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Time passed little by little, Lu Chao had been away for several months without knowing it, and I became more and more convinced of the truth, that is, the earth turns very well without anyone.I got used to the feeling of not having Lu Chao more and more, but when I occasionally think of the person who left a deep impression on my life, I feel sad and my heart hurts even more.

The weather has gradually turned cold, I carefully put the summer clothes into the closet, looking at the huge closet, half of it is full, it is all my clothes; the other half is empty, nothing is put , I looked at the half of the wardrobe dully, tears slipped out of my eyes, sure enough, I still couldn't let go.

I smiled wryly at myself, shook my head, and sat on the bed a little slumped, falling into inextricable thoughts. The tears flowed more and more, and I couldn't stop it.

It's not that he didn't go to see him secretly, it's just that Lu Chao seemed to evaporate all of a sudden.

That time, I couldn't help it, and quietly hid near his company, just hoping to have a look at him from a distance, just one look, I was relieved.Thinking like this, I stared at the door of his company without blinking until everyone had left.But I never saw the figure that haunted me.I went several times without giving up, but to no avail.Until the last time, I had no choice but to rush into his company to find someone, but was stopped by an old man at the door.

"Young man, you are looking for someone!" the uncle asked me kindly.

"Well, sir, let me go in, and I'll just go in and have a look, that's all!" I begged bitterly.Eye circles are red.If you don't let me in, I'll cry for you.

"Go back! Young man, the person you are looking for is no longer here, and he resigned a long time ago!" The uncle sighed and said something that shocked me.

"Resign...resign, no, sir, do you know who I'm looking for?" I asked anxiously.

"I know, didn't you always come to pick him up from get off work before? Is it that energetic young man named Lu Chao?" The uncle looked at me as if struck by lightning, and sighed.He shook his head and said, "Hey, what a good couple... hey..."

I stood there blankly, "Master, you..."

"My old man is old and has never seen anything. Poor young man, when he left, he burst into tears... It makes people feel distressed..."

I came back from my uncle in a daze, and my mind has been in a state of distraction. For several months, my heart, which was finally relieved after working hard, was instantly tightened and painful.

I know, I really can't let him go in this life!

My mother always calls to ask me if Lu Chao and I are all right, why haven't I heard his call recently, and I was the only one when I went to see him.I can only lie and say that Lu Chao has been on a business trip recently, and it will be a long time before he comes back!

My mother sighed and said that Lu Chao is such a good child, he is even more filial than my own son.I silently listened to my mother nagging about Lu Chao's well-being, and my heart ached even more.

Yang Yang and Xia Wei also occasionally called to express their condolences to my situation, and I always answered irrelevant questions while avoiding the important ones.

For example, they ask how are you and brother Chao?I will tell you when you will come back.They said to ask Brother Chao to answer the phone, so I said your baby is coming out soon, and when he comes out, give my godson a big gift.

They are very suspicious and helpless towards me, but I never give them a chance to know the truth. I think this is very good. Be sad with me, I am enough for sad people.

Recently, I like spending time in the store more and more. When I have a lot of work, I hide in the office and work hard. When I have no work, I spend time in the kitchen and learn some simple meals from the chefs. It just makes me helpless. What's more, every time I finish cooking, I realize that what I cook seems to be Lu Chao's favorite dishes. At this time, my heart will ache.When I turn around and want to pour it out, I will always be picked up by a pair of rough and beautiful hands, and then gobble it up.

I feel very helpless, Zheng Tianyi seems to have become a vagrant all of a sudden, he comes to my shop from time to time, and every time I cook, I wonder if he is by my side The eyeliner is installed, otherwise why does it come so timely every time.

But if he knows that every time I cook is Lu Chao's favorite dish, will it not be so happy to eat, will it be hard to swallow, don't tell him good things.I thought to myself, if I could make him happy, my heart would be relieved.

The staff in the store recently said that I have lost weight, and I don’t feel it. They all said that I am a bit terribly thin, like an African refugee.Zheng Tianyi always looked at me with deep worry and distress. Every time he came, he didn’t know that he only came to eat the experimental products I made. Every time he came, he would bring all kinds of small snacks And the special snacks are not heavy.It's so delicious, I sometimes wonder if it's time to replace the chef.

I am used to spending time in the store every day, and my home seems to have become a dispensable hotel for me. Every time I go home, it is cold and unpopular, every place, every thing They all seemed to be imprinted into Lu Chao's deep memory and taste.It's not that I don't want to go home, it's that I don't dare, I don't dare to step in. Every time I go home, I almost feel like running away.

I changed the office into a half-office and living.Zheng Tianyi also always stays with me intentionally or unintentionally, and every time he makes an excuse for not leaving, I feel like gnashing my teeth and wanting to chew it up.Like today.

"Xiao Hai, can I not leave?" Zheng Tianyi stared at me pitifully with wide eyes, and he couldn't see the gentle and elegant appearance I saw before.

"Why?" I tilted my head, asking a little puzzled.Looking at his pitiful appearance, the suffocated laughter almost turned into an internal injury.

"I can't walk anymore, and look, it's so cold outside, I'm afraid of falling!" He rubbed his stomach and continued to act pitifully.

"Uh...why?" I put down the work in my hand and looked at him funny.

"I was full of food, and my stomach was bulging. I fell down and squeezed my stomach. What should I do? I can't see my cute little Hai!" He explained seriously, with a straight face. The appearance of the scriptures.

"You deserve it!" I angrily threw a folder over.Just happened to be caught by him.

"Isn't this how delicious your cooking is?" He smiled flatteringly.

"Zheng Tianyi!" I yelled, "How did I find out that Yi is not the same as before!"

"Then what was I like before?" He leaned closer, with a flattering smile on his face.

I gave him a hard look, "very serious, meticulous, gentle, calm and reassuring, and can be trusted with confidence!" I seriously recalled.

"What about me now?" He still asked with a smile.

"Do you really want me to say it? Don't blame me for being hit!" I stood up in a leisurely manner, straightened my clothes, and gave him a sidelong glance.

Well, he nodded vigorously, looking impatient.

"Now... Now, naive, clingy, and childlike, I wonder if I had hallucinations before, how can I feel that I am gentle, refined, mature and stable!" I said dissatisfied.Zheng Tianyi's eyes overflowed with a happy smile, and he didn't look like he should be deeply shocked by my words.

"You can laugh like this, I'm not complimenting you, okay!" I rolled my eyes helplessly, I was really defeated by him.

"Yes! I'm very happy. This means that you don't see me seriously, but that I have always had a place in your heart, not a dispensable existence. Of course I am happy. !" He smiled more happily, and I was also very happy in my heart, but why, I always have a bitter feeling of wanting to cry.

"Then, can I stay here?" He looked at me fawningly.

"I'm afraid of you!" I rolled his eyes at him, walked into the room, took out a quilt, and threw it on the sofa, "Sleep on the sofa!"

"Eh! Xiao Hai, really?" He had a wry smile and helplessness on his face, flattering and pitiful, the whole face was really wonderful.I didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled until he swallowed helplessly and nodded fiercely.

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