little city

After the winter vacation, I found that it was difficult for me to accept dormitory life, and I urgently needed an independent space, a free space.Jiang Tao's house must not be permanent, so I rented a hut near Tao Zi's rented house.The owner is a middle-aged couple, about the same age as my parents.

The house is also a small two-story building. I live in a room on the second floor. The house is not big. With a bed and a table, it feels quite crowded. Fortunately, the price is cheap, and there is Daishan Park outside the window. I saw the towering needle cypresses and the small pavilions in the middle of the mountain.

I have very few things, relying on the bicycle, I can get it done.When I left the dormitory, there was no trace of nostalgia or hesitation. The happy time belonging to this dormitory is already in the past tense.

That day, everyone came to help me move, and just introduced Jiang Tao and Tao Zi, and Leopard got to know each other.A group of men chat about music, chat about girls, and drink a little wine, and they are all good friends.

From then on, I often cut classes, did not improve my studies, but my guitar skills improved by leaps and bounds.Jiang Tao also came to our music gatherings from time to time, or just went directly to Jiang Tao’s old house to gather, the four of them fit together, played for an afternoon, and then went to the bar to perform in the evening.Lingling, Jiaxin and Dongdong also occasionally go to our performances.Those of us, separated for a period of time, got together again in this new space of the bar.Everyone drank together at night, played the piano together, and the laughter and laughter began to return to us.

After the evening performance, Jiang Tao and Lingling Jiaxin usually walk together.The leopard often breaks back mysteriously, and the number of times that Dongdong comes is not much, and each time it withdraws early.

Tao Zi and I are often together, he likes to ride a motorcycle, wears sunglasses and cowboy leather boots, he looks very cool.Sometimes I rode my bike, sometimes I walked back alone, along the canal, all the way north.In the middle of the night, there are almost no people on the road, and occasionally there are a few drunkards like me.When the surroundings were completely quiet, my vision and hearing became very good, I could see the distant starry sky, and I could hear the heartbeat in my heart.I will think of Jing Shu, and think of every moment we were together, which makes my heart hurt.Sometimes, I think of Senior Sister Tang, her enthusiasm can engulf me.I thought again of the anonymous girl, what a poor girl she was.

People will change, vows will change, seas will change, and personal preferences will change. What remains the same?Even things that have been fixed in the past, the taste of memories will change.I don't know when I became what I am now.Am I still me?

I repeat the same life every day, just like a step by step.I feel like I'm just acting, the days are no longer my own, but this decayed body that remains.My hair grew as long as Tao Zi's, and I grew a beard. Standing in front of the mirror, I didn't recognize myself.

Spring came quietly, and before it had time to stay, it left in a hurry.I resigned from the student council to concentrate on playing the guitar.

The beauty of life is that among thousands of boys and girls, you can always meet friends who can talk about everything, and you can always meet confidants who are excited.

When I walked out of the office of the student union that day, a girl suddenly ran over from behind and rushed in front of me.

The girl has capable short hair and a bright smile. She blinked her big innocent eyes and said with a smile: "Senior brother, wait, brother, I am new to the Propaganda Department, my name is Xiaoxin, I can talk to you Is it? Learn from you."

Looking at this lovely girl in front of me, I couldn't find a reason to refuse at all.It's been a long time, and no one has reached out to talk to me.

We walked to the small garden behind the office building. There were two benches beside the garden. Usually, two old professors would do Tai Chi in the center of the garden.We take our seats.

Xiaoxin didn't speak, just stared at my hair: "How long have you grown your hair?"

"Aren't we talking about work?" I felt a little unnatural.

"Is brother always so serious? Is this so boring? Don't handsome guys like to pretend to be cool?"

Xiaoxin's voice is mellow and childish, it's hard to make people angry.

"Have you always spoken so directly? Are you not afraid of offending people?"

"Why am I afraid? Is this my style? People who know me know that I am this personality. I am very pure and kind, senior brother, you can definitely see it, right?" Xiaoxin smiled slyly .

"I didn't see it." I laughed angrily.

"According to my experience, if you don't see it, you will definitely be angry with me, but you are not angry, which means that we are all pure and kind people. You still see it."

"Did you come up with this theory yourself? Has it always worked?"

"Let's say that, because I only make friends with kind and honest people."

"Then how do you know that I am gentle and pure?"

"From the works you edited? I have read all the magazines last year. The articles selected by the senior brother are all emotionally sensitive, or worry about the country and the people. They are all high-level, and there are almost no chicken soup and vulgar articles?"

Seeing that the other party came prepared, but I didn't know anything about Xiaoxin, I couldn't help feeling a little nervous.And my previous work has been affirmed, and I am a little bit elated.

"So I want to learn from my brother and see how this year's magazine will be compiled?"

I finally got to the point, and I didn't know how to answer it.Are you satisfied with your job last year?Are you qualified?I don't know myself. After all, the magazine is ultimately aimed at all teachers and students. Whether it is good or not needs to be evaluated by everyone.Moreover, the magazine is still in its infancy, and the style and direction are not clear. They are crossing the river by feeling the stones, or even coming completely according to their own wishes, which is inevitably a bit biased.

"Let me just put forward two opinions. One is to collect manuscripts from all teachers and students to reflect everyone's true aspirations; the other is to cover everything and give full play to the purpose of running a comprehensive university of our school."

After I finished speaking, Xiaoxin didn't answer, but just looked at me seriously.

"Brother, I didn't expect you to have such honest values ​​under your unrestrained appearance. It seems that I didn't ask the wrong person."

"No, no, you're wrong, I'm actually a prodigal." I suddenly felt panicked.I always thought I was decadent.

"Just pretend, brother."

For some reason, my mask was easily torn off in front of Xiaoxin, and I suddenly had a good impression of the girl in front of me.

"Which college are you from?" I asked casually.

"Of course I belong to the Faculty of Arts. This year, the editorial department is all from the Faculty of Liberal Arts."

"Isn't it very unprofessional for someone from the biology department to be the editor last year?"

"That's not true. In fact, people from different majors are absorbed, so that sparks can be more collided."

"Brother?" Xiaoxin began to look at me and speak in a mysterious tone again.

"What's the matter? Just say something, this is not your style."

"Well, I really want to ask a question now, but I also know how to measure, so I dare not ask."

"It's okay, let's talk."

"Can you tell me about you and Senior Sister Jingshu?"

I never thought that Xiaoxin would mention Jingshu. "Let's talk about it later when we have a chance." My mood fell to a trough in an instant, and I stood up and said goodbye.

Jingshu?That is a story that belongs to both of us, how could I easily mention it to others.