Ning Wang witnessed this farce, and he quietly watched Cheng Hang's newly bought mobile phone hit the ground not far away, and watched him break down and cry.

In the end, he watched his windbreaker flutter up and down, like a fragile butterfly.

Speaking of which, when they were in school, Xu Kaici and Cheng Hangyi were notoriously beautiful in school, and scouts would hand them business cards when walking on the street.Xu Kaicizhi is not here, and politely refuses every time. Cheng Hangyi showed off his business card in front of his friends several times. It's not that he is interested in these things, but he simply thinks it's an affirmation of his appearance. .

Two dancing butterflies, after many years, one of them broke its wings and could no longer fly.And the other one stopped for too long, and forgot how to fly.

Even when he left, he was timid, turning his head three times at a step, and crying louder every time he turned his head.

I'm really wronged. Looking back at the past three years, what are they?Cheng Hang felt that if he couldn't even cry, he would have suffocated tonight and would definitely have a myocardial infarction.So just cry, and it doesn't matter if you cry louder, otherwise he really doesn't know how to vent and express his sadness.

It's a pity that Xu Kaici has been domesticated too successfully for so many years. When he calms down after crying, he still can't help but think that Xu Kaici will not be able to live alone.

That's why Ning Wang had just called Sheng Guannan to say he couldn't go home. Not long after, someone knocked on the door and came in saying that it was Mr. Cheng's newly arranged nurse.In order to show his professionalism, the young man took out a bunch of documents from his bag, and Ning Wang was taken aback for a while.

On the contrary, Xu Kaici didn't have any special reaction, just nodded quietly and said thank you, and told Ning Wang to go home quickly.

This is just like Cheng Hangyi's style of doing things. Most of the time, he is out of tune, tends to get angry, and likes to blow up hair, but when he calms down, he can think about things from Xu Kaici's perspective.

For example, in the middle of the night after every quarrel, he would moan and whine and get up to help Xu Kaici turn over and clean up. Another example is now, crying and saying that he wants to leave, but he is looking for a nurse for Xu Kaici who can take care of him as quickly as possible.

Xu Kaici couldn't tell what he was feeling now, as if it was useless to worry.I can only hope that Cheng Hang can calm down as soon as he decides to leave the hospital tomorrow, find the good boy, explain it clearly, and coax him well, so that life can continue.

It's a pity that Xu Kaici was wrong this time, he found that he couldn't find Cheng Hangyi.

His wound has not healed yet, but he stubbornly wanted to be discharged from the hospital, but when he got home, he found that Cheng Hangyi was not at home at all.Not to mention he was not at home, he never came back, even the bananas on the table had black spots.

Without Cheng Hangyi at home, this home is like the bunch of bananas with black spots, showing faint traces of corruption.

The nurse was busy setting up Xu Kaici, and didn't have time to tidy up the house first, mainly because he was afraid that Xu Kaici's lower limbs would be compressed and cause edema if he sat in the wheelchair for too long.Pretending to come over and hug him, he muttered: "Actually, you should wait patiently for the wound to heal before going home. Your lungs were not very good during the examination this morning."

Xu Kaici raised his hand and hung his wrist, and touched the nurse with the palm of his hand. He suddenly panicked. He shook his head and said, "You fasten my belt again, we have to go out."

"Ah? Are you still going out? Is your leg okay?" The employer's thoughts cannot be controlled by the nurse, but from a professional point of view, he still has to remind him.

Xu Kaici nodded, the expression on his face became serious, if he wasn't at home, where could Cheng Hangyi go?He doesn't like staying in hotels, no matter how crazy he used to be, he would go home at night.

His mobile phone was broken, and he didn't even need a card, and the fragments of the mobile phone were downstairs in the hospital building. It must have been swept away by the cleaning staff. Even if he needed a card, he could only do it today.

In a panic, Xu Kaici saw that the nurse was holding his feet to help him put on his shoes. Xu Kaici suddenly asked him in a loud voice, "Who asked you to come last night? Who contacted you?"

The nurse was confused by the question, and answered truthfully in a daze: "It's the hospital nurse station that someone called urgently at night. That person said his surname was Cheng, and he added extra money because he was in a hurry..."

Xu Kaici had no doubts about who the nurse was looking for. He just wanted to know how Cheng Hangyi contacted the nurse without a mobile phone, and how did he pay for it?

Hearing this, he felt a little more settled. Cheng Hangyi must be with Qi Tong. Shanghai said it was very big, but there were only a few friends that Cheng Hangyi could find at this time, and now he was sure. He would not look for Sheng Guannan, let alone Meng Xinci, who was not sure whether he was in Shanghai or not, so there was only Qi Tong, and it could only be Qi Tong.

