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Chapter 43 Just Because I Don't Love You
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At the end of the year, the hair that Gong Ming cut off quickly grew back in the spring.Chen Jingfeng, who was still busy during the New Year, only met Gong Ming once during the holiday. Seeing her flowing hair, he only said, "It feels good."
Gong Ming just laughed, stroking the bangs on her forehead with a charming and bright smile, she glanced at Chen Jingfeng proudly, and said proudly, "That is, who is this girl, she is as beautiful as a flower."
Seeing her familiar attitude as before, Chen Jingfeng was startled for a moment, then pursed his lips and said, "Beauty may not necessarily be beautiful, but Ruhua can tell."
Gong Ming stared at her, stretched out her slender legs and kicked Chen Jingfeng's legs.Chen Jingfeng moved away nimbly, and she kicked the air, and the two of them got into a mess.
They have known each other for 17 years, and growing up together, their relationship is naturally incomparable to others. How could they deny the friendship that has been together for so many years because of some emotional changes.
Gong Ming knows that apart from love, there is also family and friendship between her and Chen Jingfeng, which cannot be clearly broken in this lifetime.Rather than avoiding it, it is better to face it calmly.It's all over anyway, isn't it?
Chen Jingfeng saw that she was in a better mood than before, and it was such an important period of senior year, so naturally Gong Ming would not feel uncomfortable.No matter what, she didn't want to delay Gong Ming, apart from not being able to respond to that feeling, Chen Jingfeng felt that she was willing to do anything for Gong Ming.
As long as she can feel happy.
After all, he was the one he held in his palm since he was a child, so how could he be willing to let her be wronged.
In the blink of an eye, it's already May, and the college entrance examination is approaching, and everyone is like a chicken blood, and they are all immersed in their studies.As someone who has been there, Chen Jingfeng naturally knows how hard it is in the third year of high school, so as long as he has enough time, he will make a small cooking for Gong Ming, make delicious food and bring it to school.
Shen Luo looked at whether Chen Jingfeng had brought the dinner over the past two months, so she pursed her lips and asked Gong Ming if they were reconciled?
Gong Ming just rolled her eyes, what can she do if she doesn't reconcile, she has cried even though it's hard to keep crying, there are not so many tears wasted on her body.
Listen, how domineering and chic the words are.But Shen Luo knew that it wasn't that she didn't care. Judging from the smile on the corner of her mouth every time Gong Ming came back with something, it was the same as before, she cared terribly.
But, what's the use?
Thinking of her sister who has been busy for almost a whole year and rarely contacted her, Shen Luo sighed and devoted herself to her studies again.At this time, what can they do besides work hard?What I like are all those outstanding people, if they remain the same, they will be more dazzling, so why should they stay in their eyes.She wanted to become more excellent, and slowly, slowly walked to the front of the person she loved, and met the pair of eyes that always looked down on her with tender eyes.
She thought, Gong Ming thought so too.
In a blink of an eye, the college entrance examination is coming.
On the last day of running out of the examination room, Shen Luo followed a group of people out of the examination room. When she raised her eyes, she saw someone she hadn't seen for a long time.In an instant, his eyes lit up, and he flew into the opponent's arms like a light bird.The other party opened his arms and took her into his arms with a smile.
On the other side, Gong Ming got into her brother's car and went home, turning her back to the crowd and cutting into the traffic flow.Behind her, there was a person standing under the tree, looking at her back, narrowing his eyes.After watching, he turned around lightly and blended into the crowd.
In the last vacation of high school, Shen Luo wandered around with Shen Shang, enjoying the world of the two happily.Gong Ming, on the other hand, traveled all over China with a group of friends, but she never met Chen Jingfeng at all.Intentionally or not, starting from this holiday, Gong Ming slowly left Chen Jingfeng's side.
Because everyone has good grades, the four people in the dormitory all went to very good universities.When filling out the school, we discussed whether we should go together.As a result, Chu Rui enrolled in a local university because she was lazy and didn't want to travel far, while Chen Jingyi went to Sichuan, saying that there were many beauties there.
As for Gong Ming, who originally planned to fill in some school, she resolutely went to the north.As for Shen Luo, she originally wanted to stay in the local area, but the parents of Shen's family hoped that she could be independent outside, so she applied to a school in the north no matter how reluctant she was.So, coincidentally, Shen Luo and Gong Ming packed up and went to the north together. Fortunately, they became alumni again.
Before boarding the plane and leaving, Gong Ming sent Chen Jingfeng a short message with only four words, "I'm going to fly." Trees that have lived there for many years.
