Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

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That night, Zuo Si had a very long dream. It was a very real dream, so real that she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

She dreamed of Dabao, Uncle Ming, and what happened after her death.

Dabao forgot everything about her, she thought he would forget the past forever, but after a few years, Dabao remembered everything again.

Dabao went crazy, he couldn't accept Zuo Si's death, and tried every means to call her back.

But she has already left that world, no matter what Dabao does, she can't go back.

When Zuo Si saw Dabao who was tossing herself to the point of losing her wits, she suddenly understood what Qin Yue had told her.

They are passers-by in these worlds and will not stay in these worlds for too long. If there is no way to guarantee that they will always be with those people, don't let them have too much affection for them.

They finish their tasks and leave that world, and the pain will only be those who stay behind.

In order to get her back, Dabao almost fell into the devil's way. Uncle Ming was too weak to restrain Dabao. In order to prevent him from getting too much murder, Uncle Ming put aside his old face and went to ask the Taoist priests he knew.

Finally, with the joint help of Master Lin, Uncle Jiu, and Master Zhengying, they sent Dabao into reincarnation.

Dabao trusted Master Zhengying very much. When he was about to enter reincarnation, he finally woke up. He asked Master Zhengying if he would meet his little treasure again.

Master Zhengying, who has never deceived anyone in his life, told Dabao that as long as he is kind to others and does more good deeds, he will meet his little treasure again on the day when his murder is washed away.

Dabao entered the cycle of reincarnation, and Zuo Si also woke up from the dream. She felt her face was wet, and raised her hand to touch it. The water stains on her hand reminded her of what happened just now.

Did she cry?

why?

Zuo Si lay there blankly, and the content of the dream gradually became blurred. In a vague way, she seemed to hear Dabao's voice calling her.

"Little Treasure, Little Treasure, my little Treasure..."

There were more tears flowing out of her eyes, Zuo Si didn't know why, she just felt that those sad feelings had nowhere to vent, filled her whole heart, and finally turned into tears, pouring down from her eye sockets.

Why do people cry?Zuo Si, who had never shed tears, cried for a long time, for those sorrows that came from nowhere.

When she woke up, it was still dark outside, and she cried for a long time in the darkness, until the sky brightened, and the sunlight came in through the gaps in the curtains, illuminating the room, her flowing The constant tears finally stopped.

The alarm clock on the bedside table jingled, Zuo Si sat up slowly, and walked towards the bathroom like a ghost.

When she saw the person with red and swollen eyes in the mirror, she was stunned for a long time.

His white and slender fingers touched the red and swollen eyelids, Zuo Si stared blankly at himself in the mirror, with a dazed look on his face.

what's going on?why is she cryingDid she forget something?

The answer to this question will not be answered by anyone, and the person in the mirror also looks at her blankly.

Those things that she couldn't remember made Zuo Si's mood depressed. She cleaned herself up, put on a clean school uniform, carried a schoolbag full of textbooks on her back, and walked slowly downstairs step by step.

Those old and dilapidated stairs made a creaking sound. They were obviously overwhelmed, but they still firmly supported the people walking on them.

Zuo Si heard someone calling her name from the cracks in the stairs, that voice was very familiar, but Zuo Si couldn't remember when and where he had heard that voice.

"Xiaobao, come to me, can't you hear my voice? Xiaobao, come to me..."

The wooden stairs under her feet suddenly became soft. Zuo Si felt as if she was stepping on mud. The soles of her feet seemed to be trapped in something. In the mud of the beach.

Her brows were deeply frowned, and when she looked down, she saw a face, a huge face, where her feet were stepping on, exactly where the nose of that face was .

After noticing Zuo Si's gaze, the mouth of that human face opened and closed, and began to speak, and a familiar voice poured out from the wide open mouth.

"Xiaobao, come to me, I miss you so much..."

That voice bewitched Zuo Si, wanting to let her fall into the trap it set up. It used the feelings in her memory as bait to lure her.

Even though he couldn't remember who this voice belonged to, Zuo Si knew very well that the real owner of this voice, the person who would call her Xiaobao, would never want to hurt her.

