You are like the sun and the spring breeze

In my adolescence, my courage was negative.Zhang Kan's hint that night did not change our relationship, but there was an unspeakable secret in the hearts of the two of us, or just in my heart.When we ran into each other at school, he didn't say hello to me, and I chose to pass by like a stranger.I guess, he might blame me for not understanding the "confession" that night, maybe he was waiting for me to express something, but I never took this step.

In the summer vacation of the first grade of junior high school, I experienced menarche.At that time, I was doing the exercises left by Teacher Wang, and suddenly I felt a pain in my stomach. I thought it was bad stomach.But when I saw the red stain on the underwear, I was terrified. I hurriedly pulled up my pants and rushed downstairs to find my grandmother. I cried and said to her, "Grandma, I'm sick."

Grandma was making lunch at the time. Hearing what I said, she quickly turned off the fire and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"I felt a pain in my stomach just now, but when I went to the toilet, I found that it was bleeding. I must have a serious illness, or how could I bleed." At this point, I was even more scared and cried a lot: " Or something punctured the inside of my stomach."

Grandma held me in her arms, stroked my head, and comforted me: "Okay, Shufan won't cry, don't worry, this is not sick, Grandma knows what it is."

I raised my head from my grandma's arms and asked, sobbing, "What is it?"

Grandma smiled and said, "This is when you grow up."

That day, my grandma taught me a lot of knowledge that I never knew before. She said that this is a sign of being a woman, and I should be happy about it.

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In the second day of junior high school, I moved to the third floor, and Class [-] moved from the double-storey building next to the parking lot to another independent teaching building on the other side of the playground, which was farther away from me. Not only that, the building There is even an exclusive parking shed downstairs.In this way, the chance of meeting Zhang Kan is almost zero.Therefore, the group activities at school became my only hope to see him, but it was not easy to find him in the crowd. I only succeeded twice, one was in the grade meeting, and the other was in the sports meeting, when he became the focus of everyone's attention.

I remember that the sports meeting in the second year of junior high school was the most formal and largest sports meeting in the school, because the playground of Liuzhen No. [-] Middle School was under construction, and the sports meeting was held in Liuzhen No. [-] Middle School that year.The playground of Liuzhen No. [-] Middle School is much larger than that of No. [-] Middle School. The school may have the mentality of "since the venue has been borrowed, why not just set up a junior high school".

那年光是田径项目，就有6个：男子组1500米、800米、400米、100米、50米，女子组1000米、800米、400米、200米、50米以及男女4人接力赛。

On the day of the sports meeting, the school is considered a free activity, and the teacher doesn't care if you come or not.In the first year of junior high school, I did not participate.But this year, when I saw Zhang Kan in the list of participants, I decided to put down the exercises and go to No. [-] Middle School.

On the day of the sports meeting, a sign was erected at the gate of No. 35 Middle School; warmly celebrating the grand holding of the [-]th Sports of Liuzhen No. [-] Middle School in our school.There is also an arrow drawn on it to indicate the direction of the playground.

I remember that it was a sunny day, and the sun was very strong, as if it was going to melt the plastic playground of No. [-] Middle School.On the runway, volunteers in school uniforms are doing the final inspection. The best viewing area beside the runway is reserved for the school leaders. A row of tables and chairs are set up, the tabletops are covered with red cloth, and there are mat cards and a bottle of water in front of each position. .The auditorium seats are divided into three areas, evenly distributed on the east side of the playground, with four rows of seats in each area.I went late, and only the corner of the last row was vacant.After I sat down, a short-haired girl beside me approached enthusiastically and asked, "What is your first year?"

"Second year of junior high school."

She smiled and said, "I'm in the first year of junior high school, so I have to call you senior sister."

She has a beautiful smile and her eyes are like crescent moons.

Senior sister, this word appeared in my life for the first time, but I really can't bear the word "sister" because I am only in the first grade.

"Okay, so what's your name?"

Her familiar appearance reminds me of Tang Lingshuang.

"Yu Shufan, the book of the book, the sail that sets sail."

She repeated it and said, "My name is Ye Chu."

It's a nice name, so I still remember it to this day.

Seeing that there were no classmates beside her, I asked, "Are you here alone?"

She shrugged and said helplessly: "Yes, I don't know the people in the class well. They all belong to the same elementary school. I came to Liuzhen in junior high school." Then, she asked me: "You are also a junior high school student. Did you come?"

"No, I studied in elementary school at a small age."

"Then your Mandarin is quite standard." She said, as if realizing that what she said was ambiguous, she immediately explained: "I don't mean anything else, it's just that my hometown accent is very strong, and I rarely hear you like this."

