dance like a butterfly

A car, I don't know when, has parked gently in front of my house.

Hearing my door opening, someone shouted: "Xiaohui!"

It was Lao Han's familiar voice!

It's the voice I hate the most but desire to hear the most.

Biting my lip, it hurts.

This time it's not a dream!Lao Han really drove here!

I stood still.

There was no response either.

Lao Han came over and pulled my arm, I shook my hand, trying to break free.However, he poured all his strength and pinched me like a pincer.

"What's the matter with you?"

Old Han has a straight face, which makes me feel a little strange.

"No! You let me go!" I shouted.

Lao Han looked around nervously, "Go, get in the car! This is not a place to talk!"

It was already midnight, and in the silent night, if I shouted loudly, the dreamer might be awakened at any time.

Reluctant to get in the car.

Lao Han started the car and drove out of the village slowly.

The fire in my heart is still alive.

Thinking of the trouble that Lao Han's self-righteous show off made today, I can't get angry.

If he continues to ignore me and do things like this in the future, how can I live with him?Didn't you say you want to be together forever?Didn't you say that when you get old, you have to rely on me for food and clothing?Now you only care about your own feelings when doing things, making me so embarrassed and passive, why not break up now, and go our separate ways now, lest I be pissed off alive!

However, once I really backhanded, my heart will hurt forever!

I am so reluctant to part with him!

Anger and heartache mixed into bursts of heart palpitations, like an electric shock, made me tremble all over.

I can't wait to knock Lao Han down now and have a good meal!

When the car passed through the small woods by the small river, I stomped hard on Lao Han's right foot.

The car creaked, slammed on the brakes, and stopped suddenly.

"What are you doing!" Old Han roared!

The last time Lao Han was rear-ended by a stolen car and caused an accident, he must still have lingering fears.When he was still thinking about his own thoughts, when he was thinking about my inexplicable breakup with him, he was forced to stop by me, and Lao Han couldn't help being furious.

"What are you doing? What are you talking about? What's the matter? You're still motivated, huh? Do you still want to hit me? Come on, hit me, hit me!"

I didn't care any more, and yelled loudly.

My heart was trembling, and my voice broke through my throat, already hoarse.

"You still kicked your nose on your face? You think I dare not hit you!"

Lao Han has already smoked from his seven orifices.

"You hit, you hit!"

My heart is in a ball.Hit me! If you dare to hit me, I will die in front of you today!Isn't there a reservoir in front?The water area of ​​more than ten acres is enough to accept my clear and strong desire!

A gust of wind blew by, and a slap came down my face, and my left cheek was burning and numb and a little numb.

"I should teach you a lesson, you indiscriminate thing!"

I covered my face, and for a moment, I was in a daze.

Is this the person I love?The correct facial features have been distorted, the complexion has darkened, the lips are trembling, because of anger, the breathing has become uneven, and the body is slightly tilted back and forth.

Holding my hand and growing old together with my son, suddenly I am so far away, and those promises that I had made were wiped out in an instant.

"You still think that there are not enough people to torment? How many times have you entangled people's hearts! Break up every now and then, why do you want my life?!"

Old Han roared like a lion being teased.

Do you really dare to hit me?If you hit me today, you might eat me alive tomorrow!

Since I can't bear you, and I can't bear you, then what am I doing alive?

I opened the car door, stopped talking, and ran towards the reservoir with strength in my legs.

I ran with the same joy as when I was a child crossing a hillside full of wildflowers.

Just like when I was a teenager, I participated in the 100-meter sports meeting at school. Amidst the cheers of the audience on both sides, I ran with the feeling of being so nervous that I was almost suffocating.

Just like the countless sleepless nights in the past, when I finally wanted to completely get rid of the repeated collisions of the unresolved feelings of youth, I ran desperately.

Run, I run, I want to break free from the ropes of love and find a kind of worry-free and eternal freedom that I have longed for.

To use my not-so-strong arms, to throw away all hope that weighs heavily on me.

But before I ran to the edge of the reservoir, I tripped over Lao Han's outstretched leg.

I really can't think of why Lao Han, who is several centimeters shorter than me, is always faster than me in many cases.

With a stagger, I fell to the ground.

"What are you doing? You want to die, right? You kill me. As long as you can kill me, how do you want to die? No one will stop you!"

"You want to die, don't you? That's fine, you're promising, right? You go, you want me to die first, right?"

"You are stupid! If you don't argue with the truth, you can't understand the words! You always make people angry. Are you angry with others or yourself? En?"

Lao Han was a little incoherent, his emotions were out of control, his neck was red and his face was flushed.

He ignored me again, stood aside, and took out a cigarette.

The windproof lighter chirped, his cheeks sank into two deep pits, and a large cloud of smoke was blown out of his mouth angrily.

I'm really helpless with myself.

There are many times when it is clearly an evil thought of one's own, and afterward one knows that it is obviously wrong, but at that moment, it is like being haunted by a ghost and unable to control oneself.I know my own faults.

At this time, Lao Han was also leaning his body to get angry, and ignored me.

I want to die, but after I die, will I be happy?Still embarrassing?Or even, it will only make the family beat their chests and stamp their feet.

Now, it doesn't make any sense to think about it.

People live to experience the ups and downs of the world, and there are many, many tastes that I have never tasted. In this way, if I end up being trapped and tired by love, wouldn’t it be ridiculed by others!

Also, even though I have resentment towards the big man in front of me, I am far from giving up on him. After my death, it’s fine if he doesn’t look for a young man anymore. I'm still a young boy, even if I have knowledge under the spring, I'm still so angry that I'm like a ghost in a ghost!That's too cheap, you old Han!

I die?You call me dead, but I won't die!

If the plate is broken, let's say plate; if the bowl is broken, let's say bowl!

After I figured it out, I got up, stretched out my hand, pulled off the cigarette from Lao Han's mouth, put it in my mouth, and took a deep breath.

Seeing that I was no longer fussy and that the slap in the face made him feel bad, he angrily came over to hug me.

I didn't struggle.

Such an embrace is really tempting on a night like mine.

Lao Han has no good temper, I already knew it.

During the time I was with me, it was only because of love, I don't know how much he has tolerated his own edges and corners.

I spit a mouthful of thick smoke on his face, and while he was dodging left and right, I opened my mouth wide and bit his face.