dance like a butterfly

Meimei sat down on the wooden chair, patted her side, and motioned for me to sit down too.

"Fourth uncle, do you think a man will have feelings for another man?"

Green colored spotlights shone on the green vines above her head from left to right, reflecting Meimei's shoulder-hanging long hair and pretty face. Her youthful and rhythmic body was wrapped in a sky blue sleeveless shirt. As she spoke, her chest rose and fell slowly as she breathed lightly.

I hold a pack of cigarettes in my hand, and the silver lighter is a bit heavy in my right hand.

I have reason to believe that the girl beside me has already noticed that Lao Han and I are not simply brothers.

"I don't think any man is going to have real feelings for another man."

Except for Lao Han, there is no one in this world who makes me want to give my life to him, and besides Lao Han, there is no other person worthy of my dedicating my life to him.From the very clichéd collision at the beginning, to the misunderstanding, to the meeting in the vast crowd, until we stumbled and walked together all the way, so many things happened and went through so many things, it was like building a peerless sword, How many times it has been burned, how many times it has been quenched, how many times it has been left out, and how many times it has been tested!

"So, yes, yes?"

Meimei's eyes are dark, and when she looks at people intently, the shiny things in them look like knives.

"When two right people are together, it should be."

The matter has come to this point, I can't avoid it, and I don't even have a muddy path full of thorns to retreat.

"Wouldn't it be because of a person's wealth, appearance, or age?"

She pressed on.

"Have you read "Jane Eyre"? Why didn't Jane Eyre agree to Rochester when he proposed to her for the first time? Because she was very inferior, she felt that she was not worthy of Rochester, because she felt that she had no wealth, let alone beauty. When Rochester lost his wealth, Jane Eyre dedicated her precious love to him. Although this is just a book, there must be such a fact in reality. And what is age? In the process of going through, when a person's thinking matures, his emotions will also mature, which has nothing to do with being young or old. In this life, one must know how to cherish what should be cherished. This is the most practical. Just break when you break, don't wait for time and space to break branches', there are too many tragedies in the world because you don't know what you are waiting for and what you should do!"

"Oh?"

Through the darkness, I felt her fierce gaze falling on me, not much weaker than during the day.

"Then, why did Leslie Cheung commit suicide? That man surnamed Tang seems to treat him well!"

Leslie Cheung's demise is embarrassing to the Chinese, and even the entire gay world.As soon as Meimei said this, I was in a cold sweat.

"I don't know exactly what kind of life they are in. I only know that contentment is always happy, and a good attitude determines everything."

To be honest, apart from movies such as "A Chinese Ghost Story" and songs such as "Silence is Golden" and "The Wind Continues to Blow", I have never carefully studied Leslie Cheung. I only know that he faced thousands of audiences at a concert acknowledged his orientation.

"If you are like Leslie Cheung, fourth uncle, please forgive me. I mean, if you will love someone for the rest of your life, no matter whether he has money or status in the future, no matter how old he is, you will treat him wholeheartedly. ?"

She couldn't understand what she said.

A thin layer of window paper was pierced in this way, and in front of a girl who was nearly ten years younger than me, I was suddenly a little bit embarrassed by the fig leaf that had been torn off.

But no matter how embarrassing it is, it is true.After the shock, I was replaced by a kind of relief.

Judging from her words, he didn't intend to embarrass me. Why don't I take this opportunity to finish what I have to say, so that she will have no worries?

I don't know when Meimei, and I don't know how she broke the deep-seated relationship between me and Lao Han. When she was about to go to Shanghai for graduate school, she opened her heart to communicate with me.

"Meimei, I believe that Uncle Fourth is a responsible person. The days are still long, people are doing it, and the sky is watching. Don't worry."

I found that my clothes had been soaked with sweat for some time.

"That's good. Fourth Uncle, I mean, my dad is really not easy now. He is very stubborn and has a bad temper. He is getting old day by day, and it may be difficult for him at any time... But I I found that since you came, he has changed a lot. Anyway, seeing that you are good to this family, seeing my dad now happily rushing in and out all day without any worries, watching my brother being controlled more and more by you I am getting more and more disciplined, and I feel at ease... As for other things, I can't say anything more. Fourth uncle, you have to remember what you said..."

Meimei stood up, brushed her long hair hanging down her chest, and smiled at me.

I could see clearly that her smile, although she wanted to show it thoroughly and be more lively, but there was too much helplessness mixed in this smile.

Lao Han came back very late. After taking a shower, he leaned on the bed, lit another cigarette, and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Since returning from Hua County, Lao Han never let me spend the night alone.

I stayed up and waited for him, trying to tell him about Meme talking to me today.Realizing that he was a little weird today, I simply sat up, poured a glass of water, and handed it to him, "Brother, what's the matter?"

Lao Han put down the water glass, put his hands on my chest and abdomen, swiped and pulled it randomly, but didn't speak.The question was tight, and he suddenly grabbed my hand and said, "Xiaohui, seeing that this election is starting to move, tell me, should I give up or run for the election?"

When I first came into contact with Lao Han, I always opposed him being the village chief.For this reason, I did not lose my temper with him.With the passage of time and many changes in the world, I realized that many things are not as simple as I thought, and many things are not as simple as I said.

I smiled, "Then, what's on your mind?"

"Brother promised you before that I will not run for election after this term."

Old Han took a deep puff of his cigarette and wiped out half of the cigarette butt in the ashtray.

"Are you going to run again, and feel that you can't explain to me? If you don't run, you will feel empty?"

I squinted at him and smiled.

Lao Han rubbed his scalp and laughed out loud, "You brat, you've said it right to my heart. Tell me, once you quit, what will you do next?"

"There are so many things to do! Travel! Go to Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Maldives, Hong Kong, Macau and Taiwan. If you are still too close, then go to Australia, Canada, Rio de Janeiro. You can also go to the Sahara Desert, just like Sanmao. Don't ask me." Where did I come from, my hometown is far away...'"

I shook the food head and relieved him.

Lao Han smiled with his neat teeth, stretched out his hand, and slapped my neck.

"Speak the truth!"

I raised my second finger, "It's time to start a business, start a company! You are the boss, and I'm a veteran in sales. My performance will never be bad throughout the year!"

Lao Han sat up straight, and said with a smile, "Brother is at this age, what kind of company do you start?"

I pointed at his two red nipples with my fingers, drew circles on his belly button, and while picking up a tuft of hard hair on his abdomen, I said, "That can also be used to circle a piece of land in the suburbs." , do your old job, raise a hundred cows, we have the freshest milk to drink every morning, and the milk that can't be drunk is given to the milk powder factory!"

Old Han restrained his smile, "Brother is really discussing with you, you know, brother's mind is not on this at all!"

I curled my hands back and said lightly, "Since you have made up your mind to continue running for the election, why should we discuss it!"

Everyone knows that the northern suburbs have now become a sweet pastry that anyone can be tempted by. The provincial government has moved to the north. In many places that were originally barren, there have been countless bidders overnight, and the prices have skyrocketed.Not to mention Yinshuifang, a large village with 5000 people, even Guojia Village, which faces the west with less than 1000 people, the position of village chief is always coveted.I heard that a few years ago, someone spent nearly one million yuan to elect the village head of Guojia Village. The forces of all parties fought fiercely, but in the end no leader was selected.

Now, it's not three years ago. How easy is it for Lao Han to participate in this election? !

Facing Lao Han who is still unwilling, and thinking about the flattery of the villagers since I moved to Yaxin Garden, I can no longer sleep this night.