childhood sweetheart baby tame dye gl

【41 chapters】

Chen Jingfeng only received a call from Gong Shu when he was about to leave work.It was said that Gong Ming came to the hospital with a fever, and he couldn't get away, so he asked Chen Jingfeng to take good care of his sister.Chen Jingfeng naturally agreed, and Gong Shu hung up the phone in peace.Little Chen Jingfeng was very concerned about Gong Ming's affairs, even more like a relative than his elder brother, so Gong Shu was very relieved to hand over his sister to her.

After hanging up the phone, Chen Jingfeng pinched the phone, thought for a while, and then called Gong Ming.No one answered, so I calculated Gong Ming's location based on the approximate time given by Gong Shu, and walked towards the emergency department.

Sure enough, he met Gong Ming and took her home.

It was rare that he didn't have to work overtime today. Chen Jingfeng, who got off work on time, naturally had a lot of time to take care of Gong Ming.Carrying the person onto the bed, Chen Jingfeng moved the clothes hanger over, and hung the bottle with the clothes hanger, set up the suggested infusion site, and quickly took the cotton swab and alcohol over.After stripping off Gong Ming's clothes and coaxing the drowsy patient to lie on the bed, Chen Jingfeng grabbed Gong Ming's hand from under the quilt and sterilized her with alcohol.

After tying up the infusion tube of the hanging bottle, Chen Jingfeng adjusted the speed and flicked the air in the pinhole.Then she pressed down on the back of Gong Ming's white hand with one hand, and held the baby's needle in the other hand, and stuck it into the blue blood vessel on the back of Gong Ming's hand.

After fixing the needle tube, Chen Jingfeng sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the girl with closed eyes on the bed, stretched out his hand to brush away her messy forehead hair, and said in a low voice, "Ming'er, don't move your hands, I'm going to buy vegetables and cook now, if If you feel uncomfortable, just call me, okay?"

Gong Ming tilted her head impatiently, closed her eyes and did not reply.Chen Jingfeng touched her cheek, sighed, turned and left the room.

By the time dinner is ready, the neon lights have lit up the city.Because Gong Ming was ill, Chen Jingfeng made light rice porridge with other side dishes, and served them in bowls.

The infusion needle had been pulled out, leaving only a blue-black needle hole on the back of the white hand.Chen Jingfeng put things on the low cabinet beside him, helped Gong Ming to sit up.

Just after the infusion, Gong Ming's spirit seemed a little better than at the beginning.Chen Jingfeng stretched out his hand and touched her forehead to make sure that the fever had subsided a little, so he felt relieved.She looked at Gong Ming's pale face, and said softly, "Can I drink porridge by myself?"

Gong Ming nodded, very well-behaved.

Seeing this, Chen Jingfeng sighed, "Forget it, I'll feed you." As he spoke, he lifted up the porcelain bowl on the side, lifted a small white porcelain spoon to scoop up a spoonful of millet porridge, and held it to his lips to blow Liang put it on Gong Ming's lips, "Open your mouth, ah~"

Opening his mouth slightly, Chen Jingfeng slowly fed her the porridge.

Feeding this sick child spoon by spoon, Chen Jingfeng was always so gentle and soft-hearted.

While feeding her, Chen Jingfeng said, "I'll take a shower later, put on my clothes first, don't get up too early tomorrow morning, tomorrow's class is also invited, and I'll take you there after I get off work in the afternoon."

"You have a good rest tomorrow, don't worry about studying, do you understand?"

"Yeah." Gong Ming nodded, her dry lips were moistened with rice grains, and they finally had some luster.

"By the way, do you have Shen Luo's cell phone number? Give me the cell phone number, and I'll call her later and ask her to hand over the leave slip for you."

"it is good."

The two of them only said a few words, and then they ate quietly.After feeding Gong Ming and taking the medicine, Chen Jingfeng took out the disposable underwear and his long-sleeved pajamas, and put them in the bathroom for Gong Ming.He put hot water for her again, and then helped her into the bathroom and let her take a bath by herself.

While Gong Ming was taking a bath, Chen Jingfeng asked Gong Ming for a mobile phone and called Shen Luo.For some reason, after begging her, Chen Jingfeng recorded Shen Luo's number in his mobile phone with some anxiety, and called her again from his mobile phone.

This time, Chen Jingfeng told Shen Luo that next time Gong Ming had a fever, he would call her directly.This way, you don't have to wait long in the hospital.Shen Luo naturally agreed in one go.

