pretending to be graceful

Gu Shui ate quietly, his stomach warmed up, and his heart gradually warmed up—not the boiling temperature like last night, but warm, the most comfortable level.

His emotions are not as leaky as they are when he is impulsive, but it is just right for him.He doesn't like himself who is so excited, and such an uncontrollable person is actually unable to love well.

Gu Shuiqing chooses to be honest—whether to herself or Hua Yong.

"I have something to tell you." Gu Shui rested his chopsticks on the bowl and spoke softly.If there is any difference from before, it is that there is a little warmth in the eyes, which narrows the sense of distance. , I will hold back some things in my heart, be sensitive to some inexplicable things, and at the same time take some small touches as a matter of course."

Hua Yong breathed a sigh of relief: "You're going to scare me to death... I thought you were going to say something. Are you afraid that your attitude yesterday will scare me and make me think that you will always be like that in the future?"

Gu Shui lightly acquiesced.When he said that he was willing to try, he meant that he was willing to face his hurt childhood and the criticism of the world, not that he would open his heart to forgive and embrace the whole world.He doesn't have that much kindness to deal with other people's harm.

Hua Yong said solemnly: "I also tell you seriously, I never thought about it, and I never need it. My greatest wish is that you can face yourself and let yourself go, not be merciful. You want to become Without such a person, you are not the one I love."

The two looked at each other seriously for a moment, then smiled.

The slightly cool morning slowly warmed up, and the warm winter sun hit the body, making everything soft.

Gu Shui leaned lightly against the kitchen door, watching Hua Yong rinse the bowls and chopsticks, the "squeak" of the water flow felt warm and pleasant.

Seeing him idle, Hua Yong couldn't help asking, "Who does these things like you and Zhang Wei?"

A string in Gu Shuiqing's mind twitched slightly, but he replied calmly: "He did it, because he is the one who can't bear it first."

"Cooking?"

"If he has time, he can do it. If he doesn't have time, he can take it away, or find some instant food products in the refrigerator." Zhang Wei has higher requirements for the quality of life than he does. The water is light and you can eat and drink.

Hua Yong endured it for a while, but couldn't hold back and turned around and said, "Don't you think your relationship is a little too close?"

Gu Shui gently pulled the corner of his mouth: "Is it still a question? It's not time for you to beg Zhang Wei to contact me."

"That was initiated by him..." Hua Yong complained reluctantly, "Since I have said it all, I will ask again, you are so nice, why is it not possible?"

"Well, there are two reasons." Gu Shuiqing didn't want to keep this lump, "One is... I never knew he was gay, I..."

"What did you say?" Hua Yong was startled, turned off the faucet and turned around to listen carefully.

Gu Shui sighed softly: "I just found out, and he only confessed to me after he had someone he likes. It's impossible for me to attack a straight man. I know how difficult this road is. How could I take my friend with me?" On? And it's... inappropriate, not just inappropriate."

Hua Yong was a little calm when he learned that Zhang had a master: "What do you mean by inappropriate?"

Gu Shuiqing hesitated for a while before organizing his words: "Do you think Zhang Wei is a little... scary? Can you understand what I mean?"

Hua Yong nodded with lingering fear.Of course, this is how he felt when he saw Zhang Wei.This person deliberately picked up Gu Shuiqing's phone call in front of him, and he had to know for himself; when he wanted to know what kind of person he was, he had to investigate so many things before making a judgment; Means... If it wasn't for the first step to confirm that Hua Yong is not a good person, it is estimated that Zhong Qu can be used as a bridge, and we can become half acquainted with him first.

"Zhang Wei is a person with a strong purpose and a plan. He is very good at interpersonal communication. He likes all kinds of complicated interpersonal relationships-this has nothing to do with his experience, it can be said to be... hobbies? He doesn't like it Walk the road paved for him at home, and he will come by himself." Gu Shuiqing said, "We can understand each other so well, not because we are similar, but because we knew each other early enough. We understand each other, but we can't accept each other's behavior at all. Habits of mind, you understand?"

Hua Yong frowned and thought.

Gu Shuiqing went on to say: "I'm lazy, I like all simple things, I don't like to guess... because I guess too accurately, it's useless to hide it from me, it can only become embarrassing. Zhang Wei is too thoughtful, and with He's too tired to get along with."

"Then what did he do to you?"

Gu Shui smiled lightly: "He treats me? Maybe... I'm too boring? To be honest, I really don't know what he likes, just like his current lover, just... Well, I don't know how to describe it. "Whether Zhang Wei fell in love with a person at first sight, or that person accepted him after knowing that Zhang Wei approached him with scheming, it was too absurd for Gu Shuiqing.

But like a person drinking water, he knows whether he is warm or cold.

How can outsiders judge?

Hua Yong seems to understand...but it's not important.

He finished the dishes quickly, then blinked and said, "Let's go out and play!"

==

According to Huayong, after Gu Shuiqing and him came back from Yuzhen, he planned a lot of places where he could take Gu Shuiqing to play, but they all ran aground in the end.Now, his winter vacation is coming to an end, and the busy new semester is coming again, so he might as well take advantage of the last few days to go crazy.

Gu Shuiqing had no objection.

Boyfriend's wishes must be fulfilled if they can be fulfilled.

But where?When it came to this question, Mr. Hua was in trouble.Now instead of taking good friends out, I am dating my boyfriend... Mr. Hua, who has very little love experience, said that he has no other ideas except eating and watching movies.

