The little stand-in is no longer with me

After hearing this sentence, Xie Lin suddenly asked back, staring at his scarlet eyes, roared with strong emotion and excitement, "What do you want me to do? Liao Cenchuan!"

After saying this, Xie Lin used all his strength to push Liao Cenchuan away, his pale face turned red due to the surge of energy and blood, all the way to his neck.His chest heaved violently, and his eyes were full of anger.

"When will you let me go! I'm already like this, and you still want to pester me! What are you so happy about? Let me be Liao Shiyu's substitute, and let me be the third person in your marriage." Or, am I so fucking cheap in your eyes? Why do you want to trample me and torture my heart over and over again!"

"Liao Cenchuan, who the hell are you pretending to be a lover of? You were the one who liked Liao Shiyu back then, and you were the one who used me as a substitute. Now you turn around and tell me you like me. Don't you think your liking is cheap? Do you think I want it very much? I, Xie Lin, never want others to play with the leftovers. Either you live a good life with Liao Shiyu, or you disappear completely from my eyes. "

After yelling these words, Xie Lin leaned against the wall and panted heavily. He had exhausted a lot of energy and was unable to support his body anymore.This time he went to the hospital and lost 1.8 catties, and now he only has 110 catties left for his [-] meters.It is not an exaggeration to say that there are only bones left.

Xie Lin's words made Liao Cenchuan's heart skip a beat. He didn't expect Xie Lin to react so strongly to his engagement with Liao Shiyu. He thought Xie Lin would understand his difficulties after he explained it.But he never expected that what Xie Lin told him was to make him disappear.

All he thinks about is the future of the two of them. He will show Xie Lin the truth, give Xie Lin enough sense of security, and show Xie Lin all his love.Isn't that enough?

Liao Shiyu's marriage with him is in name only, he will not treat his sister badly, she can also find real happiness, and he has never stopped her.Wouldn't it be better to have the best of both worlds?

Why Xie Lin's reaction is so resistant... This is something he never expected.

But when he saw Xie Lin's tears and heartbroken words, he knew that he had made Xie Lin angry again.Even though she was still sick, her emotions could not fluctuate greatly, but she was still angry because of him.

Liao Cenchuan apologized instinctively. He cautiously approached Xie Lin and calmed Xie Lin's mood softly. He said, "Linlin, don't get excited...don't get excited, we can't be too emotional."

Xie Lin's hands were trembling all the time, which was the aftereffect of getting angry.Xie Lin leaned on the wall, wanting to walk out of this dark and cramped place step by step, and escape from this place with Liao Cenchuan's aura.

"Linlin, I think you have misunderstood me." Liao Cenchuan was worried that Xie Lin would escape, so he quickly grabbed his hand and explained desperately: "Even if I marry Liao Shiyu, oh no, She will change her name to Xie Qing, which is her original name. She doesn’t care about our affairs. Originally, my sister is helping us, and she doesn’t like me. But she likes the Liao family. After all, she grew up and lived in the Liao family. Now Marrying me is just another way to enter the Liao family. We have a mutually beneficial relationship, what's wrong?"

Liao Cenchuan patiently explained that he wanted Xie Lin to understand that his marriage to Liao Shiyu would not hinder his relationship with Xie Lin in any way.He didn't like Liao Shiyu, and Liao Shiyu didn't like him either.Engagement is completely expedient, why doesn't Xie Lin understand his difficulties?

"After Liao Shiyu and I get married, we can be together in a fair manner and go back to the days when we lived together. You live at my house, or I move to your house. You can also be together when I live broadcast. You didn't want to Shall I admit my relationship in front of my fans? I can satisfy you, everything you want, I can satisfy you. Can we reconcile?"

At the end, Liao Cenchuan's voice gradually became smaller.He saw that Xie Lin's face was ashen, and his eyes were not bright at all, and finally he even closed his eyes.He was afraid that Xie Lin would think too much, and he didn't know how to explain it to Xie Lin, so he just kept his mouth shut.

When Xie Lin opened his eyes again, he had consumed all his anger.That's great, it turns out that this is how his heart feels like ashes. He will never be hurt by Liao Cenchuan's words again, and he will feel the throbbing pain in his heart.

