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Chapter 42 So What If I Can't Love You

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Gong Ming lay under Chen Jingfeng, with a silver thread hanging from the corner of her mouth, panting thinly.In the depths of the eyes, which seemed to be filled with water, seemed to hide infinite flames.She looked at the person pressing above her at some point, with anticipation hidden in her shy expression.

Her heart was beating fast, as if she was waiting for an answer, she stretched out her hand and clasped Chen Jingfeng's arm beside her, and said shyly, "You..."

The expectation that hadn't been expressed yet was shattered by that person's own hand in the next second.Chen Jingfeng looked at her, and said in a low voice, "How is my teaching? If you want to learn, I don't mind if I teach you."

The enthusiasm in Gong Ming's eyes instantly cooled down.The embarrassment on his face froze for a second, and then turned expressionless in an instant.She never thought that if a person who has always been gentle would say hurtful things, he would be so cruel.I never thought that a kiss would turn into such tenderness and cruelty in the end.She stretched out her hand, pushed Chen Jingfeng away from her body, raised her hand and wiped off the marks on her lips, and said, "I'm going to sleep, can you go?"

Chen Jingfeng pulled away, stood beside the bed, nodded, "Well, good night."

"Good night." The words spit out from the pink lips without any ups and downs.Gong Ming lay down on the bed, and closed her eyes silently.

Chen Jingfeng looked at her condescendingly for a while, reached out, slapped off the bedside lamp, turned and walked out the door.The sound of footsteps fading away took away the last bit of light in the room, and the sound of the door lock clicking and closing sounded in the quiet night, also blocking the sound of her leaving.

In the dark night, Gong Ming raised her right hand and covered her eyes.The turbulent tears flowed down the face against the skin of her hands, silently, just like her love that was terminated before it even started.

It was almost dawn when Chen Jingfeng woke up in the morning, ate breakfast and made two cups of instant coffee before running to work in good spirits.There is no surgery today, all I need is a ward round and a seminar on the condition of a critically ill patient.Busy until noon, it is rare to get off work on time.

Worried about Gong Ming's condition, Chen Jingfeng rushed home after work.When Gong Ming woke up in the morning, she was still asleep. She had secretly opened the door of her room, looked at her sleeping face for a long time, and then went out lightly.

But who knows, when he returned home, there was no one there.

The room was empty, all the quilts had been folded, and the breakfast she put on the coffee table when she went out was gone.All the traces she left here yesterday were erased, as if she had never been here at all.

Chen Jingfeng was carrying the lunch for two, and sat down on the sofa, the soft sofa sank a little, just like her heart that had been dug out a little at the moment.

After sitting quietly for a while, she began to realize that Gong Ming might have gone back to school.I had no choice but to open the packed lunch box and eat it alone.

She only ate her own portion, and she put Gong Ming's portion in the refrigerator to continue eating when she came back tonight.After lunch, it was almost time for work. Before leaving for the hospital, she thought of calling Gong Ming and asking if she had returned to school.

The bell rang, but there was no answer.

Chen Jingfeng frowned slightly, and while walking towards the hospital, he pressed the dial button on his mobile phone, and called Gong Ming again, but he still didn't answer.

The frown deepened.After calling several times in a row, Gong Ming didn't answer.Chen Jingfeng felt a little uneasy, and thought that it was probably time for dinner. While eating, he put down his phone, so he calmed down a little.Sending a text message to Gong Ming, asking her to reply to the letter, she put the phone on silent and left it in the office.

In the afternoon, I will have a minor operation. It will not take long, only two hours.After Chen Jingfeng finished, he took off his gloves and mask, and walked towards the office.

Hurriedly walked to the desktop, turned on the screen of the phone, after four o'clock in the afternoon, no text messages came in, and Gong Ming still didn't reply her.Chen Jingfeng stood by the desk and thought for a while, pursed his lips, hacked the phone, threw it on the table, turned around and went out to continue working.

After finishing the work, it was already 05:30, and it was already time to get off work.Chen Jingfeng went to the office to pick up things, turned on the phone, but still no messages came in.The irritability accumulated in the bottom of my heart surged up.

She wasn't sure if Gong Ming really saw the text message, but judging by the fact that no one answered the phone after making several calls, Gong Ming really didn't want to talk to her.Whether she was angry or didn't want to face it, she felt that Gong Ming must have started to resist her.Thinking of this, I began to feel inexplicably irritable.

She hopes that Gong Ming can let go of her feelings for her, but if Gong Ming hates her or hates her, this is not what she wants to see.Not giving up, Chen Jingfeng made several consecutive phone calls to Gong Ming while walking home, but there was no response.

After thinking about it, she decided to call Shen Luo, at least to make sure that Gong Ming was safe.The moment Shen's phone was connected, she was extremely thankful that she had been careful last night and memorized Gong Ming's phone number, otherwise, she really didn't know what to do.

Passing through the intersection, I heard a soft voice from the other end of the phone, "Hello?"

"It's Shen Luo. I'm Gong Ming's older sister. She left home before noon today. Has she arrived at school yet? I've sent many calls to her but didn't answer..." Her voice was full of urgency, rare Said a lot of words.

Shen Luo sorted out the main points from these anxious words, and said in a soft voice, "Shen Luo didn't come to class this afternoon, but if he came to school, he should be in the dormitory now. Sister, don't worry, I am Go back to the dormitory, see if she is there, and call you back later, okay?"

"Well, please."

"It's okay, bye."

"Bye." After saying that, he walked to the elevator downstairs, Chen Jingfeng hung up the phone with a frown, and squeezed into the elevator with the people coming off work.Hearing what Shen Luo said, he seemed to have found some sustenance for a moment, and he was full of hope that Gong Ming would be in the dormitory.

if not... if not...

