Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

To say that Cheng Hang was thick-skinned seems a bit exaggerated. In the next few days, he did keep his promise, only approaching Xu Kaici's hospital bed when Xu Kaici needed help, and obediently sitting on the sofa beside him at other times.

He came every day, unshakeable, and always brought something to eat when he came, but he would not force Xu Kaici to eat.Anyway, it all depends on Xu Kaici's wishes, as long as Xu Kaici is unwilling, Cheng Hang will silently retreat to the edge of the sofa with his hands raised high as if surrendering.

He gave Xu Kaici an illusion like this, as if Cheng Hangyi really didn't come to persuade him, but just wanted to spend his last days with him.

In the morning, Xu Chunye made an appointment for Xu Kaici to have an inspection. This inspection was a bit strenuous for Xu Kaici and needed help from others. Needless to say, Cheng Hang must be the one running forward.Hearing that Xu Kaici was going downstairs for a check-up, he leaned next to Xu Kaici and asked him pitifully, "Can I go with you?"

He looked a little funny, Xu Kaici rolled his eyes slightly, and asked him solemnly: "If I don't let you go, why don't you go? When have you heard me these days?"

Cheng Hang was so choked up that he couldn't speak, he leaned in front of Xu Kaici with a naive smile, and hugged Xu Kaici who was leaning on him.

"Don't you know about my thick skin?"

Xu Kaici's arm was tightly hooked to Cheng Hangyi, and Cheng Hangyi took care of the remaining limbs that were not under his control until he sat in a wheelchair.

He hadn't sat like this for a long time, and he was not used to it all of a sudden. He always felt that he was going to fall, and he subconsciously supported himself with his left hand, but he couldn't put his hand back on the armrest, and kept dangling around the armrest.

He had completely forgotten that Cheng Hang had been supporting him for a while so as not to let him fall.

Xu Kaici has changed a lot during the past two years of separation, and he will no longer calmly wait for Cheng Hangyi to take care of everything for him.As soon as Cheng Hang found out, whether he was leaning on the bed a few days ago and waiting for others to feed him, or sitting in a wheelchair now, Xu Kaici would make some small movements, as if he wanted to do something to ensure his own safety.

Or, he was just like that.Has always been insecure, but has never been found out that he is terrified to death.

He bent down to straighten Xu Kaici's limbs, and put cotton slippers on his feet, fearing that his feet would not be able to wear the shoes, and carefully put his feet on the pedals.

Cheng Hang raised his eyes to look at Xu Kaici, trying to capture the little bit of fear in his eyes, "Don't be afraid, I won't let you fall."

It's a pity that there is no fear, Xu Kaici's face is only a little shadow cast by the long eyelashes.

Sensing Cheng Hangyi's gaze, Xu Kaici avoided looking at him, and only whispered: "Cheng Hangyi, don't speculate about me."

After speaking, he pressed the joystick with his heel, and the wheelchair moved forward slowly, almost hitting Cheng Hangyi, but luckily he dodged to the side quickly.

Cheng Hang didn't feel annoyed when he looked at Xu Kaici who was slowly moving forward, he just looked at the back of his hairy head and smiled.

"All right, all right, I'm not guessing, why are you running so fast? I'll push you, you're tired."

Then he followed and pushed Xu Kaici out of the ward.

From Cheng Hangyi's perspective, he is still not used to Xu Kaici's hairstyle. At first glance, the short, fluffy hair makes Xu Kaici a little less alienated, but a little more fragile.

Soon Cheng Hang smiled again, it doesn't matter what it is, long hair or short hair, as long as it's Xu Kaici.

The examination is not troublesome. An ordinary patient can do it alone, but Xu Kaici is not an ordinary patient.Even being hugged up and down by Cheng Hang was exhausting enough for Xu Kaici.

After Cheng Hang massaged him after returning to the ward, he fell asleep.

If you distinguish carefully, you can also tell whether Xu Kaici is really asleep or pretending to be asleep. If he is really asleep, his expression is very peaceful, but his lips will be slightly open.

Xu Kaici probably didn't even know this.

As soon as Cheng Hang stretched out his index finger, he didn't directly touch Xu Kaici's face, but only followed the outline of his three-dimensional facial features.

Face to face in silence is his lover, the person he fell in love with belatedly.

He couldn't imagine when Xu Kaici fell in love with him, let alone how Xu Kaici loved him so much.

It's just that what he still can't understand is why Xu Kaici gave up on himself so easily. He is only 27 years old, how can a 27-year-old person live like the sunset.

"Xu Kaici, come back, let me bring you back, you have to live, you have to live to feel that the person you love loves you too..."

He sketched lightly, and didn't dare to speak loudly, just made a mouth shape.

The next second, he withdrew his hand in panic. ——Xu Kaici coughed twice sullenly, and Cheng Hang was afraid that he would suddenly wake up and see his actions and be angry again.

