Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

After going through such a horrible thing just now, Ricky's nerves are already tense to the extreme.

Not everyone has the courage to face their greatest fears.

13-year-old Ricky is still a half-grown child, even if he is usually bold, he can't bear it now.

Zuo Si's warm embrace made his fear find an outlet, and he lay in Zuo Si's arms, sobbing and crying.

Zuo Si is not good at comforting people, let alone how to comfort a frightened child. All she can do is provide him with a hug to cry on.

After all, Ricky was a boy. After crying for a while, the fear in his heart was vented a lot. He stopped crying, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and then got out of Zuo Si's arms.

"Stan, I'm not, I actually got sand in my eye."

He was still crying in Zuo Si's arms just now, but turned his face and said that it was sand in his eyes. Ricky used such an obvious lie to fool Zuo Si, trying to maintain his little self-esteem.

Even in front of his best friend, he couldn't let go of his heart and showed his most vulnerable side. It's not that Ricky doesn't know that his lies are clumsy, but under such circumstances, he can only think of such ways to maintain their poor self-esteem.

Zuo Si didn't expose him, and she didn't bother about this issue, but continued to ask about Ricky's affairs in the tool room.

"And then? What happened next?"

Zuo Si's thoughtfulness made Ricky feel a strange feeling in his heart, but before that feeling fermented, it was washed away by her words later.

Later, what happened later?

Ricky's body trembled, but not as much as before. He calmed down and began to recall what he had just seen.

When in the tool room, the first thing Ricky saw was a werewolf with black hair. He was frightened and ran outside like crazy, but the door of the tool room seemed to be locked The panicked Ricky became more and more panicked, and couldn't open the door at all.

He heard the werewolf calling his name in a strange voice, and he felt a steady stream of fear surging up from the bottom of his heart, and soon swallowed him whole.

Ricky closed his eyes and yelled desperately. He didn't know how long he had been shouting. The voice that had been calling his name disappeared. Ricky opened his eyes and saw a man in a strange clothes The clown came out of the darkness.

Fear to the extreme, it seems that there is no fear anymore.

He was obviously terrified to the extreme, he should forget the existence that made him feel scared, but the more he wanted to forget, the more clearly he remembered.

He remembered the clown's red nose, his plump body, and his face, which seemed to have been painted with layers of white paint.

He is obviously a clown who brings laughter to people. Those clowns he met in the playground, with their weird and ugly looks and weird performances, would make him laugh out loud.

But the clown who appeared in this dark and small space only made him feel scared.

The clown came out of the darkness, holding a handful of colorful balloons in his hand, such bright colors made people feel even more eerie and weird, he walked towards him step by step, showing a look like With a jagged mouth, he called his name and asked him in a seductive tone.

"Ricky, do you want to float, there are many friends of yours here, come with me, I will make you feel happy..."

Ricky was frightened crazy, and he didn't know where the strength came from. He forcibly tore open the locked door, and he ran out rolling and crawling. The clown's voice was like a tarsal maggot. In his ears, behind him, in all directions.

"You can't escape Ricky, you'll be mine, you'll be with me, you'll float with me..."

After finishing the horrible experience intermittently, Ricky wiped his face and murmured, "Am I crazy? How could I see such a terrible thing..."

Ricky turned his head and looked at Zuo Si who was quietly beside her: "Stan, do you think I'm crazy? I even thought I was crazy, but I really saw such a terrible thing, my God , how could I see those? Why only I can see?!"

As he said that, Ricky became emotional again, seeing that he seemed to start crying again, Zuo Si was silent for a while, and said: "You are not crazy, I have also met that clown who told people to float with it. "

"Have you met before?!"

Ricky was stunned, his eyes widened, and he looked at Zuo Si in disbelief: "Are you crazy like me?"

"I'm not crazy."

Zuo Si said so, and then told Rich all the things that happened to him.

