Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

"Thank you, Ricky."

Zuo Si laughed, her beautiful eyes were bent into a crescent shape, Ricky felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, he coughed, and said in a rough voice: "We are all friends , What else do you say thank you between you and me? Well, well, let's go. "

After saying this, before Zuo Si could answer, Ricky walked out of the town first.

He's blushing a little bit, Ricky doesn't know what's wrong with him, he's been friends with Stan for so many years, he's never thought of Stan so, so...

After thinking for a long time, he didn't think of a suitable word. He turned his head inadvertently, and when he saw Zuo Si following behind him, two words popped up in Ricky's mind - cute.

As soon as this idea came to mind, Ricky was taken aback by himself.

Could it be that he is crazy?cute?He actually thinks Stan is cute, what's so cute about that bastard Stan?

Ricky was obviously frightened by his new impression of his friend, and his pace quickened a lot, as if he wanted to get rid of the person behind him.

How could he have saved his breakfast for Stan if he hadn't been crazy?

Seeing that Ricky's footsteps were getting faster and faster, until he was almost trotting forward at the end, he looked like something was chasing him behind him.

What happened to him?Zuo Si frowned, seeing that Ricky's figure was about to disappear from her sight, she had no intention of chasing him.

I have to go to work soon, if I run over, I will digest all the food in her stomach prematurely, if that happens, she will be hungry in a short time.

Ricky's figure quickly disappeared from Zuo Si's sight. She raised her head, looked at the blue sky above her head, and continued to walk slowly towards the outside of the town.

"Stan!"

Zuo Si was walking slowly, when a sweet voice came from the side, she subconsciously turned her head to look over, and saw Beverly, who was wearing a plaid striped shirt and brown trousers, running towards her.

Zuo Si stopped in his tracks, waiting for Beverly to come over.

Beverly's speed was very fast, and she crossed the long street in a short time, and ran in front of Zuo Si, probably because she ran too fast, Beverly was a little out of breath, she put her hands on her knees, half-bent I bent my waist, and after a long time, I finally regained my strength.

"Beverly, are you okay?"

Seeing Beverly like this, Zuo Si was a little worried. She stepped forward and helped Beverly stand up.

Beverly's face was pale, and there were traces of blue under her eyes, as if she didn't sleep well last night.

Zuo Si was stunned for a while, and asked, "Beverly, what's wrong with you? What happened? Did you not sleep well last night?"

With the help of Zuo Si's hand, Beverly stabilized her body.

In adolescence, girls develop earlier than boys. Beverly's figure is slender and slender, and her height is considered tall among girls. Standing with Zuo Si, she is even taller than Zuo Si.

She originally wanted to say something to Zuo Si, but when the words came to her lips, she suddenly didn't know what to say. She couldn't tell whether what happened last night was reality or a dream. Beverly was very scared. If Zuo Si didn't believe her, what should she do?

Zuo Si looked at Beverly, waiting for her next words, but in the end, Beverly still didn't say anything, she abruptly changed the topic, pointed to the road outside the town and said, "It's getting late, Let's hurry up and don't keep the others waiting."

She didn't say anything after all, Zuo Si could feel that Beverly was hiding something, but she didn't want to say it, and she had no way of knowing what Beverly was thinking.

"Well, let's go."

Zuo Si said so, and the two walked out of the town side by side.

Beverly has always been a little restless, and she almost tripped and fell over the stones on the road several times. If Zuo Si hadn't helped her in time, she didn't know how many times she had fallen.

"Beverly, are you okay?"

Zuo Si asked again, but Beverly just shook her head, indicating that she was fine.

The two walked all the way outside the town. When passing through the grove, Zuo Si and Beverly saw Ben sitting paralyzed by the pool. He looked a little embarrassed, as if he was scared out of his wits by something. .

Zuo Si and Beverly hurried over.

"class!"

Beverly's voice called Ben, who seemed to have lost his soul, back from that strange state, he turned his head suddenly, his chubby face was covered with sweat.