"It's all fake." She said, and she pulled her foot out of the mud, and she continued to move forward step by step, ignoring the deceptive voice.

"It's all an illusion."

After saying this, her eyes suddenly became clear, and she returned to the top of the stairs of Stan's house. The ridiculously large face and the bewitching voice all disappeared.

It really is an illusion.

"Stan, have you come down? Hurry up and have breakfast, the school bus is coming soon~~"

Alice's voice came from the restaurant downstairs, and Zuo Siyang agreed, quickened his pace, and ran down the stairs.

When she arrived at the dining room, Alice was bringing out the prepared breakfast. Seeing Zuo Si approaching, Alice laughed: "Stan, you got up late today."

Zuo Si blinked and said, "I'm sorry."

Alice burst out laughing, her beautiful eyes bent into a crescent shape.

"You kid, what are you talking about, eat quickly, the school bus is coming soon."

Zuo Si nodded, hung his schoolbag on the back of the chair, and sat down on the seat by himself.

Today's breakfast is the same as yesterday's, it's still a milk sandwich, but today's sandwich seems to be bigger than yesterday, and there are more things inside.

Zuo Si raised his head subconsciously, and looked at the food placed in front of Alice.

Compared with her sandwich, Alice's sandwich was abruptly smaller. Alice picked up the sandwich and was about to eat it when she found Zuo Si looking at her. Alice was a little strange, so she asked, "Stan, What's wrong? Did something happen?"

Zuo Si shook his head and said softly, "No."

"If not, eat quickly, it's getting late."

"Ah."

Zuo Si didn't say anything, picked up the sandwich and ate it slowly.

A lot of affection and kindness are hidden in these insignificant little things, some will be discovered by others, and some will be ignored by others.

In the past, Zuo Si seldom paid attention to these things. She judged the kindness and malice towards people based on her own feelings.

She is learning, growing, and slowly becoming more of a person.

Zuo Si ate very fast, and within a short time, she had already finished her breakfast. Just as Zuo Si was about to take the plates and milk glasses to the kitchen for cleaning, Alice stopped her.

"Stan, I'll just do it, the school bus is coming soon, you go outside and wait."

"Well, I see."

Zuo Si agreed, picked up his schoolbag and walked out the door.

The stop of the school bus was 50 meters away from Stan's house, and there were already many children standing there. Zuo Si walked over slowly and stood at the edge of the crowd.

"Stan!"

Beverly, who was also standing in the crowd, saw Zuo Si, she called out, and then ran towards Zuo Si.

"Stan, here you come."

Zuo Si nodded, she thought for a while, and said, "Beverly, good morning."

Beverly smiled, and leaned closer to Zuo Si: "Stan, when did you finish your homework yesterday?"

"I wrote it when I got out of school on Friday."

Beverly: "..."

She smiled awkwardly: "You are really hardworking."

Zuo thought for a while, and replied, "I think so too."

Beverly: "..."

She looked at Zuo Si's serious look, and immediately realized that what she just said was not a joke, she really felt that she was very hardworking, Beverly looked at Zuo Si speechlessly, and murmured: "You still How immodest."

Zuo Si looked at Beverly in a daze, not knowing what she meant by saying this. Stan is a hardworking and good boy, and so is she. What she praised was the truth. Couldn't she just follow her words?

Although her IQ has improved a lot, Zuo Si still doesn't understand this complicated question. She stood there blankly, her eyes wide open. With a look of foolishness, seeing her like this, Beverly burst out laughing.

"fool."

Zuo Si, who was called a fool by others, became even more confused.

A yellow school bus drove over from the corner of the street, and the children who were waiting for the school bus cheered, and when the school bus stopped, they swarmed towards the school bus.

The school bus driver yelled loudly to maintain order, but these excess energy children obviously couldn't hear the school bus driver's words, and it was still you pushing me and pushing yours to squeeze on the school bus.

Zuo Si and Beverly were the last ones, and they didn't follow the group of people to squeeze up. They didn't go to the car until they all got into the car.

