The little stand-in is no longer with me

Xie Lin's mood fluctuated, and Xie Yuming was even more worried. After Xie Lin was exhausted and fell asleep, he would go to a psychiatrist to learn more about the state of depression and how to recover.

Xie Yuming and Chi Jingzhan took turns to take care of Xie Lin, and they were almost inseparable.Since Xie Lin clamored for a knife, Xie Yuming put away all sharp things, including toothpicks.

Even the mirror in the bathroom was dismantled, fearing that Xie Lin would smash the mirror and cut his wrist with broken glass in a moment of anger.

After Xie Lin was watched like this for a week, he himself was about to collapse.He is unable to extricate himself from the emotional vortex every day. He knows that he is abnormal, but there is really nothing he can do.

Many depression patients have a strong hope of life, and if they want to live, they will take medicine to relieve it.But Xie Lin didn't. He really wanted to die. For him, death was the best way to get rid of pain and forget everything.

Xie Yuming watched his son's weight loss day after day, his face became pale, and his whole body became much wilted, feeling very uncomfortable.After learning about the characteristics of depression from a psychiatrist, I began to blame myself for being too narrow-minded at the time. His son was wandering in dire straits at this time, and it was not enough to simply comfort him.

What really needs to be done is to be more with you.So even if Liao Shiyu wanted to come to him, he didn't have time to see him.

Plus because of the relationship between Xie Lin and Liao Cenchuan last time.Even Liao Shiyu's marriage, he also has a hesitant attitude.Anyway, it's just an engagement now, and I haven't received a certificate, so I can still go back on my word.

Recently, he has been in the hospital, and he doesn't even have time to deal with things like moving Liao Shiyu's household registration.

Liao Shiyu seemed very anxious to change his household registration, but he couldn't say anything due to Xie Lin's condition.

She wanted to see Xie Lin's condition, but Xie Yuming dissuaded her on the grounds that Xie Lin was not in good condition.In order to take care of Xie Lin's emotions, Xie Yuming absolutely cannot let Liao Shiyu come to see Xie Lin.

Xie Lin was lying on the hospital bed, just staring out the window every day, but had no intention of going out for a walk.It seems to be like a rose boy imprisoned in an ancient castle, the lonely and bleak back makes people feel aching.

The mobile phone has not been turned on for the past few days, Xie Lin does not want to affect his emotions because of other things.After I turned it on on a sudden whim today, the phone flashed endlessly, with many text messages and missed calls.

Xie Lin slowly opened the text message box, and there were countless unread text messages all from different unfamiliar numbers.He was startled by the truth, so he casually clicked on a text message with the first date, and at a glance, he knew it was from Liao Cenchuan.

It said: Linlin, I miss you.I'll see you when I'm done with this period of time, and wait for me obediently.Don't be with others, I can give you the future you want, just give me some time, I just need some time... I will remove all obstacles for our future, and I won't let you be wronged again.You don't have to take the initiative so hard, this time I will walk towards you.

Flipping down the text messages, he shut down the phone for about a week, and sent more than 70 text messages, an average of ten messages a day.

Xie Lin blocked Liao Cenchuan's WeChat before, so Liao Cenchuan always used text messages to contact him.He blocked countless mobile phone numbers, and then he got bored and ignored them.

Just click on a text message and say: Linlin, can you talk to me... Where are you?I want to see you.

Xie Lin's emotions have reached the extreme, he is not in the mood to click through one by one, just flipping through them at will.However, the content of the text message is so outrageous, there is no intention of avoiding suspicion at all.

In the recent text message, there are two words clearly written on it: wait for me.

Xie Lin's breath was suffocated, he thought he had already seen the relationship between him and Liao Cenchuan, but after reading the text message, his emotions suddenly surged.He threw the phone aside like a hot potato, covering his face and shouting in a hoarse voice.

I didn't expect that until now, she was still lying to him.Nothing about the engagement was mentioned in the text message, and it was still hiding from him.

What is Liao Cenchuan going to do?Take him as a secret lover?A lover who can continue to be in touch even after marriage, that kind of underground love, sneaking and sneaking will never see the light.

The person she cheated on was still her brother-in-law.

It was exciting enough.Is this what Liao Cenchuan wanted?Playing with him, playing with him is so interesting, even though they have already made a private appointment with others for life, they still refuse to let him go.

But he doesn't want to accompany him...

"What's wrong, Xiao Lin? His expression is so ugly..." Chi Jingzhan asked worriedly when he noticed something was wrong with Xie Lin after returning from washing the fruit.

However, at the same time as he said this, Xie Lin suddenly stuffed the phone under the quilt, with a look of horror on his face.

This series of reactions made Chi Jingzhan puzzled, and in a hurry, he seemed to see the wet tears on Xie Lin's face, and he immediately tensed up and asked patiently, "Did something happen?"

Xie Lin subconsciously avoided this question, put on a calm face and asked: "It's nothing, take me out for a walk, staying in the ward is a bit boring."

"Okay, I'll take you out for a walk. There are many people in the park in front of the hospital, and there are old people dancing in the square at night to exercise their muscles and bones. Now this time is a clean time." Chi Jingzhan smiled, this is thank you It was the first time that Lin asked to go out within half a month of staying in the hospital. How could he be unhappy? Does this mean that Xie Lin's condition has improved.