Chen Jingfeng only saw the text message when he got off work at night. Seeing such childish language, he smiled rarely.Thinking about it, I clicked a few words and replied to the other party, "Fly, safety first." It was a very regular reply, and there was no more text messages since then.
When she first arrived in the north, Gong Ming began to complain wildly with the little sisters in the group, what is going on here, in short, she just complained about the school inside and out.Boss Chu always advised her to calm down, calm down, just follow Shen Luo's example and don't say anything.
It was only then that Gong Ming remembered that Shen Luo had also come, but she hadn't contacted her so far.So Gong Ming hurriedly ran to contact her good sisters, but it seemed that Shen Luo, who had been cut off for the whole summer vacation, made her Sparta again.
Looking at Shen Luo, who was sitting in front of the spicy pot, wearing a silver-blue dress and long hair like a white porcelain doll, Gong Ming took another sip of water and said uncertainly, "Shen Luo, You're not lying to me, are you?"
Shen Luo looked sad and sighed slightly, "I don't need to lie."
Hiss, Gong Ming gasped, feeling that the air conditioner in this store was really very cold.She approached Shen Luo and asked in a low voice, "You mean, the day before you left home, you drugged your sister's milk and used force on her?"
Shen Luo nodded, with a sense of calmness that I have already done so.
Gong Ming deeply felt that her little sister was really too strong. She never thought of being strong at the beginning, not at all!Taking a deep breath, Gong Ming said calmly, "Shen Luo, you're an idiot."
"I know." Shen Luo nodded, looking indifferent.
"Your sister...what's your reaction after waking up?" Gong Ming looked at the other party's overly calm expression, and asked cautiously.
"do not know."
"I don't know! What about you?"
"I got on the plane before she woke up, and she hasn't contacted me so far, so I don't know." Shen Luo took the chopsticks, picked up a piece of green vegetables and ate them slowly.
"Aren't you worried?" Gong Ming continued to ask.
"It's useless to worry." She still looked calm.
"Why do you want to do this?" Gong Ming couldn't figure it out, Shen Luo obviously had many ways to get along with the merchants, so why, use such the most direct method to drive away their feelings.
Shen Luo put down her chopsticks, took a sip of water, and slowly said while holding the water glass, "Gong Ming, she is too good at running away. If she is not straightforward, she will never admit it. She likes me, I feel it, but she Still rejecting me, I guessed it."
As she spoke, she put down the cup in her hand and sighed, "I have no other choice but to do this."
"Break the boat?" Gong Ming laughed, and teased in the oppressive atmosphere.
"A fight to the death." Shen Luo smiled bitterly.
Gong Ming could only sigh, "What shall we do next?"
"I don't know. I have done everything, what has happened will not change, and it is impossible to go back to the past, either together or never see each other." Shen Luo said this, completely indifferent.
Gong Ming could only sigh again, completely speechless.
Shen Luo only looked at her for a while, then started picking up vegetables again, without continuing the conversation.Compared to the last time when she was in a daze for a long time because of an unknown rival in love, Shen Luo at this time has reached a certain level of indifference.But, is it really that calm?Gong Ming thought, definitely not.
Shenluo cares so much about participating in business, is he really willing to do everything but have nothing?Yarn, definitely not possible!The two of them are not like me and Chen Jingfeng.At least, the merchants like Shenluo, so the chances of winning are even higher.
After thinking for a while for her friend, Gong Ming also decided not to worry about whether it was reasonable or not to take the medicine. She only thought that if Shen Luo cried in the future, she would be with her.After finalizing this idea, Gong Ming, who was shocked by thunder at the beginning of school, began to start her college life with peace of mind.
The days passed by slowly, and gradually, Gong Ming met more and more friends, and her social circle expanded a lot.After receiving explicit or covert love, I started my own bright age.Like a flower slowly blooming, 17-year-old Gong Ming has reached the most splendid age in her life, and begins to enjoy her youth unscrupulously.
When the flowers bloomed just in time, the person who had been watering and irrigating was gone.From that year onwards, Chen Jingfeng was absent from Gong Ming's most brilliant moment.
Gong Ming felt that Shen Luo's sincerity could be held back, so that others would believe it, and she would believe it too, but when something happened, she would immediately reveal her true form.That winter was very cold, even colder than the winter a year ago.Gong Ming walked to Shen Luo's dormitory from outside with a bunch of antipyretics, looking at the girl lying on the bed with disheveled hair like a female ghost, Gong Ming poked her on the forehead with a look of hatred.
