dance like a butterfly

Lao Lin and I have not met a few times in total. Although this old man has never done anything that disgusts me in front of me, I have an indescribable fear of him, and Lao Han narrated his past experience Then it formed unconsciously in my heart.Last time at the gate of Kaiyuan Mall, the things he gave me disappeared inexplicably, which made me even more panic when I heard the name Lao Lin at this moment.

Lao Han said that he has not lost contact with Lao Lin. From this point of view, I prefer that they be the kind of friends who have mutual affection and tacit understanding, and I don't want them to have any physical relationship.I also believe that Lao Han will not lie to me, but, as Lao Lin who once liked him so much, will he really no longer like or miss Lao Han?It's so late, and he still calls Lao Han, what will happen?It's not that he doesn't know what kind of relationship I have with Lao Han now.Could it be that he doesn't pay attention to me at all?Thinking of this, I feel bad in my heart.

"Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Old Han didn't say anything.

Perhaps Lao Han would not hesitate to answer Lin Wenlong's call before he knew me. At this time today, after the quarrel with me just now, he must be somewhat considerate of my feelings.Thinking of this, my heart is sour and warm.

"Will you pick it up? If you don't pick it up, I will pick it up!"

There is no cold disease in my heart, and I am not afraid of eating watermelon.My quarrel with you is like a quarrel between a couple, it is not the same thing as Lao Lin looking for you!

Seeing that Lao Han didn't move, I grabbed the phone and opened the flip.

"Hi—" I spoke first.

"Zala, are you playing tunnel warfare with your sweetheart in Ruanrou Township? I'm too busy to answer my call for a long time!"

On the other end of the phone, Lao Lin's clear voice was very clear.The nonsense of being old and worldly, even though I was already on guard, it still sounded so confusing to me.

My face turned red, and I couldn't pretend that nothing had happened.Glancing at Lao Han, I hurriedly put the phone into his hand.

Lao Han heard Lao Lin's words clearly, his face sank, he answered the phone, and said with a dark face, "What are you talking about? You really are getting younger and younger! There is nothing serious about what you say in front of Broken Baby."

"Haha, it turned out that it was Xiaohui who was on the phone just now, no wonder the sound was different from before, I'm sorry."

Old Lin laughed out loud.

"Do you have something to do?" Lao Han was a little impatient.

I paid attention to Lao Han's expression when he was speaking.Every subtle movement and expression change of him is the object of my capture.Before Lao Han was hospitalized, Lao Lin was able to visit the hospital in person, and when Lao Han and I got together, he knew everything about it.Judging from these phenomena alone, my old Han has always occupied a certain place in Lin Wenlong's heart.

"I heard that you are with Xiaohui and bought him a house. I want to go and see you."

I was stunned.Perhaps in everyone's eyes, I can only be a person who relies on Lao Han in my life.Hehe, I thought Lao Han bought this house for me.Who do you think I am?

"It's so late, it's better not to come, besides, Xiaohui has already laid down. It depends on another day."

Old Han evaded.

"Let him come. If he wants to see it, let him see it. The 'old man' has this wish. You should also satisfy his curiosity."

There are already mixed feelings in my heart, and I bite the word 'old man' very hard.

Lin Wenlong must have heard what I said, he laughed, "Listen, someone asked me to go too. Besides, I have already arrived downstairs at your house."

It seems that this Lin Wenlong is absolutely unable to shirk away today.What kind of people are these? They don't discuss things with others, and they don't care about other people's feelings!

After hanging up the phone, Lao Han laughed, "Why do you suddenly become a family?"

I curled my lips, put aside the unhappiness just now, and quickly tidied up the bed and my clothes.Regardless of the purpose of Lin Wenlong's late-night visit today, I must not let him see a joke.Lao Han belongs to me, just like I belong to Lao Han. When Lao Lin appeared in front of us, I must give Lao Han enough face, and let Lao Lin feel that we are a pair made in heaven. There is no gap between them to drill.

Not long after, the doorbell was heard.Without waiting for Lao Han to move, I quickly went to open the door.

