The little stand-in is no longer with me

Xie Lin's hairs stood on end immediately, and he fled as if he was facing an enemy.Liao Cenchuan's voice swirled in his brain over and over again like a spell, stimulating his nerves and emotions.

Unlimited expansion of his emotions, almost on the verge of collapse.

I could feel Liao Cenchuan approaching him step by step. When the hands that touched every part of his body held him, Xie Lin instinctively shook off and screamed, "Let me go!"

The desire to struggle was very strong, Xie Lin didn't care about anything at this time, he just wanted to break away from this terrifying man.No matter what method he used, he directly bit Liao Cenchuan's wrist with his mouth, using all his strength.

Liao Cenchuan let go of the pain in an instant, leaving a bloody tooth mark on his wrist, bright red and dazzling.

Liao Cenchuan's condition was also not good, he was not as delicate as before, his chin was covered with stubble, and he looked a bit depressed.If it was an ordinary Liao Cenchuan, he would never allow himself to appear in front of Xie Lin in such a slovenly manner.

But during the more than half a month he was separated from Xie Lin, he had no time or energy to do these meaningless things.

Opening his eyes every day is arguing with the Liao family, and he is exhausted physically and mentally.But for Xie Lin, he was willing to remove all obstacles in the future. When he wanted to give up, he always thought of Xie Lin. Xie Lin was willing to come out for him, and he had nothing to be afraid of.

But until yesterday, he learned from Liao Shiyu that Xie Lin was suffering from depression.He couldn't sit still anymore, he wanted to see Xie Lin.

He originally wanted to wait for the Liao family to agree to his relationship with Xie Lin and stop forcing him to marry.He wanted to give Xie Lin a sense of security, and he would meet Xie Lin only after he achieved this goal, but he never expected that Xie Lin was ill.

Subconsciously, he believed that the illness was caused by him.That's why he was panicked, all the messages he sent to Xie Lin fell to nothing, he couldn't bear it any longer, and immediately set off to find Xie Lin.

As he expected, Xie Lin's mental state is very bad, and he has a great sense of rejection towards him.

Liao Cenchuan endured the dull pain in his heart, and tears welled up in his eyes, trying not to fall down.With a sore nose, she asked, "Linlin...how did you get this disease?"

He no longer knows how to love Xie Lin, as if no matter how careful and cherishing he is, this person will be broken.In a blink of an eye he would be deserted.

Xie Lin's face turned red in an instant, he was controlling his emotions.Facing Liao Cenchuan, he needs to cheer up a hundred times, otherwise he will be bewitched by this kind of person again.

"Thank you." Xie Lin gritted his teeth and said.

Liao Cenchuan's heart skipped a beat. Just as he was about to say something, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Xie Lin's wrist wrapped in a white bandage, and his breathing stopped for a moment. He raised Xie Lin's hand in disbelief, and stared at it without blinking. This bandage, very clean, seems to have been changed.Under this bandage... is there a cut wound?

Xie Lin wanted to commit suicide.

This thought exploded in Liao Cenchuan's mind instantly, like a bomb.He felt deep fear that when he was building a bright future for the two of them, Xie Lin was planning how to leave this world.How does this make him accept?

How could Xie Lin do this... I heard Xie Lin's words "Bless him, is it really because of him that he became like this?"

The sense of guilt slowly climbed into his heart, Liao Cenchuan was so distressed that he couldn't bear the tears anymore.Her throat was sobbing tightly, "Linlin... how did it become like this? The two of us shouldn't be like this..."

I can't believe that the person who once loved life so much and was so arrogant now has no expectations for life, and even plans how to kill himself every moment.

How could this be Xie Lin?Xie Lin is not such a person.His Xie Lin is always smiling, the one who sticks out his tongue to apologize to him after playing pranks, and then sneaks into his arms, the one who always sees him as the only one who obeys him, the one who seduces him on the bed He has sunk countless times.

It wouldn't be the present one, expressionless, looking at him as if looking at an enemy, that kind of disgust was already overflowing, and he gritted his teeth to let him go.

"You are wrong, our ending is destined to be like this. You go to get married and have children, and I will continue to be an unwanted homosexual. We will never have an intersection in this life." Xie Lin said emotionally with bloodshot eyes.

Liao Cenchuan's arrival broke his calm state these past few days.

Liao Cenchuan desperately shook his head in denial, "No, I won't get married and have children, and it's not like no one wants you!"

He vaguely felt that there was something in Xie Lin's words, and he was nervous and at a loss.Could it be that Xie Lin knew something...

Xie Lin roared angrily: "Liao Cenchuan, I think the most important thing to get along with people is sincerity. I thought you were such a person, but now I realize that I was wrong. Not only are you not sincere, you are also a liar by nature. , is it interesting to lie to me?"

Liao Cenchuan's heart trembled, he was so scolded by Xie Lin that he didn't dare to speak back, his aggressive attitude made him worried and helpless.Even if Xie Lin had quarreled with him before, he had never spoken so loudly before.

"Xie Lin, you can't say that about me. I have given you the only sincerity in my life. I am sincere to you, and I will give you whatever you want. Why don't you believe me? You want to commit suicide, and Do you just want to see me sad when others are angry with me? I owed you back then, and I can repay it, but you have to give me a chance!"

Liao Cenchuan wished he could dig out his heart to show Xie Lin, who really lived in this heart.No matter how dry his mouth was, and repeated countless times, Xie Lin refused to believe him.Is he that trustless?

