Before you wake up, love well

I started my own journey again.Although I know where the destination is, the process is full of thorns.In the process of life, we will inevitably go to a kind of nothingness, but why does this process make me so painful.

I understand that others can only accompany you for a journey, and no one will send you for the whole journey.Loneliness is a compulsory course in life.I understand all the words of comfort to others.But when I got to my place, I found that there was no difference between these so-called wise words and farting.Those who have the right to speak are either singing praises or carrying little Bolsheviks.When we encounter problems, the savior is only ourselves.

A day and a half of driving was over in no time.When changing trains from Beijing, I was also in a daze.When I opened the door of the house, I saw my mother was obviously taken aback.Then asked, "How did you come back?"

It was then that I remembered that I hadn't called home before I came back. I used to call in advance every time I went home. I forced a smile and said, "Mom, I can't go home if I have nothing to do! I miss you! "In order to hide the pain and anxiety in my heart, I threw myself into my mother's arms, held her in my arms, and told myself not to cry, but the tears still dripped on my mother's shoulders.

"Hungry, I'm going to cook, you take a rest first, I'll call your dad and ask him to come back early."

"He's not at home now, where did he go?" When I heard that he was not there, I became a little annoyed again.

"No, no, I went to your third aunt's. She is helping with house decoration."

"Is he really there? Mom, don't lie to me. I'm coming back to see if he treats you well. If not, come south with me, and we'll take care of you there." After I finished speaking, I felt a bit guilty. , My heart began to ache faintly again.

"It's all good. Your dad seems to have changed in the past few years. Everything has started to follow me. It's not the same person as before. Don't worry. How are you and him? Are you okay? How are you doing?" A man came back, and he didn't come with you?"

"We're okay, but he's very busy during this period. Besides, it's not a holiday, so he can't come out with me. I came to Shenyang for a meeting this time, and I sneaked back to stay for two days. I haven't seen you for a long time. , I miss you, I'm leaving in two days."

My mother touched my head and said with a smile, "It's sweet."

At the dinner table, my father and I still had nothing to say, except for a few polite words, nothing but silence.My father is really old, only in his early fifties, but he has weathered into his 60s.Time can really change a person.Not only the wind and frost on the sideburns, but also the nature that is difficult to change.

Even if two people often quarrel, but with a family and children, there is responsibility. Although it is in danger, it can still last a lifetime. Although this relationship is not so strong, it is difficult for two people of the same sex.Suddenly, I felt that even if I lost everything, if I still have a warm home, I still have the last harbor.However, now I can't even anchor in the last harbor.

I wanted to cry again, but I couldn't.After this incident, I became even more vulnerable.I originally wanted to stay at home for three days, but now I really want to leave early.