the golden boy and girl recognized by their radio station.But in Lu Zizheng's sophomore year, they broke up. No one knew what happened, only that they both quit the radio station together.Later, I heard that Qi Yu had changed boyfriends one after another, and Huang Ze had also changed girlfriends one after another.In the year they graduated from university, the radio station organized a farewell party. The two of them tacitly didn't come, and never saw each other again.

Lu Zizheng sighed: "If they hadn't started back then, maybe what was left to each other was a clean crush in youth. Thinking about it, maybe it's a pity, but it's also beautiful."

Xu Baihan smiled slightly, and said: "But if I were them, knowing the end result like this, I would still be willing to start, at least, I once had it."

Lu Zizheng was a little surprised by Xu Baihan's determination, and exclaimed: "I never thought that sister, you are so persistent and brave in love."

Xu Baihan shook his head, and smiled wryly: "You're wrong, I'm just a coward when it comes to love."

There was some sadness on her gentle face, and she asked Lu Zizheng in a low voice: "Do you still remember when I said, I want to tell you a story?"

Lu Zizheng nodded solemnly, telling her intuitively that this is not a happy story.