Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

At the end of May, Xu Kaici still had the energy to argue with Cheng Hangyi, and at that time he could still raise his hand and push Cheng Hangyi who was about to climb onto the hospital bed.

By the end of July, it was difficult for Xu Kaici to have the energy to speak loudly with Cheng Hangyi again. No matter how much Cheng Hangyi persuaded him to eat, he only took a few mouthfuls of tokens.

Due to the request of the family, the inspection and conservative treatment are still being done, but the data in the inspection report is getting worse every time.Every time after sending him back to the ward, the doctor pulled his family out alone and asked them to persuade Xu Kaici to seriously consider the operation.

Everyone was not reconciled, except Xu Kaici himself who refused to let go.

He would rather be exhausted like this, even if he himself is getting more and more uncomfortable and weaker every day, he refuses to nod.

At first Xu Kaici was able to politely refuse, and he was able to talk to those who persuaded him.Maybe I was annoyed later, or I really didn't want to bother talking about this kind of thing when my body was extremely uncomfortable, so my attitude became tough.

This meeting simply quarreled with Xu Chunye again in front of the whole family.

Xu Chunye was so angry that his finger pointing at Xu Kaici was trembling, and he was about to hit Xu Kaici with the curse words on his lips.Fortunately, he was stopped by Cheng Hang in time, he pulled Xu Chunye out of the ward in a panic, and stammered to Xu Chunye: "Uncle, calm down first, my brother is not feeling well, and his temper will inevitably get worse, if you scold him again, he will be even worse." If you don't want to listen, why don't you... go back first, and I'll think of a way..."

Xu Chunye was angry and anxious, and today the doctor dragged him out again to ask about the operation.

This incident was almost going to become a scar that Xu Chunye couldn't get rid of, and it made him feel uncomfortable every time he asked. In a sense, he wanted Xu Kaici to let go more than anyone else.

But Xu Kaici is still gritting his teeth.

After leaving the ward, Xu Chunye's anger turned to Cheng Hangyi, and he gave Cheng Hangyi a hard look, "You better know why you can still be so tired of him under my nose, if he really can't Now you are ready to pack your things and go back to your hometown."

In a place like the hospital where quietness is required, his voice is not loud, but as expected of Xu Kaici's father, his coldness is beyond compare, and a single sentence is enough to kill.

Cheng Hang pursed his lips and nodded, and answered him in a low voice: "I know, I know, wait for him... I will disappear when he recovers."

Xu Chunye looked at Cheng Hangyi awkwardly, as if he just hit the cotton with his punch, feeling very depressed.He turned around and shouted to those in the ward: "Let's go? Or do you want to stay here with him and wait to die?"

The people in the ward were embarrassed by the sudden quarrel between the father and father, but when they heard Xu Chunye's voice, they shrank their necks in unison, and followed them out of the ward resentfully.

As soon as Cheng Hang stood wearily at the door and watched the group of people go away sparsely, he suddenly felt very tired and couldn't help but want to find a place to smoke a cigarette.

As soon as he touched the lighter, he remembered something, and took the lighter out of his pocket.

He rubbed his face vigorously twice, and gasped a few times when his hands touched his eyes in pain.A few days ago, Xu Kaici's condition was very bad. He stayed with him day and night, stayed up too late, and developed a small stye on his lower eyelid.

In order to cover this thing, he pretended to buy a pair of black-rimmed glasses and wear them, but if you look closely, you can still see that his eyes have recently grown larger and smaller, let alone the sudden touch of his hand.

He suddenly felt very painful, his eyes hurt, and a certain place in his heart seemed to be twisted severely, which made him uncomfortable.

After adjusting his state, Cheng Hang walked into the ward calmly, and smiled at Xu Kaici who was still leaning on the bed.

"It's a big deal, don't you just want to die? As for arguing with him, when have you heard what he said?" Cheng Hangyi deliberately said it lightly, trying to ease the atmosphere back.

