throwing gentle gl

As the new year was approaching, Lu Zizheng took a shower after get off work, lay on the bed and called his mother, planning to discuss buying new year's goods.

Mother Lu pondered for a moment before telling Lu Zizheng, "Zhengzheng, mother wants to go back to Juzhou for the New Year this year."

Lu Zizheng was slightly taken aback, obviously surprised.Since her mother came to Linzhou and bought a house here, since the first year, her mother never took her back to celebrate the New Year.

Lu's mother's voice was a little low: "I haven't spent the New Year with your father for many years..."

Lu Zizheng knew that her mother missed her father, and she felt a little guilty. In order to take care of herself, her mother had to leave Juzhou and come here.Now, my mother wanted to go back, and she had no reason to stop her, so she agreed without any hesitation: "Then let's go back to Juzhou, I will book the tickets tomorrow, and I will work until the [-]th, so the tickets will be confirmed." On the twenty-eighth morning, mom, do you want to wait for me to come together, or go back first?"

Mother Lu responded, "Let's be with you."

After work on the twenty-seventh day, Lu Zizheng went home to carry her luggage to her mother's house, which she had prepared the night before.

After dinner, she stood alone on the balcony and looked at the lights of thousands of houses in the distance, suddenly felt a little lonely.She and her mother bought a house in this city and settled down, but in the end, this place was still not her mother's home.No matter how many painful memories Juzhou has given them, they have to admit that there are still mother's deepest concerns and deepest roots there, because mother's favorite father is there.This heart is home to my hometown. No matter how far I go, my mother's roots are always with my father, and I, am I destined to wander and be a rootless person?

That night, Lu Zizheng suffered from insomnia again, because she had to get up early the next day to catch the bus, she didn't hesitate much, she poured two sleeping pills from the drawer, and then fell into a deep sleep.

She felt that she saw the sky light up when she was sleepy, Jiang Huaixi appeared beside her bed early in the morning, lifted her quilt and scratched her armpit, making her get up quickly.

She asked Jiang Huaixi: "Why so early? Is it too late to catch the train? The train is about to leave?"

Jiang Huaixi, however, pulled her out of bed and pushed her into the bathroom, jokingly said: "Sure enough, you still haven't woken up..." She squeezed toothpaste, put it on the toothbrush and handed it to her, and filled her tooth cup with water and handed it to her. Then he said, "Didn't we agree yesterday? Don't play tricks."

Lu Zizheng was in a daze, but felt that the feeling of being able to see Jiang Huaixi at a glance after waking up like this was really wonderful, just like a dream.Suddenly, like enlightenment, she realized that, probably, she was just dreaming.

She finished brushing her teeth mechanically thoughtfully, and turned her head to look at Jiang Huaixi.Jiang Huaixi had just finished brushing her teeth, spat out the last mouthful of froth in her mouth, and her lips were pink and shiny. Seeing Lu Zizheng looking at her, she raised her eyebrows in doubt and pouted her mouth, looking very cute .

Lu Zizheng felt that his heart was about to be warmed. Since it was a dream, he could do whatever he wanted without any scruples, right?She put down the tooth cup, unable to restrain the longing in her heart, she stretched her arms around Jiang Huaixi, covered her lips with Jiang Huaixi's astonished eyes, and kissed her passionately.

After Jiang Huaixi was slightly surprised, he did not refuse, put one hand around her waist, gently stroked her ear hair with the other, and responded gently and lightly.

After the kiss was over, Lu Zizheng blushed and stared at Jiang Huaixi, who was flushed and slightly panting, with bright eyes, reluctant to move an inch.Jiang Huaixi raised the corners of his lips slightly, looked at her, stroked his index finger on his lips, pursed his red lips lightly, and whispered: "It seems that I treated Zizheng badly last night..."

Lu Zizheng saw Jiang Huaixi's charming appearance for the first time, and immediately blushed and dared not look at her, only then did he hear Jiang Huaixi laugh softly, took her hand and walked out, teasing with a wicked smile : "Didn't you have a lot of momentum just now? It turns out that you dare to do it but dare not admit it..."