The soft fingers sank into the palm, and the fine nails poked the flesh, but there was no pain at all.She was submerged in the crowd and fell into an unknown panic.

Almost as soon as he returned to the door, Shen Luo's phone rang.

Hearing Shen Luo say that when Gong Ming fell asleep in the dormitory, a big stone in Chen Jingfeng's heart fell to the ground hard.After saying a few more words to ask Shen Luo to take good care of her, Chen Jingfeng hung up the phone and entered the room with peace of mind.

Shen Luo looked at the disconnected call, stared intently for a long while, then threw the phone casually on the table, and climbed onto Gong Ming's bed.

She stepped on the ladder and lay on the side of Gong Ming's bed. The people on the bed were buried in the quilt and clenched into a bulging ball.With one hand, Shen Luo held the railing that was so cold that it seemed to be able to freeze his hands, and with the other hand, he gently poked the bulging ball of the quilt, and shouted, "Gong Ming?"

The person under the quilt did not move, but Shen Luo knew that she was not asleep.Because when she just came in, she heard a faint cry.

Shen Luo called her twice, but Gong Ming didn't answer.

The eldest child and the second child are all studying in the classroom now, and there are only the two of them in the dormitory.The door of the dormitory was slightly closed, and he could open up to say anything.Shen Luo poked her again, and then asked, "Have you eaten yet? Take medicine after eating, otherwise the illness will be very difficult to recover from. I just got the injection yesterday. No matter what, the body is the most important thing."

Still did not answer, Shen Luo lay on the ladder for a while, and then climbed down.

The movement from the stairs reached Gong Ming's ears through the bed board.In the quilt, Gong Ming pulled the quilt tightly, and the tears that had been suppressed just now burst out again.She didn't know why, but she felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't think of what to do except cry.

With her weak body after yesterday's high fever, Gong Ming pulled the quilt tightly and cried very hard.With a squeak, the door was closed, and Gong Ming knew that Shen Luo had left, hugging the quilt and crying even harder.

But after a while, the bed began to creak again.Someone climbed up the ladder, stepped on her bed, took off her clothes, and lay beside her.

Shen Luo took off his sweater and lay sideways on Gong Ming's bed. The two of them squeezed into a small bed one meter wide.She stretched out her cold little hand, tugged at Gong Ming's quilt, and said, "Gong Ming, I'm cold."

Gong Ming, who hadn't expected her to climb up at all, stopped crying for a moment. Hearing the other party's request, she lifted the blanket softly and let her hide in.

The whole cold body entered the warm bed, and the cold air rushed to Gong Ming's back.With her back turned to Shen Luo, she bit her lips tightly.

Shen Luo approached her from behind, her body slightly taller than Gong Ming completely covered Gong Ming, she stretched out her hand, hugged Gong Ming tightly, and whispered next to her ear, "Cry."

The very simple two words, the very cold embrace, made Gong Ming's grievances suddenly open, and she burst into tears frantically.

Shen Luo hugged this person who was stronger than her, and sighed softly.

She thought she could guess what was going on.

That night, Gong Ming cried and fell asleep in Shen Luo's arms.Holding the warm body in her arms, Shen Luo unconsciously relaxed her body, and then fell asleep.

During the evening self-study, Chu Rui saw that both of them were not there, and did not answer the phone, so she sneaked back to the dormitory.When he climbed onto Gong Ming's bed and saw Shen Luo lying beside Gong Ming, stretching out his index finger to press his lips, silently silencing her, his whole body was in Sparta.

Cautiously, she gestured with her lips and asked, "What's wrong?" Could it be that she still has a fever.

Shen Luo shook her head, saying that she didn't know either.

Then Boss Chu said yes, you can stay with her, and I will tell the squad leader.Saying that, my good Chinese roommate left the room.

In order not to let Chen Jingyi disturb the two of them, during the self-study next night, Chu Rui gave her a lot of words, and the two returned to the dormitory lightly.

When Gong Ming woke up the next day, everyone was a little surprised when they saw her short, thin hair.Shen Luo didn't ask anything, just went to class with her as usual.But Chen Jingyi was very curious, so she asked Shen Luo why you wanted to cut off your long hair.

Shen Luo, who had just recovered from a serious illness, only gave her a weak smile and said, "I'm broken in love, and I want to shave off all the three thousand threads of trouble on my head."

The dimples are shallow, and in such a bright smile, there is always Gong Ming's unrestrained atmosphere.Chen Jingyi looked at her for a long time before digesting it. She shook Chu Rui and jumped to her feet, "What did Gong Ming say just now, broken love, broken love, when did you fall in love, Gong Ming!"

"Master, don't shake me, my neck will be broken by you!" Chu Rui stretched out her hand and tugged at her collar, being shaken in all directions.

Standing aside, Shen Luo watched the elder brother and the second love and kill each other, pursing his lips and snickering.Turning to look at Gong Ming, she saw her leaning against the door, looking at the two of them with a weak smile.There was light in her eyes, as if something was slowly shattering inside.

In a blink of an eye, the New Year's Day holiday is coming soon.

In order to relieve the boredom of his sisters, Boss Chu kicked off the tutoring for the third year of high school, led a group of people into the ktv under his uncle's name, and led a group of people to have fun all night, completely relaxing the nervousness of preparing for the exam.

Gong Ming yelled all night with the wheat.In the corner, San Luo looked at the person on the stage, watching her wearing a sweater and singing a love song with a hoarse voice, watching her newly cut hair flying under the colorful lights, and took a sip of plain water.

She thought that after tonight, they would be one year older.

Gong Ming felt that there was a line in the lyrics that was right, what would happen if you didn't love someone enough.

So from now on, nothing will happen.

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