Seeing that it was Beverly, Ben's distracted eyes slowly regained focus.

"Beverly, it's you."

Beverly looked worriedly at Ben, whose face was pale and his lips were blue. She stretched out her hand to touch Ben's forehead, and there were cold sweat stains on her palm, "Ban, are you alright?"

Ben obviously had some thoughts on Beverly. Even if he experienced something terrible in front of his beloved girl, even if Ben gritted his teeth and held on, he couldn't be cowardly in front of Beverly.

"Beverly, I'm fine. I just ran in a hurry and fell down accidentally."

Obviously, Beverly was the only one in Ben's eyes, and he didn't notice Zuo Si who was not far behind Beverly at all.

Looking at Ban's appearance, Zuo Si knew that he was lying. He must have experienced something, but what he experienced must not be as simple as the fall he just said.

But now Zuo Si, who knows a little bit about the ways of the world, knows that if a person's lie is to conceal what she doesn't want others to know, and it doesn't hurt others, what she should do is keep silent instead of exposing that person's lie .

So when he knew that Ban was lying, Zuo Si didn't go straight to expose Ban's lies.

"Are you really okay?" Beverly asked again, and Ben still shook his head. He struggled to stand up from the ground, but the fall was too hard, and his two legs still looked like two Like limp spaghetti, it doesn't stand up at all.

Zuo Si saw Ben's predicament, and Beverly obviously saw it too. She didn't say anything, and walked over to help Beverly lift Ben up from the ground.

Ben's weight was a bit over the standard, and they both had a lot of effort to help him up, but he got up in the end, but left Zuo Si and Beverly very tired.

Zuo Si knew that what Ban cared most about was his weight, probably because he was fat, and he was extremely sensitive to these things. As a friend, he naturally couldn't step on his friend's painful feet.

The two silently supported Ben, and when he regained his strength, the three of them walked towards the dam together.

Just two steps away, Zuo Si felt someone behind her watching her, the presence of that gaze was too strong, Su Wan felt that two holes would be burned out of her back by that gaze.

Under normal circumstances, a normal person will definitely look back when encountering such a thing, but it is a pity that the person being looked at is the abnormal Zuo Si who does not play cards according to common sense. Su Ri'an feels the existence of that gaze , but from the beginning to the end, Zuo Si never looked back.

They soon reached the half-finished dam, where Ricky, Billy, and Eddie were waiting for them.

Seeing Zuo Si and the others coming, Billy complained: "Oh my God, the appointment time has passed, why are you here now?"

"Something happened on the way."

"Okay, okay, don't worry about anything else, just keep working. According to our progress, it is estimated that the project will be completed next week."

"Next week? No, no, no, Billy, I think your estimated time is a bit long. It will be finished in five days at most."

In order to calm down and forget the terrible scene he had just encountered, the class took a step forward, looked at the half-finished dam, and said.

Billy was not angry either. He clapped his hands and said with a smile, "Really? It's two days earlier than I expected. It's really great!"

Everyone just chatted casually for a while, and then they started to get busy.

Children work seriously and seriously, but their mouths are not idle for a while. Friends, you also talk about interesting things in school, or interesting things you have experienced.

Zuo Si only existed as a bystander, and she never spoke from the beginning to the end.

"It was such a beautiful summer, I really want to stay in this summer and never grow up."

"Don't grow up? No, no, no, I don't want to be like this. I want to grow up quickly, leave this place in Derry, and go to a big city."

"I want to be a good actor, so that everyone in front of the TV can see me."

The person who was speaking was Ricky. Hearing what he said, Eddie laughed shamelessly: "You still want to be on TV? Why are you on TV? Telling your stories that aren't funny at all?" ?”

"Eddie!"

Billy couldn't help calling Eddie loudly. Eddie looked at Billy, opened his mouth, and closed it angrily.

Fortunately, Ricky is not that kind of stingy person. He glanced at Eddie and laughed: "Eddie, just wait, I will definitely be on TV."

