Before you wake up, love well

At the beginning, I didn't write smoothly, mainly because I felt sick when I wrote it, but I got used to it later.Basically, a manuscript can be published in three hours.

Later, I successively contacted colleagues from several magazines I had dealt with before, so that the text garbage I produced could be quickly pushed to the market, which brought me a lot of economic benefits.The salary has nearly tripled, but I find that I am not very happy.Although I can often eat authentic Hunan cuisine with "vegetable root fragrance", I find that my taste buds have deteriorated sharply, and I can no longer find the simple happiness when eating duck blood vermicelli.

I thought that time, distance, and work can make me forget the past, forget the memories, forget the hurt, and forget all the people and things that make me unhappy, but it turns out that as long as I have a little free time of my own, as long as I am happy or unhappy , that person's voice and smile will appear in front of his eyes.

It turns out that it is really hard to forget someone.I understand that although the body is far away, the heart is still there.

I used to think shamelessly: If he can call, say that I was wrong and ask for my forgiveness, I will definitely go back there without forgetting the past; if we meet again on the streets of a certain city, it means that we are still together Even if we are destined, we should be able to start over again; if he saw some of the words I wrote, he fell in love with me who had never met because of the words, and when he met, he found that it was me and said, "It seems that I can't escape in this life." "...

It seems that I am really crazy.

When I was training others in the morning, I saw a call from home and hung up because it was inconvenient to answer.Unexpectedly, there was another call.I knew there must be something urgent at home.After I changed my card in Jincheng, I only made two phone calls to my family to report that I was safe.Usually, even if there is something at home, if I don't answer the phone, I will wait for me to call back.But today everything feels different to me.

It was my dad who called, and I frowned.He never called me.

"Dad, what's the matter?"

"Son, come back sometime, your mother misses you."

"What's wrong with my mother?" My alertness has always been high.

"It's nothing, I just don't feel well."

"What's wrong with you, did you go to the hospital?"

"I'm not sick, everything is fine, I just miss you, come back when I have time in these two days."

I didn't ask any more questions.My intuition told me: There must be something wrong with my mother's body.I have no intention to care about any training anymore.Go straight to the director's office and tell the director that I want to ask for leave. If I don't give leave, it will be regarded as my resignation.

Call Xiaoding and tell him to buy me a ticket to fly to Shenyang today anyway.He said if not, I'll settle it for you.I said I was not in the mood to joke, and if I didn't go to Shenyang, I would buy it for me in Beijing.

Call Little Six to help me quit my job at the Evening News.

Called the parents of the three tutors and told them to leave for a while because of an emergency.

It seemed that it happened suddenly, but it was already expected, but I didn't expect it to happen at this time.I have always known that my mother has a bad heart. There is a family history. Maybe I have this kind of inheritance too, but this is not what I need to worry about now.No one in the world is more important than a mother.Although I will rush back this time, I will have to give up a lot of things, such as the life that has just stabilized.But I have lost Yan Fei, and I can no longer lose the most important person in my life.

"Parents are not traveling far", I found that this self-exile on the plateau was really a wrong decision.