There were not many students in the town, and there were quite a lot of empty seats in the school bus. Beverly took Zuo Si to the two empty seats in the last row and sat down.

With so many empty seats, I don't know why the group of people kept pushing into the car just now.

Is it possible to enjoy the fun of crowding?

Zuo Si thought so, but he wisely didn't ask.

When everyone is assembled, the car starts to move. There is only one school in the small town. Because there are not many students, the elementary, middle, and high schools in this town are all in the same school.

Derry's school is not above the town, but near the west side of the town. That place was originally a factory area, and it was quite prosperous in the past. However, after the economic downturn, several incidents occurred. deserted.

The school was built right next to the factory, surrounded by abandoned factories and some huge chimneys that were not smoking. Apart from the popularity of the school, the area of ​​the factory was as quiet as a ghost.

Such an environment made people feel very uncomfortable, Zuo Si frowned, and looked at the school that was getting closer and closer through the car window.

When she followed Uncle Ming, she learned a little bit. Although she couldn't solve the problem, she could see the problem.

Theoretically speaking, there are many children in the school and the yang energy is strong, so it can suppress some dirty things, but that is relatively speaking, if the yin energy is too strong, the children's yang energy cannot be suppressed On the contrary, it will be affected by Yin Qi.

Zuo Si could see something was wrong and knew that the Feng Shui of this school was not very good, but unfortunately, due to the limitation of IQ, she didn't know how to solve it.

She felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and the expression on her face was a little depressed.

The school bus stopped in the school's parking lot, and Beverly pulled Zuo Si away from God, and said, "Stan, get off the bus, we're here."

Zuo Si came back to his senses, oh, and got out of the car with Beverly.

Although there are not many people in the school, the campus is quite large. It is probably because the most indispensable thing in Derry is wasteland, so such a large school was built.

The other children got out of the car, leaving only Zuo Si and Beverly in the car. The driver was also a resident of the town. Although he looked fierce, he was surprisingly easy-going.

"Your name is Stan, the child from Teacher Alice's family, get off the car quickly, you will be late for class soon."

The school bus driver said in a rough voice, Zuo Si glanced at him, but couldn't tell what he looked like from his thick beard, this school bus driver remained in Stan's impression, and it was just the two It's just a word, Stan doesn't know that the school bus driver and his mother know each other, and Zuo Si doesn't even know.

Others kindly reminded him that Zuo Si naturally wanted to appreciate it, so she nodded to the driver and said thank you.

"Okay, okay, Stan, let's go, we're really going to be late soon."

As Beverly said, she grabbed Zuo Si's hand and dragged her to run off the school bus. She didn't let go of Zuo Si's hand, walked across the big playground, and ran through the long corridor. Stopped in front of the class.

Beverly was a year younger than Stan. She was in fifth grade, and Stan was in sixth grade. Their classes were not far apart.

When she reached the door of her class, she let go of Zuo Si's hand: "Well, Stan, I'll go in first, and we'll see you later."

Zuo Si nodded, and watched Beverly enter the classroom before walking towards his classroom.

She didn't come early, and there were quite a few people sitting in the classroom. According to Stan's memory, there were only so many students in this class.

Because of the Jewish relationship, the relationship between the people in the class and Stan is not very good. Although he looks handsome and his academic performance is very good, but except Ricky, everyone else plays with Stan.

Thinking of Ricky, Zuo Si glanced to the side, that seat was empty, Ricky hadn't come yet, Zuo Si felt a little strange, usually Ricky came earlier than Stan, why did he come so late today?

Just as he was thinking, a boy with a chicken nest head ran in from the door, and just sat down on the seat, the class bell rang, Ricky heaved a sigh of relief, and his whole body collapsed on the table like a soft noodle .

Zuo Si blinked his eyes, then turned his head to look at Ricky who was lying there, he looked a bit unwell, and he exuded a sense of depression.

"Ricky, Ricky?"

Zuo Si yelled twice, and Ricky, who was lying there, turned his head and looked at her blankly.

