Xu Kaici's hair is green or not

Xu Kaici slowly closed his eyes, he leaned into Cheng Hang's arms, moved his head, and changed himself into a relatively comfortable position.Maybe if there is a third person now, he will feel that his current posture seems to be acting like a baby, or making out.

No, it's like that, now Xu Kaici doesn't have the intention to act like a baby, he just wants to be more comfortable for himself, paralysis is far worse than what others imagined.In the eyes of others, he is nothing more than a crippled limb, unable to move, and wearing this ridiculous diaper.

In fact, paralysis is far more than that for him. If he wants to sum it up, it is to give up.

Give up control over your body, give up control and vent your normal physiology, give up hobbies, careers, and friends.

Give up life.

There is so much to give up that the last answer I want to know now is not important.

Or perhaps, a tactful answer is already the answer.

It's not that I don't want to have some intimate interaction with Cheng Hangyi, and I also want to touch Cheng Hangyi's face as I did just now, and if it's better, I want to change Cheng Hangyi's arms and kiss him.

But I was too tired to lift my hands, so I had to give up.

You see, in the matter of giving up, there is an extra sum to be added.

But now it's nothing, the most important things have been given up, such a little thing, it doesn't matter if you give up or hold on tightly.

He leaned quietly in Cheng Hangyi's arms, no matter whether he opened his eyes or closed his eyes, it was not like in the movies or novels, his life would be like a slide show in front of his eyes.It's just like usual, when you close your eyes, you will see darkness, but when you open your eyes, you will see the dense water vapor in front of you.

"Cheng Cheng." Xu Kaici said suddenly, but didn't say anything, just called Cheng Hangyi.

Cheng Hang thought that Xu Kaici was feeling unwell, and asked with concern: "Are you feeling bored?"

Xu Kaici shook his head, his half-dry hair rubbed against Cheng Hangyi's chest, thinking of the question Xu Kaici asked just now, Cheng Hang thought that Xu Kaici would be unhappy again, so he lowered his head and kissed the top of Xu Kaici's head.

"Brother, I like you very much, really. I was really, really happy when I fell in love with you. Do you remember the summer vacation of the year you graduated? We probably went around this town, I don’t know if that Xiaoqing bar is still there, let’s have a drink tomorrow.”

It would be summer, and the two of them were both young men with vigorous blood, and they only needed to wear a fancy shirt.There is no Xu Chunye here, and there will be no one who can't understand everything about Xu Kaici.Xu Kaici could unscrupulously hold Cheng Hangyi's hand and walk all over the streets and alleys, and he could use the strength of alcohol to directly press the back of Cheng Hangyi's head and kiss lingeringly with all his heart.

But, always at that time, not now.

Xu Kaici smiled slightly, and didn't answer his words, instead he suddenly talked about something else: "When the car wash shop opens on the sixth day of the lunar new year, I will go to wash the car again. This time it will be mine. Brother will pay for you. Do you know the password? ?”

"Of course." Cheng Hangyi was a little bored, took Xu Kaici's hand to help him spread his fingers away, and put his five pale-like fingers against his hand, which had been deformed a bit in the past few years. It's not straight anymore, Xu Kaici's hands were the most beautiful in the past.In the past, Cheng Hang thought that even if Xu Kaici didn't play the erhu, he could make a lot of money by being a hand model.

He took Xu Kaici's hand and played with it, jokingly said, "It's nothing, isn't it just a car? Why are you fussing about so much? I washed everything today."

"Well, it's good that you don't blame me." This answer was as light as a mosquito, and the answer was quite brisk.

Then he asked again: "Cheng Cheng, do you think I lost so badly?"

Cheng Hang was stunned for a moment. He felt that this question was beyond his ability to answer. It was too difficult to answer. He didn't even know what Xu Kaici was fussing about and who he was winning or losing.

In fact, he felt that there was no need to worry about many things. He always felt that Xu Kaici was holding on to too many things, such as the inexplicable phantom pain on his body.

I don't know why he has to care about winning or losing, let alone why he feels pain.

Cheng Hang pursed his lips and thought about it for a long time, and felt that it was necessary to persuade him: "Xu Kaici, I think life is not only about winning or losing, at least like me, I don't think about winning or losing everything. I think you should too." In this way, living a little easier will make you more comfortable.”

I don't know if this is an answer, and I don't know if this kind of relief will work. Anyway, Xu Kaici just nodded and didn't continue talking.

"I'm a little bored, pick me up, I want to go back to my room."

