dance like a butterfly

My heart is very conflicted.Lao Han, now is my whole sky, I can't ignore his feelings!

After a sleepless night, some chatter was repeated over and over again, nothing more than whether to run for the election, what would happen if I didn’t run for the election, how to arrange my life after the election, how much trouble would it take to run for the election, and what would be the consequences.As we talked, we would quarrel a little bit from time to time. I just fell silent, and Lao Han hurriedly teased me again.

Until three or four o'clock in the morning, we didn't argue with each other, and gradually saw that he was silent, and after a closer look, we found that he had already lowered his eyelids, facing me and fell into a deep sleep.

Looking at this face that cannot be lost, and hearing his slight snoring, I can't help feeling sorry for him.

Meimei was right, Lao Han was slowly getting old.Seeing that he has reached the age of his life, even though his hair is very short, the white hairs on his temples are still very eye-catching, and the lines on his forehead are also very vivid under the light. A few become white.He was tired, and when he was tired, he was sleeping in front of me as quietly as a baby, and the previous domineering and sharp moments disappeared.

This is the old Han who yells and shouts in front of people, the old Han who pokes his fist when he sees Hao, Guo Jingqi, and Lao Zuo who picks up his second sister-in-law. Stretch out your hand, and see Lao Han in Weinan who is an unfilial son silently giving away money!This is the old Han who knows the pain and the heat when I escaped and took me back from Nanzhang and Weinan!

Gently holding his hand, rubbing it on the back of his hand, and kissing it lightly, I feel that I have to support him, I have to stand by his side no matter what, no matter whether his decision is wrong or right!It's not that I can't understand the growing sense of loss in the hearts of those retired cadres. Besides, Lao Han is still in his prime, and he still has the ability and courage to be the village chief! !

The next day, when Lao Han went out, I called Lin Wenlong.

When Lin Wenlong saw me asking him if he knew Lao Han still wanted to run, he laughed.

"Xiaohui, Xiaohui, old brother knows that you are worrying about Han Jun, you are right. I heard what Han Zhang said, and I am going to visit your house for a few days. No matter what you think, Han Jun will take care of you. I strongly support the election! My brother advises you, don’t be self-willed, don’t be too childish, let him do whatever he wants, anyway, it’s not a bad thing.”

It turned out that he planned to call Chen Hanzhang again, but it seemed unnecessary.Wanting to ask Xueping again, I feel that it is unnecessary. Xueping has always been very close to Lao Han, and supporting Lao Han seems to be a certainty.

Since everyone is united, why should I worry anymore.

Unable to stay idle at home, he simply drove the car outside for a walk.

The days go by so fast, before I know it, I have been in Yaxin Garden with Lao Han for almost a year.October 23rd last year should be the most unusual day in our life. Although we did not treat guests with a big fanfare like other people's marriages, let alone hold any ceremony, but after all, in my life, this day is very important to me. It's an unusual day for Lao Han. Thinking about this year, since Lao Han is going to run for election, we must be very busy at that time. Why don't I take advantage of this to buy a slightly decent gift for Lao Han?

Lao Han also grew up in the countryside since he was a child. Although he is not short of money now, he has never had the habit of wearing gold and silver.

Today's young people are very trendy. The rings on their hands, the ornaments on their wrists, the pendants on their necks, and even boys have pierced ears and a pair of golden earrings, which looks very neutral.

After wandering around the gold shop on South Street for half a morning, I still couldn't find a decent gift. When I arrived at Century Gold Flower, I caught a glimpse of a men's watch.

Now that everyone has bought a mobile phone, it is also very convenient to tell the time and display the time on the mobile phone. Watches have gradually become a luxury item.Regardless of the commemoration, it is neither pretentious, more dignified, and more atmospheric than other accessories.I think this stainless steel automatic TAG Heuer Carrera is very suitable for my old Han. Its overall design style is very simple. The black dial is matched with three needles. He is capable and sassy, ​​and the price is not expensive, less than 2 yuan.

Excited to go home, approaching Fangxin Village, a familiar figure was walking on the sidewalk ahead.

Leaning the car up quietly, I yelled, "Brother!"

The eldest brother turned around, saw me at first glance, and suddenly felt embarrassed.

"Get in the car," I leaned forward and opened the door on the right.

The eldest brother was carrying a plastic bag with a cardboard box inside, which looked like a pair of shoes.

"What are you holding? Shoes?" The eldest brother hugged the plastic bag in his arms and was reluctant to put it down, as if he would grow legs and run away when he put down the shoes.

"Well, I bought it for your sister-in-law. She saw that the lame daughter-in-law next door wore it on her feet and said it looked good. She asked the lame daughter-in-law how much she bought it for. The lame daughter-in-law said that it cost more than 80 yuan in our county. Your sister-in-law asked me to go to recover." Lu also bought it for her. Third child, guess, how much did you pay for these shoes?"