When he saw the big dark circles on Ricky's face, Zuo Si was startled: "Ricky, what's wrong with you? Didn't you sleep well last night?"

Ricky hummed, answering Zuo Si's question. After watching the movie yesterday afternoon, the figure of the werewolf was always in his mind. Thinking of the stern look of the werewolf biting the food, Ricky felt shuddering .

He thought he was brave enough, but he never thought that one day, a werewolf with long hair would become his nightmare.

Last night, he woke up countless times from nightmares. In the dream, that terrifying werewolf appeared in front of him. It opened its mouth full of sharp teeth and rushed towards him.

Ricky was woken up abruptly from the dream, and then he didn't dare to sleep anymore, and kept his eyes open until dawn, he couldn't stand it anymore, and fell asleep again at some point , When he was woken up by his mother, the school bus had already left, and it was his father who brought him here on his bicycle.

In front of Stan, Ricky has always shown that kind of fearless appearance. It is impossible for him to tell Zuo Si about his nightmare.

Pulling himself together, Ricky barely sat up straight. He glanced at Zuo Si and made up a lie.

"When I was doing my homework yesterday, the delay was too long, so I didn't sleep well."

When Ricky was lying, his eyes wandered, and he didn't dare to look at Zuo Si at all. It was completely different from his previous appearance. Even if Zuo Si was stupid, he knew he was lying.

However, since Ricky used lies to cover up what he wanted to hide, even if Zuo Si kept asking, he might not tell the truth. In addition, Zuo Si is not the kind of person who asks the bottom line, so he thought about it for a while After that, she gave up asking questions.

"I see."

She said something, then took out the textbooks from her schoolbag, and was about to start class.

Ricky originally prepared a lot of excuses to persuade Zuo Si, but after Zuo Si simply said "oh", there was no other reaction. Ricky stood there in a daze, staring at With Zuo Si.

How did he never know that Stan was so easy to talk to?

Didn't sleep well last night, Ricky is dizzy now, and his brain turns a little slower than usual, although he thinks Zuo Si's appearance is a bit weird, but he doesn't think deeply, seeing that Zuo Si is not looking at him , Ricky tilted his body and lay down on the table to take a nap again.

When the class bell time came, the teacher quickly walked into the classroom with the lesson plan.

The teacher is very old, has a gray beard, and his eyes are not very good, but he still insists on teaching them at the front line of education.

However, due to his age, his eyes were not very good, and Zuo Si and Ricky were in the last row of the class, so the teacher didn't see Ricky lying there sleeping.

The old man's lectures are not as lively and interesting as the young man's, not to mention that his voice is old, and he speaks extremely slowly. Just one third of the time of a class has passed, and he has successfully put down more than half of the students, one after another. The sound of snoring rang out in the classroom, but the teacher continued to speak in a straightforward manner as if he couldn't hear him at all.

Zuo Si was probably the only one who was different in the class. She sat there upright, putting on a good study posture, and listening to the teacher's lecture.

However, Zuo Si's IQ really couldn't keep up. Although she had Stan's memory as a base, she still couldn't understand the content of the teacher's lecture.

It was time for class to end soon. The teacher packed up the lesson plans and left the classroom slowly. As the door of the classroom opened, the noise from the corridor outside came in. The children who were told to fall asleep by the old teacher They all got up, cheered and ran outside to play.

Zuo Si didn't go, Ricky next to him was still following, and he didn't go there either.

Although she is using the body of a 13-year-old boy, Zuo Si's actual age is also very old. She has experienced so many worlds, and she has no way to be like those children, who are happy because of some trivial things.

The 10 minutes between classes passed quickly, and the class bell rang. Even if they were reluctant, these crazy children had to go back to the class to continue the class.

The whole morning passed quickly, and Ricky slept for four whole classes, and he just woke up when the last class was about to end.

Sleeping on the desk, the consequences can be imagined. Ricky's neck was twisted. He was afraid of pain and didn't dare to move. Although he woke up, he still lay there and dared not move.

The get out of class bell rang soon, the teacher left the classroom, and the students in the class ran towards the outside of the classroom in a swarm.

