Instinctive reaction

The bright red cherries were held in his mouth. Lin Leyang stepped on a chair with one arm on his knees, lowered his head and pointed at the trash can and spit out a kernel. He crushed the red fruit and ate it. sweet.

Li Chuan left half an hour ago, today is not the weekend, he still has class.

Lin Leyang had already figured out his class schedule, and he was not allowed to skip class.

The boy said coquettishly when he was panting, "But I can't bear you."

Lin Leyang's voice continued intermittently: "That's, that's also going to class... ah." The last sound was drowned out by the shaking of the bed.

I still blush thinking about it.

Lin Leyang twirled the stalk of the cherries with two fingers, picked it up and ate it with his head up, biting the hard core with his teeth, turning his tongue around to cut off the bright red flesh, and spitting out the garbage wrapped in the black garbage bag again bucket.

"Actually, you don't need to visit me so often, you are busy too." He turned his head and asked Wu Xu, who straightened his spine for a moment.

"It's not particularly busy." Wu Xu's heart pounded, he couldn't be blamed for being cowardly, Lin Leyang's eyes seemed to see everything.

Immediately afterwards, he tilted his head, his lips were soaked with the juice of the cherries, leaving a beautiful blush, like blood dotted on his lips, "Oh? Didn't my sister ask you to come here?"

Wu Xu: "..."

Lin Leyang looked at him with a clear expression.

Wu Xu broke down: "Why are you still talking to me?"

Lin Leyang blinked pretending to be innocent: "This can't be called a cliché, can it? You guys did this to me before."

As early as the beginning of the first lie, Wu Xu thought in his heart that they would definitely suffer retribution.

Sure enough, retribution came.

Wu Xu had a bad feeling and ran to the kitchen decisively, planning to squeeze Zhao Ruixiao's place to help Aunt Chang wash the dishes.

And the chat in the kitchen just came to an end.

"You mean when he came to the house for the first time, he stopped in front of Le Yang's room in the middle of the night?"

"Yeah, I got up at night to go to the toilet that day, thinking that the child was sleepwalking, and stood there for a while before walking away. But it's not a big deal, maybe it's dark and I can't find a room to sleep in?"

Aunt Chang had a good impression of Li Chuan, but a very weak impression of this matter.He was not a bad boy after all, if Zhao Ruixiao hadn't asked, she might not have remembered it.

Zhao Ruixiao narrowed his eyes slightly, "Okay, I see."

Wu Xu hurried over at this moment, "I'm here as a coolie, you go to work on your brain."

Zhao Ruixiao: "?"

It wasn't until he walked into the living room that he understood the meaning of Wu Xu's words.

Lin Leyang sat on the chair properly, apparently waiting for him.

Seeing him coming in, she bent down and pushed the fruit plate in front of him, then sat back and raised her head again, "Do you want to eat fruit?"

The corner of Zhao Ruixiao's mouth twitched down, and he still took one in his hand. The slightly cool skin of the fruit stuck to his warm skin, and the water drops disappeared into his palm in an instant.

"I remember something." Lin Leyang said straight to the point, not seeing the fragility and helplessness in the room just now, as if it only happened in front of Li Chuan, "Now I have some questions to ask you."

"Will you answer?" he asked.

Zhao Ruixiao said, "It depends on the situation."

If it was before, he would follow Lin Leyang's wishes and say of course, but not now.

His lies will be seen through.

Lin Leyang is so foolish, he has not experienced those things, he has not grown up, and he will greet the new day with a smile.

Where is 28-year-old Lin Leyang?

He doesn't look forward to tomorrow.

But he will keep the promise he made with Lin Ruoliu.

Zhao Ruixiao couldn't help clenching his hands into fists.

Lin Leyang said: "What kind of person is Ji Wanke?"

The living room is very quiet, there is no wind or heat, the TV is not turned on, why not turn it on, at least it can neutralize the current stiff atmosphere, hide the true emotions in the lines of the lines, pretend not to hear clearly, and pretend that things have a turning point .

"Which period are you talking about? Before graduation or after graduation?" Zhao Ruixiao finally chose to tell the truth, and he couldn't hide it.

So it's really not to blame Wu Xu for being cowardly, even Zhao Ruixiao couldn't tell lies in front of him.

"Is there any difference?" Lin Leyang asked.

"Of course." Zhao Ruixiao looked at him and smiled a little, just like the smile he gave him when he was parting in the ward that day, with a little apology, and bitterness melted into his eyes, "People are not static. When you meet some people and go through certain things, you will Was changed."

"Wu Xu told me that he looks good and has a bad temper. I want to know more about it."

Zhao Ruixiao sat down and leaned his back on the sofa, but felt that his spine was still hanging in the air, "That's after graduation and starting work."

Lin Leyang listened quietly.

"At that time, his temper had calmed down and he could talk to people well. He no longer had thorns all over his body. He was able to calm down and deal with things. He was calm and reliable, but he still lacked patience." Zhao Ruixiao looked at him and added that Wu Xu had only half-spoken before. After finishing speaking, "Except for you."

So why are we separated?

Lin Leyang didn't ask, the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.

As if he asked and got an answer, he and Li Chuan could no longer continue.

He doesn't want this result.

If only he could not dream, he would always be awake, and the night would never come.

"Is he similar to Li Chuan?" He asked Zhao Ruixiao the question he asked Wu Xu.

Zhao Ruixiao said, "Do you want to listen to the truth?"

Lin Leyang already knew the answer.

He loved someone in the ten years of blankness, but now this person has disappeared in his memory.

