Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Cheng Hangyi will always remember tonight, the long drive tonight, the silent hot spring, and the lament tonight.

I remember the blood in the pool tonight, I remember the wound on Xu Kaici's leg, I remember that I almost...almost lost Xu Kaici.

There are so many things that he feels guilty about in this life, so many that he can be cheeky and ignore them.Only this matter is not good, he will remember it for a lifetime, and he will feel guilty and blame himself for a lifetime.

Cheng Hang almost killed Xu Kaici.

After leaving the room and coming to the front desk, Cheng Hang asked the waiter, but none of them remembered any kind of seafood porridge nearby.Finally, after thinking about it for a long time, I said that there is a seafood restaurant far away, which also sells seafood porridge.

Cheng Hang nodded to them indifferently to thank them. It stands to reason that he should go back to the room, but he walked out of the hotel uncontrollably.

He stood on the empty street, looking forward, it was pitch black, and looking back, it was also empty, with only a few street lamps shining faintly.

He quietly lit a cigarette, intending to smoke it quietly before going back.

Today is like a stage play, very loud and dramatic, so that he has no time to catch his breath, and he has no time to catch his breath, and it has come to the present.

When I saw Xu Kaici's flute was broken, I blamed myself for not putting it away, and blamed myself for not having the courage to grab it back.

When Xu Kaici felt incontinence, he blamed himself for not paying attention to Xu Kaici's body and not helping him avoid these embarrassments in time.

When Xu Kaici begged him to think of a way, he blamed himself for having nothing to do, even a little clumsy to comfort him, and none of the words he said had any effect.

Cheng Hang felt sorry for Xu Kaici, really felt sorry for him, thinking of his previous high spirits, and looking at Xu Kaici today, Cheng Hang felt that he could hardly breathe.

But the more this happened, the more Cheng Hangyi didn't know what to do, as if no matter what he did, he couldn't make Xu Kaici feel kinder.

With Xu Kaici like this, Cheng Hang felt more and more depressed, as if the time went back to the time when he was just discharged from the hospital with a serious injury.

No, it was much harder than that meeting. Xu Kaici at that meeting had a temper and laughed.

As soon as Cheng Hang lit his cigarette, he felt something was wrong even after taking two puffs.It was as if I forgot something when I left the room.

He thought carefully about what he had forgotten, but felt that he had done everything, as if he asked Xu Kaici if he wanted to watch TV before going out.

I did everything, but there were some details that I ignored.

Seeing the flickering sparks on his fingertips, he sighed softly, breathed out a mouthful of white steam, and followed by the smoke rings scattered in the wind.

Suddenly, Cheng Hangyi's body felt like it had been electrified. He threw the cigarette butt on the ground and rushed back to the hotel in a panic.

When going upstairs, because of panic and anxiety, he stomped on the wooden stairs loudly.

The moment he opened the door, Cheng Hang knew something had really happened.

Xu Kaici was not in the room, the wheelchair was parked by the pool outside the glass door, and there was no Xu Kaici on it.

All the blood rushed to the brain. For the first time, he realized what it was like to have weak legs and not be able to walk. His whole body trembled and his chest heaved violently.

As soon as Cheng Hang rushed to the pool, Xu Kaici drowned quietly in the pool, his long hair floating on the water like seaweed.His legs were still bleeding, and the blood that came out of Xu Kaici's body was instantly diluted when it touched the hot spring water, leaving only a little pink.

Regardless of clothes or shoes, Cheng Hang stepped into the pool and hugged Xu Kaici.

In his life, he never thought that the first aid knowledge he learned because of diving would one day be used on his lover.

He put Xu Kaici on the shore, and squeezed his chest hard. His chest was so thin, every time Cheng Hang pressed, he felt that his ribs would be broken.

It doesn't matter if it is broken, as long as Xu Kaici is alive, as long as Xu Kaici is not dead, he will not hurt, even if it is broken, it doesn't matter.

As long as Xu Kaici is here, as long as Xu Kaici is here, these other injuries can be taken care of slowly, everything is fine.

"Xu Kaici, wake up, brother, brother, what are you doing Xu Kaici?"

"Xu Kaici, you fucking scared me, Xu Kaici, you really made a big joke this time!!"

The fear at this moment reached an unprecedented level of panic.

Why, why didn't you wear your seat belt when you went out, why didn't you feel abnormal today, why didn't you realize that Xu Kaici's heart was dead, why did you bring Xu Kaici to the hot spring, why did you walk away, why the fuck did you have to be downstairs Smoke that cigarette!

The movement of him going upstairs was too loud, and his screams were too terrifying, which attracted the attention of the hotel staff.

At this time, a waiter came in to check what was going on. Seeing the beautiful but lifeless disabled person who had come in with Cheng Hang lying on the side of the pool, the waiter decisively called the emergency number.