It's okay, it's okay, as long as he can be sure that there are people around him, so he can still be found, as long as he doesn't disappear without a trace, Xu Kaici is not so afraid.

Xu Kaici hadn't seen Qi Tong for a long time, even looking through the address book, he had to switch to the phone from a long time ago to find it. It is not sure if he has changed his phone number.

Feeling uneasy, he bit the capacitive pen and pressed the dial button. There was a mechanical beeping sound for a long time before he finally connected. Fortunately, the voice belonged to Qi Tong. Xu Kaici let out a long breath .

It has been too long since I have spoken to these friends from the past, Xu Kaici is actually a little timid and doesn't know how to speak for a long time.

Until the other side has changed, he asked lazily: "Master Xu, you didn't want to call me just to hear how you are? I hung up without talking, and I haven't woken up yet."

"Is Cheng Cheng in front of you? You let him answer the phone." Straight to the point, Xu Kaici didn't bother to go around and asked Qi Tong directly.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but he even seems to be able to hear Cheng Hangyi's breathing on the other end of the phone.

But Qi Tong also answered him firmly: "Not here, didn't he go back?"

Qi Tong's voice has always been playful, it's hard to tell whether it's the truth or he's following Cheng Hang's cooperation to deceive Xu Kaici.

Xu Kaici didn't have the time to delve into it anymore, he felt like a mess in his heart, he couldn't untie it, and wanted to throw something irritably.

Unavoidably, the voice raised a little, and he asked again sharply: "Qi Tong, I didn't call you just for fun after so long, let me ask again, is Cheng Hangyi right in front of you? "

He has a good temper because no one has ever dared to play tricks in front of him. Among the people in front of him, he has always been the only one who plays tricks on others condescendingly. No one dares to play tricks in front of him.

But Xu Kaici forgot, this is not what it used to be.

Qi Tong put away his sloppy voice, and became serious, with an imposing manner that was not lost to anyone, "If Xu Kaici didn't save your number, I thought it was a courier or takeaway, otherwise I wouldn't pick it up. You don't want to be with me. What kind of prestige of Young Master Xu is playing here? Why did you ask me when your own wife disappeared? I wonder if you broke your neck and broke your brain when you did this? "

There was no sound on the other side, Qi Tong glanced at the man who was sleeping crookedly on the sofa, and then returned to his lazy and laughing voice: "Stop calling, I have no obligation to take care of your wife for you, your wife is not here this."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, stretched out his foot and kicked Cheng Hangyi's calf hanging from the sofa: "He won't call anymore, why? Finally I can't stand the paralyzed man and plan to break up?"

Cheng Hang sat up one by one, frowned and thumped Qi Tong displeasedly, "You are too rude to him, he is your senior at least."

Qi Tong seemed to hear a big joke, he laughed so hard, and even choked on his saliva, he patted his thigh and asked Cheng Hangyi with a smile: "Cheng Hangyi, did you get drunk last night and you haven't gotten drunk yet?" Wake up? Senior hahahahaha, this reason is too funny? Let’s not talk about different departments, even if it’s the same department, then my senior has to queue up to Lujiazui. Do I have to nod and bow when I see you? Are you sick or am I sick? It's your business that you were domesticated by him, why pull me?"

That's right, Cheng Hang is the only one who has been tamed. In the eyes of others, Xu Kaici is nothing now.It's just that he was a little more dazzling and majestic in school at the beginning.

Now he is just a useless person paralyzed in a wheelchair, unable to retract his hands even if they fall outside, why should he be expected to be respected by others?

It's just that Cheng Hangyi has been used to this kind of life for the past three years, so he takes it for granted that everyone should speak softly like himself when talking on the phone with Xu Kaici; Bend over, or squat down to be at eye level with him.

But why?You don't owe him anything, why should you do this?

Even Cheng Hangyi didn't owe him anything.

Once Cheng Hang came to his senses, he shook his head and murmured: "You're right, and you don't owe him anything, why should you be so obedient in front of him."

Qi Tong was stunned for a moment, thinking that he could continue to argue with Cheng Hang, but he didn't expect Cheng Hang to answer so simply.

He patted Cheng Hangyi lightly, and interrupted him: "Okay, don't think about it, why are you thinking about him? What's the matter? Are you still sleeping or not? Why don't you go out and play?"

