pretending to be graceful

Hua Yong held back for a long time, and finally choked out a sentence: "Did I just say that I want to teach you how to fall in love? I'm sorry, I take it back." This kind of love talk is a few levels higher than his.

Gu Shuiqing turned his back to him, the corners of his mouth raised undisguisedly: Yes, that's it.Don't say anything to thank me, don't lament how you can meet each other.Because it is because of you that I have these courage.

Gu Shui looked at the night sky lightly, and said leisurely: "The last time you fell in love was back in the third year of high school, right? The love when you were underage... What kind of example can you use it as?"

"What about you? How far back? Last life?" Hua Yong took two quick steps to stand side by side with him.

Gu Shui thought for a moment, and a sense of relief filled his eyes: "Well, let's learn together."

Hua Yong is learning how to fall in love with men, but Gu Shuiqing is a little more troublesome... He has to accept that such a special person appears in his life, and learn to ignore the eyes of others.

Thinking of this, he shivered unconsciously—"What's wrong? It's cold?" Hua Yong noticed sensitively, struggled for a blink of an eye, and then grabbed his hand, "Then run over !" Gu Shuiqing staggered being dragged by him, before he had time to think, he could only run out.

There are still so many people wandering around at night when it is as bright as day.

Less busy with work during the day, they are more sensitive to what is happening around them.

Gu Shuiqing thought, 99% of the people here felt that someone was running by; 80% of the people felt strange and paid attention; 60% of the people would focus on the fact that it was two adult men holding hands and running; 30% of the people People will doubt their relationship; 10% will find them disgusting.And then, maybe 1% of people, think, nice.

——Only in that moment, he still had so many thoughts.

— just like so many times before.

Gu Shuiqing is not because of the cold.

Just for a moment, the noisy voices drowned him: this man is gay, oh, it's disgusting; not only that, he is also an illegitimate child, I don't know who he was born with; there is nothing dirty in a family like theirs, Is he clean? Your mother ran away with a rich man, so you are still a rich second generation, why did you come back in a hurry...

——I don’t know if it’s his imagination, or the criticisms and voices that frightened him when he was weak…

He wanted him not to be afraid, but how could he let it go so easily?

If he can, what is the point of his past ten years?

But Huayong grabbed his hand, and he ran with him.

Compared to the whispers that he didn't know if they really existed, what he heard more clearly were the sound of the wind, the sound of his slightly heavy breathing while running, and Hua Yong's low laughter.

Gu Shuiqing squeezed out a stubborn smile on his tense and stiff face, and spread it, his always empty eyes were stained with a bit of fighting spirit.

My best ability is that I can let go of emotions that I don't want.

I also have emotions that I don't want for your doubts.

Throw it away together.Isn't it just that there are too many objects?Isn't it just a bit wider?But it's something I'm good at, something I'm familiar with.

Gu Shuiqing also held Hua Yong's hand tightly.

I'm not great, I never thought of speaking out for this group; but I'm not so small, can be destroyed by a few words.

I can be firmer, firmer.

"It's not necessary." Hua Yong felt his hand gripping more tightly, and turned to him and said, "It's not necessary." They had already run to the side of the car—a place where no one was watching.

Hua Yong's eyes are filled with tenderness wrapped in starlight: "We are not fighting against the whole world, we don't want everyone to know that we are in love - so we don't need to show it in front of others - even we can hide it a little bit. Love There is no need for so many people to know, but when there are many people, there will be more doubts. Why do we take the initiative to find such a voice? Does it mean that we are in love only if we hear the voice first and then ignore it? A strange voice, Of course there is no best."

Gu Shui looked into his eyes lightly - Hua Yong was slightly taller than him, so this action required him to look up slightly - just like he looked up to this person.

How could there be such a person?

When he retreated, he waited for him where he was; when he came back, he approached him without hesitation; when he overcorrected, he said, there was no need.

Hua Yong's tolerance seems to be innate - for anyone and anything.

Gu Shuiqing thought, fortunately, fortunately, I am good enough.

But I need to be better.

I can't stay behind you emotionally, waiting for you to bear everything and tell me that the years are quiet.

Gu Shuiqing admitted that he was too weak.

Before today, he could still retire, but today he accepted Hua Yong - so from now on he is not the only one.

Gu Shuiqing's retreat and evasion are based on not affecting others; and he lives independently, so he always retreats if he wants to. Turn on the purification system and everything will be fine. Not affecting others is also the biggest reason for him to shrink back.

Now, he doesn't even have that reason.Then force yourself, there is no way out anyway.

"You are so lucky, really." Gu Shui shook his head lightly, "I am a person with such high moral requirements. You don't have to be afraid that I will regret it after waking up... I thought about it carefully, and I was considered a thief The boat can't get off."

"Is the thief as handsome as I am? And you don't regret it... isn't it because of my beauty?" Hua Yong happily started the car, "If I met someone like me, I would have jumped on it long ago. Hesitate for so long."

When all the dust settled, Hua Yong started talking nonsense.The big mountain that was pressing on this person has been lifted, and he can no longer pretend to be a cautious pursuer, and his little narcissism is fully exposed.

Gu Shui smiled tolerantly and did not refute him.

He probably won't learn this kind of rhetoric in his whole life, and he won't know how to break through and fight back in his whole life-it will probably be a permanent habit to listen casually and then laugh it off.

Fortunately, there are even stand-up comics, not everyone needs a supporter - Mr. Hua obviously doesn't need it.

He seems to be able to see the flowers in Gu Shuiqing's unchanging smile, and he never tires of it.

What does Gu Shuiqing mean to him?