This school is considered a semi-closed school. After entering the school in the morning, one has to wait until after school in the afternoon before leaving. Therefore, lunch has to be settled in the school cafeteria.

The school cafeteria is not that big, and the supply of food is limited. If you go there late, you may not be able to eat.

Zuo Si put all the books into the desk, looked at Ricky lying there, and asked, "Ricky, what's wrong with you? Aren't you going to have lunch?"

After laying on the ground for a while, Ricky felt the pain in his neck subside a lot, and he took advantage of this strength to sit up straight.

There was a crisp click, and Ricky trembled in pain. If it wasn't for Zuo Si beside him, Ricky would have screamed out in pain.

"Does it hurt?"

Looking at Ricky's distorted face, Zuo Si couldn't help asking.

Ricky was calming down the pain coming from his body, when he heard Zuo Si's words, he became furious and gave her a hard look.

"What do you say?"

After saying this, Ricky got up straight and strode out of the classroom.

Zuo Si, who felt as if she had gotten into trouble, was at a loss. She really didn't know why Ricky was angry.

Ricky walked to the door angrily. He didn't hear the footsteps behind him. He thought Zuo Si was angry. Thinking that his tone just now seemed a bit harsher, Ricky's footsteps stopped and he took a deep breath. Taking a breath, he turned his head and looked over, and found that Zuo Si was still sitting on the seat and did not move. Ricky said angrily: "Aren't you going to eat? Why don't you leave? Do you want me to carry you? "

"Okay, here I come."

Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, then stood up and walked towards Ricky.

"Stan, what would you like to eat today?"

"Chicken leg rice."

After chatting casually for a few words, the previous incident was overturned. Zuo Si didn't take it to heart at all. Ricky was the only one who felt uncomfortable, but after finding a topic and chatting with Zuo Si for a while, He also let go.

This is the way between friends, there may be verbal friction, anger and unhappiness are normal things, true good friends will not affect the relationship because of these small frictions.

When the two of them arrived at the restaurant, the restaurant was already full of people. After a hasty glance, they couldn't find any vacant seats. Just as the two of them were hesitating whether to buy a hamburger, Beverly, who was sitting in the corner, looked to them.

"Stan, Ricky, there is still room here, come here quickly."

Zuo Si followed the voice and looked over. Beverly was sitting at a table with Billy, Ben, and Eddie. It was a table for six people. After four people sat, there were still two seats left. come out.

"Ok."

Zuo Si waved to Beverly, and then went with Ricky to get the plate and food.

Ricky has a sticky mouth, and there are many things that are not in his recipes. When cooking, he walks around the window and chooses what he likes to eat.

Zuo Si is not picky eaters, she quickly chose the food, Ricky was still there to choose, after Zuo Si talked to him, he took the plate and went to Beverly and the others.

When a few friends get together, there is always endless talk. What they are talking about is about the construction of the dam. Zuo Si happened to be involved, so he can catch up with a few words.

"Ricky Tosha, don't you forget what happened in the movie theater yesterday? As I said, I will settle the score with you!"

"Henry Paulson, I'm not afraid of you!"

Hearing these voices, Zuo Si looked back subconsciously. Her eyes passed through the crowd, just in time to see Ricky put the tray full of food in his hand on the man opposite him.

Zuo Si: "..."

How did she never know that Ricky had such a violent side?

Henry Paulson is a well-known bully in the school. He originally had an enmity with Ricky because of what happened yesterday, but he wanted to get back on the spot today, but Ricky made him lose face in front of the whole school. .

"Ricky, you are courting death, see if I don't kill you!!"

Anxious Henry was about to clean up Ricky, but as soon as Ricky turned around, he knocked over the dinner plate in the school manager's hand.

The black suit of the school manager was covered with oil stains, and his face became almost the same color as the suit.

"My God!"

Beverly exclaimed, and leaned against Zuo Si.

Billy and the others are also very worried about Ricky, but he is offending the school manager now, and they have nothing to do.