Cheng Hang didn't want to go out to play, but he couldn't sleep even more.And he knew clearly that if he couldn't say it, Qi Tong would not stay and talk to him like Ning Wang as a confidant elder sister.This dog man will definitely put on his clothes and go out in the next second, and leave him alone.

"Buy me a mobile phone first, and replace the card, and then I'll go out with you." He weakly supported Qi Tong, and borrowed some strength from him to get up from the sofa.

Having not slept all night, drinking and smoking last night, and crying loudly, Cheng Hang would suddenly stand up and see blackness in front of his eyes.After a while, he calmed down and said again: "Forget it, don't buy a mobile phone for now, I don't want to answer the phone recently."

-

Cheng Hang felt that in the past few days, he didn't look like he came out crazy, let alone made up his mind to leave Xu Kaici.

On the contrary, the more I play, the more I feel like a primary school student who hasn't grown up yet, who had some conflicts with his family and ran away from home.Intermittently, Cheng Hang also knew that Xu Kaici was looking for him, and had even gone to the places he would usually go, and asked Ningwang to find other friends to find out where he was.

I even went to the place where the orchestra usually trains, and even called Meng Xinci to ask about it, so I almost flew back to City Y to find Cheng Hangyi.

Cheng Hang felt that this feeling was really strange. No matter how crazy he was outside or how he played, Xu Kaici would at most wait for Mao to call and ask when he would go home. He had never looked for him like this before.

What's the use?It's all like this now, so what if I find it?Why did he only want to find, coax, and explain after Cheng Hangyi knew everything.

Cheng Hang felt that even if he was downstairs in the hospital that day, Xu Kaici didn't hesitate to say "yes", he could pretend not to know.

But it didn't happen, and that's how it happened.

I can't think about these things, and I feel annoyed and sad when I think about them.You just have to have something in your mouth, or something in your hand, so that you don't feel as if your life is just thinking about it.

So he drove so hard on the go-kart track during the day, almost as if he was desperately rushing forward. Qi Tong and the person in charge of the track helped him sweat a few times at the corners.

Thinking about it later, I decided not to let him play, and dragged him to another place to stop.

It was also fierce at night, and in the first two days at the bar, he poured himself alcohol like water, and every day when he returned to the hotel, Qi Tong dragged him back like a dead dog.

Even Qi Tong couldn't stand it anymore today, he refused to go to the bar no matter what he said, and invited a few more fun people to open a private room in KTV.It was agreed before going that wine can be ordered, but not to give Cheng Hang a drink, not even a sip.

Cheng Hang scolded Qi Tong all the way for this, saying that he might as well let him sleep in the hotel.

He is not interested in singing, and he doesn't think the fruit plate in KTV is more delicious. As for those games, he doesn't think it is very fun when he is depressed.

Amidst the joyous sound, Cheng Hang felt that he was out of place, and was so sleepy that he wanted to doze off. He really felt that he might as well sleep in a hotel.It's not cheap, I insist on coming out with Qi Tong.

Qi Tong sang a song that was very popular recently, and he sang the last few lines before realizing that Cheng Hang was shrinking in the corner like a puppy in the water, looking pitiful and a little funny.

He asked someone to cut the song, threw the microphone aside, picked up a bottle of beer on the table, went to Cheng Hangyi and handed it to him.

"I really can't stand you like this, it's like a coward, let me give you a drink." Qi Tong kicked Cheng Hangyi to make him move in, and took advantage of the opportunity to sit next to him.

Two days ago, they were still teasing, saying whether Cheng Hangyi and Xu Kaici could not survive, but looking at it these days, they wanted to persuade Cheng Hangyi to go home and forget it.

He could see that Cheng Hangyi was so sad that it made people feel very annoying to see such a breakup.If Cheng Hang came to him happily and said that he was liberated, he would be happy.Seeing that Cheng Hang is about to die like this, he might as well go back and live with Xu Kaici.

As soon as Cheng Hang took the beer and downed half a bottle, he sighed and said, "I want to go back, I'm so bored."

"Where do you go? Go home or go back to the hotel?"

"I do not know either……"

Cheng Hangyi didn't know where to go to get it back and make himself feel better.

He turned his head and looked at Qi Tong, who was leaning on the sofa and chewing potato lattices, and suddenly said: "I suddenly envy you, how can you get out of it every time? I don't seem to have seen you Who was sad."

Qi Tong froze for a moment, stuffed the last bit of potato into his mouth, curled his mouth and said with a wry smile: "You don't follow me every day, how do you know that I never shed tears. That's okay, two silly dogs , can’t beat them humans, drink it quickly.”