The eldest brother looked happy, as if he had picked up a piece of gold.

I am a little unhappy.

He hasn't been back to Hua County's home for several months. It's impossible for him not to know about the second brother's quarrel with me. When we first met, the eldest brother didn't ask me how I was doing, let alone tell me about the family affairs in the past few months. , but mother-in-law and mother-in-law talk about trivial things.

"28 yuan! Third, how much money do you think this group of people have to make in business? Do you think this group of people have black hearts? Haha"

He was very excited, still chattering.

"In the future, if your sister-in-law asks, you will testify to my brother that I paid 50 yuan. With the 21 yuan saved, I can still smoke a few packs of cigarettes. You know, your sister-in-law always takes advantage of my brother's sleep at night. Where's the money in Brother Sou's pocket! This thieves look like they came out of the money hole!"

There was an open space in front of me. I parked the car and took out 500 yuan from my wallet and gave it to him: "Brother, I have some money here. You can use it to buy cigarettes."

Seeing that Qian’s eyes were wide open, the eldest brother hurriedly took it and put it in his butt pocket. At the end, he patted on his pocket uneasy, “The third one is better-hearted, the second one can’t compare to you…”

"Second brother, is he, is he okay?" Tears covered my face in front of my eyes.

"Don't mention it, it's so hot, he's partnering with a few people to pull bricks for others, working hard every day, excluding gas money, he only dropped more than 100 yuan!"

The eldest brother looked disdainful.

"Then where are you going?" If he has nothing else to do, I can take him to Chengdong Bus Station or Sanfuwan Station, and buy him a ticket back to Hua County.I thought just now that he was on his way to Healing Road to visit me.

"Didn't Lao Han tell you?" The eldest brother looked surprised.

"what did you say?"

"I've been in the city for two months! Lao Han asked me to work with a group of guys from Hubei, managing the warehouse in one day, and the salary is not bad, more than 200!"

This old Han!This matter was never mentioned in front of me!

I can't help but feel a little annoyed by my elder brother. He hasn't called me for more than two months, yet he is so close!

I frowned, "It's early in the morning, you don't go to work, wandering around for a pair of shoes, and you are reluctant to take a car, and waste so much time on the road. Are you not afraid of losing something from someone else, and are you not afraid of others asking you to get something?" ?”

"Haha, what are you afraid of? Who dares to steal in broad daylight? When I came out in the morning, I told Xiao Zhao to let him do the topping, and nothing would go wrong. Besides, on this old Han's half-acre field , who dare not give me face? Old San, don't say it, Lao Han is a good place to enjoy the shade under this big tree. Hey, I said, third, you can give Lao Han more air in the future, and see if you can give it to brother again. Looking for a foreman job?"

I said with a nonchalant face, "You think Lao Han is the leader of the central government? If you don't work hard, sooner or later you won't even be able to keep your current job, and you will have to let someone wipe your ass!"

The elder brother lowered his face, "Aren't we blood brothers? If you don't turn red (dialect, means to help) your brother and me, who else can I count on? If we were the second child, we would have slapped you with big ears!"

The second brother will never put his nose on the face like the eldest brother. Although he hit me and scolded me, when I mentioned him, my heart still favored him.

"Where do you work? I'll take you there right away."

I said calmly.

But he opened the car door, gave me a hard look, jumped out of the car, and said coldly, "Do you think I rarely take your car?!"

Then he walked away with his plastic bag.

I was so angry that I couldn't say anything.

When I got home, I sat alone and didn't know what to do. After thinking about it, I called Hua County.

"His third dad? It's you!"

On the other end of the phone, the voice of the second sister-in-law came over, full of surprises, "You, are you okay? Brother Han is also okay?"

Her voice was trembling, very excited.

"Second sister-in-law, I'm fine. I just want to talk to you. Is everything at home okay?"

I wanted to say too much, and I didn't know where to start. My heart felt like a knife was being twisted, and tears kept rolling in my eyes.

"It's good that you are all well, his third dad, you don't know, your brother cut off the phone some time ago, and it was only these two days that I got someone to install it, so..."

Before the second sister-in-law finished speaking, on the other end, I suddenly heard the voice of the second brother approaching from far away, "Why don't you hurry up and cook? I'm starving to death, who are you calling? Are you talking to someone who doesn't know?" A shameful thing?!..."

His voice changed from slow to angry.

"No, I didn't give it to anyone. The meal is ready. You wash your face first, and I'll serve it to you right away."

The second sister-in-law hurriedly hung up the phone.

Staring blankly at the phone, a drop of tear fell on it with a snap, and then slid straight down the smooth screen like a bug, forming a crystal sharp glass in the palm of the hand, unable to hold it tightly, it Will cut my palm again, cut my heart.