Eddie stuck his tongue out at Ricky, but said nothing.

Everyone was talking, somehow, they turned to their own ideals, and everyone talked about what they wanted to do in the future.

Everyone's dreams are actually different. The only thing they have in common is that they are unwilling to stay in this small town. They want to see what the world outside the small town looks like.

People with dreams are the cutest. Hearing their immature wishes, the corners of Zuo Si's mouth curled up slightly.

It's good to have dreams.

Girls have a delicate mind, and the first person who discovered that Zuo Si didn't speak when everyone was talking about dreams and the future was Beverly.

"Stan, what is your dream? What is your future?"

Beverly's words drew everyone's attention to Zuo Si. Everyone looked at Zuo Si and began to ask questions.

"Stan, you're so mean, talk, talk, what's your dream?"

"That's right, Stan, everyone has said it, why don't you say it?"

"Say it Stan!"

Those little friends were all booing, clamoring for Zuo Si to tell her dream.

Zuo Si frowned and thought for a while, and then said: "My dream is to grow up in peace and health, and then live my whole life in a normal way."

The dreams of teenagers are all kinds of strange things, and the only thing they have in common is their fantasies and expectations for a better future. What Zuo Si said is not what dreams should be like.

"Stan, is this your dream?"

Zuo Si nodded and hummed. Only those who have experienced pain and suffering will know how luxurious it is to be able to grow up healthy and live an ordinary life.

Although Zuo Si's dream is different and does not meet the public's definition of dreams, but the kind-hearted friends did not express any discrimination or contempt for the dream she said.

This is really the cute side of these children. When you get along with them, you don't need to fight against each other, don't worry about their schemes and calculations. You only need to give your heart, and you can also gain a piece of sincerity.

The whole morning passed amid such chatter and commotion. Everyone tidied up their things and put them aside, then left the grove and headed towards the town.

"We made an appointment to go to the cinema to watch a movie in the afternoon, don't forget."

What Ricky was thinking about was the movie that was shown in the afternoon. After making an appointment with his friends at the entrance of the movie theater, he repeatedly told them not to be late, and Ricky shut up resentfully until he got tired of talking to his friends. .

"Okay, everyone will go home to eat now, and we will meet at the entrance of the cinema at two o'clock in the afternoon."

"Ok!"

Everyone raised their hands to express their agreement. After the agreement was made, it was almost time for lunch. Zuo Si and Ricky walked towards the house side by side.

Ricky seemed a little restless, walking with his head sullen all the way, and didn't say a word for the rest.

He was obviously a person who talked so much, but he suddenly stopped talking, Zuo Si was still a little uncomfortable.

When approaching Ricky's house, Ricky finally recovered from that strange state. He turned his head to look at Zuo Si, and said, "Would you like to come to my house for lunch?"

Zuo Si shook his head and rejected his kindness: "No need, Ricky, my mother has already prepared lunch for me."

Seeing that Zuo Si resolutely rejected him, Ricky was in a bad mood. He glared at Zuo Si, said goodbye sullenly, then turned around and ran towards his home without looking back.

Zuo Si looked at Ricky's back, raised his hand and touched his face, what happened to that guy?

After thinking for a while, she really couldn't come up with any clues, and Zuo Si didn't bother to speculate on what was going on in a young man's mind, so she shook her head and walked towards Stan's house.

From a distance, Zuo Si saw Alice standing at the door of the house in a big red dress, with her hands on her belly, and a flawless smile on her face.

"Stan, you're back."

Alice's voice was very gentle, so gentle that it was unreal. Zuo Si glanced at Alice suspiciously. When he saw the red balloon tied to her arm, Zuo Si was speechless.

This guy is really persistent.

A faint fishy smell came towards her face, penetrated into Zuo Si's nasal cavity, she felt a little dizzy, looked at the double images of the people in front of her, and shook her head, the dizzy feeling just now disappeared , Zuo Si let out a breath, and walked past that Alice with a blank expression on his face.

