give me your hand

we are in love

It may be that God loves us and gave us a chance to love each other.

My relationship ended with the betrayal of my other half.There was still a faint pain in my heart, but I felt liberated.I don't have to carry the shackles of another relationship.

Mingxi and I are still making some irrelevant jokes as before.She often calls me regardless of the time of day, sometimes just a simple greeting, and sometimes she will say that she misses me.I know those missing words are just her intentional teasing of me, but my heart is still warm.I also often go to her space, leave a message for her, and ask her, does my husband miss me?She will also be very cooperative and say those seemingly ambiguous words to me, but we both know it in our hearts, because we are open, so we don't mind what others think or comment on.That is the tacit understanding between friends. There is a feeling that has nothing to do with love, but you can also cherish each other.I think, it may be that we don't care about the opinions and feelings of others, even the lovers around us, and live so freely, which makes our lovers leave us one by one.Those who left, vacated the place, leaving us two ignorant children.Love, I don't know when, it has been born in our hearts.

If it weren't for that little unhappiness, I don't think we would have realized that we are so important in each other's hearts.

I don't like her friend, full of bad words, but Mingxi came to explain, I don't know why, we all seemed a little angry, and then she said, my friend is like this, if you can't accept my friend, then please also leave my world.She asked me to leave her world, I didn't say anything, I went offline and said nothing more.Yes, she hurt.

In the evening, she called me, but I couldn't bear to refuse, so I picked up the phone and remained silent for a long time. Later, Mingxi spoke up and said, have you eaten yet?I was angry and funny, but I still pretended to be very angry.Said coldly, eat.

Then she said oh lightly and hung up the phone.

But the next day, we acted like nothing happened.But I know that our relationship is slowly changing

After the first unhappiness, we soon had the second and third unhappiness.Because we are in love, we are nervous, and because we are nervous about each other, our relationship has not been as self-willed and free as before.

Mingxi no longer called me in the middle of the night, and no longer texted me during my working hours.I know she just doesn't want to bother me, and hopes that I can have a good rest and work hard, but I still have a lot of unhappiness in my heart, and a lot of things I'm not used to.I'm used to the new joy brought to me by receiving her phone calls and text messages in so many inadvertently.Habit is a terrible thing, sometimes it brings us closer, and sometimes it separates us so far.

One day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and called Mingxi and asked, "Do you like me?"

"No, we're just friends."

"Then what about the good things you did to me?"

"I do that to everyone"

"But your friend told me clearly that you like me, don't you?"

Mingxi didn't refute my questioning, I was secretly happy, yes, she likes me.

But then, for many days, I felt Mingxi's indifference and indifference, as if she was deliberately avoiding me.

"Is the boss looking for you?"

The boss is my ex, we're all used to calling her that.

"no"

"I've seen your chat records. For your so-called morality and so-called friendship, you promised her that you would not be with me. Even if you like me, you will not be with me, right? "

"Sorry, that's my promise to her."

Seeing Mingxi's flickering eyes made my heart ache.

"Okay then, keep your promise well, goodbye." The moment I turned around, tears fell, and I lost that girl from Mingxi forever. In the beginning, it was only because I was attracted by her name, but at the end Later, people who got out of hand.

I was alone in the bar, I didn't know how much I drank, so I called Mingxi because of my drunkenness.

"Do you really want to keep your so-called promise and let us pass by like this for the rest of our lives?"

"Why do you drink so much wine? If you don't care, I'll pick you up and go home."

"Will you still care about me, haha?" I yelled at Mingxi with the help of Jiu Jin

"Hey, tell me which bar you are in? You are not in good health, drinking so much alcohol, what are you doing?"

"I want you to take care of it?"

I had a severe headache, and it seemed like my world was spinning. When I woke up, I found that I was lying on a soft bed, and there was a person sitting next to me. I rubbed my eyes, and it was Mingxi.I struggle to remember.Mingxi saw it and quickly helped me sit up.

"Don't drink so much alcohol in the future, don't you know that you are not in good health?"

I saw the pain in Mingxi's eyes, her brows were tightly furrowed, her face was tired, she must have been up all night.

"Why am I here?" I bypassed her question and asked deliberately.

"I searched all the bars before I found you. Promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't hurt yourself."

"Why are you so hypocritical? You obviously like me, but you don't admit it, and insist on pushing me to the boss. I'm not a commodity. Let you push it around like this."

"The boss is a good person, she is right, I have nothing, I can't give you anything, you are big, I am just a poor boy, I have no money, I have no ability, let you stay with me, and I can still live your life now I can't afford a rich life." Ming Xi lowered his head and said weakly.

"I am old, but I was not born with it. My father also became rich in the past few years. We were also very poor when we were young, and we were fostered at my grandmother's house. I don't care if you have money, I just simply want you to be together, As long as I can be with my lover, even if we eat a five-yuan bowl of noodles on the street, I will feel happy. Let's give each other a chance and be brave once, shall we?"

There were tears in Mingxi's eyes, and I could see the struggle in her eyes.

We are silent with each other and don't speak anymore.

a long time

I get up and get dressed, don't want to say anything more, my family, I can't change.Her promise, she is sticking to.But Mingxi didn't know how much her persistence made my heart ache.Some people may be together for a long time, but they can never find the feeling of being in love, just like my boss and I, although we grew up together and have been together for so many years, we always keep a distance, even kissing I have never had it before, so I am not sad about her cheating, it just hurts a little. After all, the boss accompanied me through such a long journey.

I didn't hold back, this time, I'm going alone

After that, for a long time, Mingxi and I stopped contacting each other, and I didn't want to force her to choose to be with me.Love cannot be obtained by one person's hard work.

One day, early in the morning, I still received a text message from Mingxi.

"Good morning, are you up yet? I miss you"

Seeing this text message, I feel extremely happy inside. I seem to see that our love flower is about to bloom.

"You miss me, so who am I to you?" I asked angrily on purpose.

"You are my pig-headed wife, haha"

My heart skipped a beat.

"You didn't even give me a betrothal gift, so you want to marry me so easily?"

"Okay, hurry up and call your old man and ask her how much dowry she wants before marrying her daughter to me?"

"You're so poor, just a dime, I'll take it for Laodou."

"Okay then, I'll send you the dowry money over here, and get ready to marry me."

This is how our love started.as long as we are all brave