Before Zuo Si told what happened to her, Ricky felt that he was the most unlucky person in the world, but after knowing that Zuo Si had been harassed countless times by that clown in the past two days, Ricky actually felt that what happened to him It was nothing at all, and if he had encountered what Zuo Si had encountered, he would have been frightened mad.

With Zuo Si as a comparison, the original sense of fear was reduced to three points. He rubbed his eyes and looked at Zuo Si sympathetically.

"Stan, you're suffering."

Zuo Si was a little strange. She looked at Stan and didn't quite understand the meaning of his words: "Are you suffering? I am not suffering."

Ricky: "...Didn't you feel anything after going through such a horrible thing?"

"No."

"Not afraid?"

"will not."

"Not afraid?"

"will not."

"..."

Zuo Si wasn't lying, that thing seemed to have no other ability except to seduce and become something frightening.

Compared with those things Zuo Si encountered before, the ability of this thing is obviously not enough.

Ricky stared blankly at Zuo Si, feeling that she refreshed his cognition again and again.

Obviously a good friend who grew up together, but at this moment, Ricky felt as if he didn't know this friend at all.

None of them spoke, just sat quietly on the lawn, looking at the tall chimney outside the school courtyard wall.

Since the factory was closed, the chimney that has been emitting smoke all the year round has stopped emitting smoke. At the beginning, people were a little uncomfortable with it, but they got used to it slowly as time went on.

Humans are truly adaptable animals.

The two of them just sat on the lawn all the time, sitting there quietly, even their movements were exactly the same as before, without changing.

After sitting for about 10 minutes, Ricky couldn't hold it any longer. With a loud cry, he lay back and fell on the soft lawn.

"It's so comfortable." Ricky murmured, "I wish time would stay in this summer forever."

Zuo Si looked sideways at Ricky who was lying there in a large font, and said, "Time won't stop."

"So hope, hope that is never possible, don't you think it has a sad beauty?"

Zuo Si: "...I don't think so."

Ricky pursed his lips, feeling that there was no common topic between him and Zuo Si. Although she was very courageous, it was obvious that she was just stupid and bold.

Ricky was silent for a while, then said, "Thank you for believing in me, Stan."

"you are welcome."

"Ah."

The two stayed in the back playground for a long time. They didn't rush back to the classroom until the recess time passed and the class bell rang.

The afternoon class was boring, and Ricky only listened carefully to half of the class, and then lay down there not wanting to move.

Ricky originally wanted to sleep, but inadvertently saw Zuo Si sitting on the other side.

She sat there upright, listening to the class seriously, and jotted down something in her notebook from time to time.

Ricky: "..." Is the Stan he knows so hardworking?

My good friend worked so hard to attend the class, it seemed unreasonable for him to sleep here, Ricky got up silently, and tried his best to attend the class.

The school has a rule that it is absolutely not allowed to stay in the school after six o'clock in the afternoon, so they only have three classes in the afternoon, and after the class is over, they can go home.

The distance from the school to the town is neither close nor far. Playful children seldom take the school bus back home. They usually go home together, playing and making noise on the road.

Ricky was going to sit there listening to the class, but when he heard the school bell ringing and remembered, he immediately came alive, stuffed all the books and stationery into the schoolbag, he carried the schoolbag on his back, and looked at the side that was still slowly Zuo Si, who was packing up his things, couldn't help urging: "Stan, hurry up, why are you so dawdling today."

"I see."

Zuo Si agreed and speeded up. Even so, when she finished packing, the students in the class were almost gone. Zuo Si stood up with her schoolbag on her back. She looked at Ricky standing in front of her, and ignored The look of resentment on his face.

"Let's go." Zuo Si said.

Ricky was a little speechless, he looked at Zuo Si, did not speak, and walked out of the classroom first.

After leaving the classroom, just in time to see Billy and the others coming out of the next classroom, Beverly saw Zuo Si behind Ricky at a glance, with a big smile on her face, she quickly ran towards Zuo Si.

"Stan!"

