dance like a butterfly

As soon as I had the plan to go home for the New Year, I started to fidget.

"Haohao, you stay at home well, and fourth uncle goes out for a while."

"Why don't you take me?" The little guy was flipping through their school's webpage.

Seeing me standing behind him, I hurriedly raised my head from the computer monitor.When I realized that I didn't mean to bring him, I stood up from the chair, took two steps, and the arm stretched out from my armpit and wrapped around my arm.

After getting along for so long, this child has become very clingy to me.As long as he was on the street, he always held my arm like this, as if he was afraid that I would leave him at any time and never look back.Every time, his eyes are so trusting in me, as if I am closer than his own uncle.I don't like his intimate movements like this, maybe I have a ghost in my heart, I am very jealous of his movements, I have corrected him countless times, and asked him to walk steadily, he always said: "My fourth uncle, When I grow up to 16, you beg me to hold your arm, and I won’t do it!” As he spoke, he laughed in vain.

Now, he still has the begging look on his face that I am familiar with.

"I won't take you anymore. Uncle Fourth is going to the supermarket to buy something."

Haohao began to laugh at me: "When you buy things, you buy things. Are you afraid that I won't help you carry the basket, or that I will steal the food? I have plenty of time now, so I can accompany you."

"I have to go back to Hua County after shopping. It's not good for you to come back from the supermarket alone."

I don't know how I feel when I speak like this.There are my close relatives in Hua County, and the ones in front of me are the relatives I will spend the rest of my life with.I don't know my hometown, I can't bear it with my conscience, and abandoning the person in front of me, how can I feel at ease?Let it go, let's take care of the elderly first, after all, it's one less thing to see.

"What, you're going back to Hua County? Now? Does my dad know? Does my sister know? You don't want me anymore?"

The pure attentiveness and dependence on Haohao's face disappeared in an instant, replaced by a kind of doubt and bewilderment that I was very unfamiliar with.His arm slipped from me, his eyes dimmed, as if hurt.

"Stay at home well, I will call your dad to tell you. Don't worry, someone will take care of you!"

The child looked at me first, then he stopped looking at me altogether and turned his face away.Immediately afterwards, the shoulders began to shrug.

He cried.

I suddenly panicked.I was already soft-hearted, and I hated seeing children and women cry.I put my arms around his shoulders: "Why are you crying? Fourth Uncle will go back for a few days, and he will come back after the new year. It's not like he won't be back anymore. When Fourth Uncle comes back, he will accompany you well."

He was still twitching with his head down just now, but after hearing my comforting words, he raised his head and pushed away my hands on his shoulders: "Are you going back for the New Year? You don't want me anymore? Don't want my dad?" Is it? You just leave and don't come back!"

After finishing speaking, he ignored me and didn't wipe the tears off his face, turned around and walked outside.

I froze for a moment.I really didn't expect that my words would cause such a big commotion.I can't even do this little guy's job, how can I explain it to Lao Han?Anyway, I am also a person who walks the rivers and lakes, and I don't even have such two brushes, so I just scold myself for being useless.

Hearing the door of the outer room opened, I quickly chased it out.

"It's such a cold day, you don't even wear a coat, what are you doing?"

"You don't care, you don't want me anymore, I don't want you to care!" Hao Hao seemed really angry.He stomped and began to descend the stairs.

I chased him out and grabbed him at the stairs.

"Why are you running? You don't have any clothes on. How can I explain to your dad if I'm frozen? Let's go, go back. We'll talk about optimization when we go back."

It was really cold.As soon as I reached the stairs, the cold wind rushed into the door opening.Snow particles the size of grains were still floating in the gloomy sky, dancing irregularly, floating on the face and falling into the collar, making the heart feel cold.

"It's not impossible for me to go back. You have to promise me one thing. Otherwise, I won't go back if I freeze to death. I'll go find my dad. If I don't believe what my dad says, you won't listen."

I didn't cry or laugh when I heard the little guy's words.Another pine!I don't know whose mantle he inherited?

"Go back and tell me!" It was so cold outside that I shivered involuntarily, let alone a ten-year-old child.

"Just say it here!"

He is more determined than Liu Hulan.

We were in a stalemate, and just as I was about to compromise, a black Toyota car quietly drove up to the two of us.

The car door opened, and a tall and thin old man stood in front of us with a smile: "Two melons, what are you doing here?"

Just as I was about to greet him with a smile, he quickly glanced at me and reprimanded loudly: "Xiaohui, you are not young anymore, look at what you and your father have done, standing in the wind in such a single dress, don't be afraid Is it sick from freezing? If your brother knows, it will be strange if he doesn't feel sorry for him to death!"

Lao Lin grabbed Hao Hao, "You child, why did you make your fourth uncle so anxious again? Hurry up, go back to the room and talk."

I pulled on it, and Lao Lin pushed from behind, and finally brought this pouting and frowning little ancestor home.

I just helped Lao Lin take off his coat and hung it up, and just sat down, before I could close the door, a person came in with a lot of things in big bags and small bags, and Lao Lin said to the person, "You can put it anywhere. , Go back to the car and wait for me, I'll be down in a while."

