dance like a butterfly

I took a seat in the last row by the window.Dad doesn't answer the phone, and Lao Zuo doesn't answer the phone either. I can't figure it out. What's the matter?I called my elder brother's house but no one answered, and I called my second brother's house and still no one answered.I panicked.Call Laozuo again, still busy.In other words, Lao Zuo must have come to my house last night.This old leftist no longer treats my family members as outsiders.When I was still living with him, he would come to my house after ten days and half a month.It's not about staying all afternoon, sitting with my dad for a while.Just go to my two elder brothers' house and have a drink with my stupid elder brother.Sometimes I play a few rounds of mahjong with the people in the village.It's not for winning or losing, just talking and laughing together, letting everyone know that Hong Xiaojun still has a good brother in Xi'an who looks good in all aspects.So Lao Zuo's reputation gradually improved in my village.Now when Lao Zuo goes to my house, he is so familiar with him that he has no appearance.Many people call Lao Zuo and just say how long and short he is. This he refers to me, Hong Xiaojun.However, the more Lao Zuo was like this, the more uncomfortable I felt.Trapped in the memories of the past, the cloudy and misty emotions have been replaced by my worries about my father's health.When did my dad's legs feel uncomfortable?Did you just find out this morning?How serious is it?His eyes were looking out of the window, his chin was resting on the five fingers of his palm, and his face was pressed against the cold glass.I feel my face is hot.The phone rang.It should be the old left.It's Lao Han.I actually forgot to call Lao Han again.Old Han asked anxiously: "Xiaohui, where are you? Why did you disappear?" I said, "I'm in the car!" "Where are you going? Why didn't you say anything!" Rough voice, obviously complaining. "I just called you several times, but you are busy. I have something urgent to go back to Hua County." I told the truth.Old Han stopped talking.He must have thought in his heart that I left him to meet Lao Zuo. "My father is sick!" "Really?" "It should be true. I can't tell you the specific situation. My family and Lao Zuo don't answer the phone. Maybe I went to the hospital." I was about to cry . "How do you know the old man is sick?" Old Han asked. "Old Zuo said it!" I cried.I can no longer control what Lao Han thinks now.I don't want to argue.Maybe my crying will prove that my words are not lying. "Then, brother is going to go now?" Lao Han stopped fussing with me, his voice warmed up.At this time, with Lao Zuo around, it is best not to have Lao Han.If Lao Zuo is not here, how I wish Lao Han could be with me.Even though I wish it was Old Han in front of me!How embarrassing it is for two people together!I don't want to blow their beards and stare at such a busy juncture to make a mess of smoke. "I'd better go back and have a look first. I'll call you after I figure out the situation!" My heart ached even more.My father's situation made me very anxious.But, Lao Han is not with me, I feel alone.The fuss of the old leftist before and after made me feel unwilling but helpless, what is this called! "Where have you been?" Old Han asked.Looking out of the window, outside is the Qinling Mountains stretching for eight hundred miles, and the sun is shining on the precipitous mountains and ravines. "I've passed Lintong! The porridge has been boiled for you, and you heat it up yourself. The dishes are on the chopping board, and they haven't been fried yet. Get something to eat yourself, so don't starve." Relying on and hoping, the pillars are the same. "You really don't want brother to go now?" Lao Han repeated. "I'll go home and have a look. If the problem is not serious, I'll be back as soon as I settle down." I comforted him. "Then, what's the matter, call brother immediately, do you hear me?" In fact, Lao Han's tone was already very pertinent.Since I insist on going back alone first, there is nothing he can do. "Okay, okay." Lao Han's phone call warmed my heart.Fortunately, he didn't bother with other things now.In fact, everyone is the same. There is hope when there is something, but there is no hope if there is nothing.If Lao Han really ignores my father's illness, I will definitely feel very unhappy in my heart. Isn't this related?Besides, who dislikes old people?When the old man is around, you enter the door of the house and call out Dad, how warm it is.If it's gone, when you don't even have a chance to shout, you should step in the door and try, don't worry!What's more, my mother passed away two years ago, poor old man!When the car arrived at Huaxian Station, I hurriedly waved for a taxi.Before the taxi arrived at the entrance of the village, I met Shuan Wa carrying a vegetable shovel. It was the same Shuan Wa who was invited by Lao Zuo.I wave to him.Shuan Wa hurriedly said: "Xiaojun, you are back, go to the hospital quickly." "What's wrong?" My heart sank suddenly. "Your dad got up in the morning to go to the toilet, and just stepped out of the house, he fell." Shuan Wa said while pretending to fall. "Falled? What happened next?" "Thanks to your brother-in-law. He was sent to the hospital! As he grows older, the old man is most afraid of falling!" Shuan Wa said urgently.I quickly turned the car around, the county hospital!I saw my eldest brother waiting at the clinic.Seeing me, I rushed over immediately: "Xiaojun, Lao Zuo said that you will definitely come back at this time." I was so anxious that I couldn't care what Lao Zuo said.I asked, "What's wrong with our dad?" "The doctor said it was a cerebral infarction!" I was shocked.People with cerebral infarction have heard that blood pressure is higher and blood lipids are thicker.I haven't heard my dad say dizziness or other symptoms before.I asked: "How is it now?" "A needle is hanging in the ward." "Is it serious?" There are patients on the beds in the ward.Dad was lying on the first hospital bed near the door.The elder sister-in-law, the second sister-in-law and the second elder brother surrounded me, and my father was lying on the bed with a needle stuck in his arm.Seeing us push the door open and come in, we all turned to look. "Dad!" I hurried over and grabbed his big rough hand.It was the first time I saw my dad lying on the hospital bed when I grew up so much, and tears came down involuntarily.Although my father is thin, his spirit is surprisingly good.Peasant people come and go in the wind and rain, and there is no idle time all year round.On the bronze-colored skin, blue veins were faintly discernible.Tall, with big hands and feet, a lifetime of taciturnity, not crying out in pain, who would have thought that he would suffer from such a disease now!It is said that cerebral infarction is not easy to be cured completely, and sequelae are often left behind. "Why are you crying! You think you are still young! People as old as you, the baby can recognize mahjong!" My dad came to tease me and grinned.His speech was a bit vague, his enunciation was not very clear, and his voice was obviously weak.I took a closer look and saw that Dad's mouth was a little crooked.The second sister-in-law came over and bumped me with her elbow: "His third father, don't cry." I could only keep silent, but my tears were still whirling.Hearing the sound of pushing the door, before I turned my head, I heard a voice saying: "Xiaojun is back!" The voice was full of joy.Don't look back!Who else but Lao Zuo!The second sister-in-law said, "Brother Zuo, you are so kind!" and went to pick him up.At this time, I can't ignore people.Looking back, Lao Zuozheng was carrying two large transparent plastic bags, one was filled with bananas and other fruits, and the other was filled with hard plastic toilet and chamber pot.Maybe he walked all the way in such a hurry that he was out of breath and sweating profusely.