dance like a butterfly

Walking all the way back, the second sister-in-law just glanced at me from time to time, seeing that I had calmed down, she didn't speak again.

Lao Han never called again.

When I got home, I asked my second brother to go back and rest.The second sister-in-law said: "Let your brother sleep next to Dad. You have been running for a day, go and have a good rest. The sister-in-law has heated up the kang for you, and the bed has been made. You wash your face and go to bed early. Bar."

The second sister-in-law stretched her head to look at her father, then turned to her second brother and said, "Don't sleep too hard at night, you didn't come here to keep Dad company."

The second brother smiled foolishly.The second sister-in-law glanced at me, turned and left.

I handed my second brother a cigarette, chatted briefly, poured hot water to wash my face, and then I went back to my room.

Touch the kang head, it is quite hot.

I remembered, Lao Zuo slept here last night!

Today, Lao Zuo first met Tian Zhenzhen who came after him.I can't guess how the two of them exchanged words on the road.

I don't know how Tian Zhenzhen made such a ridiculous and generous suggestion to Lao Zuo. I think Lao Zuo was very happy when he heard it, so he led Tian Zhenzhen to come to see me.

Let's not care how much grievance Tian Zhenzhen has in his heart.

After I frantically kicked Lao Zuo and burned his hand, Lao Zuo is still so tolerant of me today!

It doesn't matter how whimsical Tian Zhenzhen is.However, when she guessed that Lao Zuo's hand was injured because of me, her anger finally broke out.

There is nothing wrong with Tian Zhenzhen hitting me a few times to vent his anger.Perhaps, she still thinks that she will be tricked today, that I will give in in front of Lao Zuo, so give me a blow first!

And Lao Zuo was at the edge of the woods, and Tian Zhenzhen slapped me for protecting me.

Before the couple quarreled again, Lao Han's sudden appearance disrupted all Tian Zhenzhen's plans.

When Lao Han was chased and intercepted by Tian Zhenzhen again and again, Lao Zuo surprised me by throwing away his jealous vat, instead of helping his wife, he came to rescue Lao Han.

Lao Zuo is not thinking about Lao Han, but thinking about my family's face, thinking about me.

Thinking of this, there is a kind of guilt towards Lao Zuo that gradually overwhelms my heart, and it begins to slowly eat away at my heart.

Back then, I was guarding a big granary and holding a begging bowl persistently, ignoring Lao Zuo's tenacious emotions.Finally, step by step, I let myself get to where I am today.There is nothing wrong with people pursuing what they think is happiness.I followed Lao Han, but Lao Zuo followed me all the way.The question is, which emotion is really wrong?If I had accepted Lao Zuo wholeheartedly from the beginning, I would not have gone to see Lao Han again, and this series of conflicts would not have arisen.If this is the case, I will definitely live comfortably in the arms of Lao Zuo, and I will definitely be carefree, and maybe I can really die like this.

But, am I willing to wrong myself?Do I have true love for Lao Zuo?

A self-indulgence, harm others and yourself!

Thinking of Lao Zuo's speechless look when he was leaving, thinking of his bulging cheeks hesitant to speak, at this moment, my heart felt a little bit pained!

Although I was clear in my heart, I couldn't turn back, and I couldn't change the reality.

Only then did I gradually understand that the pain in my heart came from the remaining apology, or sympathy, for Lao Zuo in my heart, which was fundamentally different from the feeling of loving Lao Han.

Now, I really despise myself, despise myself - how selfish I am!It turns out that I have been greedily expecting others to care about me!

I raised my hand and slapped myself.

Looking at the phone again, Lao Han still didn't call.

I can't figure out whether Lao Han has other things now, or is angry because I said that I want to break up.

Sighing, he stopped thinking about it and fell asleep.

In a daze, it seemed that someone came to wake me up, saying that it was Lao Han and Lao Zuo who were fighting.

I ran out to see.

There was a mess outside the door, and a large group of onlookers gathered.

I saw that Tian Zhenzhen had already blushed with anger, and said to Lao Han, thanks to you, you are still a face-to-face person, walking in front of others all day long.You appear to be a village head, walking among thousands of people, pointing fingers at this and that, it turns out that everyone still doesn't know that you are a shameless homosexual!

Lao Han said furiously, what kind of business am I?You crazy woman, no matter how wordy or arrogant you are, I will smash your mouth!

Lao Zuo said, can you say something behind closed doors?With so many people, what do you want to do?

People around burst into laughter.

Tian Zhenzhen slapped Lao Zuo and scolded: You are a wimpy bastard!Why close the door?Do you still know you have face?Can a person with face do such a shameless thing?You are so ashamed of your ancestors that you are jumping around on the grave of your ancestors!

I was in a hurry, so I grabbed Tian Zhenzhen's arm and threw her out and said, thanks to you, you are still a cultural person, you are venting your anger by making such a noise, but what good is it for you?

Tian Zhenzhen became even more arrogant, pointing at my nose and yelling: You vixen who has passed through countless lives!The mother vixen seduces other men, but you are a man!Why don't you just die!I'm going to ask someone to take you, a goblin, so that you don't even want to be reincarnated in your next life, so that such things as you will become extinct from now on!I see how you hurt people!Bah, you shameless thing!

The crowd burst into laughter again.

I was at a loss for words.

Looking back, Lao Han and Lao Zuo no longer knew where they were going. I only saw a group of ghost pawns with green faces and fangs holding iron chains and shackles and riding the black wind roaring towards me. I hurriedly shouted to Lao Han and Lao Han to come quickly.

Looking closely again, not far away, Lao Han was firmly held down, looking at me, struggling, shouting something incessantly, but I couldn't hear him.Blood was still dripping from the corner of his mouth.

Suddenly, there was a strong wind in the sky, and heavy snow was mixed in the wind.

Not long after, there was only whiteness left in the sky.

Looking back, the mountains, the fields, the low trees, the glaciers, the old Han and the old Zuo Tianzhen, there is not even a single person left, only I am left wandering like a small black spot in a white world.

I screamed, where are people?Anyone else?

Turning over suddenly, it turned out to be Nan Keyimeng.

I couldn't sleep anymore, I could faintly hear noises outside the house.

Looking in the main room, the second brother and the father had already slept to death, and the grandfather had two feet touching each other, each occupying a kang head.

Go over and tuck the corner of the quilt for Dad, turn around and stuff the second brother's hand on the edge of the bed into the quilt.

Always feel that there is something outside the door.

The moonlight in the yard was very pale, and occasionally one or two hens could be heard cooing softly in the chicken coop, and the snoring of the old sow in the pigsty could also be heard.

Gently open the courtyard door.

A car, I don't know when, has parked gently in front of my house.

Hearing my door opening, someone shouted: "Xiaohui!"