give me your hand

I am Aicheng, the Aicheng who loves Mingxi deeply.

I like her melancholy, those sorrows, I want to help her get rid of them all, I hope I can be with her every minute and every second.I want her happiness to be borne by me.

Mingxi, she is just a child, many friends ask me, why do I like her?She has no money, yes, and doesn't care about work, and often hangs out in bars.She's a bit of a ruffian, but it's just this kind of her that makes me feel bad.I like her sincerity and candor, and I'm sure she'll be a wonderful person.The fact is, she did become a wonderful person, and she said it was all because of me, I know, I became what she depended on.In this life, perhaps, we will be like this, caring about each other, never leaving.

I like staying with Mingxi, it makes me feel at ease and happy.maybe this is the feeling of happiness

I love waking up every day to hear her greeting.

I like her to call me an idiot, pig-headed wife, and I also like to call her a dead idiot, and idiot pig, which are our exclusive nicknames.

As long as we are together, that is our greatest happiness.

That morning, I received a call from Mingxi early on. As soon as I answered the phone, I heard her call me a lazy pig. I habitually called her an idiot, and asked her what she was doing with some unhappiness.Because I am dreaming, dreaming that we are holding hands, hand in hand in the sunset.We are so happy in our dreams.

"I miss you, wake you up, hehe"

"What time is it?"

"Pighead, wake me up so early and bite you to death."

Unexpectedly, this is our last call.That day, when I rushed to the hospital, I saw Mingxi lying on the hospital bed, motionless, she was unwilling to open her eyes to look at me.She said that waking up every day, as long as she sees me still by her side, is her greatest happiness, but at this time, no matter what I call her, she ignores me.I cried anxiously, but she remained motionless like that.

Then, for many days, I kept talking with her, telling her about our past and our future.I know she must be able to hear it, but she is like a greedy child, lying on the hospital bed, sleeping so peacefully.She must have done it on purpose, she's always so capricious

My condition has relapsed again. I may be a little tired from taking care of Mingxi these few days.My mother kept calling, urging me to go back and check, but I always shied away.

I think that if Mingxi wakes up, the first person she sees is not me, she must be very disappointed and sad, so I will stay with her, and I will wait for her to wake up.The doctor said she was fine, just hit the head, but nothing serious.So she must just be tired and want to sleep a little longer.

I have never told Mingxi that I have a family genetic disease, and I am afraid that she will be worried.So she only knew that I had been in poor health, and she just thought I was weaker.

In fact, I don't know how long I can live. According to family history, because of this disease, none of my cousins ​​lived past the age of 24.This year, when I was with Mingxi, my condition was very stable. I thought that it wasn't that serious, and I would be fine, because I wanted to be with Mingxi, and I didn't want to leave her alone in this world. It must be unbearable.

But I still didn't hold on, and fainted in Mingxi's ward, and was sent to the ICU ward again.I hate this place very much. The pungent smell of the disinfectant made me sick to my stomach, but I was disappointed and sent myself to the ward.

Dad has been busy these days.My mother stayed with me in the ward every day. I seemed to see my mother's white hair. It must be because I was worried about me, so I began to blame myself.

My mother shed tears of joy when she saw me wake up

"mother"

I reached out to help my mother wipe away the tears, but I couldn't lift my hand, and I didn't have any strength in my body.

"Daughter, you finally woke up, you scared mom to death."

Mom said, tears fell out again

"Mom, look, I'm awake now, don't worry, I'm fine."

But my mother cried even harder, and I didn't know how to comfort her.

At this time, Laodou also came in.

He was visibly haggard, and it was my fault, which made them worry again.

"I have already contacted the hospital in the United States, and the visa has been processed." Lao Dou suddenly couldn't continue, and I saw tears in his eyes.

"America? I'm not going"

As soon as I heard that I was going to the United States for treatment, I strongly opposed it. I didn't want to go abroad, otherwise Mingxi wouldn't be able to find me when he woke up.

"You, have to go"

It was the first time I saw Laodou being so serious, which made me react, and my condition worsened again.

"You let me think about it for one night," I said, and I turned sideways, and tears fell down my face.

This year, I am 23 years old, 24 years old, like a curse, maybe, I will not live to be 24 years old

Mom sighed beside her, sobbing softly.

Early the next morning, I was arguing to be discharged from the hospital. I missed Mingxi. I wonder if she woke up?I haven't seen her for a few days, and I'm worried.

My mother refused to discharge me, saying that I was still very weak. I ignored their objections and insisted on being discharged.I knew my parents would not compromise this time, so I had no choice but to agree to them and go to the United States for treatment in exchange for my discharge.

If it can be cured in China, it must have been cured early. If it goes abroad, there may be a chance.Even if it's only one in ten million, I want to try it.Because only one ten-millionth of this allows me to stay by Mingxi's side for the rest of my life.

When she went to Mingxi's ward, she still slept there quietly like a child.

I don't know when she will wake up

"I'm leaving, Mingxi, I know you will definitely wake up. During the time I'm away, you must be well. Remember what you promised me. If one day I'm not here, you must be well.

I just don't know if I still have that one-in-a-million chance to come back to you again.

Thank you for being by my side this year. "

I left, and left this city quietly. If I never come back, I hope Mingxi can forget me, find a good woman, and take good care of her.

i hope i can come back