[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

The shortest and longest time in the world is in this moment.

I was still standing on the stairs, keeping my face slightly turned.And the young man was sitting on the third step on the right, looking at each other across the long railing.

Know the Hitchcockian zoom?

It means that the main body of the picture remains unchanged, and the shooting method of changing the focal length of the lens in the opposite direction during the smooth slide process.And at that moment, I felt as if I was in a movie. The black-haired boy was sitting in the center of the lens, and all the scenes in the field of vision stretched back rapidly, making people dizzy.

I really envy Nobi Nobita - he can ask Doraemon to help open any door, but I can only hold the stairs and stand there like a fool.

The morning sun's light seemed to shine on his back through the grille, smeared with brilliant gold edges, non-glare, uniform, and soft light reflected from the black hair layer by layer.

After all, it was only a few seconds for me to think wildly here alone, but he just smiled politely here like an ordinary person, then lowered his head again and continued to play with the lighter in his hand.Yellow flames jumped in the bottom of the eyes, and were extinguished by the closure of the silver metal lid.

The world of adults is good, so many troubles from the sky can be ignored. If I were a child, I would have cried to find the ghost lamp.

【Are you sad or happy? 】

I asked myself.

I don't know where I saw such a sentence, maybe it was on Ah Xiang's bookshelf, but I have forgotten the exact book.But this sentence is firmly in my mind-"One relationship cannot understand another relationship".

To give a simple example, for example, I can understand why I like ice cream, but I don't understand why Baili Xi likes to write a diary.Because I don't have her memory, I can't empathize with her.

But now I am alone with her, which is very contradictory. I can judge my emotions from the reaction of my body.Sometimes the arms can move by themselves, and the legs can also run by themselves. This cannot be avoided.

Maybe, I once liked him very much.

Maybe it's an ex, a deskmate, a crush, or something like that.

…Help me, I really don’t want to be regarded as a brat who was still in [that period], that kind of secondary disease who likes to be sad and yells at every turn to attract attention.

I had no choice but to silently turn my head to wipe away my tears, wipe them off with the back of my hand miserably, and face this embarrassing meeting like an adult.

Of course, I would like to thank this old acquaintance who I don't know who it is. It is really helpful for him to keep his head down and pretend that nothing happened. I thank you and your family.

At times like this, let us act as if nothing happened.

"Hey..." Just as I was about to turn around and leave, he suddenly said, "Your phone is about to fall out."

There was a mistake in the one-way line that was supposed to go straight ahead. I looked down at the mobile phone that was half exposed in my pocket, reached out and stuffed it in, and subconsciously looked at him——

Note that this is a standard negative tutorial.

Usually, the correct response of everyone is to yell "thank you" regardless of Sanqi 21, and then walk away without looking back, so as to avoid staring at strangers who don't want to know.And I was wrong at the first step.

Successfully met for the second time.

In another trance, I could barely make out the emotions in my body, a complex mix of regret, sadness, rejection, tingling, worry, pity, and tenderness.

Really, I almost want to boast that I am a magical conch, Bailixi, what's the matter with you, what's the matter with you, compassion and softness, do you raise him like a son!What is this old motherly confusion——

I don't know if I can just shout "Thank you" and retire... that's all I can think of now.

"Thanks--"

"you are welcome."

"..."

Well, my words were blocked by him.

After nearly five seconds of silence, I twitched the corners of my mouth, trying not to look at the other person's dark red eyes.However, his voice is very nice, as if he is talking to the sky... Wait, Natsume Akashi Saiki and this guy have almost the same voice, what is that?I can go to your big carrot!If you call and don't look at the screen, you don't know who it is, okay? !

Even though I was complaining crazily in my heart, on the surface I still had a paralyzed face.In fact, compared to when I first came to this world and didn’t understand anything, I found that I have gradually accepted many things, such as this behavior of frantically scrolling bullet screens in my heart, which only recently began to appear.

Probably the result of the fusion of body and soul.

To be honest, I still plan to let nature take its course, just let it go.The focus now is how to solve the big trouble in front of us.

I looked at him with a wooden face for a few seconds, and after thinking about it, I said, "...goodbye."

It should be a farewell, I found out, this trick is surprisingly easy to use, the next time anyone dares to bother me, I will just say bye to him, simple and rude.

