Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Xu Kaici under the starry sky spoke softly and calmly, his voice was so soft that it seemed to be blown away by the wind.But his tone was so firm, he didn't seem to be joking like usual, when he spoke like this, as soon as Cheng Hang knew that he had made up his mind.

As long as it was something Xu Kaici made up his mind to do, there would be no room for change.

Cheng Hangyi suddenly felt that he was many times sadder now than when he sang just now, or when he heard those words in the hospital a few days ago.

Xu Kaici also said the beginning, and Xu Kaici also said the end, Cheng Hangyi is passive and dominated.The beginning and the end are never up to him to decide.

He opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.He lowered his head, turned his eyes from Xu Kaici's eyes to Xu Kaici's body, deliberately not looking at his touching eyes.

They have been in love until now, if it is summer, they will have been together for five years.

Once Cheng Hang has seen Xu Kaici’s appearance, he has seen him walking around the school wearing a fancy shirt; he has seen him wearing a long gown with his long hair loosely tied into a bun, playing solo or ensemble on stage; he has seen him shave his hair Lying on the bed, with his face swollen and plugged into a ventilator; I have seen him incontinence; I have seen him have convulsions; I have seen him unable to straighten his fingers, so he can only write a movement slowly with a capacitive pen in his mouth, and the saliva drips on the tablet superior.

As soon as Cheng Hang saw all of Xu Kaici's appearances, except for the three months he missed on the graduation trip, regardless of the time of work and business trips, and ignoring the time when he ran out to catch his breath, Cheng Hangyi and Xu Kaici spent too much time together.

When Xu Kaici grows up, he can comprehend every look in Xu Kaici's eyes, and he knows what every movement means. It is very likely that those movements are actually just due to muscle strength, and Cheng Hang can also understand what he should do.

But at this moment, Cheng Hangyi suddenly felt that Xu Kaici was far away from him, far away and unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that Xu Kaici's injured leg was shaking involuntarily, and he didn't know what to do when he hit the pedal again and again. what to do.

It wasn't until the lightly worn shoes fell to the ground, exposing his severely drooping feet, that Cheng Hang came back to his senses.

I can't help it, I'm powerless and distressed.He squatted down, hugged Xu Kaici's leg in his arms to avoid the wound and rubbed it slowly until he regained his composure.

Cheng Hang picked up the shoes on the ground and put them on Xu Kaici's feet, but he didn't help him lift his heels, but just stepped on them.

"I'll take you home, and I'll pick up things by the way." Cheng Hang stood up and confirmed that Xu Kaici had no major problems and could still go home.

Cheng Hangyi didn't have anything to ask, and suddenly he didn't want to make any more fuss.

He was very tired, and Xu Kaici was also very tired.

As Xu Kaici said, just let the other party go.

As long as Xu Kaici still has some strength in his hands, he doesn't like others to help him push the wheelchair, as if this is one of the few things he can do well by himself now.

As soon as Cheng Hang walked beside Xu Kaici, because he was concerned about Xu Kaici's speed and had to keep an eye on his body, Cheng Hang walked so slowly that he sometimes tripped over himself.

With a bottle still in his hand, he felt like a hungover streetwalker.Thinking about it this way, he thought it was quite funny, as if back in college, he and Xu Kaici came out of the bar at night, and the two of them walked hand in hand on the deserted street.

Walking crookedly, but sticking together inseparably.

Cheng Hang took a sip of wine, then squinted at Xu Kaici quietly, and took another sip of wine.

Like someone, you can playfully deny it in the noisy crowd, but you can't lie to yourself in the night when no one is around.

He likes Xu Kaici, but he doesn't know how to go on.Thinking of this, Cheng Hangyi felt that he was dying of pain.

Just entered the community and before he got home, Xu Kaici really couldn't sit still. His body couldn't stop sliding down, and his hand on the joystick lost his strength. No matter how hard Xu Kaici tried, he couldn't move. The wheelchair was finally replaced by trembling hands.

As soon as Cheng Hang untied the belt on his body, he hugged Xu Kaici up, told the nurse to push the wheelchair up by himself, and strode forward with Xu Kaici in his arms.

"Don't be brave in the future, and let the nurse push you if you don't have the energy." He walked quite fast, and he has practiced it over the years. He can walk long distances with Xu Kaici in his arms, and he can talk freely.

Xu Kaici leaned into Cheng Hang's arms, hummed softly, and said slowly after a while: "Don't drink so much in the future, at least...don't follow Qi Tong to drink so much every day, alcohol is harmful to musicians. It's not a good thing."

Two useless explanations, two careless promises.

The rest went back to silence, not knowing what else to say.

In fact, if you really want to say, there are too many things you can say, but now there is no need to say anything.

In the future, whether they still stubbornly insist on manipulating the wheelchair by themselves, or whether they hang out in wine bars every day has nothing to do with each other.

After tonight, it will be their own lives.

As usual when two people came home from outside, Xu Kaici opened the voice-activated lock with a voice, Cheng Hang gently kicked the door open, then walked in with Xu Kaici on his side, went straight into the room and slowly put Xu Kaici on the bed.