Xie Lin nodded and didn't reply. He could feel that his originally stable mood was disturbed by Liao Cenchuan's text message.Falling down layer by layer, until falling into hell, let despair swallow oneself, bringing endless pain.

Going out now is just to calm myself down.

Sure enough, as Chi Jingzhan said, at four o'clock in the afternoon, there are fewer people in the park.The evening wind was also a bit chilly. Xie Lin was wearing a hospital gown, which attracted many people's attention.

He just sat on the side in such a slumped manner, his eyes were erratic and he didn't know where he was looking.Chi Jingzhan took care of him back and forth for more than half a month, going back and forth between the company and the hospital, not daring to relax for a moment.

Chi Jingzhan also gradually understood why Xie Lin became like this. Before he knew it, Xie Lin was silently enduring these pressures.Whether it is career, love or family, it has dealt a blow to him.

"Xie Lin, I have asked a psychiatrist these days that there is a method that can cure your illness. But after the operation, it may cause amnesia, and you may not be able to remember it for the rest of your life, or you may remember it in a few months. Are you willing to try it? Do you want to try it?" Chi Jingzhan asked cautiously, he has already contacted professional medical staff in the United States for this treatment method, and if Xie Lin made up his mind to have an operation, he would accompany Xie Lin to the United States.

Hearing this, Xie Lin's expression changed slightly.He raised his eyes indifferently and asked, "What kind of treatment will cause memory loss?"

When Chi Jingzhan talked about amnesia, he became interested.Amnesia... If only he could lose his memory, he could forget these things that made him uncomfortable, and forget the past.Blank sheet of paper, start over.

This is rebirth in another sense.better than dead.

"mect treatment."

After Chi Jingzhan considered it, he still said it.He could feel that Xie Lin seemed to be a little interested in this treatment, which meant that Xie Lin hadn't planned to give up this world yet.At least, there is still salvation.

"What do you mean?"

"To put it simply, it is to use electric current to stimulate the brain, discharge together with brain cells, and cause major epilepsy. After that, the metabolism of neurotransmitters in the brain changes, making depression disappear. But the sequelae is amnesia."

The electric current stimulates the brain, causing amnesia.

Xie Lin was a little surprised, he didn't expect such a surgical method.The electric current caused brain amnesia, preferably for a lifetime, he didn't want to think of anything about Liao Cenchuan.

"I will do it." Xie Lin agreed without hesitation, his eyes flickering, "I am willing to do it!"

Feeling a little agitated, Xie Lin has recently taken a lot of drugs to control mood attacks, but it doesn't seem to help.Still moody, no one can figure it out.

"I will stay with you, don't worry. Since you have promised, we will leave in five days and go to the United States for treatment. I have already contacted the doctor there, don't worry, he is my friend. He has been practicing psychiatry for more than ten years Yes, he is a very experienced doctor and will not let you be harmed again."

Chi Jingzhan tried his best to appease Xie Lin. The brain is the most important part of the human body. He didn't want Xie Lin to have any accidents after the operation except memory loss.

In fact, he wanted Xie Lin to undergo mect treatment in his heart, for no other reason than amnesia.After amnesia, Xie Lin, who was as clean as a piece of white paper, was the first person I saw, and I will rely on him in the future.Xie Lin couldn't remember everything he had with Liao Cenchuan, which meant he had a chance to start over.

But no matter how much he likes Xie Lin, he is still willing to respect Xie Lin's opinion.So after thinking about it for three days, he still spoke about it and let Xie Lin make his own choice.

The result was similar to what he predicted, Xie Lin really wanted to forget Liao Cenchuan even more.

"Thank you, Chi Jingzhan, for your hard work." Xie Lin showed a tired smile.

Chi Jingzhan touched Xie Lin's cheek, such a pale face made people feel distressed, and he wanted to hold him in his arms and love him.But now he and Xie Lin are just some ambiguous friends, and he can't go too far, so he can only say: "Don't be polite to me, it's all what I should do."

Xie Lin and Chi Jingzhan stayed in the park for an hour, and it was getting dark, so they went back to the hospital.

Downstairs, Xie Lin suddenly said, "I want to eat... pineapple, can you buy it for me?"

Chi Jingzhan was surprised at first, and then immediately agreed, "Okay! Okay! I'll go buy it, and you go back to the ward and wait for me." He was very happy. He was really happy that Xie Lin was willing to take the initiative to eat for so long. People who refuse to eat for a long time.

It seems that I really want to slowly get better...

Xie Lin nodded obediently, turned around and entered the elevator.He pressed the button on the fifth floor familiarly, and the moment he opened the door of the ward, his heart instantly fell into the ice cellar.

The person in the door is Liao Cenchuan.

Liao Cenchuan saw Xie Lin, who was wearing a hospital gown and looked a little loose, his face was as pale as paper, his lips were pale, he had lost a lot of weight, and his mental state was even worse than what he had seen before, his heart skipped a beat. Dull pain.

Xie Lin froze in place, his eyes turned red instantly, and subconsciously wanted to run.

The moment he turned around, the people behind spoke with difficulty: "Linlin..."

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Amnesia is coming

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Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 18 bottles of yoyo; 10 bottles of elephant;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!