Lu Zizheng turned his face to look at Jiang Huaixi, and also frowned with a smile.If she can have such a dream every night, then she is willing to live in the dream from now on.

It turned out that what Jiang Huaixi said she had promised was to climb the mountain with her.Lu Zizheng stood at the foot of the mountain, looking at the towering mountain, a little hesitant.Jiang Huaixi seemed to notice it, touched her face, kissed her forehead, and comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

She took Lu Zizheng's hand, and clasped fingers tightly with Lu Zizheng.Lu Zizheng firmly held Jiang Huaixi's soft hand, feeling that the world was in her hands, and she was not afraid of anything.Following Jiang Huaixi's pace, talking and laughing all the way, he climbed to the top of the mountain high-spiritedly.

However, when they finally climbed to the highest point and enjoyed the beautiful scenery side by side, Lu Zizheng turned his head and saw Zhou Fangfan and Lin Wei.

They stood not far away and looked at her and Jiang Huaixi, and said in disdainful voices: "Oh, Zizheng, after so many years, you are still a pervert, and you came out to harm others again. I didn't send you to a mental hospital." After speaking, they spit in the direction of her and Jiang Huaixi, and walked away proudly.

She held Jiang Huaixi's hand tightly and stood in front of Jiang Huaixi, preventing Jiang Huaixi from seeing their terrifying faces.

But just after Zhou Fangfan and Lin Wei left, Ji Yao and Lian Xuan reappeared out of nowhere.Ji Yao shook her head and said regretfully to her: "I told you before that Lian Xuan was only curious about you for a while, and she thought it was fun. She knows all your past, so you don't want to get too deep, but You didn't listen, look, did you suffer later? If you are sensible now, stay away from Lian Xuan and stop pestering her."

Lu Zizheng defended loudly: "I didn't pester Lian Xuan..."

But Lian Xuan just glanced at her with the same disdainful eyes as before, and disappeared with Ji Yao.

She felt aggrieved and wanted to seek comfort, but felt that the existence in her hands seemed to be empty. When she turned her head, she found that Jiang Huaixi had disappeared.Turning around, she saw Jiang Huaixi was already far away from her, and there was a row of people blocking her, Grandma Jiang, Father Jiang, and Mother Jiang.Jiang's mother said: "Zizheng, don't come to Huaixi again. How can Huaixi be a pervert like you? Let her go."

She cried, rushed to Jiang's mother and followed Jiang Huaixi who wanted to break through the Jiang family's many obstacles, but she couldn't break through.She had no choice but to cry and beg Jiang's mother to help her and Jiang Huaixi. She said, "Auntie, I really love Huaixi, and I will definitely love her more than anyone else."

But Jiang's mother said: "If you really love her, let her go and let her have a normal life under the sun. Don't be like this, even climbing a mountain will be humiliated one after another. Let Huaixi live such a life, Is it really a sign that you love her?"

She couldn't utter any rebuttals for a while, so she could only look at Jiang Huaixi with tearful eyes full of hope for help.

Jiang Huaixi stood behind Jiang's father, Jiang's grandmother, only said "I'm sorry" in a low voice, and followed Jiang's mother and the others.

She stood on the top of the mountain in despair, her legs were trembling, her heart was beating rapidly, she could hardly stand still, but there was nothing around her that she could grab and lean on.A fierce and bleak mountain wind blew by, and she became unsteady, and was blown off a cliff...

Lu Zizheng was awakened by the pain, before he opened his eyes, he became conscious, and heard his mother calling her softly: "Zhengzheng, don't be afraid, mother is..."

When she opened her eyes, she saw that her mother was kneeling beside her, hugging herself, while she was lying on the cold ground.The mother said that she heard a loud noise next door, ran in and saw her lying on the ground crying.

She supported the floor with one hand, sat up, rubbed the back of her head, wiped away her tears, comforted her mother and said: "Mom, I'm fine, you go back to your room, it's cold at night."

Mother Lu worried: "Where did you fall? Did you have a nightmare?"

Lu Zizheng saw that her mother didn't intend to go back for a while, so she pulled her into the bed with her, and replied: "I didn't fall down, it was just a nightmare."