He took off his shoes and socks, and used those soft pillows to help him under each joint, so that Xu Kaici could lie down more comfortably.

Originally, he should have done other things, such as helping Xu Kaici take a bath and help him change into comfortable home clothes.Or seeing his trembling limbs, you should give him a massage.

But we have already broken up, and doing these things again is considered arrogance.

The nurse followed in and placed Xu Kaici's wheelchair in front of the bed.Cheng Hang asked him softly: "Is it me to help you change your clothes, or he to help you?"

Xu Kaici rubbed his hands on the mat, his voice was still as calm and indifferent as on the road: "Just pack your things, don't worry about me."

At this moment, he didn't want to move, his back was hurting, and the phantom pain in his leg was also faintly attacking.In the past, he would have asked Cheng Hang to give him painkillers, or give him a warm compress.

But now that we've said we're breaking up, don't bother him anymore.

Cheng Hang looked around and was stunned for a long time, not knowing exactly what to pack and what to pack.

In the end, I just picked up the small suitcase that I usually use when I go out to perform, and then went back to the study to take my own violin.

He stood at the door of the room without moving for a long time, neither going in nor leaving, looking at Xu Kaici lying on the bed, trying to engrave his incomparable face in his mind.

After a long time, he said softly, "Let's go."

"Ah."

That night, as soon as Cheng Hang was carrying this small suitcase and carrying his piano case on his back, he was walking aimlessly on the street. He suddenly found that there was no place he wanted or could go in such a huge city.

He was born in city y and grew up in city y. He came to Shanghai just to study. If Xu Kaici hadn't been there, he might be in Beijing now, or he might have returned to his hometown.

It was because of Xu Kaici that he stayed in Shanghai for so many years.He and Xu Kaici formed a small place that could be called home.But now he no longer has Xu Kaici, nor a home.

Cheng Hangyi didn't know why he came to the bar later, it seemed that no one here cared about whether you had a home or not, whether you were in a good mood or not, anyway, it was the same thing after drinking too much.

As for meeting Zhou Yun, it was something that Cheng Hangyi never thought of.

At first Cheng Hang could still recognize Zhou Yun as Zhou Yun and Xu Kaici as Xu Kaici.Afterwards, he couldn't tell the difference anymore, he had been greedily lying in Zhou Yun's arms, sucking the smell similar to Xu Kaici's on Zhou Yun.

Finally, in his memory, he and Zhou Yun went out to the bar together and entered a nearby hotel.

Zhou Yun is really like Xu Kaici from before, even the way of coaxing people is the same, always smiling, his eyes are also very dark and bright under the light.

Even when doing those movements, Zhou Yun, like Xu Kaici, likes to bite.

Brother..." Cheng Hangyi's collarbone was bitten by Zhou Yun, this slight pain was transmitted to the brain along with the epidermal nerves, he gasped, and greedily enjoyed the three-year absence.

Then he felt very sad again, the other's long hair brushed against his skin, he was a little wronged, the smell of that person's shampoo with steam was in his nostrils.

"You still said you don't like me...but you clearly...that's how you bite me when you're in love"

"You like me, right? Xu Kaici, you clearly like me, so you can love me and coax me, okay?" Cheng Hang stroked Zhou Yun's butterfly bone with his slender hand, and curled up his fingers in the next second, turning into a scratching.

Like a child who couldn't get a gift, he pouted and begged for it.

Beg for love, beg for nostalgia.

Zhou Yun felt a little pain in his back, but it didn't matter, he knew that Cheng Hang was drunk and was just talking drunk.

He imitated Xu Kaici's tone in a low voice, coaxing the man who was older than him in front of him.

"Well, I like you, I love you."

It's so strange, it's Cheng Hangyi and Zhou Yun who obviously love each other, and it's Cheng Hangyi and Xu Kaici who broke up, but now it's Cheng Hangyi who is under Zhou Yun's body, begging Xu Kaici to like him and love him.

It doesn't matter to Zhou Yun, he just thought about it, not liking it.In a few words, it's worth it for a pleasant night.It will be dawn tomorrow, if Cheng Hang wants to, he can continue the conversation, if Cheng Hang doesn't want to, he can get dressed and leave.

It's just that Cheng Hangyi liked Xu Kaici so much, unlike the rumors that Xu Kaici's hair was already full of green light.

"You lied to me. You don't even know whether you like me or not. You said in the hospital that you didn't like me that much, but now you say you like me again. Xu Kaici, do you not know whether you like me or not?" Like me?"

Hearing the person on his body whispering that he liked it, Cheng Hang was not happy for a while, and he was still cooperating at first, but now he remained motionless like a dead fish and even cried.

Zhou Yun stopped, feeling very boring.He got off the bed, glanced at Cheng Hangyi who was already unconscious, sneered, and went to the bathroom to take a shower alone, intending to end the night.

It's very boring, these two people should be tied together if one is paralyzed and the other is stupid, and don't come out to be an eyesore.