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At the moment I don't know what's wrong with me?While longing for Lu Chao's touch, I wish I could wash myself up and give it to Lu Chao to eat me bite by bite.On the other hand, I'm a little afraid of him. The eyes in his cock made a deep impression on me last night. I've never seen Lu Chao like that. I don't know why he has such an expression, greedy, Desperate, but at the same time helpless and heartbroken.My heart ached.

I sat on the bed in a daze, sluggish, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't get interested in doing anything, I didn't want to go to the store at all, and I didn't want to know anything about Lu Chao, let him go.As long as he is still by my side, I don't care anyway.I just want him to be by my side.

Jingle bell... Jingle bell...

I stared blankly at the flickering light of the phone, as if I didn't know what to pick up, and let it jingle by itself, thinking non-stop.

The bluntness of the phone finally stopped, and then he remembered unwillingly.I took the phone dully and picked it up mechanically.

"Xiao Hai, why are you only answering the phone now!" Lu Chao's voice could hear suppressed anger.I shrunk my neck subconsciously, and said cautiously, "Are you angry! Lu Chao, I fell asleep just now, so I didn't hear it!"

"Hey, Xiao Hai, are you sorry, I'm just worried about you!" Lu Chao's tone softened, and he said a little tiredly.

"I'm fine, don't worry!" I said blankly. "I'm fine, you go to work! I have to go to the store soon!"

"Okay then! Call me if you have anything to do!" Lu Chao said helplessly, as if hesitating to speak.

I sneered, and then hung up the phone simply.He rubbed his forehead tiredly.

Dingling... Dingling... The phone rang again, and I got up angrily.

"I've already told you that I'm fine, so you can stop calling, okay! You can go to your class with peace of mind!" I said with a pun.

The other party was silent for a while, and then said, "Xiao Hai, what's the matter? Did someone bully you for being so angry early in the morning?"

I took a sharp breath and held the phone awkwardly, not knowing what to say. I held the phone vigorously and forced a smile twice, "Brother Zheng! I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you!"

"It's okay, what's the matter. Can you tell me?" Zheng Tianyi's magnetic voice sounded in my ears, with a relaxing deep breath, brushing my heart and making my nose sore.I shook my head vigorously, forgetting that the other party couldn't see my movements at all.

"What's the matter? Why don't you talk anymore, Xiao Hai, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, tell me. What's the matter?" Zheng Tianyi said softly.

"I called you yesterday!" I only said one sentence, and before I finished speaking in a hurry, I heard Zheng Tianyi's anxious voice with an angry look, cursing in a low voice, "Damn it, I knew it!"

"Brother Zheng! Brother Zheng..." I shouted twice.

"Ah! Xiao Hai, did the person who answered the phone say something? Don't worry, I will definitely teach him a lesson!" Zheng Tianyi said in a low voice.

"No...that...Brother Zheng...no, the other party spoke very politely, and didn't say anything harsh. I have other business, which is none of your business!" I stammered and explained.

"Then do you have something to do with brother Zheng? As long as you tell me, I will definitely do it!" He was silent for a while, and said firmly.

"It's not a big deal, but a few days ago I found that I seemed to be being followed. I thought that you are a policeman, and you might be able to find something easily, so I wanted to ask you what's going on first! However, it may be something boring. It's a prank!" I said carefully, thinking about what the person who called Zheng Tianyi the young master said to him yesterday, I hesitated.

"Oh! This matter, Xiao Hai's matter is more complicated, how about it! Let's make an appointment tomorrow and I will tell you in detail, okay?" Zheng Tianyi said in a low voice, with a faint trembling and anxiety in his voice.

My heart suddenly raised, could it be some gangster, murderous maniac or something, following me to seek money and murder, and then destroying corpses and destroying traces? cold sweat.stand still...

"Xiaohai... Xiaohai... are you listening?" Zheng Tianyi's voice anxiously shouted in my ear.

"Oh... oh... I'm listening, okay, I'm calling you to make an appointment tomorrow!" I said hastily.

"Well, that's it! By the way, Xiao Hai, don't go to places with few people during this time, you know? I don't trust you!"

"Enen, don't worry! It's okay!" Hearing Zheng Tianyi's worried words, and the concern and distress in the words, my heart was deeply moved and messed up.

Why?Why is Zheng Tianyi by my side instead of Lu Chao when I am saddest.Is the person I miss so much, where is he, holding that beautiful boy in his arms?

I smiled bitterly, looking at the cold breakfast on the table, I seemed to be mocking my ridiculousness.I ate the breakfast on the table slowly one bite at a time. It was cold and hard, irritating my stomach that had vomited last night, and there was a faint pain.Still, I feel good, and that's the only way I know I'm alive and not the walking dead.

After breakfast, I cleaned myself up and put on a set of clean sports clothes. I took a deep look at myself in the mirror, wearing light gray sports trousers and a white sports T-shirt.It seemed that there was a sunny feeling, I looked at myself, smiled slightly, cheered up, and took a deep breath.

I picked up my bag, walked out of the house slowly, squeezed into the taxi slowly, and drove slowly to the store.In short, everything is slow, and the world seems to become very slow in my eyes all of a sudden. I think this is the only way to match my decadent mood at the moment.I am not driving.Lu Chao didn't drive either, and we seemed to have made an agreement all at once.

On this day, I put myself into the slow work, and I could feel the strange eyes and hesitation of the colleagues around me.In short, I don't care about everything in my eyes.

"Boss, are you unhappy?" A bold employee came up and asked with concern.

"No! I'm fine!" I squeezed out a bright smile and said happily, "What can I do! Don't worry, go to work!"

"But...but...you really look weird!"

"I'm really fine, do you think I'm fine because you want me to deduct your wages!" I said viciously with a straight face on purpose.

"No, boss, you're really fine, I think you're fine and normal!" the employee said solemnly.

My intentionally straightened face was broken in an instant.Ha ha laughed.

One day is devoted to work, and the time seems to be really fast. It seems that the sun was shining just now, and it suddenly turned into a branch on the moon.

Looking at the gradually darkening sky, I really have no desire to go home at all. I don't know what kind of mentality I should have when I go home and see Lu Chao. I am afraid that I will not be able to help but say, I'm afraid that I will say something to Lu Chao that I can't control myself.

This seems to be the only thing I protect. I don't want to hurt Lu Chao. No matter what the ending is, whether we will grow old together or not, in short, I just don't want to hurt Lu Chao. I know he is a stubborn and fragile child. , needs the careful care of others.I don't know if that boy will find out the fragile soul under Lu Chao's strong appearance.

He's too young, isn't he?

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