Don't care so it won't hurt.

"Okay, I agree to your marriage."

After about 10 minutes of silence, Xie Lin suddenly spoke.

Liao Cenchuan's expression changed quickly from surprise to surprise, and then he hugged him heavily, and said excitedly: "That's great, Linlin, don't worry, I won't touch her. Just move out to live with you, and you can go wherever you want to play, and I will be by your side. As long as you are happy every day, your depression will gradually improve."

Liao Cenchuan rubbed Xie Lin's cheek, and felt much better.He knew that Xie Lin loved him deeply, so he would not fail to understand his difficulties.He swore that he would only be good to Xie Lin in this life and be loyal and unswerving.Let Xie Lin not regret this decision.

Xie Lin passively endured Liao Cenchuan's intimate hugs and close cheeks.Until Liao Cenchuan wanted to kiss his lips excitedly, he turned his head away.

Seeing that Xie Lin was expressionless and refused to look at him, Liao Cenchuan found himself a step down, "I'm sorry Linlin, you are still sick, I need to consider your feelings more. But I really I'm so happy...you don't know how I've managed to get through these past few months. I've had enough without you. I can't live without you. I'm so happy that you can agree with me. It's worth it. I won't make you regret saying yes."

Liao Cenchuan was immersed in the joy of Xie Lin's reconciliation with him and couldn't extricate himself. He didn't realize that Xie Lin's expression was not at all happy, it was completely Liao Cenchuan's one-man show.

When Liao Cenchuan thought about the future with Xie Lin, the corners of his mouth kept rising in excitement.His hard work was not in vain, Xie Lin must understand him if he loves him so much, and he must cherish it in the future.

Liao Cenchuan's agent, Zhou Chong, kept calling him, wanting him to go back to work, but when the agreed live broadcast time came, he was not there yet, and everyone was anxiously waiting for him.

But Liao Cenchuan had just reconciled with Xie Lin, and he wanted to be gentle with him, not to mention that Xie Lin was sick now, and he wanted to take care of him.

But Xie Lin said: "If you are busy, go first, I'm fine, my dad will come and take care of me later."

Liao Cenchuan's eyes were full of struggles, and finally, under Xie Lin's persuasion, he kissed Xie Lin's lips and left in a hurry, "I will come to accompany you tomorrow, just wait for me obediently."

"it is good."

When he left this room and saw Xie Lin finally disappearing before his eyes, Liao Cenchuan felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart, as if Xie Lin would disappear from his life after he left now.His heart throbbed with pain, and he sat in the car and bent over uncomfortably.

He felt that all of this was just wishful thinking, probably because Xie Lin had been arguing with him for too long, so that he still felt panic after the reconciliation.

He admitted that Xie Lin was too important to him, more important than anyone else.

When Xie Lin returned to the ward, Chi Jingzhan had already cut the pineapple and put it on a fork, waiting for him to come back to eat.

Seeing the door of the ward being pushed open, Chi Jingzhan asked excitedly, "Xie Lin, where have you been?"

Seeing the anxiety on Chi Jingzhan's face, Xie Lin realized that it was because his sudden disappearance frightened him.Xie Lin said: "I didn't go anywhere, just wandered around in the building. Wow, the pineapple looks delicious."

Xie Lin forked a piece of pineapple and stuffed it in his mouth.Sweet and sour, not astringent at all.Xie Lin resisted the desire to spit it out, and ate it pretending to be satisfied, but his eyebrows frowned.

Seeing Xie Lin like this, Chi Jingzhan said with some distress: "If you can't eat it, don't force yourself to swallow it."

"Sorry..." Xie Lin whispered.

"I saw Liao Cenchuan's car downstairs just now, has he been here?" Chi Jingzhan asked suddenly, looking at Xie Lin's expression, he felt a little worried.

Xie Lin didn't hide anything, nodded and said: "I've been here, I just saw him."

Hearing this sentence, Chi Jingzhan grabbed Xie Lin's shoulder, fixed his eyes on Xie Lin's eyes, and asked solemnly, "What did he say?"

Xie Lin thought of what Liao Cenchuan said, and couldn't control his emotions any longer. He grabbed Chi Jingzhan's hand and asked, "Can I go to America early? I'll leave tomorrow."

