Before you wake up, love well

It's like a lost dog started to stray again.If there was a goal to fight for life, but now there is no direction to pursue.It has just been abandoned by the ancient city with a thousand years of cultural heritage, but now the black land cannot accommodate it.Perhaps, only the Loess Plateau that I once fled from is my destination.

Everyone has their own destiny, I believe.

When I saw the plowman leading the old ox to cultivate the water-deficient and barren land, I felt that kind of pity in my heart, but now, I feel that there is no difference between myself and the ox.Sometimes it's not even as good as a scalper.At least it doesn't need to think about it, and the cultivated land is its own value.But I have nothing, no value of my own, but I still want to think.It is really a pain to have a lot of free time to think about problems. I don't know how those philosophers or thinkers survived.

The only thing I can worry about now is my mother. I want to forget the past, I want to make a lot of money, and I want her to live a happy life before being separated from me.From this moment on, I only have work and money in my eyes.Emotional matters have nothing to do with me anymore.

When I arrived in Jincheng, I got together with a few brothers, and then hurriedly dispersed.Everyone has their own business to deal with.The good thing is that we will live in the same city again in the future, and we can often drink wine and brag together.Many people have not been in touch for a long time.People who rarely contact each other do not mean that the relationship is alienated. When they need each other, they will extend their hands in time.I like that faint feeling, only fine water can flow for a long time.

Housing prices in Jincheng are very cheap. With their help, they rented a two-bedroom house at a very low price.A week later, I found a temporary proofreading job at the Evening News Agency.Xiaoliuzi told me that the editorial department is full of editors now, you should do this first, and I will help you get in when there is space.

I smiled and said it was all right.I love this job: 6 p.m. work, and we play basketball while the editors are busy. Start work at 8 o'clock and end get off work three hours later.Although the salary is not very high, I don't rely on it to eat.I just want to keep myself busy and not give myself any free time.

There are only two kinds of people in the world who may be successful. One is born with physical defects, which makes it obvious to the eyes of the people. Therefore, only by working hard to enrich yourself and work hard can you be recognized by others. The number of "teachers" who become "family" is like Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales. The other kind of people are those who have suffered great emotional setbacks. Those who have no emotional constraints can concentrate more on their careers.Of course, no one should be stupid enough to practice "Sunflower Treasure".

It is easier to succeed if the spirit is not shared by emotions.

Although my congenital conditions have obvious disadvantages, and even though I have just been hurt emotionally, I am just a layman. I don't want to be famous forever, let alone leave a bad reputation for thousands of years. I just want to be worthy of this life.

In the daytime, he worked as a "lecturer" in a training center, in the evening, he worked as a school checker in a newspaper office, and he also brought three-point tutors.

After changing the card, I called Chunyuan.I said I need money now, send me some trash.

She laughed and said, aren't you the person who disdains writing these things the most?How come you just quit this job and changed, and now you are a freelancer?

Always need to keep pace with the times.I have a career, but it's a hobby, a money-making hobby.Can you send it?

I have now been transferred to the second office.But your affairs are not easy to handle?Just send it to me, and change a few more names, I don't like to name others.

After working in this industry for a long time, I know the truth of it.There are many freelance writers in China now, in fact, they are very similar to me now. There are no real stories in China, and even if there are, no one is willing to actually interview them.You can see some social news on the newspaper network.As long as you have a mind that is not an idiot, you can give full play to your imagination and write such literal garbage as "The Man on the Matron's Bed", "Confession in Shackles", and "Supporting a Miserable Family on One Arm".

Just because you didn't write before doesn't mean you can't write.After the emotional Empire State Building collapsed, it was discovered that arrogance is useless, and pride is also nonsense.Since there is a market, why not do it!Yan Fei said that people who write will not be happy, but now that they leave Yan Fei, that is to say, they are unhappy. Since they are unhappy, they can only sell money by writing and exchange things for cheap material happiness.