He heard it outside just now, Xu Kaici had convulsions.It's normal to think about it, it's a trivial matter for him to be so emotionally convulsed, it's fine if he doesn't pass out like he did a few days ago.

He approached Xu Kaici, helped him to fix the oxygen tube hanging on his nose, and reached into the quilt to feel it. Someone should have changed it for him, which saved a lot of trouble.

Even if the head of the bed was shaken, Xu Kaici could hardly sit still, and now he was leaning in a twisted posture, with one leg bent and a cushion in front of his leg.

If you don't know that he is a paralyzed patient, at first glance, you will think that his sitting posture looks like a bum.

But there is no bum who twists his insteps against the bed, nor does he blink his eyes feebly like Xu Kaichou, struggling to even breathe heavily.

Xu Kaici was still annoyed, and when Cheng Hang said this in a half-joking, half-joking way, he scolded: "In the whole world, he is the most unworthy of persuading me to live."

As soon as Cheng Hang couldn't hold it back, he lifted the quilt and rubbed Xu Kaici's stiff legs and feet. When he heard Xu Kaici say this, he was stunned for a moment, but after thinking about it later, he felt that Xu Kaici was right.

He said nothing but nodded.I don't know if Xu Kaici has some anemia recently or if he just stayed indoors for many years, Cheng Hang felt that Xu Kaici's legs were too white, and he still needed a little blood to look good.

Suddenly a sentence came from above his head, and the sentence pierced through the eardrum like a sharp ice knife into his heart, causing Cheng Hang to gasp for breath in pain.

——"The second person who is not qualified is you, Cheng Hangyi."

Cheng Hangyi didn't notice it himself, his eyes turned red immediately when he heard these words, and the hands holding Xu Kaici's feet were also trembling.

He didn't even dare to look at Xu Kaici, but he lowered his head and didn't know what to do, holding those deformed feet in a daze, as if Xu Kaici couldn't see him as long as he didn't speak.

But the voice continued to come from the top of the head, the voice was not loud, and the momentum was much smaller than before. Even with the current volume, Xu Kaici's voice had never been louder when two people quarreled before.

But it's just this kind of volume and this kind of posture that makes Cheng Hang feel more uncomfortable than every quarrel in the past. It hurts like a knife stabbing. Feel a little easier to breathe.

"In the past few years, as long as you care about me a little bit, as long as you care about me a little bit. Cheng Hang, as long as you care a little bit about me, as long as you look back and think about me every time you walk away, and you can soften your heart once, I It's not going to be that desperate."

"But what about you? What are you doing? Where have you been? You didn't take the initiative to break up before because you were afraid that others would poke your spine and scold you. Now you have a thick face and refuse to leave. What are you afraid of? I'm afraid that I will die like this, and I will dream back in the middle of the night. Have a bad conscience?"

"I beg you people, can you stop coming to my bed to persuade me to do these things that touch me?"

Knowing that Xu Kaici was still angry, even if he wasn't angry, he just wanted to vent, but Cheng Hang still couldn't calm down for a long time after these words came out of his mouth.

Xu Kaici seldom vented his unhappiness so bluntly, he always had a calm and relaxed spirit.

Let alone do something now, Cheng Hang didn't even know where to look, he turned his head away in discomfort, and then turned around quickly.

Eyes red, lips trembling: "So I am not qualified to persuade you, and I will not persuade you."

Now it was Xu Kaici who was stunned, his limbs trembled slightly because of the excitement just now, but now he stopped by himself but his body still refused to let it go, and he still trembled in his own way.

It seemed that he was about to sit still.Not bad, as long as Cheng Hang is in front of him, he won't let him fall.He grabbed Xu Kaici, pulled his bent leg away, pulled him into his arms, fixed him, and hugged him.

"I'm not qualified to persuade you, and it's not because I'm afraid that my conscience will be disturbed by Midnight Dream, I just want to be with you..."

"..." Xu Kaici had nothing to say, and felt a little depressed in Cheng Hangyi's arms. He originally thought that Cheng Hangyi could refute him a little, and he could continue to vent.