After the school's affairs were settled, Chen Jingfeng called the Gong family to report that it was safe, saying that Gong Ming's fever was gone, and asked Gong Shu to call the head teacher of Gong Ming to ask for leave. Only with double guarantees did he feel relieved.The two talked a few words on the phone, and Chen Jingfeng heard Gong Shu say that the third year of high school is really hard, so he responded a few times, and then disconnected the phone.

After dealing with the things that should be dealt with, Chen Jingfeng started to help Gong Ming wash the clothes, so that Gong Ming could wear them to school tomorrow.

After drying the clothes and waiting for them to dry, Chen Jingfeng realized belatedly that Gong Ming had been in the bathroom for four to ten minutes.Feeling nervous, she hurried to the bathroom door and knocked heavily, "Ming'er...Ming'er...have you finished washing, put on your clothes and come out quickly, or you'll catch a cold."

"Ming'er...Ming'er, are you listening to me?"

She knocked on the door, looking nervous.

Gong Ming, who was sitting in the bathtub with her back to the bathroom door, pursed her lips when she heard the movement behind her.Tears flowed down her cheeks and fell on the corners of her lips. Gong Ming opened her mouth and responded, "Well, I'll come out." The trembling voice tried to maintain a steady state. The moment she spoke, she finally tasted the bitterness in the corner of her mouth. the taste of.

Raising her hand, Gong Ming desperately wiped away the tears that wet her cheeks with her palm, stood up from the water with a splash, wiped away the tears with a towel, then took the clothes beside her and put them on her body.

The loose pajamas wrapped her thin body loosely, Gong Ming stood in front of the bathroom mirror, looked at herself with loose long hair, pale complexion and red eyes, and took a deep breath.Clenching his fists, he turned around slowly, pushed open the bathroom door, and walked out.

Looking at the girl who came out safely from the steaming water in the bathroom, even Chen Jingfeng didn't know how the heart he mentioned just now fell back to the original place.She looked at the girl's waist-length black hair draped wetly on her shoulders, and once again sighed helplessly.Involuntarily ran into the bathroom, took a clean towel and covered the girl's head, led her to the bedside to help her dry her hair, and muttered, "Ming'er, you still have a fever, You will catch a cold if you wear your hair like this, don't come out like this in the future, come on, you take the towel first, and I'll find a hair dryer to help you dry your hair."

After saying that, she put the bath towel in Gong Ming's hand, and went to the side to bring a hair dryer.

The dry and hot wind blew over the scalp, and there was a buzzing sound in the ear.Gong Ming clenched her fists, lowered her head and bit her lips tightly.

After blowing for a long time, the hair was almost dry, so Chen Jingfeng stopped and tidied up his things.Although the air conditioner was turned on, the room was still very cold in winter, and Gong Ming's exposed back of her hand soon became cold.

Chen Jingfeng coaxed her into the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed and helped her tuck the quilt, and wrapped Gong Ming tightly with a thick quilt.Stretching out her hand, holding Gong Ming's cold little hand, she stuffed it into the bed, "I'll sleep next door tonight, call me if you have anything to do, take a good rest, and you'll feel better when you wake up tomorrow morning. Good night."

She touched Gong Ming's forehead and stood up as she spoke.

But her movements were not so smooth, because the moment she got up, someone grabbed her by the corner of her clothes.Chen Jingfeng looked at her tender little hands sticking out from under the bed and tightly tugged on his coat, with doubts in his eyes.

"Why?" The little girl lying on the bed bit her lips tightly, staring at her with those red eyes.

Chen Jingfeng didn't know why, so he sat down and reached out to hold Gong Ming's little hand that ran out, "What's wrong?"

The cold palm was wrapped by the warm and dry palm, Gong Ming propped herself up, and slowly sat up from the bed, one hand of her was held by Chen Jingfeng, and the other hand firmly grasped the quilt.Pale cheeks made her look weaker than usual, she looked at Chen Jingfeng, her bright eyes were somewhat stubborn, "Why?" Gong Ming stared at Chen Jingfeng again and asked.

Chen Jingfeng let go of her hand, and lightly pressed on the back of her hand, looking intently at the girl in front of her.She was leaning against the head of the bed, wearing her own pajamas, which were very loose, wrapped around her shoulders, and she could even see her delicate collarbone at the neckline.At this moment Gong Ming was looking straight at her, her long hair fell on her cheeks, making that immature face even more beautiful.