Xie Lin's expression was agitated, as if he had had enough of this place and desperately wanted to escape.The hand holding Chi Jingzhan did not relax for a moment, his eyes were urgent and pressing.

Chi Jingzhan was a little surprised. The plane ticket scheduled for five days later had already been bought. Seeing that Xie Lin wanted to leave so much, he had no choice but to say, "Okay, I'll let my assistant look at the ticket, and we can change the ticket."

Hearing Chi Jingzhan's agreement, Xie Lin breathed a sigh of relief, and his expression finally relaxed.

Chi Jingzhan stroked Xie Lin's soft hair, and asked softly, "Did something happen? He came to you... What did he say?"

"It's nothing, I just don't want to see him again, I want to forget him quickly and not be disturbed by him." Xie Lin didn't tell Chi Jingzhan these things, he thought it was unnecessary, this was all between him and Liao Cenchuan after all It has nothing to do with anyone else.

Chi Jingzhan sighed, and he was not discouraged, after all, after receiving mect treatment in the United States, he will get a brand new Xie Lin.At that time, everything about Liao Cenchuan will be cleared up, and they won't recognize each other while walking on the street.

He will protect Xie Lin very well and give Xie Lin the love he wants most.

"I understand. We will go to the United States tomorrow. I will help you pack your things now, and then go through the discharge procedures after saying hello to the attending doctor."

Chi Jingzhan smiled, his heart jumping with joy.The United States, this is the place where he and Xie Lin met, and it will be the place where they started a new life. How could he not be happy?

Thinking that after Xie Lin lost his memory, he had no friends or relatives.I can only rely on him, and he is completely used by Xie Lin, and I feel a sense of satisfaction in my heart.

After leaving Hangzhou, Xie Lin called Xie Yuming to say goodbye.Wait until the disease is cured and come back after recovery.

Xie Yuming knew that Xie Lin went to the United States this time for MECT treatment, and Chi Jingzhan had also heard about the sequelae.He was very worried, but he prayed in his heart that after Xie Lin lost his memory, he would completely forget everything about Liao Cenchuan.

After all, it is their own child, who parents don't want their child to be good?

Maybe, after amnesia, she will forget the past, and forget that she is gay... Maybe she can get on the right track, get married and have children.

Of course, Xie Yuming didn't tell Xie Lin any of these thoughts.

After boarding the plane, Xie Lin turned off his phone.He threw away the phone card again. Amnesia means his rebirth, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with it.

He wrote down the phone numbers of important people in his notebook, and then broke the phone card.

"Are you ready?" There was a smile on the corner of Chi Jingzhan's mouth, and what he said had two meanings.

Xie Lin glanced at Chi Jingzhan, put on his seat belt quietly, "Get ready."

The two sat in the first-class cabin, separated by an aisle.Chi Jingzhan couldn't touch Xie Lin, if he could, he wanted to give Xie Lin a comforting kiss, telling him not to be afraid and to have him by his side.

Xie Lin closed his eyes, the current scene reminded him of the past when he met Liao Cenchuan on the plane.He still remembers how he was fascinated by Liao Cenchuan's face back then, how he pestered Liao Cenchuan so shamelessly, putting his hot face on his cold ass.

Smiling contemptuously, he deserved everything.

After being rejected by Chi Jingzhan, he felt embarrassed and sneaked back to the country.Now being tortured by Liao Cenchuan to the point of depression, he returned to the United States for treatment.

Probably everything is a reincarnation, and there will be a definite number.

The 12-hour plane finally landed, and Xie Lin's legs felt weak the first moment he got off the plane in half a day.

Chi Jingzhan's friend came to pick them up at the gate of the airport, and Xie Lin followed them into the car.

Chi Jingzhan sat in the back row with Xie Lin, and asked softly, "Drink water?"

"Not thirsty."

"Do you want to eat pineapple?"

"Don't eat."

"Zip up your clothes, America is [-] degrees colder than Hangzhou, and it's still winter here."

Xie Lin couldn't help laughing, and teased, "Chi Jingzhan, what's the matter with you? Take care of me like an old lady."