Could it be that he really unconsciously regarded Li Chuan as someone else?

Lin Leyang's left hand was trembling uncontrollably, but he hid it well.

"Forget it." He raised his smiling face, a gentle and beautiful smile, just right, "you still don't answer me."

"Okay." Zhao Ruixiao still looked at him, "Okay."

##

Li Chuan came back to Lin's house in the evening, Lin Leyang waited at the door early, greeted him with a hug, more playful than a boy, wrapped his arms around his neck and said, "Today I want to live at your house!"

Of course, Li Chuan had no reason to refuse, and he agreed wholeheartedly.

The two took a taxi to the city center, and then transferred to a bus in the city center.

Crossing the zebra crossing, Lin Leyang pulled Li Chuan's wrist: "I'll save you some money."

Li Chuan said, "No, I have money."

Lin Leyang changed his words: "I don't want to go back to sleep so early."

Li Chuan clasped his hand instead, "Brother, don't you want to sleep with me?"

The two of them had reached the other side of the road, and the station was a few steps away.

Lin Leyang coughed, lowered his head and shook the hands of the two, "Restraint."

"I've restrained enough." The young man pretended to be pitiful, tilted his head to look at him, and gently scratched his palm with his fingers, "Didn't brother see it?"

Lin Leyang said dryly: "I didn't see it..."

In the most prosperous street in their life, the night is more splendid than the day, and there are flashing neon lights everywhere, and there are people and vehicles passing by. The two walked through the colorful colors hand in hand, and walked back into the darkness. to the license plate.

The speakers outside the store behind him play different songs, which are popular styles now. Vehicles pass by, people talk to each other, and all kinds of sounds are mixed together.

Lin Leyang suddenly turned his head and said to Li Chuan: "I kind of like this place, but unfortunately it's too far away from home, it's inconvenient to go out, so I can't come here often."

Although it is noisy, the hustle and bustle makes people not lonely.

Hearing this, Li Chuan shook his hand tightly, "Then I'll take you here when I'm free tomorrow."

He has always been responsive to Lin Leyang.

The premise is that he must also be present, by Lin Leyang's side.

"You have full class tomorrow." Lin Leyang smiled and pointed to his head, "I remember it all."

Li Chuan shook his hand, Lin Leyang did not compromise this time.

"No, let's wait until the weekend, let's go shopping together on the weekend." He raised his head and looked at those gorgeous colors, and the same color was reflected in his eyes, everything was full of vitality.

"I want to go back now." Lin Leyang said, turning his head to look at Li Chuan, facing the warm wind in July with a smile on his face, this time he smiled sincerely, "Go home."

He didn't want to distinguish between you and Li Chuan. Going home means that one party follows the other, no matter where you go.

As long as it's the two of them together.

Li Chuan got up early the next day, and Lin Leyang woke up after lying on the bed for a while after the boy left.

It seems like it would be impossible without Li Chuan.

He is no longer sleepy, does not want to sleep, and is afraid of dreaming.

After folding the quilt and sweeping around the room with a broom and mop, Lin Leyang saw that it was still early, so he opened the door and went out.

Li Chuan said on WeChat: [Brother will wait for me to go back at noon/poor/poor]

Lin Leyang looked at it and unconsciously smiled, bowed his head and typed: [I'm already out, I'm going home first, wait for you to come to my house to find me after school at night]

He hesitated and sent two "poor" emoticons.

"what."

Just as Lin Leyang stepped down a flight of stairs, he heard other people's voices. He raised his head and saw the "uncle" he saw that night. The man was unshaven and his hair was curled.

He Qiang was also shocked. Although Lin Leyang had cut his hair short, he still recognized that it was the "woman" brought back by Li Chuan that he saw that night.

male.

It turned out to be a man

"You and Li Chuan..."

Lin Leyang said: "Li Chuan is my younger brother."

He Qiang was stunned.

Lin Leyang put the phone back in his pocket, and said to He Qiang without changing his face: "He lives here, so I have to trouble the neighbors to take care of him."

He Qiang said with some embarrassment: "Ah, ah, it's okay, I didn't hear that he has a brother..."

"Well, we are not related by blood. Our relatives are far away, but we have a good relationship."

He Qiang believed it.

The young man in front of him was very polite, his attitude was obviously slightly alienated, but no one could find fault with it.

It is indeed quite similar to Li Chuan.

Lin Leyang walked out of the tube building and looked back. The corridor was still dark, but he didn't feel scared. His mood was rarely clear. He even had the mood to take a look outside while taking the bus. He was familiar with but unfamiliar with the surrounding buildings.

He got off at the stop where he was waiting for the bus last night, and during the day, the surrounding stores played nostalgic old songs tacitly.It is an old song that predates his birth, and it is so classic that everyone can hum a few lines.

Lin Leyang was not in a hurry to go home, so he walked around the neighborhood when he was thinking about it.

"As time goes by, I only care about you."

The evergreen trees along the street are lush with leaves, and the hot wind blows a fresh fragrance of leaves.

"Willing to infect your breath, how can I get a confidant in life."

It was about to turn the corner, but the stereo outside the shop was still playing.

"So I beg you don't let me leave you."

A female voice suddenly came from behind Lin Leyang.

"Lin... Leyang? Is it Lin Leyang?"

Lin Leyang turned his head and saw the woman's appearance, which was completely different from the dream.

He only instinctively said: "Ning Qian?"

——“I can’t feel the slightest affection except you.”

The author says:

The song is from Teresa Teng's "I only care about you"

Ning Qian is the girl who often appears in Lin Leyang's dreams