I really grew up.Chen Jingfeng thought so.

Looking at the increasingly beautiful picture, Chen Jingfeng only felt that he was watching a fresh flower bud slowly opening.

She couldn't remember that she hadn't looked at Gong Ming so carefully for two months, and looked at the emotions in Gong Ming's eyes with complicated eyes.A sigh hangs on his lips, but it never escapes, "Gong Ming, what do you want to ask?"

"Heh, what do I want to ask?" She sneered, staring at Chen Jingfeng's mocking eyes.Chen Jingfeng didn't know who it was looking at, but he only knew that being looked at like this felt like a needle had been stuck in his heart, and it hurt to the bone.

"Hey, actually you know it, right? You knew it a long time ago, right?" Gong Ming lowered her gaze and said in a very flat tone, "You always tell me Gong Ming that I don't need you and don't let me help you. You, don't let me touch you, just to let me leave you, right?"

Chen Jingfeng pressed her hand and did not speak.

"From the moment you found out, that's what you planned, right? Slowly stay away, and then approach me again after I've forgotten. You've been trying hard to cover up the fact that you've actually discovered it, right?" Gong Ming sniffed her nose and got into a crying tone.

"So this is the way you handle your feelings, avoiding seeing it?" She raised her eyes, looking at Chen Jingfeng's face that remained unchanged, her eyes were red.

Chen Jingfeng closed his eyes, suppressed the feeling of choking, and sighed, "Gong Ming, you are tired, it's time to sleep."

"I'm not tired, my brain is clear, and I know what I'm talking about." Her eyes became aggressive, and her speech became very fast, "If you told me from the beginning, we can't, this way Isn't it great? Why such a clumsy show that we have to be the same as before. Chen Jingfeng, it's different, it's different from the beginning."

"Is it because if I don't tell you, you will always pretend that you don't know, and continue to ignore each other like this."

"Could it be that if I don't tell you, you will always treat me as a younger sister and deny all my feelings!"

She raised her volume and looked at Chen Jingfeng with sad eyes. The warm tears streaming down her face had already started to turn cold. Through a layer of mist, she could still clearly see Chen Jingfeng's usually expressionless face.

"Then let me tell you, Chen Jingfeng, I like you, not my sister's liking for my sister, so should you tell me now, the choices you have made in the past six months." She raised her voice, uttering a dying cry like an angry little wolf. Struggling howling.

"Tell me, Chen Jingfeng, that you won't like me at all, that you won't love me at all, tell me, say it clearly and clearly." Throwing Chen Jingfeng's hand away, Gong Ming straightened up and knelt Sitting on the bed, he stretched out his hand to grab Chen Jingfeng's collar, leaned in front of her, and looked down at the familiar yet unfamiliar face, "Say it, reject me, don't turn the corner and say it's impossible, you weren't Like this."

The feeling of being pulled by the collar and tightened around the neck was uncomfortable. Chen Jingfeng stretched out his trembling hand, covered Gong Ming's hand, and separated Gong Ming's fingers with his slender and powerful index finger. In her ears, she heard the expressionless person say, "Let go, Gong Ming, if you clenched your fingers so hard, it will hurt when you break them apart."

"I can't do it." Grabbing Chen Jingfeng's hand even harder, she brought him up in front of her, warm tears streaming down her face, and her suppressed crying burst out completely, "Let go, and you will leave. From the very beginning Impossible, right, Chen Jingfeng, I never had a chance right from the beginning..." She dragged Chen Jingfeng, shaking from crying.

With warm tears dripping on his face, Chen Jingfeng let go of Gong Ming's hand and sighed, "Yes."

"Why!" She took a deep breath and asked the other party loudly, "There must be a reason for being rejected, is it because I am too young and immature, or because I can't do anything and it is useless, but I I will work hard, I have been working hard to grow up, why can't you see?"

"I saw it, but what's the use of seeing it? What does age mean? I never think you're not mature enough, nor that you're not good enough." She stretched out her hand, held Gong Ming's face, and wiped away her wanton smile. Tears, "Gong Ming has never said that you are not good enough. If it were someone else, he would definitely like you. But I can't. If you like me, you will get hurt."

"Gong Ming, I don't want to hurt you."

"You were brought up by me. How can I not understand you, but you don't understand me. If you are with me, you are destined to be hurt by me. What's more, Gong Ming, I don't have feelings for you. You I want me to be with you, even if I don't like you, would you like to?"