In the end, he gritted his teeth, made up his number and cast a dice, and then said with a bright smile, "Let's go to climb Xiangshan."

Gu Shuiqing has never been in a relationship before, and I don't know how other people's love is discussed, but in short, it feels weird to go mountain climbing—it's not like a date, it's like an outing for elementary school students.

But the two still drove there without any doubts.After all, it doesn't matter where you go.

Gu Shuiqing was sitting on the co-pilot quietly reading a book, Hua Yong turned his head to look at him a few times, and suddenly he was blessed: "I suddenly remembered that when we were on the way from Yuzhen to the airport, I abducted you into my car. At that time, you were so sleepy that your head fell on my shoulder in a daze."

Gu Shui thought about it lightly, but had no impression.I don't know if it's purely a coincidence, or his careful temptation while still holding out expectations.

Hua Yong regretted: "At that time, I was so stupid that I even helped you straighten up."

Gu Shuiqing was a little bit sour—at the beginning, ah, at the beginning: "You are right, don't you keep this posture while driving at high speed and wait for something to happen."

Hua Yong giggled: "Well, you are right."

Gu Shui lightly shifted his gaze away from the book: "Don't you think this is boring?" Don't ordinary young couples want to be bored?

"What misunderstanding do you have about me? Why should this kind of thing, which is obviously for our own good, be linked to 'interest'? Do I seem to be such a person who loves brains?"

Only mature and rational love can last long.Hua Yong actually firmly believed in this.

Gu Shui shook his head lightly: "You are just with me... It sounds like a good thing to not have a love brain, but most people in this world actually hope that love will be impulsive, irrational, and have a little hidden excitement. "

"So I just met you." Hua Yong knocked on the steering wheel twice, in a good mood, "You said that there is one thing you want from your other half, but don't guess. The most important thing for me is... People are the most important thing. .”

"No one can predict what will happen in the future, how it will change, and whether it will come to the end. In any relationship, the most important thing is yourself. Don't say that you love someone more than your own life... Tsk, this statement sounds It's ominous, isn't it? Don't love to be so extreme. A good self is the prerequisite for a good relationship. Value yourself and life."

"It's so heavy." Gu Shuiqing pondered for a moment, and said, "Have you noticed that our love is very philosophical? It seems that we have been discussing very profound issues."

Hua Yong said "Hey": "Isn't this because you are very philosophical? I also have to work hard to make myself appear more advanced."

Gu Shui lightly ignored his flattery.

Hua Yong is a bit of a strange person.When Gu Shuiqing first fell in love with this person, in addition to the other messy things, there was another reason that made him think that they were impossible: Hua Yong probably wouldn't like his type.

he imagined.Hua Yong should like that kind of enthusiastic and lively person, the two of them can only be happy every day when eating, drinking and having fun together.His love is passionate, dynamic, and flamboyant.

Who would have thought that this person would sit quietly next to him and tell him that, in fact, I like plain and stable relationships.I like two separate people to love.

Coincidentally, this is also what Gu Shuiqing wanted.

On the second day of Valentine's Day, everyone probably didn't want to go out. In addition, it was a working day, and the two of them chose to go at noon, which made the crowded Xiangshan Botanical Garden look less scary.

Not wanting Gu Shuiqing to have any misunderstandings about the famous scenic spots in the Great Emperor's Capital, Mr. Hua said: "Look at how foresight I am, to find such a time when there are few people. It's not like we go to the zoo, just to see people."

"..." If I remember correctly, this person cast a dice, and WeChat helped determine today's destination.

But it's still the same sentence, what Mr. Hua said, it is what it is.

The air outside is much better than in the city.

In the park, apart from the grandparents who have nothing to do every day, they are companies that come to do team building.Pull up a banner, set up a few tents, a group of people wearing the same cultural shirts... walking and running.If you are in Xiangshan, you can also add a mountain climbing.

——According to Hua Yong, there are still indicators, and every department is mobilizing vigorously.

Anyway, it still looks weird to come here for a date.

Mr. Hua didn't seem to feel the sense of disobedience at all, and he walked towards the foot of the mountain with Gu Shuiqing familiar with the way: "I know this place well. In the past, when I was in high school, I could ride here with a few friends for more than an hour. Come, climb the mountain, and ride back."

Gu Shuiqing has no similar experience at all.He does participate in group activities, but a group of people who are in a hurry to ride this far on purpose... This can only be done by a group of well-connected little lunatics, and he does not meet the two conditions.

Hua Yong asked: "Should we take the cable car or climb it? Oh, let me make it clear in advance that Xiangshan is not high, and the cable car is not divided into sections. If you don't ride at the foot of the mountain, there will be no halfway."

Gu Shuiqing took back the sentence "Crawl first." Just kidding, although he is not a nerd, he is obviously incomparable with Hua Yong's physical strength of a bike-climbing-cycling fierce man.He has no idea how much he can climb, and the young couples who go out on a date and end up breaking up because of disagreement about climbing the mountain, it sounds like it's not suitable for him.

"I choose the cable car."

"Hey, I knew it." Of course, Hua Yong knew exactly what Gu Shuiqing was thinking, and the direction he was going was the cable car point.

The plants in the park have just turned green, not very obvious, but their vitality has already been revealed.

The harsh winter once hurt them, but when the warm sun shines, they can still grow stubbornly.

Future-proof.

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