It is a habit that is difficult to get rid of. In Cheng Hangyi's heart, no matter before or now, no matter what attitude he takes towards Xu Kaici, he is always afraid of Xu Kaici.

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Xu Kaici slept until the evening, and he didn't even wake up when the nurse came in to help Xu Kaici change the indwelling needle on his arm.He slowly opened his eyes, and looked up to see that Cheng Hangyi was not sitting on the chair beside the hospital bed as usual.

I don't know why, I was still a little sad in my heart, but after thinking about it, I felt that it was normal, Cheng Hangyi's disposition was not like this, it was only a week at most.

Unexpectedly, looking further away, Cheng Hangyi was sitting on the sofa, looking at the folder in his hand and humming softly.

There is a window behind him, and outside the window is the sunlight like orange juice, which warmly casts on Cheng Hangyi's body, dyeing him orange.

Cheng Hang lowered his head and didn't notice that Xu Kaici had woken up, he just concentrated on memorizing the lyrics.He probably couldn't remember the lyrics and score that he just got, and from time to time he would raise his hands to gesticulate in the air.

The broad shoulders smoothly followed the slight movements of the arms, drawing pleasing lines in the air.

--so good.

Xu Kaici thought to himself.It was nice to send him where he was supposed to be, the best thing I had done in a long time.

Cheng Hang should be like this, he should be shining brightly behind his back, and he should be with what he is good at and likes.

He shouldn't have appeared in a gray ward, and shouldn't be guarding a paralyzed man with few days left.

After sleeping for too long, Xu Kaici felt his back was stiff and sore, he couldn't help but let out a muffled snort.This sound caught Cheng Hangyi's attention, he put down the document and looked up.

"Are you awake? I thought you were going to sleep for a while."

After speaking, he walked towards Xu Kaici, and he reached into the quilt and rubbed Xu Kaici's back with his palm, "Does your back hurt? Do you want to get up for a while?"

His voice seemed to be full of orange juice, sweet and sticky.Hearing that Xu Kaici seemed to be lying on a ball of soft cotton, he had no more strength to resist.

He nodded sleepily, waiting for Cheng Hang to help him.He thought that Cheng Hang would only help him shake the hospital bed, but he didn't expect that after some small movements, it was not those messy cushions that were leaning behind him, but Cheng Hang himself.

It is much more comfortable than those cushions, and Xu Kaici won't worry about falling to one side in such a posture.But Xu Kaici still resisted subconsciously, he felt that Cheng Hangyi should sit far away and do his own thing.

Xu Kaici didn't want Cheng Hangyi to waste any time on himself, anyway, it didn't make any difference to him whether he was leaning on him or those cushions.

"Cheng Hang, I gave you face, right?"

"Just for a while, I will go back to where I came from in a while."

Cheng Hang held Xu Kaici with one hand to prevent him from falling over, and rubbed his back with the other hand, from his slender waist to his shoulder blades.

If he accidentally came across the scar on the back of Xu Kaici's neck, he would quickly skip it.

"Okay, stop rubbing, let me lie down and do your own thing, anyway, no matter how much you rub me, it won't be enough to feed me two painkillers." Xu Kaici felt Cheng Hang's movements, He moved his shoulders back twice, lazily rejecting Cheng Hang, and then killing time on him.

It's not worth it to replace Cheng Hangyi, and I also feel that I shouldn't do this, and it is not a good thing to rely on Cheng Hangyi again.

It is said that relying on painkillers is not a good thing, but is it a good thing to rely on a person?

Cheng Hang didn't stop moving, but he hummed the song he just learned on the sofa again.

He hummed twice, lowered his head and asked Xu Kaici: "You don't think it will hinder me from doing things by myself? You don't know that there is sun in the west on the sofa, so I just came to you to hide in the shade. Don't drive me away, huh? "

He hasn't memorized the lyrics yet, but the melody is hummed so-so, and it sounds nice with his voice.It should be a song tailor-made by the company based on Cheng Hangyi, and just listening to the melody is very suitable for Cheng Hangyi.

"Is it a new song?" Xu Kaici raised his head and asked Cheng Hangyi, "It's not bad, it sounds good."

Cheng Hang nodded, like a kindergarten kid who has been praised by the teacher, his eyes sparkled, "Well, it's a single EP, and the lyrics are pretty good."

He suddenly remembered something, lowered his head and asked Xu Kaici who was leaning in his arms: "You haven't heard me sing yet, have you?"

As soon as the words came out, he immediately bit his tongue and silenced himself.Didn't you hear it on the night of the finals and KTV?It's still like that... Anyway, Cheng Hang didn't want to recall those two nights again.