I smiled and nodded without explaining why.

As the music sounded, the host introduced the athletes to enter the arena. When they arrived at Class [-] and [-], the playground suddenly burst into cheers, and everyone was shouting Fang Yu's name.Among the athletes, Fang Yu was waving to the audience to thank him.As the team was marching, I heard the two girls in front discussing

"That's Fang Yu, he's too handsome."

"That's right, handsome and ruthless in fights, the No. [-] lieutenant colonel must be stable."

School bully?This word that seems to come out of a Japanese anime can't help but make me feel ashamed. Fang Yu is always linked to violence and secondary school.

When the team from the seventh class of the second grade came to my area, the girl next to me suddenly stood up, and she waved to the athlete team and shouted: "Fang Yu, here I am! Fang Yu!"

After Ye Chu yelled, Fang Yu immediately looked this way, and after finding Ye Chu's figure, he smiled and waved at her.

Ye Chu sat down contentedly, and the two girls in front whispered, probably guessing Fang Yu's relationship with her.Ye Chu didn't hide it, she patted one of the girls on the shoulder and said, "Don't guess, I'm his girlfriend."

The two girls turned their heads quickly when they heard that, quickly scanned Ye Chu with their eyes, and asked in surprise, "Are you Fang Yu's girlfriend?"

"That's right." Ye Chu lazily replied, "Isn't it allowed?"

"Why have I never heard of Fang Yu having a girlfriend?" one of the girls asked.

"We only confirmed the relationship last night." As he spoke, Ye Chu played tricks, "But——"

"But what?"

Ye Chu suddenly smiled, her smile was like honey: "But we will make it public today, after Fang Yu gets the first place."

If you ask me, what does it feel like to hear that.I can only tell you that it would be a lie if I said I didn't feel a little bit.But, I think it's just a little selfish and hypocritical possessiveness.

The sports meeting has begun, and the air is full of excitement and enthusiasm. Everyone is looking forward to it.The first event was Fang Yu's high jump. As Ye Chu expected, he won the first place.

The second after the results were announced, Ye Chu got up immediately, with uncontrollable joy in her words, she said, "Yu Shufan, excuse me, I'll go find him."

I got up to make way, but before she could go down the steps, Fang Yu walked up to her in a few long strides.

Fang Yu wore a white T-shirt and black shorts that day, and he was much cooler than usual.

"Brother didn't lie to you, I said I can take the first place." His tone was still extremely proud.

"I never thought you were bluffing me, I have always believed in you." Ye Chu opened his hands and said, "Hug."

Fang Yu hugged her, and the two embraced tightly in the auditorium, cheers erupted around, I was so shocked by the scene in front of me that I was speechless, not because they were hugging each other, but because the school leaders still hugged her. Sit down!How dare they!

I looked at the row of seats next to the playground. Fortunately, there was a women's track and field competition on the field. Compared with the sound of cheering and cheering for the women's track and field on the field, the movement here was not too loud, and the school leaders naturally didn't pay attention.

After the two embraced for a while, Fang Yu dragged Ye Chu away from the auditorium.

Not long after they left, the men's track and field competition began, and Zhang Kan participated in the 100-meter and men's and women's relay races.

He was wearing a bright yellow professional track and field uniform that day, standing on the third track like the scorching sun.This is the second time I have seen him participate in a track and field competition. The last time was the elementary school sports meeting.He seems to have grown taller again, and the baby fat on his face is not as obvious as it used to be.

In the school sports meeting, there should be no pressure for a person like him who entered the county-level track and field team, but judging from the tense and serious expression on his face, he did not relax.When the game gun rang out, Zhang Kan flew out like an arrow. He lowered his head and swung his arms sharply. Then he suddenly raised his head and accelerated, and the movements of his arms became smaller.

He crossed the finish line first, and thunderous applause broke out on the playground. He smiled, just like the smile when we first met, like the sun and spring breeze.

The four-person men's and women's relay race is not so much a competition as an exhibition match, because it has no distinction between gender, grade and class. People from three grades voluntarily sign up to form a team of 2 men and 2 women. Three teams were born to compete for rankings in the sports meeting, and the school put them at the finale of the sports meeting.

Before the start of the race, volunteers erected three large blue flags with "Liuzhen No. 1 Middle School" printed on them on the three tracks at the finish line.At this time, the person in front of me stood up in order to see the battle clearly, and I had to stand up because he blocked his view.I put my hand on my forehead and looked for Zhang Kan. He was the last one on the first track.

