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I don't know how long I slept, but in short, it feels like a century has passed.When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was a hairy head. Under my arm, I moved my numb arm slightly.

"Xiao Hai! You're awake!" With a cry of surprise, Zheng Tianyi quickly grabbed my arm, and leaned over to look at me carefully.

"Eh! Brother Zheng! Why are you here?" I looked at Zheng Tianyi's reddened cheeks and tired expression in a daze, my head was in a mess, and I looked at him puzzled.

"You still said, you are alcohol poisoned, do you know, don't drink so much alcohol in the future, you don't know, you have been asleep for several days, I am really worried to death!" Zheng Tianyi grabbed his hand in distress My hand didn't relax at all, and my expression was full of tension.

I slowly withdrew my hand from Zheng Tianyi's hand and lived lightly.Zheng Tianyi's eyes showed a hurt look.

"It's numb..." I said something in a low voice, and Zheng Tianyi's face immediately changed into a happy one.Come up and rub it gently for me.The strength is just right.

"Thank you, Brother Zheng!" I didn't know what to say, I could only express my gratitude.

"Thank you! Xiao Hai, are you still being polite to me!" Zheng Tianyi said nonchalantly, and then changed into a deeply worried expression, "But, Xiao Hai, do you know how worried I am about you? I'm really scared , I've never been so scared, you know?" He held my hand tightly again, afraid that I would run away, and I found that since I woke up, he was very emotional.I knew in my heart that he was worried about me, he was really worried, and it would be a lie to say that he was not moved.

"I'm fine, and I won't be in the future!" I promised in a low voice.

Although my heart has always been empty, numb, and without feeling, this feeling is not uncomfortable at all, like a patient with paralysis of the lower limbs, although it exists there well, you can feel it and see it , but you just can't feel it, that feeling is a desperate pain.

"That's good...that's good..." He looked at me a little nervously, and sat there looking at me a little narrowly.

"What's the matter?" I hurriedly asked as he watched nervously.

"It's okay! Xiao Hai, seeing you well, do you know how happy I am? I won't let anyone hurt you again, just this time, really, just this time!" He promised swearingly, as if It seems that my lovelorn incident was caused by him alone.

I didn't speak but just looked at him, smiling lightly, I didn't know how to respond to him.

"Really, Xiao Hai, this is the last time!" He promised.

"Hehe...what nonsense, it's not your fault that I broke up, it's none of your business, you don't have to blame yourself!" I said.I said the word breakup without any taboo. After I finished speaking, I still smiled with a calm face, but there was an indescribable weirdness in my heart, throbbing with throbbing pain.

For some reason, Zheng Tianyi's expression changed, he looked at me a little strangely, became more and more embarrassed, rubbed his hands, kept giggling, and scratched his somewhat greasy hair.It was only then that I noticed that he was wearing a crumpled shirt. The original white shirt was soaked in sweat and stuck to his body, his hair was a little greasy stuck to his scalp, and he looked in a mess.

"Are you tired!" I felt a sharp pain in my heart, and asked softly in an instant, my eyes were also red, as if I wanted to cry.I don't know whether it was moved by him or the slightest pain in my heart drove me, I couldn't pretend to be strong.

"It's okay! Xiao Hai, you are fine, I don't care what I do, I can give you my life!" He looked at me affectionately, and put his hands on my cheeks, warm.I moved my head in embarrassment, avoiding his hot gaze, and whispered, "Don't force me! I..."

"I know, Xiaohai...it doesn't matter how long...as long as I can be by your side and watch you all the time, don't worry! I know you can't forget that person, it's okay, I'll wait for you!" He interrupted My words, expressed anxiously.

Looking at this man, this proud and refined man, who was pitiful in front of me, and even said something humble, I really felt that in this life, this man, who devoted all my life, would not Cleared up.

"How's it going in the store?" I asked about others.

"It's okay, it's been a mess for a few days. Fortunately, the employees in your store are used to the life without a boss, and they are still calm. Mr. Wei is watching. Don't worry, they heard that the boss is sick, and they all clamored to see you. What!" He said eloquently that Mr. Wei was temporarily replacing Xia Wei.

"Thank you, I must have been very busy these days, I'm really sorry to delay your work!" I said politely.

"It's okay, I didn't delay anything during my affectionate vacation to the bureau!" He said sadly, and I knew it was my polite and distant attitude that broke his heart.But I really don't know how to face him. Lu Chao's departure is no less than a resurrection from the dead to me. There is nothing more sorrowful than death. Now, I am really powerless about emotional matters.

"Can I go home? I want to go home!" I said shyly.

"Xiao Hai, wait a minute, I'll go ask the doctor! Rest for a while!" He gently pulled the order for me, tested my forehead, turned and left the ward.

Looking at the door being blown open and closed by the wind, my thoughts fell into a mess of imagination.I don't know what Lu Chao is doing now, whether he eats on time, whether he will fall ill like me, and if he does fall ill, will someone take care of him.Is he alone, and is the boy still with him?What would he do without me, what would I do without Lu Chao, and how should I live in the days to come? I lost my heart and I can never get it back. That's it!No one like that will ever appear in my life again.

I know that I really lost that man completely this time, that man who has a warm embrace, speaks softly, has a stubborn temper, and is somewhat dull, I really lost it completely, and will never come again!

The more I think about it, the more I can't help wanting to ask Lu Chao, even if it's just to take a look at him from a distance, I know how long he is now, just so that I can look at him at any time in the future, the more I think about it, the more painful I feel. Clutching his chest, his face also turned pale.Beads of sweat slid down the cheeks and into the mouth, very bitter!It hurts!

"Xiao Hai! What's the matter with you?" Zheng Tianyi walked over quickly, stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, and patted my back nervously.

"It's okay! Chest hurts!" I shook my head, "Can we go home?"

"Ah... oh! It's ok, I've finished the procedures for discharge. But, I'm really worried about you, let's do a full body check!" Zheng Tianyi said worriedly.

"I'm fine, Brother Zheng, don't worry!" I waved my hand, trying to squeeze out an ugly smile.

"Is it really possible?"

"En!" I nodded, lifted the quilt, and stood on the ground barefoot.

"Xiao Hai! Lift your feet up!" Zheng Tianyi screamed, leaped over, squatted down, and stuffed a pair of soft slippers under my feet.I looked at his movements in a complicated way, with some inconceivable expressions in his eyes.

"Okay!" He stood up and looked at me with a normal expression, "Do you want to try it?" His movements were natural and unaffected, as if the same movements had been done tens of thousands of times. .

"Ah! It's very comfortable!" I walked a few steps, turned around, and said unnaturally, "Brother Zheng! Actually, you don't need to do this!"

"It's okay, Xiao Hai, I am willing!" He patted the dust on his legs, lowered his head and took the packed luggage, and said softly, "Let's go! Take you home!"

Seeing his natural movements, I followed behind him with a complicated expression. He looked back at me, turned around dotingly, took my arm, and made me half lean on him with a little force, and let me off my body. half of the gravity.

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