Cheng Hang estimated the time, and it was 34 minutes. Xu Kaici's paralyzed position is too high and has affected his heart and lung function. This time is already very long, and it will be really uncomfortable to stay any longer.

He looked down at Xu Kaici, and sure enough, his face was already flushed by the heat.

However, it actually seemed that he looked better than any other moment today, probably because of his blood color.But good looks are not useful, what is more important is his comfort and safety.

Cheng Hang picked Xu Kaici up from the water, walked through the veil, passed the glass door, put him gently on the bed, and wiped off the water around him with a towel.

Taking advantage of the fact that his whole body was still hot after being fished out of the hot spring pool, Cheng Hangyi patiently massaged and stretched his right leg that was always uncomfortable and bent at any time.

"I don't want to lie down. I've been lying down for a long time today, and I want to sit up." Cheng Hang was about to cover Xu Kaici with the quilt, but Xu Kaici suddenly stretched out his hand to block it.Looking at the wheelchair parked within his sight, he wanted to sit on it and carry out his plan.

this will?Do you want to sit up?It's late at night, Cheng Hang frowned, "Hiss, brother, don't you want to sleep?"

"I can't sleep, I'm not sleepy. And Cheng Cheng, I'm hungry. Would you like to go outside and buy me something to eat. I remember there is a seafood porridge here, which is very fresh."

In order to convince Cheng Hangyi that he was really hungry, Xu Kaici even licked his lips with his tongue.

Cheng Hang thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't remember which seafood porridge it was?The last time I came here was many years ago. At that time, two people could eat five meals a day, so how could I remember seafood porridge.

He hesitated, and tentatively asked Xu Kaici: "Is it far away? Do you want to go with me, or it will be cold when you come back, and the seafood porridge won't taste good when it's cold."

"It's not far. It takes 10 minutes to go back and forth. It's so cold outside that I don't want to go out. You can just bring it back."

It only takes a few minutes, and those few minutes are enough.

Fearing that he would catch a cold, Cheng Hang helped him change into the pajamas he brought from home, and after he was carried into the wheelchair, he even covered him tightly with the blanket from his armpits to his feet, leaving only his slightly inset toes. with.

"Then wait for me, I'll go buy it." Once Cheng Hang settled down with Xu Kaici, he turned back and changed his clothes. After thinking for a while, he bent down and asked Xu Kaici, "Want to watch TV? I'll open it for you."

At this moment, Xu Kaici felt that Cheng Hangyi was so cute again, and felt that his previous thoughts seemed to be a misunderstanding again. In fact, Cheng Hangyi really loved Xu Kaici as he said.

"Go, I don't watch TV, I just want to sit for a while because I can't fall asleep and feel uncomfortable lying down." He tried his best to raise his hand, wanting to rub Cheng Hangyi in front of him, but halfway fell down.No, it's still too high, and the height can only be touched with the help of others.

Cheng Hang picked up Xu Kaici's fallen hand, put it on the joystick of his wheelchair, opened the door of the room and walked out.

Xu Kaici watched him open the door and step out, then watched him close the door.He wanted to say something, but he didn't think it was necessary.

After waiting for a while, he felt that Cheng Hang had gone far away, so he pressed the joystick. Like the two people just now, he first passed through the glass door with sensors, and then passed through the decorative hanging veil to the hot spring pool. side.

At this time, it seems that my body is strong again, and I can use a lot of strength to make my arms a little stronger to support myself.

Fortunately, Cheng Hangyi has only been able to achieve around sixty points, for example, he forgot to fasten his seat belt now, otherwise his plan would not have succeeded.

Xu Kaici also felt guilty, after looking for so many homestays, only this one was willing to take him in.In the end, I have to do this kind of thing, and I don't know how to open the door to do business in the future.

But the time is too urgent, and I don't know if Cheng Hangyi can compensate him a little more, or think about it and negotiate again, how to make the owner of the homestay feel more comfortable.

In fact, the hot spring pool is low, and the water is actually not deep. If it is a healthy person, this amount of water is nothing. But this pool is facing Xu Kaici, a person who can't use a bathtub at home.

In fact, no matter how hard he tried, the arm didn't have much strength. The main reason was that he couldn't sit still. Xu Kaici knew that his body was sliding down the distance from the room to the pool.That's why he can now slide down with a light push.

The answers I didn't get in time, the favor and applause I couldn't win, the recognition I couldn't get, the career I couldn't regain, all of this is not important at this moment.

Xu Kaici admitted at this moment that he lost completely.