Everyone waited with bated breath. After the gunshot, the people from the three tracks ran out quickly, and soon came to the second baton. At this time, the three teams were evenly matched until the third baton. The hand was not steady, the stick fell, and there was a burst of exclamation on the field. Although it was picked up quickly, the remaining two teams instantly opened the gap with it.

The surrounding discussions are almost all bad-mouthing the first track.

"It's over, the boy team in yellow will definitely lose."

"Yes, it's a pity, but it's not his fault, it's his teammates who are holding him back."

At this time, my heart was almost in my throat, and I looked at Zhang Kan. He was cheering for his teammates and seemed unaffected.Finally, the baton fell into the hands of Zhang Kan. The moment Zhang Kan received the baton, Zhang Kan was like an arrow from Li Xuan, instantly narrowing the gap with the other two teams. Soon, the situation was completely reversed. Zhang Kan overtook the two teams behind.

20 m! 10 meters! 5 meters!

He was the first to cross the finish line, pulled up the blue flag and ran around the field.The auditorium was instantly ignited, and the screams, cheers, and applause were all evoked by this young man, just like the Olympic champion of ancient Greece, receiving congratulations and praise from the entire city-state.Zhang Kan carried the flag and rushed back to the track, smiling wantonly. He embraced with his teammates to celebrate this moment of glory that belonged to them.

After the sports meeting, Zhang Kan became very famous in school. Everyone discussed him between classes, and the teacher praised him in class. He also said that he would join the city's track and field team, and maybe the national team in the future to win glory for the country.

At that time, Dove's chocolates were the most sold in the canteen. Many girls were stuck downstairs in Zhang Kan's class between classes, wanting to give away the chocolates in their hands.

Unlike the past when half of the girls in the class liked him, this time, the number of people was larger, the love was stronger, and I retreated further.I dare not compete with anyone, and I dare not even show that I like them. I am really ashamed to compare with their generous and passionate love.

On this day, after I had lunch, I went back to school early.There were only two boys in the class playing basketball at the back of the classroom. I took out a cup and was about to go out to fetch water. At this time, a boy wearing glasses entered the class. Seeing that I was going out, he stopped in front of me with a malicious smile on his face. , he asked me: "Yu Shufan, one night in the first semester of junior high school, did you go home with Zhang Kan for the night?"

I stared at him wide-eyed and retorted, "We didn't go home for the night together!"

"Really?" He didn't believe my words, and stared at me like a prisoner, "I saw you two walking hand in hand on the road at night."

He was the one on the motorcycle that night.

"You bullshit!"

"Then how do you explain what I saw?"

At that time, I was extremely naive, thinking that if the explanation was clear, it would be fine.I told him that my car broke down that day, Zhang Kan kindly walked me home with me, and he and I happened to be on the way.After hearing this, he said: "Oh, so that's the case, then I misunderstood, don't worry, I won't say it."

Later, he "kept his promise" and did not say what I told him, but chose to replace my words with a brand new version.

After I came back with the water, the people in the class had come back one after another.As soon as I sat down, I suddenly heard: "Zhang Kan and I are together! Please eat wedding candy!" Then, a few alpine candies fell on my desk.

Tang Lingshuang and Zhang Kan were standing on the podium at the moment, like a newlywed couple, they were a perfect match.They clasped their fingers together, Zhang Kan's smile was sweet, just like Ye Chu's that day, he grabbed a handful of candy and sprinkled it.

"Wow! You guys are too sweet!"

"This is to tell the world!"

"When did you get together?"

"It's been a month." Zhang Kan replied, he couldn't hide his joy.

One month, shortly after the sports meeting.

"Who is chasing whom?" someone asked

"I chased him." Tang Lingshuang replied simply.

After finishing speaking, she shyly fell into Zhang Kan's arms, and the booing became louder.

"Ah Shuang, is it hard to chase after Zhang Kan?"

This time, Tang Lingshuang did not answer, but Zhang Kan beside him said: "Don't listen to her nonsense, she didn't chase me. I have always had a crush on Ah Shuang. When she came to look for me in class, I agreed, and I didn't chase after me at all." .

I sat there and watched them answer everyone's questions like newlyweds.I have never seen Tang Lingshuang so shy, and I never thought that one day Zhang Kan's face would be full of smiles.

It turns out that you have been secretly in love with Tang Lingshuang.

It turns out that you were lying when you said that you don't have radar on your body, or maybe I was wrong.

It turns out that you can be so happy.

His name is Zhang Kan. When he was 14 years old, he lived a flamboyant, happy and sweet life.