He was so annoying, so uncomfortable.Now let alone persuading him to live, even persuading him to continue conservative treatment, he is unwilling. This ward and this hospital bed trap him like a cage.

Every day when he opened his eyes, there were people in white coats surrounding his bed talking about this and that, and then there was endless infusion.

Regardless of what happens in the future, Xu Kaici at this moment feels that he is going crazy.

His emotions were always anxious and agitated, even if he was held tightly in Cheng Hang's arms, he couldn't stop his body from trembling, and his limbs kept rubbing against the bed making rustling sounds.

As soon as Cheng Hang knew that it would not work if he just hugged him like this, he couldn't feel his hug at all. After thinking for a while, he put his warm palm on the back of Xu Kaici's head, ran his fingers through Xu Kaici's thick hair, and gently Knead.

"I know, I know, I know you are tired, you want to rest, you want to let it go. I don't persuade you, I don't make trouble with you, I will accompany you if I am obedient. So don't be angry, okay? Okay, I'll stop you from saying anything he says in the future, and I'll let you be quiet."

Originally, Xu Kaici didn't let Cheng Hangyi touch him like this in the beginning, his head kept moving and his shoulders twisted accordingly, as if every part of his body that could move was resisting.

However, he didn't have much strength, so he was tired after tossing around for a while.In addition, the oxygen tube on the nose was shifted, and Xu Kaici felt that he could not breathe. After a while, he resigned himself to his fate and lay down in Cheng Hang's arms, gasping for breath, without making a sound.

After his body calmed down a little, Xu Kaici slowly said: "I'm really tired, I'm really tired of living like this."

Cheng Hangyi was still patting Xu Kaici's back lightly, he still hadn't learned how to comfort others, he still used this stupid method a few years ago.

It's just that this time it seems a lot more gentle and sincere than last time.

Even the body was still swaying leisurely, as if it was really coaxing him to sleep.

"Then let me steal you away. I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore. Shall we go out for a few days?"

An idea came to him in a flash of inspiration, but the moment Cheng Hang said it, he wanted to take action immediately.He let go of his arms and put Xu Kaici back on the bed. With bright eyes, one big and one small, he smiled and took Xu Kaici's hand and rubbed it: "Really, I'll take you out for a few days, take a breath. Your dad was arrested today." You are so angry that you probably won't come, but I will bear it when I find out."

Like a coincidence, or in other words, Xu Kaici didn't realize that he nodded. When he came back to his senses, Cheng Hangyi was already helping him find clothes.

The hospital gown was too loose, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with it. After he changed into his own clothes, Cheng Hang realized that Xu Kaici was really sick.In the past, Xu Kaici's shoulders were broad, and he could hold up any clothes, but now the clothes on him are loose and loose. No matter how beautiful his face is, he looks dull and sickly.

Cheng Hang hugged Xu Kaici into the wheelchair, knelt down in front of him and rubbed his feet for a long time, and put on the shoes after opening all the curled toes.

Xu Kaici finally realized that he was about to be "stolen" by Cheng Hangyi before he left the ward.

He hasn't really gotten used to being alone with Cheng Hangyi, even though he spent most of the past few months alone in this ward with Cheng Hangyi.

It doesn't matter, the point is that he never thought that one day he could get along with Cheng Hangyi in a place other than life and death.

He turned his head slightly, looked at Cheng Hang with uncertainty and asked him: "What exactly do you want to do? Do you know that Xu Chunye knew what you were doing and could slap you to death?"

Cheng Hang nodded, and replied noncommittally: "I know."

"Then you still... I said Cheng Hang, stop wasting time on me, I don't have the energy to go with you again..."

"I know." Cheng Hang walked around the wheelchair and turned to Xu Kaici. He bent down and looked at Xu Kaici's level, with a little sparkle in his eyes.

"I know you have no energy, I know you have no ideas, and I know you have given up on yourself, but you don't want to spend your last days in the hospital every day, do you? Come home with me, go home Stay for a few days."