As I opened the door, I looked at Lao Han with a smile on my face.At some point, Lao Han had already put on a long beige pajamas.Old Han walked slowly into the living room, smoking with his back to the door.

For me, this is definitely a very weird way to entertain guests.

What was different this time was that Lao Lin came alone.I haven't seen him for a few days, but he is still hale and hearty. Although he is over [-] years old, his waist is straight.Although he is not very familiar with me, because of Lao Han, the smile on his face is very calm.

"I thought you were still lying on the bed. It seems that your brother has started to lie."

He reached out and patted my shoulder.

"How is it possible that you are still lying on the bed? You are welcome, rare guest."

Old Han turned around early and said with a smile: "It's so cold, it's so late, why do you want to come here?"

Lao Lin snorted lightly: "What's the matter? Don't you want me to come and see your nest? You really have you, and you don't know that you will let me know about such a big matter. It's better for you to close the door and enjoy the happiness."

Listening to Lao Lin's words made me a little uncomfortable.What is he coming to my house for today?

I looked at Lao Han, but I saw him laughing: "Could it be that only state officials are allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps? We are going our separate ways in this matter. Don't make Xiaohui think like that. It's crooked, this kid is messing with me today."

After Lao Han's words, my hanging heart thumped and fell into my stomach.

Seeing Lao Lin sitting down, I went to pour water for them.

I dug out the Eight Paotai I brought back from Ningxia last time, scalded two blue-and-white porcelain gaiwan teacups with boiling water in the kitchen, picked up some snacks, and served them out with the tea on a tray.

When Lao Lin saw me coming out, he saw Gaiwan Cha and said with a smile, "Is it Eight Fortress?"

"how do you know?"

Old Han said: "The old chief is an expert in tea tasting. He can tell the difference when he sees the tea set and smells the tea."

Lao Lin picked up the teacup and gently scraped the tea leaves and tea stems with the lid.Eight Paotai is the most popular hospitality tea in Ningxia, Gansu.In addition to tea leaves, there are wolfberry, jujube, rock sugar, walnut and longan in it, which is a good drink for the elderly in winter.As Lao Han's former "lover", even though I was afraid of him, I still couldn't neglect him in the slightest in terms of etiquette.

Sitting down, I looked at Lao Lin's calm and composed gestures, and when I looked at him, I carefully distinguished what he looked like when he was in Wuwei decades ago.I was even imagining how he looked at my old Han at the beginning, and wanted to recognize his feelings for my old Han.

"Why do you look at me like this, an old man? Are you not afraid that your brother will be angry?"

Lao Lin saw through my scheming and laughed.

"Angry? Is he still afraid that I will be angry? If you hadn't come here today, I don't know if he would piss me off!" Old Han interjected.

"how could be?".I turned my face away, and Lao Han was looking at me tepidly.

"What's going on? Did the couple quarrel?" Lao Lin laughed.

"This guy is disobedient!" Old Han snorted.

I was surprised.In my impression, Lao Han would never speak ill of me in front of an outsider like this.Isn't that kind of lover relationship between him and Lao Lin over?Why are you uncharacteristically looking for someone to cry like a resentful woman today?What kind of role does this old Lin play in his current life?I am alerted immediately.

"Hahahaha," unexpectedly, Lao Lin burst out laughing when he heard this. "Han Jun, Han Jun, I always thought that you are just a stubborn ass, and no one can train you to be submissive. I thought your Xiaohui would let you grow old so well that your bad temper would be cured. Restrain yourself, who knew you would end up with a little stubborn donkey who gave you a headache!"

Perhaps in Lao Han's opinion, the arrival of this unexpected guest tonight will help him persuade me. After hearing Lin Wenlong's words, he may feel that he should not say these words at this time.He blushed and smiled sheepishly.

"Don't talk, don't talk. Why do you want to come here so late?"

"I just passed by here. Last time I heard Han Zhang talk about your affairs, saying that something happened to you Xiaohui in Nanzhang. I wanted to come and see it, but I didn't have time. I accidentally met Xiaohui in Kaiyuan Mall that day. Hui, it turned out that this brat didn't want to talk to me for a while. I didn't tell you this, I hope you don't have any other misunderstandings."