Xie Lin was on the verge of tears when he heard these words, why did Liao Cenchuan act like a sea of ​​love in front of him now?Why won't you let him go?

"Liao Cenchuan, I really admire you. Even though I have spoken so clearly and thoroughly just now, you still choose to go around with me. I am forcing you to admit it yourself, but you still have to hide it from me." Xie Lin was exhausted exhaled.

"Okay, I don't have the strength to say anything more to you. I'll just put it here today. I, Xie Lin, will cut off contact with you from now on. Except for Xie's family, I will never meet on other occasions. Our relationship is only brother-in-law and brother-in-law , nothing else. Do you understand what I'm saying? Can you still pretend?"

As soon as these words came out, Liao Cenchuan was shocked.My heart can't be calmed down for a long time, Xie Lin knows, he knows everything!

Xie Lin actually knows about Liao Shiyu and him!

A look of panic flashed in Liao Cenchuan's eyes, and Xie Lin caught the trace very accurately.He snorted, "I'm right."

Xie Lin turned around to leave, everything was clear, and he didn't want to face Liao Cenchuan again.His emotions were showing and he needed composure.

"No! It's not Linlin, listen to my explanation! Xie Lin!" Liao Cenchuan desperately chased after him. He kept begging Xie Lin to stop and listen to his explanation, but he was so stubborn that Xie Lin didn't even want to look at him. glance.

Finally, in the small cubicle in the hospital corridor, Xie Lin couldn't move anymore and was forced by Liao Cenchuan.

"How long are you going to pester me?! Aren't you already engaged to Liao Shiyu? Congratulations, your childhood dream has finally come true when you grow up. Do you still have any dissatisfaction with marrying someone you like? "Xie Lin asked back, his tone already impatient.

This is the tenth floor of the hospital, and there are windows in the compartments. If you jump here, you will probably die or be paraplegic.His emotions collapsed and he couldn't control his body, clamoring to escape from here, wanting a moment of relief.

"That's not the case! Linlin, the engagement between me and her was agreed by both parties. I...I like you, and I won't really marry her." Liao Cenchuan was also a little excited and incoherent. He wanted Xie Lin to understand , I really love him, Liao Shiyu is just ignorant when he was young, that kind of blind worship of the savior.

It is completely different from Xie Lin, he wants to occupy Xie Lin, he will be unhappy seeing Xie Lin with others, he wants to lock Xie Lin up and just look at him.I want Xie Lin to love him forever, and I want Xie Lin to engrave his name inside and out.

"You don't need to explain to me, I don't want to hear it. All I know is that Liao Shiyu is my own sister. If you are engaged to her, you are her fiancé. You are also my future brother-in-law. What's wrong with that?"

"That's not the case! Linlin! Liao Shiyu and I got engaged to be with you. We are fake. She is willing to help me for the Liao family's money. After marriage, she is willing to turn a blind eye , don’t care about us. At that time we will be free... I’m sorry to wrong you with this method, but this is already the best way. My dad heard that I like men, and he disagreed life and death. Before I have suffered all the hardships during that time, and no matter how intimidated he is, he refuses to let go. I have no other choice but to tell my sister."

Liao Cenchuan explained in a soft voice, he hoped that Xie Lin could understand his difficulties.What his father Liao Huai hates the most is that two men are lingering together. He used to like his father when he was in the army, and he lay naked on his father's bed. Since then, Liao Huai has left a shadow.

No matter how hard he tried, it was futile.

But in order to be with Xie Lin, it can belong to him forever.There is only one way.

It's just that he didn't expect that his sister was willing to help him. He thought that Liao Shiyu would side with Liao Huai against him.Maybe it's because Xie Lin is Liao Shiyu's younger brother, so he can't bear to do that.

"What about the child?"

"There will be no children." Liao Cenchuan said firmly.

Xie Lin burst out laughing immediately, he felt that Liao Cenchuan's thinking was extremely naive, how could it be possible for two people to get married without having children.Even if they don't want it, aren't the parents of both parties in a hurry?With so many concerns ahead, how could Liao Cenchuan be so free.

"Liao Cenchuan, didn't you also say that? You used to be a straight man. Now you are married to Liao Shiyu, whom you have liked for so long. You two live together. She even saved you. What reason do you have to let her down? She is my sister, you can't let her have a bad life. "

Xie Lin didn't want to tell Liao Cenchuan the truth about the fire, because he didn't care anymore.It doesn't matter who saved Liao Cenchuan, in short, Liao Cenchuan will not belong to him in the future.

"We broke up a long time ago. Even if we didn't break up, I would not want this kind of secret love. You know that I, Xie Lin, have always been an upright person. I can't bear that the person I like is actually someone else's husband. What's more It's my own sister's, which is really weird and makes me sick to my stomach."

"Liao Shiyu is so outstanding, and you are so talented. You are so talented and beautiful. I wish you all the best. When you get married, I will give you a big red envelope to celebrate."

When Xie Lin said this, only he knew that his heart was bleeding.

And Liao Cenchuan's brain was congested, as if Xie Lin had only one purpose, which was to piss him off.

"Xie Lin!" Liao Cenchuan yelled in dismay, and said helplessly, "What do you want from me..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-05-1403:06:25~2021-05-1502:32:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Jiang Ting and Luan Jin;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles of Luan Jin;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!