In the end, Henry and Ricky were each punished, and the school manager ordered Ricky to go there immediately to clean up the restaurant.

Ricky dared not refuse, and walked towards the tool room dejectedly.

This was just a small episode, and it passed quickly. They saw that Ricky was fine, so they were relieved and continued to bury their heads in eating.

Zuo Si glanced at the direction Ricky left, and felt a strange feeling in her heart. She was not sure what those feelings were. After thinking for a while, Zuo Si turned her head and continued to eat.

About five or six minutes later, Ricky suddenly ran in from the outside.

"Oh my god, there is a werewolf, no, it's a clown...it's really scary!!!"

Ricky was terrified, he was a little incoherent, he didn't know what he was talking about, and the people in the restaurant looked sideways at him, feeling that he was pretending to be crazy and talking nonsense.

After yelling a lot, his fear was vented a lot. Similarly, he lost a lot of face. After recovering a little bit of reason, Ricky covered his eyes when he saw the people in the restaurant looking at him. He ran out of the restaurant with a straight face.

After he ran out, Zuo Si chased after him, and finally caught up with Ricky on the lawn of the playground behind.

Ricky sat on the lawn with his head buried in his arms, his body shaking and he looked like he was crying.

Zuo Si slowed down and walked towards Ricky slowly.

"Ricky, what's wrong with you? What happened?"

Zuo Si sat down beside Ricky, turned his head and asked Ricky who was sitting next to him.

Ricky's body trembled more violently, he didn't speak, Zuo Si only heard the faint sobs coming from him.

Ricky didn't answer Zuo Si's question, Zuo thought for a while, and didn't continue to ask, she just sat beside Ricky, quietly accompanied him, waiting for him to sort out his emotions, and then answered her question .

It is already early summer, the noon sun shines from the sky, shining on the two of them, they are sitting on the lawn, there is not even a little shelter around them, after being under the direct sun for a while, Zuo Si feels his body The face is a little hot.

The sobbing sound had disappeared, and Ricky seemed to be in a much better state, Zuo Si rubbed his cheeks that had been scorched by the sun, and yelled.

"Ricky."

This time, Ricky paid attention to her anyway, he wiped his eyes vigorously, and then raised his head to look at Zuo Si.

His eyes were red, like a bunny, just now he wiped them indiscriminately, and Ricky didn't wipe off the tears on his face, seeing his pitiful appearance, Zuo Si softened his voice: "Ricky, What’s wrong with you?"

Ricky lowered his head and looked at the grass under him. His voice was weak and weak: "It's nothing. Even if I tell you, you won't believe it. Don't ask, I won't say it."

Zuo Si felt that Ricky's logical thinking was very strange: "You didn't say it, how do you know I won't believe it?"

Seeing that Ricky was silent, Zuo Si continued, "As long as you tell me, I will believe it."

Hearing Zuo Si's words, Ricky turned his head abruptly and stared at Zuo Si firmly, a gleam of hope lit up in his dull eyes: "You really believe me?"

Zuo Si nodded: "If I didn't believe you, I wouldn't have chased you."

This time, Ricky was silent for a long time, and Zuo Si waited patiently without urging him.

He has already decided to speak out, she doesn't need to urge him, he will tell.

After about five or six minutes, Ricky finally did enough mental construction and talked about what he had just encountered.

"Just now in the tool room..."

The school manager asked Ricky to go to the tool room to clean the dining room, and Ricky went there obediently. When he got to the tool room, he found that the administrator in the tool room was not there, and Ricky was going to find someone to clean the tools by himself. Suddenly, a pair of hands covered with black hair stretched out from behind his back.

"Stan, I saw a werewolf, I swear, I really saw a werewolf, and he wanted to eat me..."

Thinking of that terrible scene, Ricky's body trembled again and again. Seeing him like this, Zuo Si sat down beside him, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him.

"Ricky, it's okay, I'm here, I'll protect you."

Zuo Si's embrace was very warm, being embraced by her, those nightmares that haunted him seemed to be kept out of her arms.

"Thank you, Stan, thank you..."