The door of the private room was slowly opened by the waiter outside, but no one came in for a long time.Cheng Hangyi and Qi Tong looked at each other, not knowing what happened.

"Did you call someone? It's so late, who is still here? It can't be that Zhou Yun again?" Cheng Hang widened his eyes and looked at the door, then at Qi Tong, and asked him guiltily. .

Qi Tong also felt baffled, but he was definitely not Zhou Yun, he shook his head and denied, "No, I didn't ask him to touch your bad luck."

As soon as the voice fell, the person at the door came in.It really wasn't Zhou Yun, nor someone else, but Xu Kaici in a wheelchair.

Xu Kaici, who hadn't appeared on such occasions for a long, long, long time.

He was sitting on the wheelchair that Cheng Hangyi bought for him, with his legs slightly spread and his feet facing each other in a figure-splayed position.He held the wheelchair's joystick with his left hand, and his useless right hand was curled up on his lap.

In such a state, Xu Kaici would appear here, and Cheng Hang was stunned for a moment, wondering if it was true or not.When he came back to his senses, he saw Xu Kaici's tired face, and thought that after hiding from him for so many days, he could still find this place, and felt a dull pain in his heart, which was extremely painful.

Also stunned were the people in the entire private room, and the lively private room fell silent, only the unfinished accompaniment was still playing on the stereo.

All the people here are people who used to play together, even if they are not familiar with Xu Kaici, they have met Xu Kaici more or less once or twice.We all know that he fell and became paralyzed a few years ago, and then we never saw him again. Only today did we find out that he was injured so badly. It seemed that the hand on his leg was completely useless. difficulty.

Xu Kaici drove straight towards Cheng Hangyi, and Cheng Hangyi looked at Xu Kaici with mixed expressions on his face, his muscles were visibly stiff, and even the fingers holding the beer bottle were secretly exerting force.

Everyone was watching the two of them carefully. Tonight was supposed to be singing, but now it turned into watching a show and eating melons.

Xu Kaici felt very tired, if he couldn't find Cheng Hangyi here, he really didn't know where else to find him.

Fortunately, he found it, as long as he found it, he had never missed Cheng Hangyi so much, and in just four days, he felt as if 4000 years had passed.

Every night when he couldn't find Cheng Hangyi was 1000 years frozen in time.

When he came in, he saw Cheng Hangyi for the first time, and Qi Tong for the second time, and he immediately understood in his heart that the two of them had been together for the past few days.He has no intention of getting angry or what happened now, he just wants to take Cheng Hang back, take him back, coax him well, and explain seriously, that's all.

He slowly approached Cheng Hangyi, and because the private room was crowded with so many people, the wheelchair under him was too bulky and spacious, so he couldn't squeeze in any more. He was not far or close to Cheng Hangyi, just the distance of one person. .

"Cheng Cheng, can you come over for some?" Cheng Hangyi was too tired these days, and he started to have a fever again today, and now his voice was hoarse again.

Cheng Hangyi kept watching Xu Kaici, seeing him speak, a little blood oozes from his chapped lips.Seeing Xu Kaici's obedient look, and hearing his voice again, he suddenly started to have a sore nose again.

Cheng Hang didn't move, but Qi Tong stood up with great insight and adjusted positions with Cheng Hang.Now Cheng Hang could only sit outside and was forced to face Xu Kaici.

For Xu Kaici these days, every day is 1000 years, so it is for Cheng Hangyi.

I haven't seen each other for too long, but I close my eyes and repeat the words I heard outside the door every day. Every day is torture.

But now that Xu Kaici was in front of him, he suddenly didn't know how to face it, so he simply turned his head and sipped the alcohol in the bottle as if nothing had happened.

All these years, the little fairy didn't need to do anything, just smiled and said to him: "Get closer to me, otherwise how can I hug you?"

As soon as Cheng Hang heard this sentence, he would obediently move closer, and even took the initiative to sneak into Xu Kaici's arms.

But tonight, the little god came together by himself, reaching out bit by bit to try to pull Cheng Hangyi.The little fairy slowly stretched out the only hand that could move, and slowly rubbed the back of Cheng Hangyi's hand with his curled hand, his eyes were red, and even his voice softened a lot, "Come back with me tonight Okay? Don't you like staying in hotels?"

Xu Kaici never thought that one day he would appear in front of so many people in such a manner.With so many eyes staring at him, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and it took a lot of effort to put it on the back of Cheng Hangyi's hand.Rather than rubbing against Cheng Hangyi, it would be better to say it was shaking randomly on the back of Cheng Hangyi's hand.