Hearing what Xie Lin said, the friend who was driving in front also agreed and said: "I can see it. At that time, Brother Zhan told me that he liked men. I didn't believe it at the time. Now I really believe it. I haven't seen it before. How can a rough old man have such a considerate and meticulous look—Brother Zhan, is this your sweetheart? Not a mother.”

"Zhuang Yuze, don't talk too much." Chi Jingzhan pretended to warn, "I only like this man, and I don't like anything else."

Zhuang Yuze smiled slyly, "That's great, I was afraid that you might look at me in the wrong way, then we have nothing to do as brothers for more than ten years."

Xie Lin felt a little headache when he heard the two straight men speak, but he didn't reply, and turned his head to look out the car window.In a foreign country, he was still in the United States a year ago, but the feeling of coming back this time is completely different.

Cold air penetrated into his clothes, Xie Lin took out a coat from his bag and wrapped it around his body.

Chi Jingzhan said a little embarrassedly: "Don't mind, the straight man was joking, he didn't mean to be sarcastic. Everyone is very open-minded..."

"I'm fine." Xie Lin said calmly, he was used to it long ago.

Zhuang Yuze glanced at the car mirror, met Xie Lin's gaze, and said with a smile: "Don't get me wrong, we've been in the United States for so long, and we haven't seen anything. Gay marriages are legal here, you Don’t worry about being looked down upon.”

Speaking of gay marriage, Chi Jingzhan clenched his hands a little.He has thought about this plan for a long time, even if it is too low-profile and too dangerous, he still wants to do it.

Probably because the person he likes is by his side, he can't suppress his inner thoughts.He didn't know how long he could control it, he just prayed that after Xie Lin lost his memory, it would be best never to remember it.

"Put the suitcase here, I'll take you to have a meal." Zhuang Yu parked the car next to a villa.

This is the place where Chi Jingzhan lived before. Xie Lin has the impression that he came here to look for Chi Jingzhan. At that time, he still kept silent about his feelings for Chi Jingzhan.I didn't expect to come back now, completely upside down.

Chi Jingzhan glanced at Xie Lin, and found that Xie Lin's face was pale, probably due to the exhaustion of the boat, and immediately refused: "No, Xie Lin is too tired, let's talk about it next time."

Zhuang Yu said with some disappointment: "Okay, call me when the time comes. I'll take you to a newly opened restaurant, a delicious hotpot restaurant."

After saying goodbye to Zhuang Yu, Xie Lin sat on the sofa, staring blankly at everything here, and he came back unexpectedly.

That untimely confession is here.An impulsive decision, a sudden outburst of love.

Chi Jingzhan seemed to have thought of this too. He walked around in front of Xie Lin, sat next to him, and said softly: "Xie Lin, what happened before... I was too excited. It hurt your self-esteem. Now we are back in our old place. You, this time I can make up for my previous mistakes. Let me confess to you, can I?"

Xie Lin frowned. After experiencing the incident with Liao Cenchuan, he began to have a sense of fear about love.It is also impossible to judge from a person's words and deeds whether the person's heart likes him or not.

Just like Liao Cenchuan, who said he liked him.She was still engaged to someone else behind the scenes, and to put it bluntly, it was for his consideration.Pretend to look like the sea of ​​love, but in fact he does what disgusts him.

He will no longer believe anyone's love for him, not even Chi Jingzhan.

Even if Chi Jingzhan accompanied him to the United States to receive mect treatment with him.He believes that Chi Jingzhan has his own purpose, but he still doesn't know what it is.

But Chi Jingzhan is better than Liao Cenchuan in that he won't do things behind his back that make him sick.What's more, during the mect treatment, he really needs someone to accompany him.

Xie Lin said wearily: "I'm already like this... I don't know how long I can live. Why are you wasting your time on me?"

But Chi Jingzhan insisted: "But we are here for treatment. As soon as the mect treatment is over, you will forget all the pain before. You will have hope for love again, and I will be with you."

Xie Lin looked at him with ashes-like eyes, and said calmly: "Chi Jingzhan, I don't know what your plan is. But you'd better not let a depressed patient think about this, I'm very tired. I'm sorry..."

