give me your hand

As soon as I settled down in the United States, I received a call from Yan. She told me that Mingxi had woken up, and I cried with joy.She must know that I left, so she woke up so quickly. I'm sorry, forgive me, and leave you alone. If, after many years, I can still contact you, I think, I will be the happiest person in the world.After many years, I hope that I can give you back a healthy love to make up for all the love I have for you.

My mother accompanied me to the United States. When we arrived in the United States, we lived in the apartment that my father had found for us. On the second day, I was sent to the hospital and began to receive a series of treatments.I hate that I've been sent to the ICU over and over again.Only when I heard the ticking of those machines, did I know that I was still alive.The daily chemotherapy made me pass out from the pain.Those piles of pills, like poison, made me sick and vomited.Every day when I wake up, I will find a lot of hair on the side of the pillow. I am too scared to cry in front of my mother.I often see my mother crying silently. I think how unfilial I am, making my mother and Laodou worry about me like that.But

During this period of time, I got to know my attending doctor JAEK, he is British, he often told me a lot of jokes during chemotherapy, at the beginning, I hated him because he was so happy every day, and then I found out , He was worried that I would be in pain during chemotherapy, so he wanted to tell some jokes to distract me.I started to have a little liking for this tall British man.

In the three years in the United States, in addition to receiving treatment every day, I was waiting for a suitable kidney source. JAEK would take me for a walk from time to time and tell me a lot of interesting things about Britain.

When I am alone, I still miss Mingxi very much, her world, I have disappeared for more than two years, she may have forgotten, the pain I brought her, maybe, I have forgotten me .My heart trembled slightly, yes, maybe, have you forgotten me?Perhaps, someone beside her has already taken my place.

Too many possibilities, unknown world, do I still exist?

I thought I would die of illness in a foreign land, and even if my condition was under control, I would be choked to death by the smell of poisonous water in the hospital.But one day, JAEK rushed into my ward very excitedly and told me that he had found a suitable kidney for me.That day, I was so excited that I didn't sleep all night, that one in ten million luck really fell on me.

In the following days, while I was waiting for the kidney transplant operation, I fantasized about meeting Ming Xi again.

How will we meet each other on the street, in a restaurant?

And all of this is just a joke made by God.

The operation went smoothly one month later, and I woke up after being in a coma for two days.All life indexes showed normal.The moment my mother saw me wake up, she cried happily.There are Laodou and Aijia beside me, they are silently guarding me.At this moment, if Mingxi is by my side, I think I will be the happiest person in the world.

After surgery, I recovered very quickly.Beside the pillow, I no longer lose so much hair as before.

That day, Aijia pushed me to go to the hospital lawn to enjoy the sun, she kept looking at me and smiling, it was weird.Later, after I repeatedly questioned her, she told me mysteriously that Mingxi was in W City and had been waiting for me to go back.I blamed Aijia for not telling me earlier. Aijia looked at me and said playfully, if she had told me earlier, I would have pulled out the potion and had to go back to China.

Hehe, upon hearing this news, I can't wait to go back to China.

My parents were afraid that my body would reject the new kidney, so they refused to discharge me from the hospital.I went to ask JAEK, he knew about me and Ming Xi, he would definitely help me persuade my parents.Well, JAEK is willing to help me out of the hospital, but he told me that although my new kidney seems to have no rejection on the surface, at least it needs to be observed for half a year. If there is no abnormality in my body after half a year, then I can Live a normal life.If I insist on returning to China at this time, he cannot guarantee that there will be such good medical equipment in the country for timely rescue.I still insist on going back to China, I can't make Mingxi wait any longer, I miss her, I can't wait to go back to her, I believe that I will be fine. JAEK Ao, despite my repeated begging, decided to go back to China with me.

This man suddenly moved me, although the jokes he told every time were not funny.

God is caring for us, but it is also cruel.

Back in W City, Mingxi and I met again, and we hugged each other tightly on the street.We are like two greedy children, we are tired of being together every second, telling how we miss each other in the past three years.

happy time is always short

I was sent to the hospital again, and when I woke up, I saw my mother crying again.I'm sorry mom made you worry again

JAEK told me that my body was rejecting something serious, and he made me mentally prepare.

another sleepless night

Mingxi, let's go on a trip

make me greedy one last time

The countryside, the small roads, and the hills all record the footprints of our love.That grass, that sunset, have all witnessed our love.

"Aicheng, why are you crying? Are you thinking about Mingxi again?" Yan's appearance interrupted Aicheng's thoughts.Aicheng didn't wipe away the tears and let them flow down.If you don't cry, how can you prove that your heart still hurts?

"Mingxi, Mingxi, that person who appeared countless times in dreams, where are you at this moment, do you miss you so much like me? Why did you just leave like this without even a single explanation? It's against me Abandon her five years of punishment?" Aicheng murmured, which made Yan feel even more heartbroken.

Where will Mingxi be at this moment?What are you doing?

No.20 Escape

She was just an orphan, an abandoned orphan.There is no home, no relatives, and when tears fall, there is no hand to help her wipe them away, and then hold her hand and say: let's go home

At this time, Ming Xi sat in a dark corner, vomiting a mess.On a May day, in the middle of the night, it still makes people feel a little cold.Ming Xi struggled to stand up, and tried to walk back to the bar step by step.One staggered and fell heavily to the ground.Three or two groups of people came out, everyone bypassed Mingxi, no one caught up to help her up.Mingxi smiled, as if mocking herself.Why let yourself live in such a mess?

Mingxi stood up, patted the dust off his body, looked up at the bar, turned and left.

"Good evening, I'm disturbing you so late, I want to confirm something with you." Mingxi called Sisi

"Did you drink? I'm sorry, because of my carelessness, I made you so unhappy,"

"It's okay, you go to sleep"

After Ming Xi finished speaking, he hung up the phone hastily.What is the truth?It's that I don't believe in myself, and then escape.

She is still so weak, facing her lover, facing her friends