"You!" While saying this, he helped Shen Luo up, handed the boiled water to Shen Luo's hand, and cursed while unpacking the antipyretic medicine, "I didn't sleep in the middle of the night and put on a coat and went to the corridor Call, Shenluo, did you get water in your head? It was minus two degrees last night. You are lucky that you didn’t get hospitalized today. Here, swallow the medicine and get a good sleep. Next time I will give it to you The merchant called and said that you were abducted by human traffickers and disappeared to see if she still wants you."
Shen Luo, who knew he was wrong, avoided Gong Ming's eyes, and took the medicine slowly, with an expressionless expression on his face.Seeing that she had taken the medicine, Gong Ming helped her to lie down and asked, "Did you call your sister last night?"
"Her birthday." Shen Luo didn't reply directly, but said this directly.
"Then what did she say?"
"Didn't say anything?"
"Not mad at you?"
"It doesn't look angry."
"You forced her, and she won't be angry with you. Shen Luo, you've come to the end, it's worth the fever!" Gong Ming clapped her hands and said decisively.
"..." Shen Luo simply closed her eyes, ignoring this good sister.Her head was still heavy, and she really wanted to sleep well.
Gong Ming sat by the bed, looked at Shen Luo who closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, and chuckled lightly, her more mature brows contained sincere joy.She knows that if the merchant is not angry, it means there is a chance.The harsh winter is over, can spring be far behind?
But... what about my own?A figure of a person flashed silently in his heart. In this cold winter day, Gong Ming suddenly felt a pricking pain in his heart.After such a long period of no contact, so many things filled her life, she thought she had already removed this person.But why, when I accidentally think about it, it hurts so much.
The saddest thing is not thinking about how I was crying so hard back then, but thinking about the beautiful way that man smiled at me with his eyebrows bent.Because, such a smile, you may never see it again.
The more beautiful it is, the more it hurts, just like the Haagen-Dazs that I loved to eat when I was young, it turned into pain when it was so sweet.
In fact, the reason why you feel so painful is just because you don't love, isn't it?
Because of not loving, all good things have become hopeless and unattainable, and have become the sharpest needle piercing my heart.
Because of not loving, even memories are painful.
Gong Ming climbed down from Shen Luo's bed, sat at the door, looked at the icy tree branches stretching out to the corridor, and sighed slowly.
It is so cold in the north and there is snow everywhere. It is very clean and beautiful.But at that moment, she began to miss the warm winter sun in the south crazily, and the warm smile she had seen since she was a child.
At the end of the year, the hair that Gong Ming cut off quickly grew back in the spring.Chen Jingfeng, who was still busy during the New Year, only met Gong Ming once during the holiday. Seeing her flowing hair, he only said, "It feels good."
Gong Ming just laughed, stroking the bangs on her forehead with a charming and bright smile, she glanced at Chen Jingfeng proudly, and said proudly, "That is, who is this girl, she is as beautiful as a flower."
Seeing her familiar attitude as before, Chen Jingfeng was startled for a moment, then pursed his lips and said, "Beauty may not necessarily be beautiful, but Ruhua can tell."
Gong Ming stared at her, stretched out her slender legs and kicked Chen Jingfeng's legs.Chen Jingfeng moved away nimbly, and she kicked the air, and the two of them got into a mess.
They have known each other for 17 years, and growing up together, their relationship is naturally incomparable to others. How could they deny the friendship that has been together for so many years because of some emotional changes.
Gong Ming knows that apart from love, there is also family and friendship between her and Chen Jingfeng, which cannot be clearly broken in this lifetime.Rather than avoiding it, it is better to face it calmly.It's all over anyway, isn't it?
Chen Jingfeng saw that she was in a better mood than before, and it was such an important period of senior year, so naturally Gong Ming would not feel uncomfortable.No matter what, she didn't want to delay Gong Ming, apart from not being able to respond to that feeling, Chen Jingfeng felt that she was willing to do anything for Gong Ming.
As long as she can feel happy.
After all, he was the one he held in his palm since he was a child, so how could he be willing to let her be wronged.
In the blink of an eye, it's already May, and the college entrance examination is approaching, and everyone is like a chicken blood, and they are all immersed in their studies.As someone who has been there, Chen Jingfeng naturally knows how hard it is in the third year of high school, so as long as he has enough time, he will make a small cooking for Gong Ming, make delicious food and bring it to school.
Shen Luo looked at whether Chen Jingfeng had brought the dinner over the past two months, so she pursed her lips and asked Gong Ming if they were reconciled?
Gong Ming just rolled her eyes, what can she do if she doesn't reconcile, she has cried even though it's hard to keep crying, there are not so many tears wasted on her body.