The other party's eyes moved with my walking movements, and he sat on the steps and said calmly: "You know me?"

"..."

This sentence is very similar to the uncle who sells lucky charms at the roadside stall, and I am too lazy to talk to him, and it is impossible to ask him what he knows by the collar.I couldn't help rubbing my temples, and I glanced at him super coldly: "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know."

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"Pfft..." He suddenly laughed.

The smooth smile is surprising. After all, the first impression he gave me was that kind of scheming scumbag. It's hard to imagine that smiling would have such an effect.

The sun has risen, and everything in the field of vision is covered with a layer of golden light.The sunlight was too dazzling, and the other party's eyes were actually like dark red wine in a glass. Under the reflection of the light at this moment, it was as if someone was holding the wine glass and shaking it gently.

can not see clearly.

The golden light dissolved the outline, and the black shadow stood far in the center of the field of vision.

I turned my head and left, ignoring the past love and hatred.Standing signs and LED projection screens on the street are huge portraits of celebrities. Young models with blond hair and golden eyes wearing fashion brands are projected on the big screen. Scattered passers-by appear on the sidewalk, traffic lights change regularly, and bicycle bells are crisp and melodious. , The convenience store's sign lights up.

Lawson opened the door. I thought I hadn't had breakfast yet, so I jumped up the steps happily. As soon as I entered the door, I grabbed a rice ball from the shelf and held peach juice and soufflé cake, planning to pay.

"Boss, please take this, this, and this—"

The crisp and hearty male voice was dancing in my ears. I turned my head and saw a young man in a long windbreaker with his back to the shelf. He bought a big bucket of Oden, and he was still saying something in his mouth, "Crab-flavored golden fish eggs are super delicious." Great" and the like.

weirdo.

After looking at him a few more times, I dumped the goods in my arms at the cashier, took out my phone and prepared to pay: "Please heat the rice balls for me, thank you."

"It's 24 yuan in total. Is it cash or..."

"Ah!" The sudden cry made me almost throw my phone out, only to see the young man who was holding the oden just now, holding a bamboo stick in his left hand, looking over with a dazed face, "Aren't you that who—"

After I scanned the QR code calmly, I looked it up and down carefully.This person has black, no, it should be said to be brown-black curly short hair, brown eyes, and a calm expression, obviously not even a panicked expression of suffering an accident.

Instead, he smiled.

Noticing my gaze, this strange man with a bandaged arm tilted his head slightly, holding a string of three balls in his hand, his bangs slipped down his face, and he grinned knowingly.

"Ms. Sakata's closed disciple?"

I close the door you a hammer.

I thought he was about to say something important, and I collapsed, clutching my head and unable to complain, so I just silently took the rice ball I had already warmed up: "You've got the wrong person."

"Oh, how is it possible, this girl, don't doubt other people's memory." He pointed at his head with a smile, turned his face and took a bite of the ball on the bamboo stick, and then continued, "... Oh, that's right...speaking of it...ahhh..."

"Can you talk after eating!!!" I couldn't help roaring.

"Hahaha, sorry sorry."

Scratching his hair in embarrassment, the dark-brown man walked out of the store holding the oden, and patted the top of my hair with a smile: "It's great, I've grown so big, do you want to eat it? "

As he spoke, he picked up a bunch of meatball residues that he had bitten half of and asked me.

"Who wants to eat, bastard!"

I slapped this inexplicable person away, and I looked at him angrily: "Stop a little, my friend, I'm afraid you have misunderstood me."

I stretched out my palm and made a "5" and said solemnly: "I have agreed in advance that I don't want to buy insurance and I don't want to learn about swimming and fitness. Let's skip the economic dispute directly. The price is 5 yuan!"

"..."

After the other party was silent for a few seconds, a burst of wild laughter suddenly broke out.

"Hahahahaha——" The young man's eyes straightened into a line of laughter, and he kept slapping me on the back, as if he was being poked at the point of laughter, "Don't rush to go, do you want to cross with me?" Chatting under the Hai Bridge? A suicide appointment?"

"Nonsense, you are such a strange guy, you suddenly come together so familiarly, everyone wants to escape! If I don't leave, do I still have to stay and wrestle with you? Isn't the sea under the cross-sea bridge?! Who wants to commit suicide? Ah!" I took a few deep breaths after finishing the words in one breath.