The man was very obedient and very respectful. After putting away the things, before I greeted him for tea, he smiled, bowed his head to Lao Lin and me, and hurried downstairs.

I poured tea for Lao Lin, but he stopped me, "Don't worry, I'm not thirsty either."

Suddenly he laughed, and grabbed Haohao's hand: "Tell grandpa, is your fourth uncle bullying you? Tell the truth, if he really bullies you, grandpa will clean him up for you!"

Lao Lin's smile now looks quite kind.

"My fourth uncle wants to secretly celebrate the New Year in Huihua County!"

Haohao finally grabbed a life-saving straw and wiped the tears off his face with the back of his hand.

I stood up and went to the bathroom to wring a hot towel, alas, my fourth uncle is too bad.Haohao and I have been together for a long time, and now seeing Lao Lin, he even sued me in front of Lao Lin.Thinking of all the things between Lao Lin and Lao Han before, I feel a little bit uncomfortable.

Seeing me coming out, Lao Lin raised his head and asked, "Did you really not tell your brother that you went back to Hua County?"

I smiled and shook my head.

Lao Lin glanced at Haohao, pondered for a while, and said, "Go back if you want."

Haohao was in a hurry: "Then, what about me?"

Lao Lin took the hot towel in my hand, wiped Haohao's face and said, "Let your fourth uncle bring you along!"

I never thought that Lao Lin would not only be my master at this time, but also Lao Han's master at the same time!I'm going home for the New Year, not for a trip, what's the point of bringing Haohao to Hua County!

Haohao jumped up from the sofa: "Fourth Uncle, do you have anything to say this time?"

I didn't look at him, and turned to Lao Lin nonchalantly: "I'm afraid my brother won't agree?"

Lao Lin laughed: "If you don't bring your children, your brother won't agree. You can go at ease, I will tell your brother about this."

After hearing this, I was relieved.I don't know why, even if Haohao agreed to stay at home just now, I was embarrassed to open my mouth to Lao Han.Now that Lao Lin said this, I feel a little relieved.

Lao Lin stood up, pointed to the pile of presents and wine that the man had brought and piled up beside the wine cabinet just now, and said, "It's almost Chinese New Year, and these things were also sent by others, so I brought some for you, knowing that you might have to go back to the wine cabinet." Hua County, it saves you from buying it. It’s a coincidence today, you don’t need to buy anything, so take it back with you. "

After finishing speaking, he took out his phone and made a call: "Come up here, and put those things back into the car. Well, don't ask, just pretend if I teach you, and go to Hua County by the way, well, right now."

I was very surprised by Lao Lin's decisiveness.It's all a problem, I'm used to making my own decisions!It seems that he still plans to send me and Haohao back to Hua County.

"You don't need to take this thing, it's strange. I'd better keep it for my brother. You're busy too, so don't bother to give it away."

Lao Lin interrupted me with a smile: "Are you afraid that no one will give your brother something? Don't worry, he won't take less things during the New Year's Eve. Besides, in this weather, with your poor skills, you still plan to drive Going back? There is nothing wrong with sending you off."

It seems that Lao Lin already knew about my learning to drive.All of a sudden, I felt as if I had no privacy in front of Lao Lin.

I felt someone put their arms around me, and when I turned around, I don't know when Haohao had already dressed neatly, armed himself like an astronaut, and was already looking at me with a smile.

The kid's face changed really fast.

I went back to the house to get dressed and packed up. They were already waiting for me in the car downstairs.

When I got in the car, Lao Lin had already finished the phone call, "Don't worry, your brother agreed."

"He didn't say anything?"

I'm still a little apprehensive.I know that there are 1 people in Lao Han's mind who don't want me to go back to Hua County.However, he was hindered by Lao Lin's affection, and Haohao was my shield, so he couldn't say anything.After all, one day, he will take this breath on me.

How reluctant I am to part with my old Han, I deeply know how empty my heart is without him in front of my eyes.However, the distant and blunt sound of firecrackers in the air, and the Spring Festival approaching day by day, made my heart tense over and over again.I have to go back and buffer the long-term love pressure, the kind of pressure that makes me excited and makes me panic.

Fortunately, I still have Haohao by my side, and Lao Han's only son by my side.When I saw him, it was like seeing Lao Han.Lao Han, when you think of your son, do you think of me the same way you think of him, or do you think of me more than you think of him?

I didn't speak, just stared out the window and thought about Lao Han.

The sky was still gloomy, and another layer of fine snow had fallen on the ground.The car was not going fast, and I only saw Lao Lin and his driver's short-haired head.

The car passed the North Third Ring Road and went directly to the overpass.

I asked Lao Lin: "Uncle, are you not going back to the office?"

Lao Lin turned his face: "What's wrong, you don't welcome me to Hua County?"

I know that for a person like Yi Laolin, if the Huaxian government knows that he is going, a large number of people will come to welcome him.Today, Lao Lin actually came here to see me off. At such an old age, he took the trouble to come here. I really don’t know whether I should be flattered or not?

Looking at this elderly man in his sixties, thinking about the story of my old Han in Wuwei, and thinking about the earnest words he said to me and Lao Han last time about Chen Hanzhang, I have mixed feelings in my heart. , It's not up to me anymore.