"Even if you are willing, I will not agree."

Chen Jingfeng wiped away her tears, and said in a low voice, "You treat me so hard, but I can't like you, just being with you like this is very unfair to you. Gong Ming, I can't do anything about this matter." Indulge you, or you will be harmed."

"So, Gong Ming, I can only ask you to quit me and stay away from me, so that you will feel better gradually."

She knew that if she rejected Gong Ming clearly from the very beginning, according to her personality, she would definitely become more frustrated and courageous, and persevere on this point.But if she gradually distanced herself as before, Gong Ming, who didn't get a clear answer, would wear away her feelings for herself through repeated thinking, and even if she confessed in the future, it would not leave deep traces in the future.

Isn't it just a liking in my youth, and I will soon forget it. Most people come here like this, don't they?

In this way, even if Gong Ming holds her partner's hand after a long time and thinks about the past, she won't hate herself.After all, it was Gong Ming who gave up liking her in the passage of time, didn't he?

How cunning.

This, she thought, is what adults call deliberation.

"But you've already been hurt." Gong Ming grabbed her collar and sneered, "So you're telling me, is my secret love over?"

"Ah."

"You won't have your first love, will you?"

"Your first love is still there, Gong Ming."

"You don't like me, right now."

"Yes."

"It's honest," she said sarcastically.

Sensing that the hands that were gripping him began to relax, Chen Jingfeng raised his hand, took Gong Ming's hand away, and sighed softly while holding her hand, "Gong Ming, you should go to bed."

Gong Ming sat slumped on the quilt, as if she had exhausted all her strength.Her hands were held by Chen Jingfeng, her cheeks turned to one side, and she murmured, "Chen Jingfeng, can we still be the same as before?"

"Of course, we have never changed." Chen Jingfeng nodded and coaxed her, "Go to sleep, Ming'er. You will be fine when you wake up."

"Chen Jingfeng loves Gong Ming the most, right?" Gong Ming turned her head, looking at her with tearful eyes.

Chen Jingfeng nodded, "Yes, you are the one I love the most."

"This is what you said."

"That's what I said."

Chen Jingfeng looked at Gong Ming, but she might as well take her hand out of her palm, put her arm around her waist, "Then I want to hug her."

"..." Chen Jingfeng looked at the wet tears on her face, shook his head helplessly, and put his arms around her.

A strong force came from the back, and Chen Jingfeng, who was hugging Gong Ming, just wanted to pat the other person's back to appease the person in his arms, but unexpectedly fell into the arms of the person opposite him.

The child in her arms knelt up and sat up, she raised her eyes in surprise, and the warm feeling covered her lips.Chen Jingfeng's eyes widened, looking at Gong Ming's face so close, he subconsciously wanted to push her away.But in the next second, his head was held down desperately, and he was sent to Gong Ming's mouth.The flexible little tongue got into the mouth, provoking the tip of his tongue with a faint smell of medicine.

Gong Ming closed her eyes, and clumsily teased the woman in her arms, with the momentum of going forward, she hugged the woman in her arms tightly, as if she was about to be crushed.

Chen Jingfeng only felt that he was being entangled by a cunning beautiful snake. It was a body that he could easily push, but it was able to wrap itself tightly around his body, no matter how he pushed it, he couldn't move it.

Gong Ming's kiss is too clumsy, but it can make Chen Jingfeng breathless.In the end, Chen Jingfeng really couldn't stand being hugged and kissed by someone for the first time, so he raised his hand involuntarily, hugged Gong Ming's waist tightly, and slowly kissed her bit by bit.

At the end of the kiss, she counterattacked back and licked Gong Ming's tongue back and forth over and over again.Only kissed Gong Ming who was still in the wind and cold until her face turned red again.

Gong Ming's first kiss happened in a not-so-cold winter. The person she had liked for many years was on the bed of her crush. At that time, she had just received an infusion because of a high fever, and her mouth was full of the bitter taste of the medicine.

All in all, not a good memory.

But she remembered that day, the temperature from that person hugging her waist, remembering that day, her embrace was so warm, even if the cold jacket wrapped her body coldly, she could still feel the warmth. The temperature from the chest.

She thought, at that time, she felt Chen Jingfeng's heartbeat.Not in a hurry, he calmly transmitted his heartbeat through the palm of his hand, calming down his throbbing throbbing.

Peace of mind and nostalgia.