It was the same with Xu Kaici's expression, who was looking up at Cheng Hangyi, but lowered his eyes after hearing these words.There was only a shadow cast on his face, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Thinking about it, I don't think this is a good memory.

Cheng Hang faltered and changed the topic: "Those two nights don't count, I...in fact, I don't sing much at ordinary times. It's not like you don't know, I used to be busy practicing piano, Qi Tong and I didn't know each other. How to go to KTV."

"I heard."

"Huh? Will I go to KTV when I go to school? Hahahaha yes, I forgot that I went to KTV often with you when I went to school."

"No, it was a long time ago."

It was a long time ago, so long ago that Cheng Hangyi probably didn't even remember it.

It was also a summer evening like this, when Xu Kaici had just entered his sophomore year, had just grown his long hair, and the tips of his hair had just reached his shoulders, and it was a bit hot in summer, so there was no way to wear it like this, so he could only casually wear it on his head. After that, make a small pull.

At that time, he talked about a boyfriend who studied pop music. Although the little boyfriend was at the same level as him, he was a full year younger than him, and he was very clingy every day.The two of them were almost stuck together except during class time, holding hands during meals, and had to ask Xu Kaici to send him back to the dormitory every night.

Xu Kaici was sweating all over his body, and a sultry wind blew from the playground, which made him feel even more uncomfortable. He just wanted to send his little boyfriend back to the dormitory so that he could go back to the apartment and take a refreshing cold shower.

It was not long before school started, and the freshman children were still in military training. This would be free time, and a few lively children were sitting in a circle and singing.

The little boyfriend didn't want to leave, so he insisted on dragging Xu Kaici to the side to join in the fun, saying that going back to the dormitory so early was so boring, why not just blow the wind by the playground and listen to music.

When they were in love, Xu Kaici could agree without asking too much, and the two walked slowly to the side of the playground to look at the lively children.

Later, before the sunset was about to clear, a child who looked like a sign was pushed out, and everyone booed and called his name, asking him to sing a song too.

The kid said a few words modestly, and soon stood up with a smile, and ordered a song with the classmate who was holding a bluetooth speaker.

His voice was so nice that Xu Kaici thought he was studying pop music.He also joked with the little boyfriend standing beside him: "You will not be the best-looking in your department soon, you will have competitors."

The little boyfriend bumped Xu Kaici with his elbow, pouted and acted like a baby with him: "Anyway, my boyfriend is the prettiest person in the school, what am I afraid of?"

These words were very useful to Xu Kaici, he bowed his head and kissed him, but the corner of his eyes was always on the singing child.

Very good, good singing, good looks.It’s just a bit dark, it’s because of the military training, I think Yang Yang can come back in vain.

Xu Kaici thought so at the time.

Amidst the booing, the kid sang another song.She's pretty showy, and she can't stop being praised a few times.

That night, the sunset glow disappeared, and the sky was only a little bit of gentle lavender. Xu Kaici still remembers what the child sang to this day.

He stood under the gentle lavender, and his eyes were the light cast by the street lamps on both sides of the road, and then turned into the stars in his eyes.

Cheng Hang stood in the crowd, enjoying the flattery of his classmates.

His eyes have been immersed in his own world, and he has not had time to look beyond the crowd.

Cheng Hangyi always thought that the first time he and Xu Kaici met was at Qi Tong's birthday party at the end of October.

He probably never knew that as early as the No. 12 day when he entered school, Xu Kaici remembered him from a distance, remembering him singing under the light gray sky.

Xu Kaici was worried about how to show the admission notice to Xu Chunye, but Xu Chunye tore up the admission notice.

Xu Kaici, 20, is hesitant about how to tell her beautiful boyfriend that he is tired and wants to break up.He found a new target, even though this new target Xu Kaici couldn't even hear his name clearly, he only remembered that this kid sang very well.

Just a few months after turning 20, he saw the child again. That night, the child was acting stupid, was given a lot of alcohol, and his face was as red as an apple.

At that time, Xu Kaici thought that he would be like all his predecessors, but he was just the goal of Xu Kaici's whim.Or maybe it doesn't even count as a goal, after all, this kid has a bad temper, is always noisy and frizzy, and occasionally the two of them would argue a few words when they meet.

Who would have thought that when I was 22 years old, I would use compassion to comfort this sad puppy, and would take the initiative to lift the puppy's chin and kiss him when I was drunk.

True or false, winning or losing, Xu Kaici always thought that he could distinguish his own heart, and all he wanted was surrender.

Now 27-year-old Xu Kaici looked back, and the boy singing under the sunset had turned into a man singing in front of a light stick.

He never thought that he would love Cheng Hangyi so much later, and Xu Kaici couldn't even remember when it started.

He didn't even have the exact time, but it seemed that after Cheng Hangyi didn't come home one night, the loss that suddenly came to his heart was reminding him.

——Xu Kaici, you can't do without him.