dance like a butterfly

Recalling the dream of Taoyuan that cannot be shaken in my heart, recalling the depression of my youth, recalling the tortuous emotional journey of Lao Han, and thinking of the bitterness of our journey, I suddenly envied the cardamom boy beside me very much.

Only such a young man is the sustenance of my future and Lao Han.

"Fourth Uncle? Have you ever had a first love?"

Haohao opened his eyes wide and turned sideways to look at me intently.

I held the steering wheel, pursed my lips and smiled, shaking my head.

"How could it be? I wouldn't believe it if I killed him. Fourth uncle is so handsome, which boy doesn't fall in love, which girl doesn't love Chun? Even if you don't chase other girls, girls won't let you go, hee hee."

I flattened my face, pretended to be angry and said, "Where did you get this phrase, you were as open as you were when we were, the countryside is more feudal after all..."

If I can perfunctory him, I try not to answer directly.

When I was in junior high school, I also received a lot of good notes from female classmates. When I was in high school, there were often letters in the borrowed books that I returned. In the four years of college, there were naturally too many blatantly showing love. Again, but how can I accept their emotions?There are also short-term contacts with girls, but I stubbornly hold a belief in my heart that no one can mention. When I think about it carefully, it really can't be called first love, until I met Lao Han...

Those beautiful and hasty times that have been turned over by fate, why is there no Lao Han in the middle early?When I was young, I passed by like floating clouds day by day. My beloved, his smile was very light and faint, hidden in the morning light, hidden in the mist, which made me unable to grasp when my heart was moving, and woke me up Sometimes my heart hurts even more.My true first love, I didn’t settle down in my youth, I wandered alone on the rainy dusk, on the mountain path covered with falling flowers, when it was snowing, I walked alone under the long ancient vine trellis, beautiful days, green years , I wasted slowly, I thought this was all my life, until I met Lao Han...

"Didn't you say before that you would take me to Hua County again? When are we going?" Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, he suddenly asked a new question.

My heart ached a bit.

After pondering for a while, I hid my smile very naturally, and said, "Why do you only want to play all day? Isn't fourth uncle taking you to Lantian now?"

"However, no matter how good Lantian is, how can there be Hua County? Putting aside that it is your home, is there Shaohua Mountain in Lantian? Is there Xiyue Mountain in Lantian? Is Lantian the birthplace of the ancient Zheng State? Has there been a general Guo Ziyi? I haven't heard that there is a shadow play in Lantian..."

Haohao's rosy lips opened and closed, and the layer of fluff on the lips gleamed brightly in the sun.

I was very surprised how this child suddenly had so much affection for Huaxian. The more he talked about the benefits of Huaxian, the more uncomfortable I felt. I couldn't tell this pure boy what I didn't want to mention again.

I prevaricated him, "Well, well, uncle promised you that he will definitely take you to Hua County, but you must know that Lantian is also very good. You must know that in ancient times, there was a lot of beautiful jade here, and human beings were found on the King's Ridge. The site of the ancestor "Lantian ape-man" is said in your history books. Besides, the tomb of Cai Wenji, the site of the Wangchuan villa of the great poet Wang Wei is also in Lantian, and there is also the Buddhist Pure Land Sect resort known as the "Second Dunhuang". Nunnery, and Wangshunshan Forest Park, there are many snacks, fairy powder, soaked oil cakes, glutinous rice cakes, buckwheat noodles..."

I tried my best to divert his interest back, but he ignored him. Like an adult, he leaned against the backrest, raised his hands over his shoulders, crossed his hands, leaned his head in comfortably, and smiled, "You have to remember, Fourth Uncle, this is not the first time you have promised me, you can't break your promise, you can't break your promise!"

"I won't break my promise, I won't..." My voice slowly dropped.

Bishuiwan is a good place to go.A child is always a child. When he arrived in Lantian County, he saw the well-planned neighborhood and the crowded crowd on the street, Haohao immediately became excited.

After we changed into our swimming trunks and entered the garden through the long bathing area, we saw an endless stream of men and women flocking into the same hot spring pool. When we saw many foreigners with high noses and blue eyes, or soaking in Laughing and chattering in the hot spring water, or taking a nap on the long cool chair under the parasol by the pool, Haohao felt that his eyes were not enough.

"Hi, hi, let me lend you a pair of eyes!"

I made fun of him.

He was embarrassed, and his face was as red as a persimmon.

There were quite a few girls around his age, wearing colorful and beautiful swimsuits, frolicking in the water not far away.

Haohao was so embarrassed that he turned his face to one side, pretending to look at the antique gazebo.

"Plop, plop" splashed his face, and while wiping the water with his hands, he threw a red water polo that floated to him back to the smiling girl.

The sun is scorching like a fire, but the tourists in the hot spring are all interested.

After soaking in the clear hot water, I took Haohao to the bathing area.

The huge bathing area of ​​hundreds of square meters was also full of people.

Looking at the naked sentient beings, and then at Haohao who was half covered, I asked him, "Have you noticed?"

"What?" He wiped the water from his head and face, and turned half of his body from the partition.

"When you don't wear clothes, everyone is the same."

He's only thirteen or fourteen years old, and a wisp of fine hair has sprouted sparsely from his bottom, no wonder he's embarrassed.

"After washing in the public pond, the whole body must be washed with shower gel. Also, turn over the foreskin, and rinse it in the ditch too, don't be too hard. Remember, wash there every time you take a bath .If it is missed, it will be unhygienic, and it may cause inflammation.”

Male reproductive health is very important to an ignorant teenager.

On the way back, I tried my best to explain to him what masturbation is appropriate in a language he can accept, and told him not to worry too much about wet dreams, and asked him to focus more on learning knowledge and exercising his body. I also told him, You don't have to pay too much attention to the various changes in your own growth, and you don't have to pay too much attention to the girls around you. You have to go with the flow, and what should come will come naturally after he is in his 20s. At that time, mature feelings are called love.He occasionally asks a few words, but most of the time he is silent.

This is the result I want.

After going to Bishuiwan, Haohao's work and rest schedule is more regular than before.Besides reading, I went to play basketball with my classmates in the afternoon, and I went to bed early in the evening. Obviously, playing games online was much less than before.

At night, Lao Han rubbed his face against mine and said, "What medicine did you give this kid? Suddenly, he is much more sensible than before!"

Lying on his chest, smelling the scent of shower gel on his body, hugging his body tightly, nose to his nose, I smiled: "Longshenglongfengshengphoenix, your child is a good boy. "

Meimei and Xiao Yang spend much more time going out than at home.

When they saw me cleaning the room, they would come to help whenever I was free, and they would come to help even with cooking, and I couldn't even push them away.

"Fourth Uncle, thank you so much for this time."

After dinner at the end of August, Meme asked me to go out with her for a walk.

"That's great, why did you suddenly say this?"

She must have something to say to me.

Remembering that she asked me to persuade Lao Han to marry someone else, I had to be wary.

Looking up, on a surprisingly clear night, the stars blinked strangely.In the park behind Yaxin Garden, wisterias are densely spread on the concrete frame. The corridor is very deep and long. The spotlights let in the washed green light, adding a certain mystery and beauty.But beside the corridor, the hibiscus trees are in full bloom. The white, purple, red, silk-like petals exude a strong medicinal fragrance.

She stopped suddenly, and stopped twiddling a flower in her hand, "Fourth Uncle, tell me, will a man be good to another man for the rest of his life?"

I understand that what should come has finally come.