dance like a butterfly

Suddenly, the phone rang.

It was the second sister-in-law calling.

The second sister-in-law is worried that something will happen to me.

Hang up the phone, my heart is like a mess.

I called Lao Han.

"Are you asleep?" I don't want to call his brother anymore, at this moment, I don't want to call anymore.

"Xiaohui, brother was just about to call you. I just came from a famous old Chinese doctor who just retired." Old Han's voice was very excited.

Those who are deeply in love are happy, and that kind of sense of security makes Lao Han as excited as all the young people who are passionately in love.Being able to do something for someone you like is like being unemployed and getting a lifetime employment contract.

"Don't be too busy!"

My voice was harsh, as cold as if I had just emerged from the reservoir in front of me.

"Why? What's the matter?"

Lao Han was very nervous, he must have thought something was wrong with my dad.

"I want to break up with you!"

"What did you say??"

Old Han must have been stunned.

"I want to break up with you!"

I repeat.

"Tell me a reason!"

Old Han shouted.

"There is no reason!"

Before Lao Han could say anything else, I hung up the phone.

What more reason?What more reason do you need? !Who is selfish?It's not because my second sister-in-law exposed my thoughts today made me angry.It's not that the old Zuo Hetian really pulled away and walked away. I would worry about the quarrel between him and his wife.Dad is sick like that, so he just treats Tian Zhenzhen as wanton revenge, what's your heart, old Han?Of course, if the old man is sick, everyone involved should visit him. This is etiquette.But even if you don't take anything, no one will say that you are poor.What is not good for you to take, what eight big bowls to take, what kind of meat to take!Although there is a difference between bacon and red meat, isn't that a piece of meat the same thing?Tian Zhenzhen didn't even look at it, but he knew that the wine you were holding was Nurhong.If it weren't for the second sister-in-law today, you were blocked by Tian Zhenzhen in front of so many neighbors, and let Tian Zhenzhen, a jealous madman, expose the whole story in public, would my family still have the face to go out in the future?My dad isn't ashamed to death by me, he's furious!

You old Han take these things, have you discussed with me?You didn't know that Tian Zhenzhen was in my house when you bought it, and when you saw Tian Zhenzhen was there, you didn't have to take it out at all, what are you showing off?There is only one explanation, that is, you deliberately showed it to others!

Your current thoughts are nothing more than two points: First, let me decorate my house without any thought, just wait for me to wash away the past and get into your comfort zone easily.Second, deliberately show Tian Zhenzhen and Lao Zuo this banquet, and give them a clear warning: Xiaohui is now mine, you stand aside!Are you still thinking that once the matter is revealed, you will just block my way out and make me follow you wholeheartedly, it doesn't matter if I want this hometown or not!

Apart from thinking this way, how can I figure out the move you made today?

No matter how much your motivation is for me, you have such a self-assertive way of doing things, one day, I won't even know how I died!

If you, Old Han, don't force me to death, why would you want to!

Why are you all looking at me?Isn't it just my stinky skin?If I had cut my own face in front of your old Han, maybe I would not be where I am today.If Tian Zhenzhen really broke the corrosive liquid for me in the Tang Furong Garden that day, maybe my life will be safe and secure.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying bitterly.

Love, why is it so heavy for me?Those former joys and spring dreams are really like catkins on the water surface in spring, floating gently on the water surface, and after being slowly infiltrated, they sink.

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This is such a beautiful and sad world,

We were laughing and crying like this.

I came from afar to meet your appointment,

obsessed with the world

i'm wild for you

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Lao Han started calling me like crazy.

Just call, I won't pick it up.

I cry, crying can't clean the grievance in my heart.

I cry, if I can't cry, who will truly pity me, give me a complete relief easily, even after today, I will still languish to death in this love.

Dignity, self-reliance, these rules and regulations have been like an iron frame, and they have put me in order.I am not willing to give up anything. Is this the real source of pain in this love?

got windy.In the sky, the clouds were blown away, the first quarter moon shone brightly like a silver hook, and Shaohua Mountain crawled like a reckless man.The wind is hovering in the forest, and the water is sparkling.

The wind at night, in this season, in such a field, began to have a bone-chilling chill.I couldn't help hugging my body with my hands.

I don't want to go back, I just freeze to death.If I lay my dead body in the wild tonight, there will be one less evil in this world!

Faintly heard footsteps, looking back, the second sister-in-law was holding a yellow cotton army coat.

"Is it Xiaojun?" The second sister-in-law shouted.

I stop crying.

"It's so cold outside, you're wearing such light clothes, you're freezing, what should you do?"

The second sister-in-law hurried over and put the coat on me.

"Xiaojun, don't do stupid things." The second sister-in-law said, "It's too cold, let's go back!"

"Sister-in-law, you go back first, I want to stay alone for a while, I feel very bored."

The phone rang again.

The second sister-in-law glanced at my phone, then looked at me and said, "Whose phone is it?"

"It belongs to Lao Han!"

"Then why don't you take it?"

"I don't want to pick it up anymore!" After saying this, I felt even colder.

The second sister-in-law said: "If you feel that your heart still hurts, if you think you will regret it in the future, you should take it."

I glanced at the second sister-in-law, and what the second sister-in-law said surprised me.I really didn't expect that only the second sister-in-law with a high school education could say such thought-provoking words.How can my heart not hurt?The feeling of the razor blade cutting through my heart already made me feel colic when I said I wanted to break up with Lao Han.Do you regret it?Will you regret it later?I don't know, really don't know.I like Lao Han so much, but for the sake of showing off, Lao Han disregards my feelings, how can I accept this?

I didn't speak, but I muttered in my heart, from now on, if Lao Han calls five more times, I will answer it.

"Life is like a summer flower" paused five times, and then rang five times.

I said to myself again, if it rings again, I will answer it.

However, after five rings, there was complete silence.

Suddenly, I felt a hundred cat's claws scratching my heart.

This dead old Han, just wait, you are still competing with me, just wait!

I glanced at my second sister-in-law, and she was also looking at me.

I sighed hard and said, "Sister-in-law, let's go back. It's better to value yourself than anything else!"