Then I pushed out a hand with the expression of "you don't say it anymore, I understand", and watched the smile on this person's face widen, I really wanted to shout: stop your brother's behavior!

However not.

Holding my forehead, I took a bite of the rice ball to calm down, and then asked slowly, "...do you know Yinshi Sakata?"

"Yes. Sakata-sensei and I are very good friends." The other party actually squatted on the sidewalk, holding the oden and eating with puffed cheeks.

He rested his chin in one hand and held a bamboo stick in the other. He raised his head and looked up. After meeting my gaze, he made a "hey" sound. The background was full of flowers, and he looked silly and foolish.

"Hey, that's right." I opened the soufflé box and dug into it with a spoon. "You know, your behavior of casually chatting with young girls on the main road is very dangerous and you will be arrested."

"Hmph, I have nothing to fear."

"No wonder Wuyue said that men are big pigs." I sighed involuntarily.

"What's your name girl?"

"Me, it's OK to call me Xiao Hei."

"Okay, so Xiao Hei, do you want to die for love with me?" The young man still had a playful smile, the corners of his lips curled up, like a child who hasn't grown up.

"I'm sorry, please allow me to refuse."

I have no expression on my face and no fluctuations in my heart.

"Hey——" He didn't seem surprised, tilted his head and took another bite of the ball, and continued to ask vaguely, "Then let's talk about life!"

"What life?" I was unexpectedly patient today.

"It's about parents, love, what do you think?"

"How do you look at it...as if I have love and family affection."

I glanced at him inexplicably, lowered my eyes again and started to eat souffle: "Human beings in this world obviously don't know anything about other people, conceal each other, misunderstand each other, but they want to put each other in an important position, super strange Bar."

"Pfft ha ha ha ha ha, sure enough..."

The young man burst into laughter suddenly, as if he had heard some horrifying joke.He hugged his belly exaggeratedly and trembled, and smiled while holding the bamboo stick: "Wonderful remarks. Oh, I don't know how many times I have introduced myself. I am Dazai Osamu. Let me know about the refreshing and cheerful suicide?"

"Okay, you can shut up, big pig's hoof."

"..."

Osamu Dazai was thinking.

After a few years, I met this amazing girl again.She probably didn't know that the first time she met her was not in the basic writing class of C University.

He was not a teacher at that time, he saw the child on the bridge across the sea late at night.She stood on the railing on the far side, looking eager to try, as if she would jump from here in the next second, and then disappear forever.

But she didn't jump.

He didn't have the time to take care of such a person who had nothing to do with him, so he glanced at him lightly, and then left quickly.

The next day, the third day, and every day after that, at that time, this girl would always appear there.She was still wearing her junior high school uniform, and was blown bulging behind her by the wind, her shoulder-length black hair fluttering in the air.

Sometimes she was standing, sometimes she was sitting, no matter what, in the end she always took a deep look down, facing the dark and blue sea, and tried to jump. A foot has already been stepped out, but it is pulled back in time at the last moment.

Really boring.

Before he knew it, he had been observing the child for many days.

The stupid people who don't have the courage to end their lives and want to escape are just teenagers after all.Just as he passed by here on the last day and was about to step forward, another person suddenly appeared.

The naturally curly silver-haired teacher dragged the child from the railing lazily with his fish eyes drooping, and then led her away.

Later, she never appeared here again.

In fact, she was just an insignificant passerby, she just appeared in his eyes at that time, and she was just an embellishment of the night to him.

Now, the girl who was rumored to have walked through the gate of hell was standing on his left, leaning lazily against the telephone pole, holding a small soufflé cake in her hand and chatting with him nonchalantly.Looking up, the sun seems to be particularly partial to her, all gathered on her cheeks, and the colorful lights refracted by the glass lamps in the street all fall on her eyelids.

Although still a little dazed, the black-haired girl was obviously amused a lot.She smiled, pursing her lips as if she was a little embarrassed, her smile was a little silly, but it was also extremely real, like a mustard branch floating in a clear spring.

After experiencing life and death, it is incredible to have such a smile.

The girl smiled foolishly, as if all the suffering in this world couldn't possess her.

"Forget it, just keep it like this." He shrugged and threw the last diabolo stick back into the bucket.

"What are you talking about all of a sudden?"

She bit the spoon and looked at him strangely.

"It's nothing, eat yours, little fool."