Chi Jingzhan was at a loss for a moment, and he was too hasty just now.He clearly knew that Xie Lin was ill, and he continued to persecute Xie Lin.

He is usually not so impatient, but today he is indeed a little anxious.

"Sorry Xie Lin, you rest, I won't bother you anymore. You just pretend that I didn't tell you about today's matter... I don't want to make you emotional, take it easy. I will contact the attending physician tomorrow , do a face-to-face consultation first, understand the specific situation, and then do mect treatment."

"Okay, thank you, I've been busy with my illness, and when I'm well, I'll treat you to dinner."

Chi Jingzhan smiled and said nothing, that's not what he wanted.

After returning to the room, Xie Lin put the phone number he used in the United States back into the SIM card.A lot of information followed, but he didn't even read it, and just threw it by the bed.

He hasn't contacted these friends for a long time, and he is really not in the mood.He thought he would never come back...

The phone numbers of Xie Yuming and Ning Zhi were recorded in the notebook. After he arrived in the United States, he sent a message to these two people to report their safety.

The filming of Ning Zhi's play was almost finished recently, and he wanted to go back to Hangzhou to get together with him, but he didn't expect Xie Lin to go back to the United States.

After Xie Lin's message was sent, within 5 minutes, the video call from the other side came over.

"Lin Linzi——" Ning Zhi's voice was drawn out, his face was full of distress, and his sadness could be felt through the screen.

Xie Lin was in a bad mood at first, but he was amused by Ning Zhi's appearance, "What is it called Hun'er?"

"Wuwu, Lin Linzi, how can you suffer from depression? I just retreated for a few months and filmed, how did you become like this? I am so uncomfortable, I love you so much." Ning Zhi cried and twitched It looks like his facial features are all wrinkled into a ball.

Xie Lin said: "It's okay, I came to the United States for treatment. It will be fine next time I return to China, you don't have to worry."

"Is it because of Liao Cenchuan, a bastard, I went to smash his company! He looks like a dog, and he really doesn't care about human affairs. I, Lin Linzi, a healthy and cheerful person, is actually depressed... woo woo , At the beginning, I said not to contact him, wouldn't it be good if you stay with me?!"

"Yeah, I wish I had listened to you back then." Xie Lin didn't refute this time, probably because he had suffered so much that he thought of regretting it.

Ning Zhi blushed, and kept saying: "Then tell me when you return to China, I'll pick you up. I miss you so much—why can I only see you on the screen when I come back? Woohoo, Lin Linzi is so miserable, why don't I take leave of absence from the production team and go to the United States to accompany you. You can't do without people, and I will take care of you!"

"Don't cry, I'm not dead." But I almost died.

"After you go to the United States, what will you do with the wind?"

Xie Lin said softly: "My dad is taking care of it. Now I don't have the energy to take care of these..."

Ning Zhi sighed heavily, and suddenly remembered something, he said: "By the way, Xie Lin, do you know that some people thought that the color rendering of Liao Cenchuan's eye shadow products was not good enough, and they doubted the quality control. Problem. He took Liao Cenchuan to court in a fit of rage. Now that Liao Cenchuan’s brand has suspended production, there is a lot of trouble. I guess he is worried about how to deal with public relations. He doesn’t even care about your side. Really Serve it right!"

Xie Lin was taken aback, he had participated in the design of Liao Cenchuan's eyeshadow, and there was no problem with the color rendering.However, it is not guaranteed that after the supply is large, the factory will cut corners and materials, and the quality control will be difficult to guarantee.It's true that you can't check one by one, and it's normal to suffer.

"It has nothing to do with me, don't mention him in the future." Xie Lin said coldly.

Ning Zhi swallowed, "Okay..."

Knowing that Liao Cenchuan suffered a loss did not comfort him at all.On the contrary, because of this sentence, Xie Lin became very upset and emotionally unstable, and soon hung up the phone with Ning Zhi.

On the other hand, there was a private message on Weibo that Xie Lin hadn't logged in for a long time.

Above is the photo of Xie Lin and Chi Jingzhan in the amusement park, and then take a closer look at the name - Chen Siyi.

Afterwards, Chen Siyi said: "It's so sweet with my new boyfriend, I'm so envious."Then Liao Cenchuan, don't you care?

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