"Stan, what are you doing? I'm your mother..."

"you are not."

After leaving these words, Zuo Si had already reached the gate, she raised her hand and rang the doorbell.

After the doorbell rang for a while, the front door opened, and Alice in a blue striped dress came out of the house.

"Stan, you're back, come in quickly."

She didn't seem to see the 'Alice' who looked exactly like her walking behind Zuo Si, she stretched out her hand, took Zuo Si's hand, and led her into the house.

The door slammed shut in front of the thing outside, through the door panel, Zuo Si heard the thing outside yelling wildly.

"Stan, don't you want to float? Your friends are all there, and your dad is there. Come with me, and you'll be floating with them forever."

It has completely given up on imitating Alice's voice. There is still a trace of tenderness in that voice, but it has become sharp and sharp, as if someone is holding a piece of iron and scraping across the human eardrum.

Zuo Si got a headache from the voices, but Alice couldn't hear these voices at all, and she was still chatting with Zuo Si.

It seemed that only Zuo Si could see and hear the thing outside, and after being in contact with it several times, he knew that it was definitely not a ghost, and there was no yin or resentment in it.

What the hell is that?

Zuo Si frowned and thought for a long time, but still couldn't come up with any clues.

"Stan, Stan?"

Alice yelled twice, Zuo Si came back to his senses, and looked up at Alice: "What?"

"The sandwiches and milk are getting cold, so hurry up and eat them."

Lunch and breakfast are the same. The only difference is that the sandwiches at noon are richer than those in the morning. Alice stuffed a lot of things into the sandwiches.

"I made an extra serving today. If you are not full, you can eat."

Zuo Si nodded, and with a hum, she picked up the sandwich and started eating slowly. Seeing Zuo Si start eating, Alice also returned to her seat and began to eat.

Neither of them was fast. While eating, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere in the restaurant seemed a bit strange.

Under such an atmosphere, Zuo Si was not affected in any way, she finished the sandwich in front of her, and ran to the kitchen to take out the other sandwich.

"Do you eat?"

Before eating, Zuo Si asked Alice very politely, Alice raised her head to look at Zuo Si, then shook her head: "You can eat, this is enough for me."

Zuo Si hummed, and finished the sandwich.

After eating and washing, Zuo Si went to the room. Alice always put on a look of hesitating to speak, but she still refused to say what she stopped. It was meaningless to stay with her , Zuo Si hid back in the room.

The room was very clean. Alice should have cleaned it in the morning. Zuo Si looked around and always felt that there was something strange, but he couldn't find out where it was.

Sighing, Zuo Si went to the bathroom to wash up and put on clean clothes.

After lying on the bed for a while, Zuo Si fell into a dreamland. She remembered the appointment in the afternoon and woke up at 01:30.

Rubbing his sleepy head, Zuo Si stood up from the bed and moved his stiff body.

When she went downstairs, she didn't see where Alice was, but she saw a note pasted on the door.

[Stan, there is something going on in the school, I want to go there, remember to come back early when you go out in the afternoon. 】

After reading the content on the post-it note, Zuo Si rubbed his eyes, and re-pasted the post-it note on the door.

Their activity in the afternoon was to watch a movie, and she estimated that even if it was late, it would not be too late.

Opening the door and going out, he saw Ricky standing outside the yard with a big bag of things. Zuo Si's eyes lit up and he ran over quickly.

"Ricky, you're here."

I don't know what happened at noon. Ricky, who was still awkward in the morning, has become a lot more normal now.

"Stan, you're here, let's go, it's getting late, and the movie will start in four or ten minutes."

Zuo Si nodded, and followed Ricky towards the cinema.

The town is only this big, and it took less than 10 minutes to walk from Zuo Si’s house to the cinema. The movie was played at [-]:[-], but now it’s only [-]:[-], and there is still half an hour left for the movie. will begin.

