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Unable to control, tears slid down my cheeks, dripping into the bowl one by one, and the sweet cola ginger soup slowly became bitter.Bitter in the throat.

"Okay, why are you crying again, Xiao Hai, tell the truth, what happened?" Lu Chao seemed to realize that something was wrong with me, he lifted my face vigorously, and looked at me without blinking, as if Trying to see something wrong in my eyes.

"I'm fine!" I dodged his hand that was touching my face, lowered my head, and gulped down ginger soup like a cover.

"No, there must be something wrong with you, Xiao Hai, you are always like this, everything is written on your face, and you can tell it at a glance." Lu Chao said with certainty.

"No, you're thinking too much. I just feel sick to my stomach. It's really nothing!" I looked up at him, forced a smile at him, and then moved my eyes away evasively.

"Then look into my eyes, Xiao Hai, tell me again that you're fine!" There was restrained anger in his tone, but he kept it secret.Seeing Lu Chao's ugly face, I felt wronged for no reason.I really want to tell Lu Chao that I saw it and I know it, but I still can't leave you.What do you want me to do?What the fuck do you want me to do!How I wanted to shout out my heart to him.

"I've said it's all right, can you stop asking questions all the time!" I also felt a faint evil spirit in my heart, and I thought to myself, I haven't questioned you yet, why are you pointing fingers here? , Are you bothered?

"You look like this, how can I believe that you are fine!" Lu Chao's face was livid, and his deep voice seemed to be bubbling with anger.The aura is too strong.

"I'm fine, it's fine, you have to tell me several times before you believe it, Lu Chao, can you stop being so self-righteous all the time! Don't always put on an expression that the world owes you, okay, I told you You, no one owes you, I don't owe you anything, it wasn't my fault what the fuck did, I'm done with you acting like a savior! Stop acting like a fucking madonna No! You can leave me alone in the future, okay!" I sat up suddenly from the bed, and said in a panic.What should be said and what should not be said poured out in one go.Some people say that when you are with the one you love, your hearts are closest to each other. Even if you rub your ears together and speak softly, it is like an ancient oath in the heart of the other person, resounding through the world.But when you quarrel with the person you love, the distance between you and his heart is far away.

In this way, you can't hear what the other person is saying, and you can only make up for the spiritual distance by shouting on your mouth.At this moment, Lu Chao and I were shouting hysterically like this, screaming for fear that the other party could not hear clearly.

Lu Chao's face suddenly turned pale, and his lips trembled, as if he was out of breath, but he couldn't bear it.Looking at Lu Chao's appearance, my heart ached silently.I suddenly realized what I had just said!How can I say that about Lu Chao, isn't this just adding salt to his wounds!I know my words are a little heavy, I hurt him!

"Lu Chao, listen to me, I didn't mean that, and I didn't mean to look down on you. I'm just in a bad mood, and I didn't think about it. Don't be angry, okay!" I rushed over in a hurry, hugging Lu Chao, Ramblingly explaining something.

Lu Chao's body was icy and cold, and trembling faintly, he bit his lips tightly, with such strength that the place where he was bitten was frighteningly white, and there seemed to be bright red blood flowing down the corner of his mouth.I was absolutely terrified.I clearly knew that what happened back then was Lu Chao’s fatal weakness, but I still bloody opened the wound that Lu Chao had finally stuttered, and I did not give up exposing the shocking wound to the sun, and ruthlessly sprinkled it on it. a handful of salt.

"Lu Chao, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it, really, believe me, okay, I love you, I really don't want to do anything! I made a mess, can you say something!" I said Hugging Lu Chao's trembling body beggingly, and talking over and over again, Lu Chao sat there silently, like a sculpture, like a lifeless doll, with dull eyes without any brilliance.

"Lu Chao, I'm an asshole, I'm such an asshole, I know you suffered a lot back then, and I feel sorry for you, but I'm just an asshole for saying those damn things, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Looking at Lu Chao's sluggish Look, I'm really scared. I've never seen Lu Chao like this. Before, he always smiled very gently. When I needed him, he was always by my side and never complained. what.

Cheating!Fuck off!I clearly know that he loves me in his heart, and that's enough.isn't it?

I shook Lu Chao's body vigorously and looked at his appearance.I was so regretful that I was dying, and I couldn't take a knife to cut off my tongue directly.

"Stop shaking, shaking will kill you!" Lu Chao said lightly, with a hint of a joke.A relaxed and natural look on his face.

"Eh!" I was stunned, and looked at Lu Chao in disbelief. His face was peaceful, there was a slight smile on his mouth, and a gentle gleam was shining in his eyes.My head was in a state of crash for a while, and I couldn't believe everything in front of me, and I looked at Lu Chao dumbfounded.

"Stinky boy, what are you looking at? Can you still see the flowers?" Lu Chaoyang rubbed my head vigorously with his hands, and gently pinched my ears.With a doting smile on his face.Exactly the same as before.But I just felt something was wrong, something was different, like something was broken and put back together again, everything had the same smell and feel, but it was not the same.

"Um, aren't you angry?" I asked cautiously.

"Why are you so angry? Am I such a stingy person? It sounds like I'm such a narrow-minded person!" Lu Chao waved his hand indifferently, with a natural expression on his face.

"But... you just..." I hesitated and asked, I'm not sure why Lu Chao acted so naturally.I understand that Lu Chao paid special attention to these things in the past, and this is simply Lu Chao's rebellion, which is triggered immediately.

"I'm lying to you, who made you so angry!" Lu Chao laughed, his voice was hearty, and it sounded crisp and sweet.

"Really?" I said unwillingly.

"Well, really, are you still angry now?" Lu Chao didn't look at me, lowered his eyebrows, and moved his fingers naturally.speak briskly.

I just looked into Lu Chao's eyes, but ignored the stirring force on Lu Chao's fingers.If I look more comprehensively and carefully, will everything be different!

I nodded blankly, then shook my head again.Then he said confusedly, "No, I'm not angry... what about you!"

Lu Chao smiled, did not speak, stood up, and said softly, "Sleep! Xiao Hai, it's late!"

I lay down obediently, patted the position next to me, and signaled Lu Chao to lie down and sleep with me.Lu Chao looked at me and shook his head.

"What?" I immediately sat up and asked nervously.Lu Chao looked at my nervousness, shook his head lightly, helped me on my head as if to comfort him, helped me to lie down, covered me with a quilt, and put his lips close to my ears On the side, he said softly, "I'm going to take a bath, and wait for me to come back obediently. My Xiaohai is so attractive, if you don't eat it, you will be angry with everyone!"

The hot air brushed my cheeks and ears, and my cheeks turned red instantly. I shrank my head back under the quilt in embarrassment, exposing half of my head, and did not speak.Lu Chao laughed out loud, got up and walked into the bathroom.

Looking at Lu Chao's figure disappearing into the bathroom, he was so tall and thin.But with a straightness that would rather bend than bend, the back is straight, with an aura of omnipotence, which is less of the previous distressing feeling.

I'm a little confused!Lu Chao tonight is very abnormal, but also very normal, I am a little confused about these things!

Lu Chao came out of the shower quickly, with a snow-white towel around his waist, covering important parts of his body.The honey-colored skin shone with a lustrous luster under the light, looking so holy, with an inviolable aura.Not at all tainted by lust.

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