Listen, how domineering and chic the words are.But Shen Luo knew that it wasn't that she didn't care. Judging from the smile on the corner of her mouth every time Gong Ming came back with something, it was the same as before, she cared terribly.
But, what's the use?
Thinking of her sister who has been busy for almost a whole year and rarely contacted her, Shen Luo sighed and devoted herself to her studies again.At this time, what can they do besides work hard?What I like are all those outstanding people, if they remain the same, they will be more dazzling, so why should they stay in their eyes.She wanted to become more excellent, and slowly, slowly walked to the front of the person she loved, and met the pair of eyes that always looked down on her with tender eyes.
She thought, Gong Ming thought so too.
In a blink of an eye, the college entrance examination is coming.
On the last day of running out of the examination room, Shen Luo followed a group of people out of the examination room. When she raised her eyes, she saw someone she hadn't seen for a long time.In an instant, his eyes lit up, and he flew into the opponent's arms like a light bird.The other party opened his arms and took her into his arms with a smile.
On the other side, Gong Ming got into her brother's car and went home, turning her back to the crowd and cutting into the traffic flow.Behind her, there was a person standing under the tree, looking at her back, narrowing his eyes.After watching, he turned around lightly and blended into the crowd.
In the last vacation of high school, Shen Luo wandered around with Shen Shang, enjoying the world of the two happily.Gong Ming, on the other hand, traveled all over China with a group of friends, but she never met Chen Jingfeng at all.Intentionally or not, starting from this holiday, Gong Ming slowly left Chen Jingfeng's side.
Because everyone has good grades, the four people in the dormitory all went to very good universities.When filling out the school, we discussed whether we should go together.As a result, Chu Rui enrolled in a local university because she was lazy and didn't want to travel far, while Chen Jingyi went to Sichuan, saying that there were many beauties there.
As for Gong Ming, who originally planned to fill in some school, she resolutely went to the north.As for Shen Luo, she originally wanted to stay in the local area, but the parents of Shen's family hoped that she could be independent outside, so she applied to a school in the north no matter how reluctant she was.So, coincidentally, Shen Luo and Gong Ming packed up and went to the north together. Fortunately, they became alumni again.
Before boarding the plane and leaving, Gong Ming sent Chen Jingfeng a short message with only four words, "I'm going to fly." Trees that have lived there for many years.
Chen Jingfeng only saw the text message when he got off work at night. Seeing such childish language, he smiled rarely.Thinking about it, I clicked a few words and replied to the other party, "Fly, safety first." It was a very regular reply, and there was no more text messages since then.
When she first arrived in the north, Gong Ming began to complain wildly with the little sisters in the group, what is going on here, in short, she just complained about the school inside and out.Boss Chu always advised her to calm down, calm down, just follow Shen Luo's example and don't say anything.
It was only then that Gong Ming remembered that Shen Luo had also come, but she hadn't contacted her so far.So Gong Ming hurriedly ran to contact her good sisters, but it seemed that Shen Luo, who had been cut off for the whole summer vacation, made her Sparta again.
Looking at Shen Luo, who was sitting in front of the spicy pot, wearing a silver-blue dress and long hair like a white porcelain doll, Gong Ming took another sip of water and said uncertainly, "Shen Luo, You're not lying to me, are you?"
Shen Luo looked sad and sighed slightly, "I don't need to lie."
Hiss, Gong Ming gasped, feeling that the air conditioner in this store was really very cold.She approached Shen Luo and asked in a low voice, "You mean, the day before you left home, you drugged your sister's milk and used force on her?"
Shen Luo nodded, with a sense of calmness that I have already done so.
Gong Ming deeply felt that her little sister was really too strong. She never thought of being strong at the beginning, not at all!Taking a deep breath, Gong Ming said calmly, "Shen Luo, you're an idiot."
"I know." Shen Luo nodded, looking indifferent.
"Your sister...what's your reaction after waking up?" Gong Ming looked at the other party's overly calm expression, and asked cautiously.
"do not know."
"I don't know! What about you?"
"I got on the plane before she woke up, and she hasn't contacted me so far, so I don't know." Shen Luo took the chopsticks, picked up a piece of green vegetables and ate them slowly.
"Aren't you worried?" Gong Ming continued to ask.
"It's useless to worry." She still looked calm.
"Why do you want to do this?" Gong Ming couldn't figure it out, Shen Luo obviously had many ways to get along with the merchants, so why, use such the most direct method to drive away their feelings.
Shen Luo put down her chopsticks, took a sip of water, and slowly said while holding the water glass, "Gong Ming, she is too good at running away. If she is not straightforward, she will never admit it. She likes me, I feel it, but she Still rejecting me, I guessed it."