Ricky sat on the steps next to the movie theater with the big bag of things in his arms.

"My God, why aren't they here yet?"

Ricky was a little anxious. He seemed very interested in the new movie. In just 5 minutes, he had said this sentence over and over a dozen times.

When Zuo Si heard this, she felt that her ears were about to become callused. She looked up at the blue sky, and silently moved aside.

"Stan, why don't they come? Did they forget that we still have an appointment?"

"No, they will definitely remember."

"Well, I think so too, but why don't they come? You see, many people have entered the cinema. We won't have a good seat after a while."

"Aren't the seats in the movie theater arranged according to the number on the movie ticket?"

Zuo Si asked with some doubts, Ricky was silent for a moment, and then began to chatter again.

Zuo Si: "..."

At about 55:[-], Billy and the others finally arrived. Zuo Si stood up with a hint of joy on his face.

If she continued to stay with Ricky, she felt that Ricky would tell her she was going crazy.

"Why are you here now?"

"Didn't it start in 15 minutes? We're not too late."

Ricky waved his hand and distributed five movie tickets to Zuo Si and the others.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk, let's go in and watch a movie."

Ricky's uncle was a staff member of the movie theater, and it was not difficult to get a few movie tickets. The six of them quickly found their seats and sat down there.

They are located in the first row on the second floor, which is a very good location, and the viewing effect is excellent. It is probably because of the newly introduced films that the residents of the small town want to catch a new one, so they sit in the small cinema. full of people.

When there are too many people and the air is not circulating, the smell is really unbearable.

Zuo Si subconsciously raised his hand and covered his nose.

The movie started soon, and the audience quieted down, watching the pictures on the screen quietly.

Restricted by the times, even the best movies of this era, in Zuo Si's opinion, are a bit rough and sloppy, and the plot is so simple that they are mentally handicapped. After watching it twice, Zuo Si lost interest and didn't continue watching. go down.

This kind of movie can't scare Zuo Si, but the average age of these friends of hers is only 12 years old, and due to limited vision, what Zuo Si sees as fake on the screen is very real to them.

Beverly was about to shrink into Zuo Si's arms. She covered her eyes with her hands, showing a little between her fingers, and then looked at the picture on the screen through her fingers.

Obviously very scared, but still want to see, want to know what happened next.

Zuo Si was a little speechless, not knowing what Beverly was thinking.

It was very dark inside the theater, but to Zuo Si, the darkness was nothing, and the expressions on the faces of the friends next to him could be seen clearly.

Billy and Ben looked at the screen with the same expression, Eddie was a little less courageous, but he insisted on watching, but Ricky's reaction was a bit strange, the expression on his face did not fluctuate, but he His body tensed up, obviously in extreme fear,

He was actually afraid of the werewolf on the screen who looked like a chimpanzee? ? ? ?

The movie entered the climax/climax, and many people in the theater stood up excitedly, wanting to see how the protagonist killed the werewolf, so Ricky also stood up, but his hands were not steady, The popcorn held inside fell from the railing.

"Damn it, who did this?"

A voice full of anger came up from the floor below. Ricky poked his head and found that the person sitting below was Henry Paulson, a gangster in the class.

"Oh my God, I actually hit Henry, what should I do?"

Ricky was a little flustered, and Ricky, who poked his head out to check the situation, was seen by Henry, who immediately pointed at Ricky's nose and yelled.

Ricky, who was still a little scared at first, picked up half of the remaining Coke blankly when he heard Henry insulting his mother, and poured it down.

"Your mouth is so smelly, let me wash it for you."

"God, Ricky, how dare you do that? Forget it, run away!!!"

Henry is a bully, he is the only bully in school, how can anyone bully him?

"Damn guys, you are dead!!!!"

Henry roared, and couldn't care less about watching the movie anymore, and chased him out with his two little followers.

But they were in the middle of the downstairs, but they were upstairs. By the time they chased them out, Ricky and the others had already run away.