There isn't a definitive answer.

Gu Shuiqing's life philosophy has an indescribable charm.He is calm and rational, clear and thorough, and it is difficult to look away with a single movement.He always looks at others with a detached perspective, as if he understands everything and doesn't care about anything - this kind of attraction is fatal to Hua Yong - especially if he can become an exception.

Hua Yong is not used to it, he is enthusiastic about general things for 3 minutes, but with a solid tongue, he can speak out even half-knowledge.Others said he was impetuous, but he didn't take it seriously... But with Gu Shuiqing's eyes, he seemed to be seen through——to see through his shallowness.

It turns out that there are people like Gu Shuiqing.Obviously don't say anything, but let you appreciate and worship.

——Two years back, Hua Yong is not like this.At that time, he was frizzy and did things as he wanted. In the words of his parents, he wasted such a good hardware inherited from him.

Gu Shuiqing was like a mirror, allowing him to see himself clearly.Get rid of those impetuousness, and become a person who really understands——Those things buried in his bones, which he has been obsessed with for so many years, are gradually revealed.

Hua Yong is even glad that they are together now.He didn't know if the shallow self in the past could bear Gu Shuiqing's love.

Love is a compromise, two different people change for each other - but who said compromise must be derogatory?Who says changing for another is losing yourself?

In fact, no one fully knows what kind of person you want to grow up to be. The people and things you meet will constantly reshape your self-expectations-the difference between good and bad is only who you meet and why you change.

==

"Good morning. Today is homemade breakfast. I cooked some wontons." Gu Shuiqing was woken up by the buzzing of the phone in the morning.Taking it over for a look, it was indeed Hua Yong's news again, and a picture was attached below - his stomach growled.

Damn it, he didn't eat last night and got up late, Hua Yong still sent such things to stimulate him.

Unlike every day, today’s Mr. Hua doesn’t have to sing a one-man show anymore—“I haven’t eaten yet. It’s really time for you to post.” If I remember correctly, he and Zhang Wei ate the last piece of bread yesterday, and he still has to find something to eat— — But at this point, all stalls were closed earlier.

Oh, there is another difference - Mr. Hua, who is not afraid that he has been blocked, can call.Gu Shui looked at the familiar string of numbers lightly, and answered, "Hello?"

"Have you eaten yet?" Hua Yong smiled.

Gu Shui rubbed his temples lightly, he never made things difficult for himself, he always ate regularly, he was really hungry: "Yes." His voice was a little weak.

"What a coincidence," Hua Yong smiled more clearly, "I didn't eat either."

Gu Shuiqing had no choice but to realize something: "You don't know how to do it." This action made Gu Shuiqing feel that they were all immature and didn't know how old they were - of course, he had to hide the smile on his face to be convincing.

"Open the door, open the door." Hua Yong ordered, "See if my time is right. I sent a message at the entrance of the alley just in time for you to wake up. When I get there, you will almost be able to come and open the door."

Gu Shuiqing didn't tell him that it was his news that woke him up - Gu Shuiqing was happy to make his new boyfriend happy in such a small matter. "Well, you're here and knock on the door."

The footsteps over there just stopped, and at the same time there was a knock on the door outside the courtyard.

Gu Shui wrapped his coat lightly and walked out. "Hey, why are you not in a hurry, your footsteps are still so steady." Hua Yong complained a little.

Gu Shui said lightly, "I'm sorry, I can't imagine how anxious I am."

Hua Yong chuckled: "I can't either." It's normal for Gu Shuiqing to be prudent.

"Squeak—" Gu Shui opened the door lightly, and met Hua Yong's bright smiling face: "Good morning!"

Gu Shuiqing unconsciously took a step back.He doesn't like being too close to people, and he has to get used to it slowly.

"Ah...becoming indifferent." Hua Yong frowned, and raised the thermos bucket, "Here, breakfast. See if you can look better because of this?"

Gu Shui turned around lightly, with a normal tone: "When I woke up, I didn't lose my memory or regret it. Are you still not satisfied?"

Hua Yong turned around and closed the door, then followed: "The more satisfied you are, the more you think."

"Hey, look at my craftsmanship." Hua Yong opened the thermos as if offering a treasure, and the boiled wontons with almost transparent skins lay inside. .”

Gu Shuiqing took the tableware over and took one - it was really delicious.Mr. Hua's description of this matter really didn't add too much embellishment.

"Let me tell you, I'm really not bragging. Many people can testify to this. I just don't have the heart to do it. I will cook it for you in the future." Hua Yong sat opposite Gu Shuiqing with his chin propped up. Shui lightly lowered his head to eat the wonton and yawned quietly.

Gu Shui lightly paused with his chopsticks.

Mr. Hua still underestimated Gu Shuiqing's indiscriminate sensitivity.

It is ten o'clock in the morning.

It may take two hours to drive here from Huayong's house to catch the morning rush hour.

He cooked the wontons and packed them before going out.

He came back very late yesterday, Hua Yong sent him back before leaving.

Hua Yong said that he hasn't been cooking at home for a long time, and this should have been specially prepared yesterday.

But he didn't say anything, even wanting to swallow the tiredness in front of him.

Hua Yong held this hot heart in front of him, but Gu Shuiqing lost a little sense of emotion.

There's a lot more damn restraint in sobriety than when we're not.

——However, these things when you were awake also told Gu Shuiqing more clearly: You don't complain or hate them for making you lose those things, it's just because you didn't need them at that time.

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It should not be updated tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, so don’t wait~ If there is any, let’s take it as a surprise. (It mainly depends on whether the quiz will explode hahaha