Mother Lu sighed, hugged Lu Zizheng and said warmly, "It's okay, don't be afraid, Mom is here to accompany you."

Lu Zizheng snuggled into her mother's arms and begged in a low voice: "Mom, you must always stay with me and never leave me."

Lu's mother patted her on the back lightly: "Silly boy, how can mom stay with you all the time, mom will always grow old one day."

Lu Zizheng closed his eyes and murmured softly: "The day my mother leaves, I will be with my mother. Wherever my mother goes, I will go there."

Mother Lu stopped patting her on the back, and patted her on the head moderately as punishment: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Lu Zizheng remained silent.

Mother Lu comforted softly: "Stop thinking about it, go to sleep soon..."

Later, Lu Zizheng fell asleep in his mother's arms in a daze.

After waking up in the morning, neither Lu Zizheng nor Lu's mother mentioned what happened in the middle of the night last night. After breakfast, they took a taxi to the station and returned to Juzhou.

After getting in the car, Lu Zizheng sat by the window, with one hand resting on his chin, silently watching the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, thoughtful.

This road is full of wind and dust, but it is also full of flowers. How can passengers on this train leading to a distant place recognize who is the scenery you pass by and who is your long-awaited return?

The phone suddenly rang in the silence, Jiang Huaixi's name flashed on the screen, Lu Zizheng stared at it for a long time, and finally picked it up.

Jiang Huaixi's voice was always cold and steady: "Have you bought the New Year's goods at home? I want to buy something for the family this afternoon. If it's convenient for you, come with me."

Lu Zizheng knew that Jiang's family was buying new year's goods, so Jiang Huaixi would not be needed.Jiang Huaixi just was considerate of her, worried that it would be inconvenient for her to go shopping without a car.But she looked at the scenery she kept missing out of the car window, and she felt sleepy for a while: "No need, my mother and I are already in the car when we return to Juzhou this year."

Jiang Huaixi was obviously a little surprised, and asked her: "Why haven't I heard you mention it before?"

Lu Zizheng slightly closed his eyes, and asked her indifferently: "Why did I tell you?"

Jiang Huaixi on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and then calmly replied: "That's all right, you and auntie have a safe journey, goodbye."

There was a beeping busy tone from the phone, Lu Zizheng held up the phone, and kept listening without hanging up.

Huaixi, I'm sorry, I love you, I'm sorry...

Mother Lu turned her head and asked, "Is it from Huaixi? Are you having trouble?"

Lu Zizheng leaned his head on his mother's shoulder wearily, and said in a low voice: "Mom, I feel that Huaixi and I have lost our way. Originally, she and I had been walking in a forest, and no one was in a hurry, but now I want to I went out, but found that there was only one exit in front of me, and the road sign said high risk. I was so confused, I didn't know whether I should try to take Huaixi to venture out together, but Huaixi kept calm, making me unable to understand She became more and more at a loss."

Mother Lu touched Lu Zizheng's head with her hand and said, "Why don't you ask her if she wants to take risks with you?"

Lu Zizheng replied, "I'm afraid..." She was afraid that she would not turn back when she opened her bow.

Lu's mother encouraged her: "Zhengzheng, remember what my mother told you all the time when I was a child? Don't be afraid, no matter what happens, remember to be brave."

But Lu Zizheng just lay on her shoulder and murmured in a low voice: "Mom, I feel so sad..."

She was so scared, if she didn't reach out and grab Jiang Huaixi, she would lose her one day.But she was even more afraid, she reached out to grab her, and one day, she still couldn't avoid the result of losing her.What she is most afraid of is that she will not be able to catch her at all, and the water will be hard to get back. At that time, they will not even be friends.

Obviously knowing that it should not be allowed, but I still can't help but want to ask for more.Obviously I hate my own weakness and timidity even more, but I still can't help but make trouble out of no reason and want to blame your indulgence and tolerance.

I'm afraid that you don't love me as much and as firm as I imagined; I'm afraid that you will leave halfway and leave me alone; I'm afraid that one day you will be criticized and start to regret, blaming me for leading you astray; , the definition of our relationship, just want to be good friends, not lovers...