"You wait for me!!!"

Henry's voice came from behind, Ricky laughed and didn't care.

Before the movie was over, they had already run out, and it seemed impossible to go back now.

"Forget it, let's go build the dam."

There was nothing fun to do, and the crowd decided to build their dam anyway.

A group of six people walked towards the outside of the town in a mighty manner. Someone saw them and hesitated to speak, but they were stopped by the people around them.

"nothing dealing with you."

When he was talking, Zuo Si, who was at the end, heard it, and she subconsciously looked back, only to see two people dressed as workers leaving her sight in a hurry.

Who were those two men, and what was the meaning of their ramblings?

Zuo thought for a while, but couldn't think of any problem, so he put the matter behind him.

After building the dam for half an afternoon, everyone went back early. Classes would start tomorrow. They were just playing and hadn't written their homework yet, so they had to find time to do it anyway.

"goodbye, see you tomorrow."

After saying goodbye, everyone went back to their homes, and Zuo Si also returned to Stan's home.

None of them did their homework, but Stan was an exception. He was a well-behaved boy, and because his mother was a teacher, he finished all his homework when he came home from school yesterday.

There was no homework to write, and Zuo Si didn't know what to do, so he sat on the bed in a daze.

Alice went to school and didn't know when she would be back. Zuo Si touched her flat stomach and was about to go downstairs to make dinner.

Zuo Si doesn't know how to cook dinner, but Stan can. The children of the poor have long been headed home, and there are only their mother and son in the house. When Alice is too busy to cook, the task of cooking will fall on Stan.

Stepping on the creaking stairs downstairs, Zuo Si took out the ingredients and started preparing dinner. She made it according to the amount in Stan's memory, which was just enough for the two of them to eat, not too much, not too little, right Just right.

Although Stan knew it, Zuo Si was a novice after all, so his speed was naturally much slower, so it was not until Alice came back that Zuo Si just brought the prepared meals to the table.

Seeing Alice who pushed the door in, Zuo Si raised the corners of his mouth and laughed: "It's time to eat."

Alice was used to Stan's cooking, but she didn't have any special feelings. During the meal, she even guided Zuo Si, telling her what was salty and what was bland, and how to fry the steak to make it tender when it was old.

Zuo Si didn't say a word, but remembered everything in his heart.

After dinner, Alice sent Zuo Si back to the room, and stayed to clean the battlefield by herself. Zuo Si didn't refuse, and went straight back to the room.

After washing up and lying on the soft bed, Zuo Si felt all the muscles in her body relax. She took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling above her head, and was in a daze.

It has been two days since she entered this world, she thought she was used to it, but when she was eating with Alice just now, Zuo Si discovered that she was not used to it.

She became more and more like a human being, became more popular, and became smarter. With these benefits, she got troubles. She felt like a person who was separated from this world, and there was no way to integrate into this world. .

Whether it's Alice, Ricky, or those little friends, they are obviously getting along together, but Zuo Si feels that there is a lot of separation between them, and she is very uncomfortable with the current state of life.

The time she was with Qin Yue had spoiled her, she was not used to getting along with others, and all she could think about was Qin Yue.

Sighing, Zuo Si closed his eyes and forced himself not to think too much. Qin Yue told her that they were all passers-by in those worlds, and they had too many feelings in those worlds, and they were the ones who were hurt.

To integrate into those task worlds, but also to be separated, always maintain reason, and be a qualified participant and bystander.

This is what Qin Yue taught her.

However, how can you become a bystander when you feel the kindness released by them and enjoy the feeling of being cared for and depended on by them?

Qin Yue only let Zuo Si experience these problems by herself, and did not teach her.

Zuo Si, whose brain was much duller than others, couldn't comprehend those things, so she could only rely on her own groping and stumbling to find an answer.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the things stuffed in his mind slowly disappeared. Zuo Si closed his eyes, and was pulled into a dream by the darkness bit by bit.

She fell asleep.