As she spoke, she put down the cup in her hand and sighed, "I have no other choice but to do this."
"Break the boat?" Gong Ming laughed, and teased in the oppressive atmosphere.
"A fight to the death." Shen Luo smiled bitterly.
Gong Ming could only sigh, "What shall we do next?"
"I don't know. I have done everything, what has happened will not change, and it is impossible to go back to the past, either together or never see each other." Shen Luo said this, completely indifferent.
Gong Ming could only sigh again, completely speechless.
Shen Luo only looked at her for a while, then started picking up vegetables again, without continuing the conversation.Compared to the last time when she was in a daze for a long time because of an unknown rival in love, Shen Luo at this time has reached a certain level of indifference.But, is it really that calm?Gong Ming thought, definitely not.
Shenluo cares so much about participating in business, is he really willing to do everything but have nothing?Yarn, definitely not possible!The two of them are not like me and Chen Jingfeng.At least, the merchants like Shenluo, so the chances of winning are even higher.
After thinking for a while for her friend, Gong Ming also decided not to worry about whether it was reasonable or not to take the medicine. She only thought that if Shen Luo cried in the future, she would be with her.After finalizing this idea, Gong Ming, who was shocked by thunder at the beginning of school, began to start her college life with peace of mind.
The days passed by slowly, and gradually, Gong Ming met more and more friends, and her social circle expanded a lot.After receiving explicit or covert love, I started my own bright age.Like a flower slowly blooming, 17-year-old Gong Ming has reached the most splendid age in her life, and begins to enjoy her youth unscrupulously.
When the flowers bloomed just in time, the person who had been watering and irrigating was gone.From that year onwards, Chen Jingfeng was absent from Gong Ming's most brilliant moment.
Gong Ming felt that Shen Luo's sincerity could be held back, so that others would believe it, and she would believe it too, but when something happened, she would immediately reveal her true form.That winter was very cold, even colder than the winter a year ago.Gong Ming walked to Shen Luo's dormitory from outside with a bunch of antipyretics, looking at the girl lying on the bed with disheveled hair like a female ghost, Gong Ming poked her on the forehead with a look of hatred.
"You!" While saying this, he helped Shen Luo up, handed the boiled water to Shen Luo's hand, and cursed while unpacking the antipyretic medicine, "I didn't sleep in the middle of the night and put on a coat and went to the corridor Call, Shenluo, did you get water in your head? It was minus two degrees last night. You are lucky that you didn’t get hospitalized today. Here, swallow the medicine and get a good sleep. Next time I will give it to you The merchant called and said that you were abducted by human traffickers and disappeared to see if she still wants you."
Shen Luo, who knew he was wrong, avoided Gong Ming's eyes, and took the medicine slowly, with an expressionless expression on his face.Seeing that she had taken the medicine, Gong Ming helped her to lie down and asked, "Did you call your sister last night?"
"Her birthday." Shen Luo didn't reply directly, but said this directly.
"Then what did she say?"
"Didn't say anything?"
"Not mad at you?"
"It doesn't look angry."
"You forced her, and she won't be angry with you. Shen Luo, you've come to the end, it's worth the fever!" Gong Ming clapped her hands and said decisively.
"..." Shen Luo simply closed her eyes, ignoring this good sister.Her head was still heavy, and she really wanted to sleep well.
Gong Ming sat by the bed, looked at Shen Luo who closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, and chuckled lightly, her more mature brows contained sincere joy.She knows that if the merchant is not angry, it means there is a chance.The harsh winter is over, can spring be far behind?
But... what about my own?A figure of a person flashed silently in his heart. In this cold winter day, Gong Ming suddenly felt a pricking pain in his heart.After such a long period of no contact, so many things filled her life, she thought she had already removed this person.But why, when I accidentally think about it, it hurts so much.
The saddest thing is not thinking about how I was crying so hard back then, but thinking about the beautiful way that man smiled at me with his eyebrows bent.Because, such a smile, you may never see it again.
The more beautiful it is, the more it hurts, just like the Haagen-Dazs that I loved to eat when I was young, it turned into pain when it was so sweet.
In fact, the reason why you feel so painful is just because you don't love, isn't it?
Because of not loving, all good things have become hopeless and unattainable, and have become the sharpest needle piercing my heart.
Because of not loving, even memories are painful.
Gong Ming climbed down from Shen Luo's bed, sat at the door, looked at the icy tree branches stretching out to the corridor, and sighed slowly.
It is so cold in the north and there is snow everywhere. It is very clean and beautiful.But at that moment, she began to miss the warm winter sun in the south crazily, and the warm smile she had seen since she was a child.
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