As soon as Cheng Hang felt that he should soften his heart, he should obediently submit when he came down the steps.But what he showed was the opposite, even more like indifference.Ignoring Xu Kaici's soft tone tonight, ignoring the chicken paw on the back of his hand, ignoring Xu Kaici's flattery.

The atmosphere was really embarrassing, Qi Tong couldn't stand it anymore, and picked up the microphone to tell everyone what to do, and continued to sing.

It was indeed so embarrassing, someone broke the hole, and everyone acted as if nothing happened, it was time to sing and play games.Only Xu Kaici and Cheng Hangyi remained deadlocked in the corner, with eyes that occasionally glanced towards them.

Everyone booed at the back, saying that Xu Kaici was not happy anymore, and asked Cheng Hang to sing a song to coax Xu Kaici.

The microphone had been handed to Cheng Hangyi, and that person seemed to have intentions, as long as Cheng Hang didn't answer the microphone, that person had been waiting like this.

Cheng Hang could only pick up the microphone, turned his head to look at Xu Kaici, and asked Xu Kaici, "Do you want to hear me sing?"

There is no student who graduated from the Conservatory of Music who sings badly, and Cheng Hangyi is no exception. If he is in a good mood, he can dominate the microphone and sing all the way to the end.

And tonight, this is his first song, a song for Xu Kaici.

A song called "Queen of Heaven", Cheng Hangyi, who was praised by the teacher before and said that he could release a record, sang it flat tonight, with almost no emotion.

Until the chorus part, he suddenly glanced at Xu Kaici who was sitting in a wheelchair, and almost finished singing hysterically.

"...

Feet hanging in the air, walking between your cold passion

Be invaded and accept everything with a smile

I'm jealous of your love, like a rainbow

like a popular diva

What you want is not me, but a vanity

How outstanding is someone who hurts

I fell into the tolerance of blind mad love

I have fulfilled your beloved queen

If there is only temptation left in love, only mutual endurance is left

stop torturing each other

because we are all wrong

"

After hysterically singing the song "Queen of Heaven" under the dim light, he put the microphone gently on the coffee table. He turned around and saw Xu Kaici's dazed look. He twitched the corners of his mouth and rewarded himself with a wry smile.

After much deliberation, if I can't say it myself, the lyrics have already said it for me.

The grievances and grievances that I dare not express, I have already poured out and vented in this meeting, I don't know if Xu Kaici understood.

Cheng Hang opened the heavy box door, took the half bottle of unfinished beer, and walked out feebly, not caring about the bustle behind him, not looking at the man who made him feel uncomfortable.

He didn't drink too much tonight, and now he is conscious and thinking clearly, and he can even look up at the brightest stars in the sky.

No dizziness, no drunken talk or strange behavior after drinking, just walking slowly, and taking a sip of beer from time to time.

I can also feel that Xu Kaici is following not far behind, and the sound of the wheelchair sliding across the ground is clear and piercing on the empty street.

He didn't dare to turn his head to look at Xu Kaici, for fear that seeing Xu Kaici's appearance, he couldn't help but submit obediently and go home with him, and continue to be a follower of the gods.

"Cheng Hangyi, wait for me, I have something to tell you."

In front of the crossroads, Xu Kaici behind him called out to stop Cheng Hangyi, his voice was full of fatigue, it didn't sound like the aloof queen in the lyrics at all.

Listen, it seems like I can't hold on anymore.

As soon as Cheng Hang stopped and turned around, he saw that his toes on the pedals were already trembling slightly. He didn't know how long he had been sitting in a wheelchair today.The nurse trailed behind him, already silently telling Cheng Hangyi with a sad face that Xu Kaici is not well now, he needs to go home, needs a massage, and needs to rest.

Cheng Hang turned back a few steps in Xu Kaici's direction, but this time he didn't bend down, squatted down to meet Xu Kaici's line of sight, but stood and talked to him indifferently: "Go back, you should rest, Don't come to me anymore, let me go quietly?"

"No, Cheng Hangyi, you didn't understand what I meant. What I want to say is..." Xu Kaici raised his head and looked at Cheng Hangyi who had been with him day and night for three years.

He took a deep breath and smiled.The breeze picked up, and his long hair was blown up, and it was as beautiful as before.

"You are free, I am not a little fairy, nor a queen. I don't need you to be my believer, and I don't need you to love me and you like me to satisfy my vanity. We are over, and you can enjoy it in the future Your life is over."

If you make it clear, it's really over, it's time to break up, and it's time to return your freedom.

The moon and stars are thin tonight, so you can finish this bottle of wine.

Let's just let each other go.

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