After Lao Lin's words came to this point, my heart was a little relieved.Look at Lao Han again, he is looking at me with a smile.

"I'm jealous of you, Han Jun, you finally have a small nest where you can live the life you want sweetly." Old Lin's eyes cast a light of envy.This look made me almost forget the quarrel with Lao Han just now.

"What are you envious of? I didn't know how stubborn he was before. This guy is so stubborn!"

"Look, you are his elder brother. If you don't let him, why do you still want him to let you go? Say he is stubborn, and look at yourself. You are already in your decades, and you are still fussing over with a child? It's okay to fight and quarrel, but don't hurt your feelings! You are someone who has experienced it, and you know how important this kind of emotional adjustment is to you in the future!"

Old Han fell silent.What Lao Lin said instantly changed my view of him.He is really like an honest elder comforting his relatives, and I seem to understand why Lao Han said so dependent words in front of Lao Lin in an instant.I suddenly felt that there seemed to be a "generation gap" between the three of us.

"Xiaohui, tell me, why is your brother bullying you? If you're right, I'll help you fix him!" Lao Lin looked at me with a smile, his eyes were so clean and pure, as if he was talking to me. Talk like your own children.

"My brother didn't discuss with me, so he directly asked me to resign with the company leader!" Since Lao Han doesn't treat Lao Lin as an outsider, of course I don't need to hide anything.

"Well, I agree!" said Lao Lin.

"Why?", I never thought that Lao Lin would stand by Lao Han's side and speak for him in this matter without thinking.

"You are stupid, it's not the lice on the bald man's head, it's for you!" Lao Lin said with a smile, "You don't even think about it, he can tell you to resign, he must have thought of a way out for you!"

"Retreat? What retreat? He doesn't know how much I like my current job?"

"But what is the purpose of your work?"

Lao Lin asked urgently.

I was silent.

This seemingly simple question can't help but silence me now.

In the countryside, which parents don't want their children to be successful?Who doesn't want their children to jump out of the life of facing the loess and back to the sky?When the child finally enters the university, who doesn't want the child to have a job that he likes and has a good income?What does this work mean?ability?Living security?marriage?house?car?Social value?

When I gave up such a seemingly comfortable job as a teacher, I became a salesperson of this large company.When I worked so hard to buy myself a house, I realized how barren my emotional life was.When I found that my feelings, which are completely different from ordinary people, have to be honed and may not necessarily have an ideal result in the end, I was so lucky to meet my old Han!Lao Han asked me to give up the job I love so much!But if it weren't for my job, would I have met him on the stairs that day?If it weren't for this job, would I have a house in Yuxiangmen?Will those things happen between me and Lao Han and even Guo Jingqi?

I don't want to elevate the purpose of my work to a metaphysical contribution to society, but this job I love is enough to support me to live comfortably without looking at others!Can make me stand on my own!

"Han Jun, you asked Xiaohui to quit his job, have you made up your mind to let him come back to do other jobs?"

Seeing that I bowed my head and said nothing, Lao Lin turned to ask Lao Han.

"I haven't thought about it yet. However, as long as he quits his current job, I'll be relieved. It doesn't mean he has to work to get food. Can I make him hungry?" Old Han turned his head and replied.

What?After talking for a long time, you old Han still let me be an otaku!

My lungs exploded and flew apart!Staring at Old Han, I wish I could swallow him in one gulp!

Lao Lin looked at Lao Han and then at me, and laughed: "Xiaohui, don't treat your brother like an enemy like this. It's not impossible to reconcile this. Let me ask you a question, and you answer me honestly!"

I sighed: "You ask!"

"You like your brother?"

"like!"

"Is it liking or love?"

I was so angry that I reflected, "Of course it's love!"

"How much love?"

Lao Lin broke the casserole and asked the end.

"I can't live without him!", I honestly said without blushing, not at all because of being in front of an outsider.

"Can you live without your current job?" Lao Lin chased after him.

"Of course!"

Both Lao Lin and Lao Han laughed.

I was stunned for a moment, and I just realized that Lao Lin and Lao Han pushed me into a corner step by step.