Ben was right behind Beverly. He originally wanted to talk to Beverly, but when he saw Beverly running towards Zuo Si without looking back, Ben's expression was gloomy. He lowered his head, not wanting to look at her. See the scene of Beverly and Zuo Si standing together.

Beverly is very enthusiastic towards Zuo Si, Zuo Si can feel her kindness towards him, and Zuo Si also feels very comfortable when getting along with her, so she feels pretty good about Beverly.

"Beverly."

Zuo Si nodded towards Beverly, with a faint smile on his face.

The six little friends got together again. The dam in the grove was only half built. The children were thinking in their hearts. Normally, they would walk back, but today they wanted to go back by the school bus.

The other five people agreed, Zuo Si followed the crowd and had no other opinions. Now that a decision was made, everyone walked towards the school parking lot together.

Billy Eddie walked in the front, and Ben and Ricky walked in the middle. They didn't know when their relationship became so close. The two of them got together and kept talking non-stop.

Beverly and Zuo Si were at the back of the line.

Under normal circumstances, when a man and a woman get together, it is usually a man who is looking for a topic, but Zuo Si is a woman wearing a man's skin. Although she has a good feeling for Beverly, she doesn't know what to say to her.

The four people in front have been chattering non-stop. It is really awkward for the two of them to be so quiet. Of course, a person like Zuo Si will not find it awkward, but Beverly will feel that she feels that the two of them are so constantly As the silence continued, the atmosphere would become more and more awkward. She didn't want to go to the person in front of her and intervene in their chatting topic. She thought about it for a long time, and finally found a suitable topic.

"Stan, what happened to Ricky at noon?"

Ricky yelled like he was crazy at noon, and Beverly saw it too. At the beginning, she didn't feel anything, but later, when she thought of what she had encountered, she burst into tears from the bottom of her heart. A trace of uneasiness came out.

Could it be that Ricky also experienced something terrible?

The relationship between her and Ricky was not familiar enough to ask about such things, so Beverly wanted to know something from Zuo Si in a roundabout way.

Zuo Si froze for a moment, remembering what Ricky said to her last at noon.

"Stan, what I just told you is a secret between the two of us. Only the two of us can know it. We dare not say anything to others. You must never tell anyone else."

"Beverly, I can't tell."

Ricky repeatedly confessed that it was a secret between them, and no one could say it. Zuo Si had already promised Ricky, so naturally he couldn't go back on his word and tell others their secret.

"That's it." Beverly's smile was a bit forced. She suddenly felt that she didn't understand Stan at all. She was attracted by him and wanted to get close to him and touch what was in his heart, but he didn't like Stan. She seemed to be indifferent all the time, no different from Billy, Eddie, and Ben. Beverly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, just a little uncomfortable.

"Can't you tell me?"

"Ah."

"Did Stan encounter anything interesting today?" Beverly asked again.

After thinking about it for a while, Zuo replied, "Is the class interesting?"

Beverly: "...Are you kidding me?"

Is class fun?Beverly felt that there seemed to be a huge gap between herself and Zuo Si that could fill countless people, and she was obviously only one year older than her...

The six of them arrived at the school bus very quickly. Beverly got on the school bus first and sat with Ben. She felt that if she continued to have an awkward chat with Zuo Si, all her good feelings for Zuo Si would be wiped out.

Distance produces beauty, even if it is a small distance.

The seat next to Ben was taken by Beverly, Ricky, who was supposed to sit next to Ben, turned around and sat down beside Zuo Si.

"Stan, did you offend Beverly?"

Ricky glanced at Beverly, who was chatting and laughing with Ben, and asked in a low voice.

Zuo Si looked sideways at Ricky, shook her head: "No." She thought for a while, and added: "We had a good chat."

"(ˉ▽￣～) Cut~~, if we had a good chat, why wouldn't Beverly sit with you?"

Ricky obviously didn't believe Zuo Si's words. He cut it off, and looked at the two people who had a good conversation in front of him. He felt that Zuo Si must have offended Beverly with his words. He asked Zuo Si to explain what happened. , has been asking non-stop.