Cheng Hang couldn't control so much at all, he still repeated the movements of his hands, cardiopulmonary resuscitation, artificial respiration, and all the first aid knowledge he could think of was applied to Xu Kaici at this moment.

As Xu Kaici spit out more and more water, Cheng Hang seemed to see a little hope.

"Xu Kaici, I beg you, I beg you, get better, get better..."

Cheng Hang never thought in his life that one day he would cry so loudly, let alone that when he kissed Xu Kaici, he was giving Xu Kaici artificial respiration.

Don't lose face, don't want to lose face, go to the fucking embarrassment, get out of here and look good.Even if both of them are wet now, even if he feels cold to the bone, these are not important, as long as Xu Kaici wakes up, as long as he wakes up.

If Xu Kaici really confessed here tonight, his life will be over, Xu Kaici can't die, Xu Kaici won't have any accidents.

You should be thankful that the ambulance arrived in time, you should be thankful that you know a little first aid, you should be thankful that Xu Kaici's life was not lost, and you should be thankful that you didn't go too far.

In short, we should be lucky, in short, we should be lucky that Xu Kaici is still alive.

Standing outside the emergency room, Cheng Hangyi felt like he was alive after a catastrophe.

He was still wearing his wet clothes, and when he was blown sharply by the cold wind filled with the smell of disinfectant from the hospital, Cheng Hang began to tremble again, and finally sat down on the ground.

Cheng Hangyi constantly and involuntarily recalled Xu Kaici's physical condition when he first gave first aid.

Cheng Hangyi really thought that Xu Kaici was dead, he didn't move at all, no matter what Cheng Hangyi called, he wouldn't respond in the slightest.

Cheng Hang still remembered that after Xu Kaici finally spit out the water he sucked into his lungs, his body suddenly convulsed, like a fish picked up from the water, his limbs kept shaking, and every time he shook, The wound on his leg was bleeding more and more.

Cheng Hang still remembered that the ambulance arrived very quickly, and Xu Kaici in Cheng Hang's arms was carried onto the stretcher before Cheng Hang realized it.

Cheng Hangyi still remembered that he almost killed Xu Kaici tonight.

Cheng Hang cried so loudly that the whole corridor could be heard. Amidst the tears, Cheng Hang couldn't figure out why Xu Kaici did this?

The warm pool water flooded his nostrils, clogged his ears, and all voices became muffled. Didn't he feel a little timid every time he had difficulty breathing?

Thinking of this, Cheng Hang felt even more guilty, so guilty that he wanted to curl up into a ball, lie on the hospital bed for Xu Kaici, and die for Xu Kaici.

Of course I will be afraid, why not?

But Xu Kaici couldn't even struggle, he couldn't move, he couldn't move.

Xu Kaici was pushed out from the emergency room, and had already changed into a clean and refreshing hospital gown. The wound on his leg was stitched to stop the bleeding, and his pale feet were hidden under the quilt, so as to cover up everything that happened tonight. .

Only the oxygen mask on his face and half-dry hair still reminded Cheng Hangyi.

Tonight is not fake, Xu Kaici really died once.

In other words, Xu Kaici died again.

The last time was three years ago.

After Cheng Hang sat in front of the bed all night, he bought a rough towel at the hospital's convenience store, and dried Xu Kaici's hair bit by bit.

Then he carefully lifted off the quilt, opened Xu Kaici's trouser legs, and quietly looked at the calf wrapped in gauze.

It's such a long cut, if it were placed on an ordinary person, it would definitely hurt, it hurts, it hurts.

Cheng Hang couldn't help but wanted to cry again, and was afraid of waking up Xu Kaici who was still sleeping, so he could only hold back until his eyes were red.

Too cruel, too uncomfortable, too guilty.How can you be so cruel to yourself, how can you?

He sat all the time, looking at Xu Kaici quietly, at his beautiful browbones, at his delicate skin, at his withered body, at his curled hands, and his feet buckled inside.

After seeing him give up on himself, he was rescued again, and now he is sleeping peacefully in front of Cheng Hangyi.

I don't know if there will be a next time, no, not again, absolutely not.

The thick fog and the dark night were cut by the sunlight bit by bit, and the original long night was only a few hours.

Xu Kaici also slowly opened his eyes when the sky was twilight, and when he opened his eyes, Cheng Hangyi felt as if 100 years had passed.

The two pairs of eyes looked at each other, and Cheng Hang couldn't say anything, but thought it was really great.

Thank you for being alive, thank you for still being willing to open your eyes to see me.

Cheng Hang lowered his head and wiped his tears with his hands, then raised his head and said to Xu Kaici, "Brother, I want to take you to see a doctor, okay?"