Zuo Si looked indifferently at Ricky who was talking non-stop in front of her, and finally threw him four words.

"Don't tell you."

Ricky: "..."

The school bus drove very fast, and arrived at the town in a short time. Everyone got off the bus at the school bus stop, and made an appointment to meet up in the small woods outside the town in half an hour.

Zuo Si went home with his schoolbag on his back. Before Alice came back from school, Zuo Si went straight back to his room.

The agreed time was half an hour later, and there was still time, Zuo Si took out the books from his schoolbag and prepared to start his homework.

There were not many homework assigned by the teacher, and Zuo Si finished it in less than 10 minutes.

Her speed is very fast, and her handwriting is very neat. As for whether it is correct, she cannot guarantee it.

Put the finished homework into the schoolbag, Zuo Si glanced at the time, there were still 15 minutes before the agreed time, she thought about it, got up and prepared to go there.

knock knock knock...

The knocking sound came from the glass window, Zuo Si turned his head, and saw Ricky lying on the window, he knocked on the window with one hand, attracting Zuo Si's attention, seeing Zuo Si looked over, A big smile immediately appeared on Ricky's face.

"Stan, come here, I'm waiting for you here~"

The person lying on the window looked like Ricky, and Ricky's voice spoke words that Ricky would never say. Zuo Si frowned and looked at Ricky lying there, not intending to go over.

"Stan, why don't you come over

? ”

He repeated this sentence over and over again, and Zuo Si saw countless disheveled balloons floating up from under the window, and those balloons lifted Ricky up.

Ricky sat on top of the balloon, and the colorful balloons began to spin slowly, and after a few seconds, the other side of the balloon turned to her.

On the other side of the balloon were immature faces, their eyes closed, and their mouths opening and closing, calling Zuo Si's name.

"Stan, do you want to float? Float with us?"

Zuo Si frowned, and said, "I don't want to."

After she finished speaking, she glanced at the alarm clock on the table again. It has been 5 minutes now, and there are only 10 minutes left before the agreed time.

If she didn't leave, she would be late. Zuo Si turned and left the room, and walked all the way to the living room on the first floor along the creaking stairs.

When she opened the door and was about to go out, Zuo Si suddenly felt something, she retracted her steps, and closed the door smoothly.

The sound of clattering came in from outside the door, and the sound lasted for a long time before it stopped. Then, the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground sounded outside the door, and the painful groan/groan penetrated through the thin door panel and entered Zuo Si's voice. in the ear.

Zuo Si opened the door without changing his face.

The originally clean yard has been stained red with blood. The blood has flooded the yard from unknown sources. The strange thing is that the blood is only in the yard of Stan's house, but the streets outside are not stained. In the slightest, some passers-by looked into the yard, and quickly looked away, as if they hadn't seen the bloody water in the yard at all.

Ricky's fragmented body was soaked in the blood, and his head moved to Zuo Si's face along with the water waves. He lay in the blood, shouting Zuo Si's name with his mouth opening and closing.

"Stan, help me!"

"Stan, I'm in pain!"

"Stan, can you come with me~~"

His voice was very sharp, piercing into Zuo Si's brain like a steel drill.

Zuo Si had a headache from his noise, she lifted her foot and stepped out without hesitation.

"Stan—"

After a crisp click, Zuo Si's foot stepped heavily on the head. She used so much force that the head shattered into fine powder directly under her feet, and as the head was crushed, the pavement was covered. The blood in the yard also disappeared, Zuo Si lowered his head and took a look.

There was nothing under her feet, nothing.

Really boring.

Zuo Si curled his lips and continued walking forward.

Being delayed by that thing for so long, it was already late for Zuo Si to go out. She didn't want to be late, so she had to speed up her pace and ran towards the grove.

She ran a little faster, and Beverly, who had just left the house, saw Zuo Si, and chased after her, but after only two steps of chasing, Zuo Si disappeared because of running.

Beverly: "..."

When Zuo Si ran to the dam in the grove, he found that only Billy and Eddie arrived on time, and the other three did not come.

Zuo Si stopped, took a few breaths, and after calming down, he walked towards Billy and Eddie.

"Sorry, I am late."

Zuo Si honestly apologized. Seeing her like this, Billy was taken aback. He waved his hands again and again: "Stan, you don't need to say sorry. What is there to be sorry for? We came early."

Eddie pushed his glasses, looked at the sweat on Zuo Si's forehead, silently took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it over.

"Here, wipe off your sweat."

Zuo Si thanked him, took the handkerchief over, and silently wiped the sweat from his forehead, and then Billy noticed Zuo Si's sweat and rosy face.

"Stan, you didn't come running here, did you?"

Zuo Si nodded: "Well, I ran here because I was afraid of being late."

Billy was a little speechless, but also very moved: "Thank you, Stan."

Zuo Si, who didn't know why Billy thanked him at all, let out a oh, and subconsciously said that you're welcome.

Before the other three came, the three of them got busy first, and after a while, Beverly and the others also arrived. The six of them performed their duties and were busy with their own affairs.

It's boring to do things like this dryly, and I don't know who started it, so everyone chatted about gossip.

The small town of Derry is only this big. They talked about their parents' gossip and gossip about the students in the school. At the end of the day, they started talking about the future and dreams.

Children's visions of the future are changing all the time. The dream they talked about two days ago has changed again today.

Zuo Si watched them play and fight, and when they talked about the future, their faces seemed to glow with light, and her heart softened involuntarily.

We were busy until it was dark, and the six people came out of the small woods. Everyone's excitement did not weaken at all, and they were still talking about the future and dreams with great interest.

Zuo Si listened quietly all the time, without expressing any opinions.

After entering the town, everyone went home separately. The homes of Zuo Si and Ricky were not far from each other. They walked side by side on the road towards home.

It was dark, and the street lights on both sides of the street were turned on.

Ricky was a little surprised to see the street lights that were much brighter than before.

"Oh? Have the streetlights been changed?"

Zuo Si looked up and nodded.

"Well, it's changed."

Ricky smacked his mouth, feeling a little strange: "Stan, do you remember when the street lights were replaced last time?"

Zuo Si rummaged through Stan's memory, but couldn't find any relevant memory, so he shook his head: "I don't know, I forgot."

Ricky hummed: "I don't remember either, but it should be quite a long time in my memory. I really don't know why the streetlights suddenly have to be changed."

Zuo Si gave Ricky a strange look, and asked, "Isn't it good to change the street lamp?"

"Of course, but it always feels weird. Forget it, don't think about it, Stan, have you finished your homework yet?"

"It's finished."

"Wow, so fast? I will work hard when I go back soon."

"Ah."

While talking, the two had already walked to the front of the house, Zuo Si waved at Rich and walked towards the house.

The lights in the house had already been turned on, it seemed that Alice had come back, Zuo Si walked across the yard and walked to the door of the house.

When he opened the door and walked in, Alice just came out of the house carrying garbage, Zuo Si stopped changing his shoes, and reached out to take the garbage from Alice's hand.

"I'll go pour it."

Zuo Si said, Alice glanced at the trash can not far away, and nodded.

"Then be careful."

Zuo Si hummed, turned around and left with the garbage bag in hand, Alice didn't enter the door, she stood there quietly all the time, looking at Zuo Si's figure.

Zuo Si noticed Alice's gaze, but she didn't pay attention to it. When throwing the trash into the trash can, Zuo Si noticed another gaze falling on her.

Unlike Alice's warm gaze, the other gaze was so aggressive that people couldn't ignore it.

She raised her head and looked around, and there was a tall figure standing at the corner of the street not far away. He was standing in the backlight, Zuo Si could only see a vague silhouette, but could not see his face .

Zuo Si frowned, feeling that the figure looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it before.

After taking a look, Zuo Si withdrew his gaze and stopped staring.

If you can't remember it, it should be an unimportant person, Zuo Si thought so, turned and walked towards the house.

Alice stood at the door, and the light from the room cast a faint halo on her body.

This kind of scene is very warm, which Zuo Si has never experienced before. For her, home is a familiar yet unfamiliar word.

It is really a very happy thing to have a home and someone waiting for you.

"I am back."

she says.

Alice laughed, she stretched out her hand, and stroked Zuo Si's soft hair.

"I've already prepared dinner, come and eat quickly."

"Ah."

The dinner was very sumptuous, and the portion was also very large. Zuo Si quickly finished all the food in front of him, and his stomach was filled with food, which made people feel a sense of satisfaction from the bottom of his heart.

Zuo Si sighed comfortably, and sat lazily on the chair.

Alice's speed was much slower than Zuo Si's. Zuo Si had already eaten, and there was still a lot of food left in front of her.

"Are you full?"

Alice asked, Zuo Si nodded and hummed.

"I'm stuffed."

Alice laughed and asked casually, "How was your day at school?"

Zuo Si rubbed his stomach, thought for a while, and replied, "It's okay."

She said that after a while, she added: "I learned a lot of new knowledge today, which is very interesting."

The smile on Alice's face grew stronger: "Really? Our Stan is working so hard."

Zuo Si didn't know how to answer this sentence, she thought about it, and then smiled.

When you don't know how to answer, a smile is the best answer.

After chatting with Zuo Si for a few words, Alice sent her back to her room to sleep.

"Stan, go back to bed, it's getting late."

"Well, then you should go to bed earlier."

Alice nodded, and waved to Zuo Si, signaling her to go back quickly.

Zuo Si didn't say much. She and Alice actually had nothing to talk about. If the two of them stayed together and continued to chat, it would only become more and more embarrassing.

Stepping on the creaking stairs and returning to the room, Zuo Si turned on the light in the room, the soft light dispelled the darkness, and she saw her silhouette on the opposite glass window.

And the tall shadow next to his figure.

She was wearing a black leather jacket, and her figure was perfectly outlined. She stood behind Zuo Si, and her green eyes stared at her without blinking.

"Stan, I finally found you."

Her appearance evoked Zuo Si's long-lasting memories, those memories that she thought she had forgotten, but were hidden deep in her heart.

"Alice..."

Zuo Si murmured and turned around slowly.

The person behind stood there quietly, she looked down at Zuo Si, her green eyes were full of deep friendship.

"Sorry to keep you waiting, I'm here to find you, Stan."

Familiar faces, familiar voices, but not that familiar taste, things that are not engraved deep in the soul will not be forgotten.

The first person she met, the first person who was kind to her, the first person who was willing to give up his life for her.

Alice, she finally saw her again.

Even though she knew that all of this was actually false, Zuo Si was greedy for the falsehood of this moment. She looked at her with water in her eyes.

The corners of Alice's mouth curled up, and she stretched out her hand towards Zuo Si: "Baby, come to me."

Zuo Si closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the water in her eyes had disappeared, leaving only a look of indifference.

"You are not her."

she says.

Has the same appearance, the same voice, but she is not her.

Alice's soul is unique, and the disguise of this thing is undoubtedly a kind of blasphemy to her Alice.

Zuo Si had never been angry, but this inexplicable thing's repeated provocations made Zuo Si feel angry.

The majestic black resentment came out through her body, and those resentments surged around her, Zuo Si's originally beautiful blue eyes also instantly turned into a strange black, she looked at Alice who was close at hand, her face On a piece of cold color.

"go to hell."

she says.

Before she finished speaking, the black resentment surrounding her surged out, and rushed towards the thing disguised as Alice on the opposite side.

"what!!!!"

Sharp screams rang out continuously, and under the erosion of the black mist, its outer skin was peeled off, revealing its true appearance.

The author has something to say: I am too busy today, so I only have time to write this article. "Dimensional Codeword Group" is not updated,

Well, the story of the clown will probably be finished tomorrow. I haven’t thought about the next story yet. Do you have any good suggestions~~~~~~